mad dog and loyal dog

【65】

Can Zhang Ting be blamed for Xiaorong's death?

Xia Ming thought about this question hundreds of times, but obviously he couldn't put all the responsibility on Zhang Ting.If he insisted on assigning responsibility, Xia Ming felt that he was also at fault.

Xia Ming stared at Zhang Ting and Tian Tian sleeping almost all night yesterday, his mind was so empty that he couldn't even cry, he was thinking about what he had been doing for the past month.He went to several tourist attractions, ate a lot of delicious food, met new friends, and found a pretty good part-time job.

Without Zhang Ting, he is doing very well.Apart from not having enough money, I have almost no other worries, and I am happy every day, with more and more smiles on my face.But the closer Miss Rong's due date was, the stronger Xia Ming's feeling of being pulled back to reality.Originally, he planned to go back two weeks before Miss Xiaorong's due date, but it was abruptly delayed for another week.

He didn't even know that Miss Xiaorong was no longer alive, so he lived in a world without Zhang Ting.

Xia Ming was born without a family, he just wanted a home.Apart from the dean of the orphanage, he sincerely regards Miss Xiaorong as his own sister. She is very kind and gentle, can cook good soup, and has a good personality.If possible, Xia Ming is willing to give her half of his life in exchange for half of her life's joy.

It's a pity that she died without any signs.He didn't even get to see her for the last time. Zhang Ting had called him so many times on the night when the incident happened, but he didn't answer any of them. He foolishly thought that it was just Zhang Ting's simple harassment in the middle of the night.

Xia Ming is blaming himself, blaming himself for not being able to ruthlessly stop Miss Xiaorong when she knew she was pregnant. If she could persuade her earlier, she wouldn't have to suffer, and now she wouldn't even die.Before she became pregnant, Miss Xiaorong was sassy and cool, and she would not lose to anyone when she was handsome, but after she became pregnant, her body became weak, and it was impossible for her to withstand heavier wind and rain.

Why desperately want to have a baby.Xia Ming thought about this question for a long time, but there was no answer.

Zhang Ting slept for a long time, during which Tian Tian woke up two or three times, Xia Ming was busy taking care of him.He doesn't know how to take care of children, but Tian Tian didn't make a fuss, didn't cry even once, just pouted, waiting for Xia Ming to discover her appeal.

She is very good, not like a normal newborn.

Xia Ming thought for a long time, but he still did not give up the idea of ​​leaving Zhang Ting.Even if there is one more Xia Tiantian, it will not affect his thoughts.Xia Ming wanted to take Xia Tiantian to England, but he knew that this idea was unrealistic.

Xia Ming had almost no money on him, so he took the 8000 yuan from Miss Xiao Rong at first, and then the board and lodging for this month, even if he had a part-time job, he still couldn't help much.Forget it now, I only have two or three thousand yuan on me.It is too difficult to live alone with the children without Zhang Ting.

But Xia Ming still wanted to leave, because he was really happy to leave Zhang Ting.

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I don't know what time it is, but Xia Ming stood beside his bed, as if he had been waiting for him for a long time.

Zhang Ting didn't dare to speak, even after he opened his eyes and saw Xia Ming, he didn't dare to move.He thought that he seemed to have fallen asleep last night and was still talking about this to Xia Ming.Now that he has slept a lot, he is much more energetic, and his head is also clearer.He was more courageous last night, but now he is timid.

"Sit up when you wake up, you've been sleeping for a long time." Xia Ming said, his voice didn't sound like he was angry.

Zhang Ting's body hurts, but Xia Ming asked him to get up, so he got up obediently.He propped himself up, and was still a little reluctant to sit up.He managed to sit up, and was about to speak to Xia Ming, but Xia Ming took the first step, "Zhang Ting, can you let me slap you?" He asked seriously, asking Zhang Ting very seriously. "If you don't agree, I won't fight."

Zhang Ting froze for a moment, then nodded.

Xia Ming got his permission, his eyes became sharp instantly, and then he raised his hand, "Pa!"

Zhang Ting was dumbfounded. Although Xia Ming had obtained his consent in advance, he was really dumbfounded the moment he called.After he realized it, he was so wronged that he became hoarse. He tried to speak out several times, but he couldn't speak again.It was the first time that Xia Ming took the initiative to hit him.Xia Ming dared to hit him, and he didn't fight back because of the fight he caused on his own initiative, but for the real thing, and he really slapped him.

Violence is useless, Xia Ming knows.So this is his first and last time.He felt that his hands were a little numb, and five obvious fingerprints appeared on Zhang Ting's face.His expressionless face made Zhang Ting unable to see what emotion he was in now. "I'm sorry. You have a good rest. I made porridge. I'll come out to the living room. I'll get it for you." After speaking, Xia Ming stood up and was about to leave, regardless of Zhang Ting's reaction or whether he caught up.

Zhang Ting naturally chased after him, "I...I, well, if something happened, Pei Xiaorong would have called the police at that time...I don't know why she called me first." Zhang Ting didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this.

If Pei Xiaorong didn't call him at that time, but called the police directly, I don't know if it would have been better.Zhang Ting found Pei Xiaorong's cell phone in the small flowers next to the garbage truck. The screen was broken and it couldn't be turned on.Maybe Pei Xiaorong threw it out in a hurry when she had a conflict with her ex-husband. Maybe it was too late to call the police, or maybe she accidentally called Zhang Ting.It's also possible that Zhang Ting's family lived close by, so he subconsciously called him.

"Forget it, I didn't answer your call either...I'm not right either." Xia Ming didn't really want to talk about this anymore.

