what is your vision

Lu Yunchu was not in a hurry to sleep.In the past few nights, he will draw a few paintings that have nothing to do with work before going to bed. Sometimes he draws some interesting ideas, and sometimes he draws Zhou Yanchuan.

Except for the first sketch that he drew while the other party was asleep, the rest of the poses were drawn by himself from memory or imagination.Today only a few blank pages remain of the booklet.

The mobile phone was thrown aside, and the WeChat message sent to Zhou Yanchuan received a reply after a while.

【Aren't you going to watch the fireworks? 】

[It doesn't seem to be interesting. 】

He doesn't dislike going out alone, but he doesn't go to that kind of occasion when he is alone.

Zhou Yanchuan didn't ask any more questions, and simply replied with one word [OK].

Lu Yunchu put down his phone and closed the album.

He had communicated with Ning Ruowei, and told Tao Jin implicitly that he knew his feelings, but he never thought about what kind of result he must achieve.

Perhaps the living environment since he was a child affected his temperament.

He had hated his biological father a long time ago, not only because he knew he had a woman and child outside, but also because he hated his attitude towards himself and his mother.

The confrontation revealed intentionally or unintentionally fell into the eyes of the other party, causing a deeper and deeper estrangement between father and son.

"If you don't have me, what would you have?" Lu Yunchu has heard countless repetitions of this kind of words.

What can he have?

But he still found a way to gain faith, and gradually drifted away from the direction Lu Changming expected.

After all, they are father and son, and they have a fatal commonality—both can easily dominate their own spiritual realm, and no one can shake the other.

This sense of mastery is only about yourself, not about your relationship with another person.

"Possessiveness" is an emotional experience that is too rough, stripping away the original purity and beauty of the human heart, Lu Yunchu doesn't like it.

This is the biggest difference between him and his father's superficial commonality.Lu Changming only has his own desires in his eyes, and he will not give up until he achieves his goals, even ignoring the wishes of others.

Lu Yunchu couldn't do it.

Zhou Yanchuan is not his prey, and he doesn't need to be successful.Still close as friends, just because you want to be close.

On the afternoon of December 12st, Lu Yunchu and Zhou Yanchuan went to the supermarket to purchase hot pot ingredients.

As the end of the new year is approaching, there are many more people shopping than in the past, and all kinds of new year's goods, large and small, are also on the shelves in supermarkets.

"By the way, are you going back to City S for the New Year?" Zhou Yanchuan pushed the shopping cart to Lu Yunchu's side, "I mean the Spring Festival." There is still more than a month left in the old calendar year.

Lu Yunchu didn't hesitate for a moment: "I won't return."

Zhou Yanchuan originally thought that he would definitely go home, so he asked this question, but after getting the answer, he lost his direction for a while.

Lu Yunchu picked out the hot pot ingredients carefully, as if he didn't take the problem to heart at all, let alone explain the family affairs.

"You said... do you want potato chips or sweet potato chips?" Lu Yunchu held up the two boxes of ingredients in his hand, asking for Zhou Yanchuan's opinion.

"Just get a box of each."

"Dad, I want this!"

The reckless little boy accidentally jumped on Lu Yunchu's body, and he helped him steady: "Be careful."

"Lele! Why are you running so fast!" The boy's father came over and immediately apologized to Lu Yunchu, and then led the little boy to a young woman opposite, who should be the boy's mother.

On this special day at the end of the year, there are many customers who come to shop with families.

Lu Yunchu also had the experience of shopping with his parents, although the number of times can be counted with two hands.At that time, he always felt that he was separated from the family, as if something was missing.

Later he realized that what was missing was actually a sense of belonging.

He took the cart from Zhou Yanchuan and walked slowly along with him.

His ideal family... a bit like the current state.After a quick glance at Zhou Yanchuan who knew nothing, his eyes fell back to the front again.

"Let's go." Zhou Yanchuan picked out a few boxes of sliced ​​meat and put them in the car.

They didn't buy much, but they ended up filling two bags.

"I'll mention one too."

As soon as Lu Yunchu took two bags of food in his hands, Zhou Yanchuan took a bag on his own initiative.

"Is your hand okay?"

"I don't feel much." The bag is not heavy, and even if I hold it in my right hand, I can't feel the weight. "I'm almost left-handed, so I have to move around."

"exaggerate."

