mad dog and loyal dog

【66】

Xia Ming still stayed, not for Zhang Ting, but for the newborn Xia Tiantian.He had nothing, and even if he went to England, he would not be familiar with the place, and he could not even speak the language, so it was impossible for him to live a good life.

Xia Ming doesn't live with Zhang Ting now, he lives in the house that Sister Xiaorong rented before, and the rent has not been broken, Xia Ming also plans to continue renting in the future.When he told Yafu on the phone that he couldn't leave, he was really sorry, but he didn't expect that Yafu didn't mind at all, as expected, he laughed twice, "It's okay, you are welcome anytime You come to England." Yafu replied, "I will go to China again when I have time, see you then."

Xia Ming chatted with Yafu for half an hour, but they didn't talk about anything, just chatting about daily life and current situation.Ya Fu knew about Xia Ming and Zhang Ting's affairs. Once Xia Ming felt that the other party could talk to each other, he would talk a little about everything.After all, if you talk too much, you can prove that you really let go.

Buried in the bottom of my heart, I can't let go of what I can't say, but now Xia Ming has let go.

Zhang Ting was very dissatisfied that Xia Ming talked with someone on the phone, he didn't dare to ask, he felt that if he asked, Xia Ming would be upset.Now Zhang Ting is a bit submissive, he is so obedient in front of Xia Ming that he doesn't even dare to speak loudly.

Xia Ming carried Xia Tiantian back home, and Zhang Ting often came to the door.Xia Ming is still not used to raising children, even when he hugs Xia Tiantian, he is always in a hurry, for fear of hurting her.

Even after two days of contact with Xia Tiantian, Xia Ming still couldn't get used to it.Thanks to Zhang Ting's constant presence, Zhang Ting gently supported the child's body, so Xia Ming's hugging Xia Tiantian didn't look too flustered.

"You have brought Tiantian back to raise her for two days. Have you thought about her first name? Pei Xiaorong said, it's your last name." Zhang Ting said, even now, he doesn't want to find out if the child is It's not Xia Ming's biological child anymore.Now that Pei Xiaorong is gone, there's no point arguing about it.It's just that he still felt vaguely uncomfortable about dating, "... By the way, do we have to raise her?" Zhang Ting's brains twitched, and he actually asked such a sentence.

As a result, Xia Ming glared at him as soon as he finished speaking, Zhang Ting flattened his mouth and dared not speak.He thought for a long time before tugging at Xia Ming's sleeve, "I'm sorry, I won't say anything." Zhang Ting patted his mouth, which was his own punishment, and it was not light.

Xia Ming frowned and glanced at him, he didn't like Zhang Ting's self-abuse behavior very much. "Nursing, I raised it, not 'us'." He said, "It's called Xia Tiantian, and there is no need to use another name."

Zhang Ting got used to hearing him, so he didn't react much at this meeting. He teased Xia Tiantian who was lying in Xia Ming's arms, and poked her little face. She even grabbed Zhang Ting's fingers and laughed Don't stop, it looks like a little sweet bean.The name suits her very well, "Okay, Xia Tiantian."

In the past few days, Zhang Ting tried every means to stay within Xia Ming's sight. If Xia Ming didn't drive him away, he would definitely stand behind Xia Ming.As long as Xia Ming turned around, he would be able to see him, and he would not take the initiative to chat and talk, be quiet and obedient.

Finally, a few hours before Pei Xiaorong's accident, Xia Ming clearly smiled at himself.After all this, Zhang Ting thought that Xia Ming was a little loose with him, so he returned a voice message to say good night.He thought Xia Ming was soft-hearted towards him and would change his mind, but it turned out that it was just a little sweetness Xia Ming gave him before he left.

If Pei Xiaorong hadn't had an accident, if Xia Ming hadn't wanted to come back to find Pei Xiaorong, he probably would never see Xia Ming again.Xia Ming might go to live in another place and be with others.No matter who it is, Xia Ming will be very happy if the object is not him.

Zhang Ting knew everything, he even noticed that Xia Ming no longer had any feelings for him, but he didn't admit it, he pretended not to know that Xia Ming no longer loved him.Zhang Ting was extremely sober, but he didn't want to admit it.

