Idol's Doomsday Survival Guide

"Zou Tu, organ transplant...is that what I think?"

Ji Nanze couldn't believe his ears, Zou Tu, he suffered everything at an age when a child should be carefree.But when he left the environment he lived in in his childhood, thinking that he could change a little bit, the reality told him that he just came to another purgatory on earth.

It was a cage that cost his pain, his freedom, a prison for fighting dogs.

There is no more vicious joke than this. Compared with Zou Tu's rough life, the world where the zombie virus broke out is simply nothing.

What the hell has he been enduring all this time.

Did those people really, really treat him as a real person?

When Zou Tu told these stories, these words that ordinary people dare not imagine, his eyes never left him.

It's like just one glance, just such a meeting of eyes, all pain can be healed.

"Senior, do you still remember the tattoos on my body?" Zou Tu said, rolling up his sleeves and the hem of his clothes, revealing the exaggerated tattoos all over his body. He signaled Ji Nanze to put his hands on them with his eyes.Under his gaze, Ji Nanze's index finger touched the carp's scales.However, his lips gently kissed the scales of the black dragon on his back. Feeling the scar from his lips, Zou Tu's body trembled violently.

"...Senior?"

"I remember you said before that these are some scars." Ji Nanze moved his lips and recalled, "Some scars left by a bad boy." He looked up at Zou Tu, his heart gradually tightened and began to tingle, "You Do you want to say that these are not just traumas?"

Zou Tu nodded and pressed his hand.His palms are big and rough. Ji Nanze has always felt that way. There are calluses on the tiger's mouth and fingertips, but the temperature is always high.Zou Tu's fingers touched the skin on the back of Ji Nanze's thin hand. He said, "I don't know why it didn't heal. When they took the organs from my body and I was waiting on the operating table for the exposed tissue to heal again, The scars from the parts that were removed didn’t heal. They formed scars and they stayed with me. The more they were removed, the more scars there were.”

Ji Nanze touched his arm and asked, "What's the matter with the scar on the arm?"

"Bone graft."

Ji Nanze seemed to be electrocuted, and pointed his finger in the air. He looked at Zou Tu in disbelief: "Are all these operations performed without anesthesia?"

"Well, so I can bear a certain amount of pain." Zou Tu held his fingers, and he didn't want him to continue.Those who left everything on him will only break Ji Nanze's heart, "Actually, this kind of life didn't last long. On the night you witnessed the murder, the research institute of the base laboratory appeared."

"The man who showed up at your house that night?"

Zou Tu nodded: "He is a researcher of the radical faction, and for the radical faction, my existence is a tarnish to the reputation of these researchers, and it is a secret scandal. They need to deal with us as soon as possible. That night, He broke into the house and killed the woman who took me. Then he tried to kill me."

"Did you kill him?"

"It wasn't me." Zou Tu said, seeming to be confused about what happened next. "The moment I saw me, I could feel the shock and shake in his heart. He committed suicide in front of me. I don't Know who he is, I've never seen him. Then I crawled to the ground and picked up the bloody dagger. Because I know, it hurts, it hurts, it really hurts. I swear to you, Senior, I really didn't kill anyone. I was just... very confused, they were all dead, and I didn't know where else I could go."

"I believe you." Ji Nanze held his face, "Isn't it, I saw the next scene... Then, I moved out of the community."

"Yes."

"……sorry."

Zou Tu rubbed his hair and said, "It's not your fault, anyone would be scared."

"What happened afterwards, Zou Tu? I remember that I never heard from you again."

"The police didn't find me because that night, I disappeared from my home and left on foot. I started a homeless life."

"sorry."

"Why do you say sorry? The senior didn't do anything wrong."

"I just want to say." Ji Nanze put his arms around him and said, "Zou Tu, you know what. No one ever said to you, 'It's not your fault', never...not even told you , in fact, everything you experienced... should never have happened."

Zou Tu was stunned, and smiled helplessly: "I know, I know. Don't be sad for me, okay?"

"It's not your fault, Zou Tu."

He said.

"It was never your fault."

Zou Tu felt that his eyes were moist for no reason, and he stretched out his arms to hug him: "Thank you, senior."

"Zou Tu, you can't lie to me about the next question."

"Ah."

"How many more times do you have?"

Ji Nanze looked at him and asked the question he had wanted to ask all along.

This vaccine can also repair your body several times.

Zou Tu opened his mouth, as if worried about Ji Nanze's reaction to the answer.But under the direct gaze of the other party, he also compromised.

"34 times."

"34 times?" Ji Nanze suddenly choked up, "34 times? The vaccine that can repair your fatal injuries a thousand times, when you only have 34 times?"

34 times?