The reason cannot be studied, the thing has happened and it is over, and there is no way to turn back time.

"I already know everything about Miss Xiao Rong, and I won't blame you." Xia Ming replied, he cooked a pot of porridge in the kitchen, and when Zhang Ting sat down, he thoughtfully served Zhang Ting a bowl The porridge was placed in front of him.

Hot and smoking.It is a porridge made of finely minced meat, which smells very good.Xia Ming just gave him a slap in the face, and now he's here to give him candy again.And when Zhang Ting took the first mouthful of porridge, he heard Xia Ming say, "After you finish this bowl, we can get together and get together." He said, "Let's break up. I will take care of the baby, and I will take care of you in the future." Nothing to do with you anymore."

One slap and one candy, after the candy is arsenic.

"I...I don't dare anymore!" Zhang Ting was in a hurry, he didn't know what he was 'dare not'.But he didn't dare to take another bite of porridge, "I don't want to do anything about Pei Xiaorong, you can't blame me, me, me..."

"But didn't you always want her to die?" Xia Ming asked him with a cold face. He remembered that the night before the accident, Zhang Ting scolded 'Pei Xiaorong die'. "Sister Xiaorong is dead now, shouldn't you be happier?"

"...I didn't." Zhang Ting retorted.

"Will you eat the porridge? If you don't eat it, I'll break up with you. If you eat it, I'll break up with you. I didn't mean to ask your opinion." Xia Ming's tone was too cold, and he could hardly find a little bit of it. The gentle shadow of the past.

Zhang Ting felt his face was hot and wanted to cry.He tried very hard to accept what Xia Ming said, then lowered his head and ate two mouthfuls of porridge. It was really delicious, but eating made people feel too sad.This is likely to be the last time I eat something made by Xia Ming, "...I might as well ask you to slap me twice more." Zhang Ting said in a low voice.

He would rather Xia Ming hit him a few more times than give him a slap in the face and break up with him.

"I'm not you, I'm not interested in beating you." Xia Ming said, "The slap just now is like beating me so many times over the years. You've been beating me for 11 years, no...now it's 12 years. I just slapped you back. I'm sorry, I didn't feel better after I slapped you, I just got more blocked. So this is the only time and the last time." He doesn't like violence, even loathes it.

Zhang Ting was silent, he actually didn't mind Xia Ming's slap in the face.After all, before Pei Xiaorong's accident, he beat Xia Ming out of control.His violent beating was completely incomparable to Xia Ming's slap in the face.

Zhang Ting didn't know if he accepted Xia Mingti's breakup, so he buried himself in the porridge.

Hearing Xia Ming's voice of tidying up his things, tears still flowed out of his eyes unconsciously and ran across his cheeks, his face was full of small tingling sensations.Some tears fell directly into the porridge, and he was surprised with the porridge again.Zhang Ting felt that none of the injuries on his body made him feel as distressed as what Xia Ming said.It's too uncomfortable, he obviously has worked very hard to save Pei Xiaorong, and he has also taken good care of Pei Xiaorong's child in the past month.

No matter how you say it, his merits outweigh his demerits.Why did Xia Ming treat him like this.Is it because he often called Pei Xiaorong 'go to hell', and now that she is really gone, should he be punished for his casual curse words?

Just when Xia Ming finished packing his things and was thinking about how to take Xia Tiantian away, Zhang Ting finished the last mouthful of porridge in the bowl.Then he stood up, resisting the discomfort in his body, and chased after Xia Ming, "Wait." He shouted, "I have something to tell you..."

Xia Ming glanced back at him, and Zhang Ting quickly tried to discuss, "You definitely don't have any money on you... How do you take care of children, you don't know how to take care of children, I think I—"

"No need." Xia Ming interrupted him, "Since Miss Rong said the child has my surname, I am his father and have nothing to do with you."

The corner of Zhang Ting's mouth twitched. He didn't want to use anything to threaten Xia Ming anymore, but he really had no other choice, "I have the video that Pei Xiaorong recorded when she was last conscious. If you can keep it, I will send the video to you." I'll show you." Zhang Ting issued a condition, "I beg you, is it okay?"

Xia Ming's face was somewhat impatient, "Video, what you said is true?"

"Really." Zhang Ting said, "If I don't have the video in my hand, I will immediately slash myself in the face." Although what Pei Xiaorong said in the end was not important, she just recorded a sentence, "Don't fight, you can't do it tomorrow." Let's eat together' or something.Pei Xiaorong was gone, and he still used Pei Xiaorong to make an offer to keep Xia Ming, which was really ugly.

Zhang Ting felt shameful, even disgusting.

"I stayed again, how long? Did you bring Xia Tiantian by your side for the purpose of letting me stay by your side?" Xia Ming was almost questioning him. He didn't trust Zhang Ting. If it were her daughter, would I be threatened by you again?"

Zhang Ting has a criminal record, so no matter what he does, Xia Ming feels that he is threatening him to stay.Zhang Ting felt that his heart was bleeding, he felt extremely uncomfortable, "Yes." He admitted, no matter what Xia Ming said, he admitted, "You stay until Xia Tiantian can speak, if you If there is no intention of changing our minds, we will really break up."

Xia Tiantian's cry came from the bedroom, and her cry was as earth-shattering as ever.It seems to be appealing for something, and it seems that it is simply venting its dissatisfaction.She was crying, and Zhang Ting's heart was also crying.

What should I give in exchange for Xia Ming's change of heart. "Please, okay?" Zhang Ting said, "I will be good."

The author says:

I don't know what to say.