no crossing the line

When Ji Jinglian arrived, Jian Qin was still lying flat on the bed? After the caesarean section, the lower abdomen needed to be pressed with a sandbag, and she could not move for six hours.

Ji Jinglian was timid because of his closeness to the country. As soon as he entered the door and saw Jian Qin, he couldn't move.Wang Juan didn't think as much as she did, and hurried into the house to look after the child.

"Oh, the little one looks really good? It looks good, looks like Jing...Jing Lian."

The child was just born? Not long after the first mouthful of milk, he fell asleep again. His body was still wrinkled, and a small pile of lanugo hair on his head was black and shiny, and he looked very healthy.

Wang Juan opened her eyes and told nonsense, and the more she watched her granddaughter, the more she liked it, but she couldn't help feeling sad when she thought about her granddaughter's name.

Ji Jinglian frowned and glanced at her, and finally mustered up the courage to walk slowly to the hospital bed.

"Jane Qin..."

Jian Qin's complexion was pale, his eyes were half closed, and he smiled at Ji Jinglian, his voice sounded weak.

"Have you seen the baby?"

Ji Jinglian gave a low "hmm".

"Sit down, Mom, can you and Dad go out for a while? I have something I want to talk to Miss Ji alone."

Yan Sujun glanced at Ji Jinglian: "Okay, but you can't move around now, and you can't be too emotional."

"I know."

Yan Sujun gently touched her daughter's forehead to make sure she was in a peaceful mood, so she said to Ji Jinglian: "Miss Ji, please take care of Qinqin."

Ji Jinglian nodded, seeing that Wang Juan was still circling around the children, she said angrily, "Didn't hear them? Do you want to talk to them alone? The children have seen each other, so hurry up and go out."

Wang Juan has been called in and out today, not to mention getting annoyed.But there are many people in her family, and besides being self-defeating, she can only be talked about by others, so she has to work hard to suppress it.

"Just go out." She said, scanning around the ward, with a disgusted expression on her face, "The hospital we arranged for Jian Qin and the child is good. You are not in a single ward."

The pregnant woman who shared the same room with Jian Qin was discharged from the hospital yesterday, and no one has checked in yet. There is an empty bed next to her.

"none of your business."

The words were so straightforward, Yan Sujun was afraid that Wang Juan would get angry, so she hurriedly pulled her husband and said, "Okay, okay, let's go out first."

The three pushed and shoved out the door, and finally only Jian Qin and Ji Jinglian were left in the room.

The two were silent for a while, and finally Jian Qin spoke first.

"You look? Not in good spirits? Good."

Ji Jinglian hasn't had a good night's sleep for several days: "I really want to see you."

"I heard from Lawyer Bai." Unlike Ji Jinglian's angry and annoyed voice, Jian Qin's voice was very calm, "I thought I shouldn't see you again, but after hearing her retell the scene of your meeting, I thought about it. Or should I speak clearly with you, so that both parties won't worry about it."

"Jian Qin, I'm sorry..."

"I lied to you and Aunt Wang, are you angry?"

Ji Jinglian's eyes were red: "I'm not angry, it's because I was wrong."

"Then are you sad?"

"I regret it, Jian Qin, I'm sorry, I—"

"You don't need to apologize to me anymore, we? We're even now, one person at a time." Jian Qin closed his eyes and didn't look at Ji Jinglian. There was a hint of a smile on his face, like a smile of relief and relief. A smile like a successful prank, "You used to always say that I was stupid, but I was actually very unconvinced. But after you were with me, you never said that again, you just said sorry to me."

"I didn't know at first? Why? Later, I found out that I was really? stupid. Jing Lian, what kind of mood are you holding to hide from me? Are you Do you think I'm funny or do you think I'm pitiful?"

"Jane Qin..."

"I was so angry when I just found out the truth, but Ji Jingxi is dead. I have no other object to hate except you. Do you really love me? Why? Why? Can you lie to me? You asked me to have an abortion at the beginning, but then you took care of me so hard. It is undoubtedly for Jing Xi's legacy, right? I can understand, but why do you want to Tease me? If you take care of me like that, even if you don't need love to exchange it, I will help you."

"No, no, Jian Qin, I didn't want to exchange love, I'm real, I'm real..."

She really fell in love with Jian Qin, but it was too late to say anything now, and Jian Qin would no longer believe her.

"Then why? Why are you still lying to me?" Jian Qin's voice was a little louder, with a trace of crying suppressed in the calmness, "You obviously have so many opportunities to tell me! Have you seen Ji Jingxi's mobile phone? You Obviously know? What kind of person is he, but let me love you with nostalgia and guilt for him, let me be pregnant with his child, is it because I don’t show it? You don’t know? How much I struggle, How painful and sad?"

"I know?...I'm sorry, Jian Qin, I know...I just don't know? How should I confess..."

It was the first time that Ji Jinglian loved someone like this, and it was also the first time that he was trusted so wholeheartedly by someone.The more she wanted to cherish it, the more fearful she felt.Because she knew that she was not good enough for Jian Qin, because she knew that the relationship between the two began with lies and interests, because she knew that Ji Jingxi's ghost was always with her.

