no crossing the line

When Jian Qin was in college, housing prices in City H were much cheaper than they are now. Her parents bought a small apartment of about 80 square meters in City H for her with all the money. During her school days, her living expenses consisted of this apartment. provided for rent.

It's just that the house is located near the university town, far away from Jian Qin's internship place, so she didn't live in her own house when she was about to graduate.Later she became pregnant, but she didn't dare to let her family know about it. The house was still rented out, so she naturally didn't dare to live in it.

Jian Qin's parents are both public servants, so they can't stay here to take care of her for a long time, but their hometown is a small town. Her daughter might be slandered by gossip when she goes back like this. Finally, under Jian Qin's strong request, the two elders helped her We moved into a small apartment together.

Jian Qin is a novice mother without a husband to help her, so she deeply understands the hardships of raising children.After staying with Yan Sujun for two weeks, she had to go back to her hometown first. Fortunately, Bai Shuyi helped her find a very reliable confinement lady, so she had time to catch her breath.

During this period of time, she was so preoccupied with the child's affairs that she didn't have any energy to think about other things. The affairs of the Ji family were almost all handled by Bai Shuyi.Not only that, as a local? Bai Shuyi also provided her with a lot of help in life, which made Jianqin very grateful from the bottom of her heart.

Li Huanhuan never mentioned the divorce with Li Wen again, but she never mentioned her husband again in front of Jian Qin, and came to help her take care of the children whenever she was free.It was troublesome for Zheng Xuanxuan to come over, but how many times did she visit? It was easy, and Jian Qin could tell that she really liked children very much.

She also heard that Zheng Xuanxuan had also contacted her family, and she should be meeting her parents during this time.

After a month of experience, Jian Qin gradually got started, and now she is able to breastfeed, change diapers and bathe the child proficiently.

At first, she was afraid of breaking her even holding her daughter.Such a small one? It feels like it can hurt if you touch it lightly. Its cry is not as loud as that of a kitten. It sleeps all day long, but it needs to drink milk every two hours.

Jian Qin was really exhausted.

"Qinqin, in half a month, my mother will be on vacation, and I will go to H city to accompany you by then."

Yan Sujun makes video calls with her daughter every day to make sure that she and the child are well.

"Mom, you came to accompany me on vacation? I? I'm very happy, but the early retirement you mentioned before... you should think again. You are a good teacher, and the school and students must be very reluctant to part with you. And you also I like teaching very much, don't give up your career for me? And simplicity, okay?"

If you can retire early and enjoy the blessings, there is nothing wrong with it, but the hard work of raising children is no less difficult than working.Jian Qin felt that he had already caused a lot of trouble to the family, and he didn't want his parents to worry about him anymore.

"I? My body has recovered? It's almost done. I don't have to go to work or school for the time being. I can take good care of my children. The aunt introduced in the book is very good. She helped me a lot. I'm not very tired."

"But next year? Don't you want to go to graduate school? You still have to make plans early."

"It's okay to put aside the matter of studying for graduate school. Although I'm sorry for Dean Li, but I? It was a stopgap measure when I chose to study for graduate school..."

"No, how many years can you waste as a girl? Do you wait until the child is older? Mom is getting older, but she just retired a few years earlier, and I can help you when you are in good health." Child. Dean Li admires you so much, so you can study with her for a few more years. Anyway, you must not stay at home all day for the sake of the child, and you will lose touch with society."

"I know." Of course Jian Qin understands the truth, "So I want to find a job when the child is a little older, and hire a nanny..."

"You're working too hard in this situation, and babysitters are very expensive now, so I don't feel at ease about babysitters, so I might as well let my mother take care of you."

Jian Qin sighed softly: "Then we? Let's talk, shall we?"

When it comes to this topic, it will reach a stalemate in the end, because Jianqin knows that there is no way to get the best of both worlds.This is the life of ordinary people, not everything can be solved with money, there must always be compromises and regrets.

The mother and daughter finished their conversation, and it was time to feed the baby again.

It's easy for the confinement sister to hold Jian Qin, and now Jian Qin can bare her breasts in front of the confinement sister without any burden.

A half-month-old child still eats and sleeps. It's not much fun, but the child gradually grows up, and it can already be seen that it is a beautiful embryo.

Wang Juan opened her eyes and said nonsense at the beginning, but now looking at the simple facial features, she is indeed somewhat similar to Ji Jinglian.

Thinking of Ji Jinglian, Jian Qin felt a tingling pain in his heart.

She can speak gracefully and walk decisively, but Ji Jinglian is still the only person she has ever loved.It was precisely because of her deep love that she hoped not to be separated from Ji Jinglian when this love completely turned into hatred and resentment.

As long as she doesn't think about it, she can live a very ordinary life, treating the relationship with Ji Jinglian as a treasure with regrets, and occasionally taking it out for aftertaste.

"Miss Jane, I? When I went out to buy vegetables today, I saw a big beautiful woman move in next door. I don't know if it's the owner or the tenant. She looks so pretty."

Aunt Yuesao is in her 40s. She speaks Mandarin with a local accent. She is eloquent and often chats with Jian Qin.Jian Qin didn't go out during this time, so she told Jian Qin what happened around the community.Jian Qin likes to talk to her, and it's easy to listen to gossip casually.