"I know I'm wrong." Zhang Ting said to Xia Tiantian who was in Xia Ming's arms, but he told Xia Ming, "Can you talk to me more..."

Xia Tiantian didn't know anything, she only knew that Zhang Ting made her giggle.Zhang Ting's words were for Xia Ming, hoping to get a response. "I love you so much."

Does he still have a chance?

However, Xia Ming ignored the phrase "I love you so much" that Zhang Ting said later, and it always made people feel strange to hear that kind of words coming out of Zhang Ting's mouth.The relationship between him and Zhang Ting is very sluggish, and he doesn't want to say a word to Zhang Ting.Zhang Ting seemed to have been injured too much, and he could tell that he had fought for Miss Rong, "Then what did you do wrong?" Xia Ming asked him.Zhang Ting said that he knew he was wrong, but Xia Ming was very curious about what Zhang Ting thought he was wrong about.

Zhang Ting was stunned for a moment, he probably didn't expect Xia Ming to ask him such a question.So he started counting with his fingers, "I shouldn't have threatened you with Pei Xiaorong, I shouldn't have placed Pei Xiaorong in a rented house, I shouldn't have quarreled with her, I shouldn't have found out that her ex-husband often squatted downstairs and ignored her, It shouldn't be... I didn't contact you in time, so you didn't see Pei Xiaorong for the last time." Zhang Ting counted and pointed out all his faults.

He even considered it his fault that Xia Ming didn't see Pei Xiaorong for the last time.

"I shouldn't, I shouldn't keep scolding her to die." Zhang Ting added.

Xia Ming glanced at Xia Tiantian who was still being teased by Zhang Ting in his arms, but his heart was not particularly touched. "Zhang Ting, I still really want to break up with you. I chose to stay, and I have no intention of being with you." He said suddenly, his tone was very calm, as if he was speaking an ordinary family saying. "I'm not leaving now, can you show me Miss Xiaorong's last video?"

"...Look, will you run away with Xia Tiantian in your arms?"

"I don't have the capital to run away, where can I go?" Xia Ming was straightforward, he really thought so. "If I want to run, I've already run away with Tiantian in my arms, and I don't want to talk to you anymore, please show me the video." Xia Ming gently put Xia Tiantian into the crib.

"Then if you want to leave, I can't show you the video." Zhang Ting felt that he was too shameless.He didn't even dare to look up at Xia Ming, "Now you live with me again, I often come up and you drive me away. I'm afraid you will leave, maybe so, you can let me see you three times a week, just treat me I beg you, okay?"

"Not good." Xia Ming refused, "It's fine if you don't show me the video, just get lost."

Xia Ming was too calm, he was not interested in anything Zhang Ting did.Now that Miss Xiao Rong is gone, the child has also taken over.Although there is no mother, there is still a father.He wanted to leave Zhang Ting, and this idea never changed.May have softened, but not now. "Get out." Xia Ming repeated again, his face became a little colder.

Zhang Ting's face also became a little embarrassed, Xia Ming told him to 'get lost', but he didn't even intend to refute at all.Their positions were switched, and Xia Ming was no longer his 'dog'.His threats are useless to Xia Ming anymore, Xia Ming really has no memory of him at all.

Zhang Ting frowned, but still handed over the phone, "Look for yourself... In fact, she didn't say anything."

Xia Ming didn't expect Zhang Ting to be so obedient. He picked up the phone to watch, and there was only a short ten-second video.The camera shakes very much, first there is Zhang Ting's urging voice, and then Miss Xiaorong's face is photographed.

Miss Xiaorong told them not to quarrel.

Xia Ming watched the video twice and confirmed that there was no editing effect.He returned the phone to Zhang Ting, "Very well, I really don't want to quarrel with you." He said to Zhang Ting, "What I want is to have nothing to do with you."

"... Oh." Zhang Ting responded.

Zhang Ting didn't lose his temper, nor was he too sad about Xia Ming's words.Xia Ming looked at Zhang Ting's face, and Zhang Ting's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something.

As a result, Xia Tiantian in the crib cried again, "Wow!" very loudly, her little face was puckered up, and she didn't know what she wanted.

But Zhang Ting quickly realized that he changed Xia Tiantian's diaper quite quickly, in one go, and couldn't find a single fault.After it was over, she took a small toy and stuffed it into Xia Tiantian's hands. She was crying pitifully with her face squeezed, but now she stopped crying.