To be cautious, Zhou Yanchuan still changed things to his left hand after a few minutes.

Zhou Yanchuan's family has a relatively large electric cooker, and they have already agreed to make hot pot at his house.After returning to the community, Lu Yunchu followed directly to the opposite door.

The weather is getting colder, the air conditioner is on in the apartment, and the dry hot air flows in the room.There is a small half tank of water in the porcelain basin next to the sofa as a display, which may be used for humidification.

There was a set of kung fu tea set on the coffee table, which Lu Yunchu hadn't seen before when he came here a few times.

Zhou Yanchuan followed his gaze and suggested, "It's still early, how about some tea?"

"it is good."

Zhou Yanchuan's tea making movements are as proficient as in the past, and every process is not left behind.After washing the teacup, he seemed to have some understanding and asked, "Do you like coffee more?"

He basically doesn't drink coffee himself, but there are still a lot of gifts from others. If Lu Yunchu likes it, he can prepare it for him.

"Just drink tea." Lu Yunchu glanced at the coffee table again, "This tea set is very beautiful."

It's not that he is obedient, the cyan teapot and cup are full of elegance, which is higher than the other party's aesthetics most of the time.

"Really," Zhou Yanchuan poured tea into two freshly washed small cups, "I bought it a long time ago, I often drink it in the office, and I don't bother much when I get home, I just put it away."

No wonder I didn't see him put out before.

"You've always liked Kung Fu tea?" Lu Yunchu didn't fully understand Zhou Yanchuan's preferences, and always felt that he was not someone who was keen on such trivial things.

"Well," Zhou Yanchuan took a sip and put down the cup, "In the past, my dad was very fond of making tea, and he would point to this to relax when he came home from work. There was a small tea tray at home, and the tea set was ordinary, but he used it For several years, when I was young, my mother wouldn’t let me drink tea, so my dad gave it to me secretly. I didn’t think it tasted good, it was bitter, and it was troublesome to brew. Later, when my dad was gone, I liked it. on..."

As he was talking, he saw Lu Yunchu lowered his head, looking thoughtful.

"Don't be sad for me, I'm happy to tell you this now."

"Sorry." Lu Yunchu dispelled distracting thoughts and concentrated on tasting the tea, "It tastes good."

"This is Jin Junmei, it's different from the one in my office." The sky was getting dark, and after Zhou Yanchuan boiled the water again, he glanced out the window, "I really didn't expect that I will spend New Year's Eve with you this year."

The TV began to broadcast the scene of the fireworks scene at night. Although there was still a period of time, the river and river area had already been transformed into a continuous park and green space.

What appeared on the news was a lively scene.The reporter randomly interviewed several pedestrians and asked them their wishes for the coming year.

Lu Yunchu's attention was not on the TV, he picked up a new cup of hot tea and blew on it.

"What about last year? By yourself?"

"Well... nothing special, just stay at home." Zhou Yanchuan often spends the Lunar New Year's Eve alone, and the new calendar year is even more indifferent. "If you are younger, you care more about New Year's Eve."

Lu Yunchu couldn't help laughing: "Are you not young?"

"It should have been counted," he shook his head. "My friends are all married and have children. They only talk about things at home. They don't talk about young people at all. I'm brought up too."

Lu Yunchu was listening, when he felt the phone vibrate in his pocket, he took it out and took a look.

WeChat is from Lu Changming.

【You don't plan to go back to this house at all, do you? 】

His heart sank suddenly, and his smile disappeared little by little.

At the beginning, I personally told him to leave and not to step into the house again; he has established himself in another city for a year, so what is going on now?

Come and go if you recruit?

Immediately afterwards, there was an additional item in the dialog box [I don't think you will come back].

"Did something happen?" Zhou Yanchuan asked.

"It's nothing." Lu Yunchu moved his fingers a few times to block the name and delete the dialog box, "It's almost done, let's get ready."

The purchased hot pot ingredients have basically been processed, and only a few vegetarian dishes can be cut and put into the pot.

The cooking pot was placed in the middle of the dining table, and the soup boiled quickly, bubbling.The two put things in it together.

They bought orange juice suitable for meals at the supermarket, poured it into two glasses, and lightly clinked the glasses.

"Happy New Year." Said these words almost at the same time.

Lu Yunchu raised his eyes, Zhou Yanchuan's smiling face was vaguely reflected on the transparent cup wall.