"Is a man?"

"It's a woman. I met her when I was going out, and met her again when I came back. We chatted for a few words. I thought it was difficult to talk to a beautiful woman like her, but I didn't expect that she was very approachable. Let me take care of you." The auntie chatted excitedly, and seemed to have a good impression of the other party, "There are not many young people who are so polite and humane now, who knows who lives next door? See, I can’t say a few words at all... Oh, it’s changed, it’s not the same as before.”

The confinement wife is a local, from the same village as Bai Shu.Originally, she got a lot of money because of the demolition, but unfortunately her husband was unfulfilling. He became addicted to gambling and ruined a good family. After she and her husband divorced, she came out to be a confinement wife in order to raise children.

This kind of ups and downs in life makes Jian Qin feel uncomfortable just listening to it, but Aunt Ren doesn't feel sad when talking about it. When it comes to the husband being angry or the child being proud, the past is over. She has some It's all hope for the future.

Jian Qin felt that his own experience was really nothing. There are so many people in the world who have experienced setbacks and are still living?

"But sometimes it's nice to not interfere with each other."

Yuesao remembered that Jian Qin was a single mother, and nodded in agreement: "Who said it wasn't? When my ex-husband had an accident, I didn't want others to bother me. ?It's so annoying, some people care about you, but some people just want to see your jokes, so it's better for everyone to be indifferent."

Auntie doesn't have a firm stand, but she has life experience and wisdom.

Jian Qin nodded and said with a smile: "Everything has two sides. It's good to have a harmonious neighborhood, but it's also good not to disturb each other."

"Or you college students? You speak well, that's the reason."

This? The topic was over, and Jian Qin went to take a bath after watching her daughter fall asleep.Her sleep time is almost in sync with Simple, as long as she has time, she will sleep for a while, because she doesn't know when this little guy will wake up to drink milk again.

In addition to taking care of the children at home, she also has to do some tasks assigned by Dean Li. Although Dean Li does not pay her a salary, he will give her a share of the project. With the money Jian Qin saved before, there is no need to worry about the child's life for the time being. ? Living expenses.

She is embarrassed to use the money given by her parents, so she deposits it regularly first.

The next day, when the aunt came back, she mentioned the new resident next door.

"Send something?" Jian Qin looked at the gift box in the aunt's hand and asked curiously, "Why did she give us something?"

"She said that she had just moved here and there was a lot of trouble, and she gave gifts to the neighbors around to express her apology."

"But I? Didn't hear it? What's the sound?"

"Who said it wasn't, but I? Asked the person opposite, and they also received a gift. This lady is too enthusiastic. I? I'm embarrassed to refuse. I can only accept it for you."

"I didn't expect? There is such a thoughtful person. Since others have accepted it, then you can let it go. If you meet her again tomorrow, help me? Say thank you to her."

"Me? Look at what gift she gave."

Jian Qin thought that this housewarming gift was probably something like towels and soap, and replied casually: "Okay, please tidy up."

A gift that doesn't know what's inside naturally makes people feel a sense of anticipation. Although Jian Qin thinks that it shouldn't be very expensive, she is also quite curious about what the other party gave.

"Oh, it turned out to be donkey-hide gelatin?" Yueyue looked at the things that were taken out, her face was full of surprise, and she turned over and over again to confirm, "It's real, not fake. I used to eat it when I was rich, and this gift is just a gift." Four catties is not cheap."

Jian Qin was also stunned for a moment: "Donkey-hide gelatin? This should be very expensive, right?"

"It's expensive. The price has gone up like crazy in recent years. It costs several thousand. This lady is too generous. Every family gives donkey-hide gelatin. How much does it cost?"

It's fine if it's just some cheap meeting gifts, but Jian Qin can't take the thousands of tonics.

"Auntie, could you please help me? Send it back, it's too precious, you won't get paid for nothing."

The confinement wife nodded: "Yes, this stranger suddenly gave such a valuable thing, as if she was buying someone. Miss Jian, wait a moment, I? Go and return it to her now."

Jian Qin was a little worried. After all, he must be a respectable person who would give such an expensive gift, and would probably not accept what had been sent.

"Trouble you. If she doesn't accept it, you can leave it at her door. Anyway, we can't accept this item."

"Don't worry, I? I understand."

The confinement sister-in-law hurriedly went out, Jian Qin was inexplicably uneasy, but she woke up before she had time to think about it.Now the world is big, and the child is the oldest. She has fed her daughter, and the confinement wife and aunt have also returned to the room.

"How? Why did you take it back?" Seeing that she was still holding a gift box in her hand, Jian Qin asked puzzledly, "Didn't you ask you to return it to her?"

"I paid it back. The lady said that it was a mistake. It was a gift she wanted to give to the elders. She accidentally mixed it up. She thanked us? We returned it to her. This is a meeting gift plus a thank you gift. I? Confirm Passed, some dried longan fruit, not expensive."

Jian Qin breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

The confinement wife happily said: "I'm planning to cook some sweet soup for you to nourish your body, so you can save money now."

作者有话要说：来了来了，上一章哭崩了睡了一觉，眼睛还肿的，这一章开心了。感谢在2021-07-0114:32:30~2021-07-0120:57:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 Fengxue Lianmei;

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