"...How did you know she was going to change her diaper?" Xia Ming was a little surprised.

Zhang Ting also frowned, "She drank milk two hours ago, and farted half an hour ago. Didn't she want a diaper?" He answered it as a matter of course, as if it was strange that Xia Ming didn't know what she wanted.

Xia Tiantian stopped crying after changing the diaper, but Zhang Ting insisted on hugging her.It's not enough for Xia Ming to take over, he has to ask Zhang Ting, otherwise he will cry.Xia Tiantian was lying in his arms, unconsciously tugging at Zhang Ting's clothes, and still saying "babababa—" for some nonsense.

Zhang Ting changed to a slightly more comfortable angle and hugged her to coax her. She didn't understand anything, but she was very clingy to Zhang Ting.It was also because he was willing to stay in Xia Ming's arms just now, all thanks to Zhang Ting's coaxing.

Zhang Ting noticed Xia Ming's gaze, and realized that he might be too skillful in taking care of Xia Tiantian, "Don't look at me like that, I raised my younger brother by myself." Although he died in the end.

Xia Ming thought for a while, then reached out to hug Xia Tiantian back.But Xia Tiantian couldn't do without Zhang Ting, and just pulled away a little, then started yelling again.

Zhang Ting had only been with her for a few days, and she couldn't leave Zhang Ting at all.It even got to the point where she would cry when she left her hand, and make trouble when she woke up and couldn't see anyone.

Xia Ming only realized this with belated awareness.It's only been two days since he brought Xia Tiantian back, but Zhang Ting always comes to report on time on his own initiative, taking care of Xia Tiantian all on his own shoulders.That's why Xia Ming didn't realize until now that Zhang Ting seemed to be doing more work in taking care of Xia Tiantian.

For example, yesterday and the night before yesterday, Xia Tiantian cried so badly in the middle of the night, Xia Ming fed her milk and changed her diaper, but she still cried for a long time for no reason, Xia Ming tried to reason with her, but where was she? Knowing how to listen, she cried louder than Xia Ming could speak.

Xia Ming knew that she wanted to find Zhang Ting, but he felt that it would be impossible for Xia Tiantian to rely on Zhang Ting any longer, so he made her cry for most of the night.The result was crying all the time without stopping.

Naturally, Xia Ming would not take the initiative to contact Zhang Ting, and wanted Xia Tiantian to sleep by herself when she was tired from crying.Unexpectedly, Zhang Ting called himself and asked him if Tiantian fell asleep. "Didn't sleep, crying." Xia Ming was also upset, thinking that Xia Tiantian was a little traitor and only stood by Zhang Ting.

Zhang Ting chuckled, "Just put your phone next to her pillow."

Xia Ming did as he did.He only heard Zhang Ting coaxing a few words casually, Xia Tiantian seemed to really understand, he grabbed the phone and tapped randomly, not knowing what he was doing.Anyway, not long after, Xia Tiantian stopped crying, and even blinked her big eyes, smiled at Xia Ming, and soon fell asleep.

Xia Ming felt that Zhang Ting had played a trick on Xia Tiantian, but he had no proof.

Now when putting the baby to sleep on the bed, Zhang Ting couldn't straighten up. He also coaxed Xia Tiantian to sleep for half an hour, plus there was no time to rest these days, Zhang Ting felt a little exhausted after putting the baby down "She cried when I left. I know you don't want to have anything to do with me, but for Xia Tiantian's sake, can you lend me a bed?" Zhang Ting asked.

Xia Ming knew that Zhang Ting always had all sorts of weird ideas and excuses, he didn't want to soften his heart, he wanted to escape.But facing Zhang Ting, and Xia Tiantian's habit of relying too much on Zhang Ting, he was helpless.

Xia Ming pursed his lips and pointed to the floor, "Floor, are you sleeping?" He deliberately made things difficult for Zhang Ting, how could that arrogant Zhang Ting be willing to sleep on the floor. "If you don't sleep, go away. I can live without you, and Tian Tian can do it sooner or later."

Sooner or later we have nothing to do with each other.

Just like when I love you you don't love me, when you love me, I don't need it anymore.

The author says:

A parent's love story starts with a child, lol.