In just 18 years and more than 6000 days without end, he may have been abused by his relatives and tortured by his compatriots more than 900 times.

From childhood to adulthood, from birth to death.No respite, no childhood, no memorable stories, nothing, not a single thing left.His life was... empty.

It never hurts.

Never ending pain.

Ji Nanze sniffed. He knew that no matter how much he comforted and emphasized now, he would not be able to heal the wound Zou Tu had suffered.He decided to face Zou Tu in a different way, with a different emotion.

"I'm a little curious." He rested his chin in Zou Tu's arms and asked sullenly, "For example, how did you enter the school and how did you meet me?"

"Actually, it's not a coincidence." When he said this, Zou Tu had a hesitant expression on his face, "When I was wandering around... You Guohao found me."

"You Guohao?"

Ji Nanze had a deep impression on this person, but of course, he didn't have a good impression.He is the man they met in the reservation area, and Zou Tu seems to be an old acquaintance.He is also a member of the laboratory where Zou Tu's grandfather works. Ji Nanze believes that he may also have participated in the inhumane experiments on Zou Tu.

"That's why you didn't want to mention him to me before? Did he also participate in the 'immortality' experiment?"

"At that time, it was not his turn yet." Zou Tu felt that he was a little too emotional, and couldn't help but pat him on the back to comfort him, "He is an apprentice of my grandfather, but he is the same as my grandfather. , also a conservative researcher. When he found me, he told me that on the day I disappeared, my grandfather died. He died in his office, holding a picture of my mother, whom I had never met..."

"Why... did he treat you like this?"

"I don't know, probably I don't want myself to know. I don't want anyone to tell me what I did wrong to be hated by my grandfather." Zou Tu continued, "You Guohao found me Finally, he proposed that he could meet all my requirements, but in exchange, he hoped that I could continue to provide unfinished experimental data.”

Ji Nanze keenly caught the question between the lines: "Provide the data? He won't, let you continue to accept the previous experiment?"

"It's okay. Compared with before, it's just minor injuries and ailments. Before each experiment, he would inject me with anesthesia, and it didn't hurt at all. When I woke up, everything was back to normal."

"Has he come to any conclusions, then?"

"I don't know, he didn't tell me, and he didn't develop a vaccine that would do the same. I don't know if the data collection was a success or a failure."

Even after he said that, Ji Nanze's expression was extremely unbearable.He looked at Zou Tu and felt a sharp pain in his heart for no reason.

"Can't you refuse him? Refuse to provide him with data...Maybe you also have a chance to get rid of this kind of life."

At this time, Zou Tu looked into his eyes and laughed. He didn't answer Ji Nanze directly: "Senior, do you know what I asked him before the experiment?"

Ji Nanze shook his head.

"I said, I want to find someone."

Hearing these words, Ji Nanze suddenly raised his head and looked into his eyes, his eyes were full of astonishment.

Zou Tu knew that he must have the answer in his heart, so he continued on.He wants to say that he has kept it in his heart for too many years, so much that he has forgotten too many details, even the emotion he originally wanted to express.But when the words came to his lips, he remembered everything, every word, every sentence came to his mind.

It was as if everything had been deeply etched into his soul.

"I want to find you, I want to be by your side. I never imagined that I could be with you, chat with you, hold hands, commute to school, eat with you, or kiss you. I never expected that Things. I really just want to watch you, from afar, don’t take a step closer, don’t take a step forward. Because I can’t be greedy.”

"As long as I can look at you, I am very happy. For this one look, anyone can destroy me."

"Anyone can..."

Ji Nanze didn't say anything, his arms around Zou Tu's waist gradually tightened.

Neither of them spoke, and there was only the hum of the elevator cables and the motionless elevator on the seventh floor in the entire car.No one came in, and no one inside pressed the light button.Before Zou Tu had time to enjoy Ji Nanze's comfort for a while, the car shook suddenly, and he instantly sensed something was wrong, and immediately grabbed the other's wrist to protect him behind his back.He formed a safe angle with his body and the corner of the elevator.

"What's going on?" Ji Nanze felt the suspension of the elevator and the increasingly violent shaking of the car, and his face turned pale immediately.

"Relax, relax. I'm here." Zou Tu took a deep breath, the elevator kept shaking, but the door in front of him didn't show any signs of opening, "Maybe something climbed to the top of the elevator. It shouldn't be those zombies before, I didn't hear the acid. I don't know what it was...how did they get to the top?"

At the moment when the two of them dared not breathe under the tense air pressure, the lights in the elevator flickered on and off, and in the next second, the entire car went dark.Ji Nanze soon realized that the elevator was also affected by the power outage.At the same time, they heard the strange sound of the traction wire rope being worn and cut by something.