The more she wanted to hold this handful of bright moon tightly, the more she restrained her hands and feet, not daring to act rashly.She is trembling like walking on thin ice, and she is afraid of the truth being exposed every day. The happier she is, the more guilty she feels.Even she has already? Can't figure out the reason why she wants to hide the fact to the end. She is just afraid of change, afraid that the treasure she finally obtained will slip through her fingers.

"Jian Qin, I'm afraid you will leave? I... I'm sorry..."

Tears rolled down Jian Qin's eyes, but her expression remained calm.

"At that time, I wished so much that you could tell me the truth, even if it was later, but you just said sorry. I can't tell which of your words are true and which are false, I suspect Everything about you, I can only try to test you. Even so, I didn't get the answer I wanted, it just added to the emptiness. If I can't even trust the person I love, my life is too big ?Sad. So I figured it out, I'm leaving? You."

"I figured it out, no matter how much I love you, or even how much you love me, as long as I don't leave you, I can't trust you. You have been taking care of me for half a year, except for Huanhuan Other than that, the only thing I can rely on is you. I love you, so my feelings keep convincing me to believe in you. Believe that you are a very good person, believe that you are all for my own good, believe that you are very...love Very? Love me."

"But my reason knows? This? It's just a stupid woman's excuse for the person she loves. Jing Lian, I don't want to guess your heart anymore, and I don't want to torture myself anymore. I'm leaving? Are you Because of your deception, we don't care about deeds, isn't this kind of thing much simpler?"

"So you don't have to feel sorry for me anymore. You lied to me once, and I lied to you once. We're even. You took care of me very much, and I did. Thank you very much, so Ji Jingxi's inheritance is what you deserve. This In this way, we are evened." Jian Qin clenched her fists tightly, her knuckles turned white, "As for the child, I have thought about it very clearly. I was the one who gave birth to her, and You have nothing to do with her, she is my child, surnamed Jane, has nothing to do with Ji Jingxi, I will love her well."

Ji Jinglian heard it very well? He understood that Jian Qin wanted to settle everything and make a clean break with her and the Ji family.

"No...Jian Qin, since it's all evened out, shall we? Start over? Let's forget about Ji Jingxi...I will never lie to you again..."

Jian Qin finally opened his eyes, his eyes were peaceful and far-reaching: "Jing Lian, I am a very ordinary, very ordinary person, but I have never understood why you like me, so I am also very? Uneasy, very scared. I can't trust you, maybe part of it comes from? My inferiority complex, I don't have the confidence to guarantee your kindness to me, it's just because you love me. I'm not smart enough, either you or the king Auntie can manipulate and manipulate me as much as you want, even if you didn’t do that deliberately, I’ll just be played around. You can deal with Zhou Wei, Liu Mei, and even Senior Sister Zheng to help you hide it. If I don’t Leave? You, I'm afraid you will be easily persuaded by you."

"However, even if I'm not as smart as you, I don't want to be stupid anymore. I don't want to be deceived when I like Ji Jingxi, and have no dignity when I love you. Leaving is the only way I can think of. The only thing that such a girl can protect herself is self-knowledge, Jing Lian, the affairs of your Ji family are too complicated, I don't want to get involved anymore, let's just leave it like this."

"No, Jian Qin..."

Ji Jinglian didn't want to be like this, she obviously still loves Jianqin, why did she want to separate?She's willing to take all the blame, she's willing to let go of everything that bound her in the past—she's had enough, too.

"Jing Lian, can you fall in love with me? I will definitely fall in love with you too? Others, girls who are better, smarter, and more beautiful than me. You are so powerful, and you will be able to slowly get rid of Aunt Wang's mercy in the future. Live the life you want. It's just that this person won't be me, I don't have that much energy, and now I just want to live a simple and ordinary life."

She smiled, with tears in her eyes: "I chose the child's name, isn't it easy to remember? I just want her to be simple in the future. It's ridiculous to think about it now. I used to leave everything behind." Things are so complicated and difficult, and I scare myself. In fact, life is like this. No matter what happens, I still have to go on. Although I am a single mother, I have the support of my relatives and friends , I can raise her well."

"No..." Ji Jinglian covered her face, she was already sobbing, "Jian Qin, I will take care of the child with you... I will take good care of you and the child..."

Jian Qin shook his head: "Neither I nor the child is your responsibility. If it weren't for Ji Jingxi, my life and your life probably wouldn't have intersected. You are so sad now, just because you are a good person, you and Ji Jingxi don't know each other. Same, you will feel guilty for me. But I believe that time is the best medicine to heal everything, just like you will forget your feelings for Xu Jing, you will be able to let go of the things between us one day. "

"I don't hate you anymore, because someone as stupid as me can deceive you, which means you still like me to some extent, right? Love makes people stupid, and you were stupid for a short time because of me. I should be proud of."

No, Ji Jinglian knows? She? She will never forget Jian Qin like she forgot Xu Jing, and she will never fall in love with other people.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-06-3021:09:22~2021-07-0114:32:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: McLaughlin Yuxiang, 232769401;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: can, 1 perverted Jingzhe;

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