what is your vision

Lu Yunchu didn't plan to stay for a long time. First, he was afraid of affecting Zhou Yanchuan's rest. Second, he had classes later, so he put down his things and went out.

When I arrived at the studio, the rain just stopped, but the sky was still overcast, and the pink sunflowers on the flower stand were wilting, as if they were about to wither.

But in December, the flowering period has been longer than expected, maybe the closed balcony is warm enough to provide a suitable environment.

Before it was time for class, Tao Jin came earlier than the other children, as if on purpose.

After the accident in the bar, he became very fond of chatting with Lu Yunchu, his complexion was much better than before, and the sad melancholy on his body almost disappeared, and he became more and more relaxed in front of Lu Yunchu, even similar to his friends of the same age.

"Are you doing well recently?" Lu Yunchu still invited him to drink coffee on the terrace.

"Yeah." He spoke in a heavier voice, and there was an unconscious smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Anything happy?"

"I don't know if it's a good thing or not," he opened and closed his lips, and said slowly under Lu Yunchu's curious gaze, "Ms. Lu, do you know? He apologized to me."

Who is "he" referring to? Lu Yunchu immediately understood. He guessed whether Tao Jin's good mood came from that boy, and asked tactfully, "Have you made progress with him?"

"No," Tao Jin smiled sheepishly, "It's just that he apologized to me, he was not bent by me, and I... seem to be able to see it."

"is it?"

"After he apologized to me, I suddenly felt that was the case. I meant my feelings for him." Tao Jin didn't know other homosexuals, and he had no one to confide in in his daily life. Perhaps because of this, he was in Lu Yunchu. In front of you, you can freely express those emotions that you can't express normally, "I was too depressed at that time, and I regarded him as the dawn, but after these things, I realized that he is also a very ordinary person, with fears and weaknesses. He has some problems that I don't have, what I like is not him in reality, and I don't know why there is such a deformed dependence."

Lu Yunchu listened silently, nodding from time to time.In any case, not putting your trust in others is a good start for the child.

"Thank you for chatting with me so many times." He withdrew his distant gaze and landed on Lu Yunchu, "It made me feel...much more at ease."

"It's okay." Tao Jin is young, so he doesn't necessarily need to be deliberately guided, and he will naturally understand some things after a lot of experience.

"By the way," his smile faded, "how is Mr. Zhou's health?"

"You know that too?"

"Well," he said, "I saw the news."

"I went to the hospital to see him, and he was discharged the day after tomorrow." The case was notified to the public about the dispute and retaliation caused by the failure to negotiate the acquisition, and other personal grievances were unknown to the public.

Tao Jin didn't ask about Zhou Yanchuan's injury, but just cast a thoughtful glance at Lu Yunchu.A teenager is not very good at hiding, and his straightforward gaze is easily seen through.

"What's the matter?" Lu Yunchu intuitively felt that what he was thinking in his heart was related to himself, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

"Oh," Tao Jin shook his head a little awkwardly, probably aware of his unnatural state, and took a breath of resignation, "Mr. Lu, are you and Mr. Zhou... dating?"

Lu Yunchu accidentally swallowed a big mouthful of coffee, frowning bitterly.

"Of course not," he stretched his face, "Why do you think so?"

"No?" Tao Jin seemed to have some regrets on his face, "That day... I felt that he was protecting you very much, you look very good."

The last time Tao Jin saw Zhou Yanchuan was probably at the door of the gay bar. Lu Yunchu himself didn't notice much of the strangeness, and he didn't expect Tao Jin to diverge like this.

"Zhou Yanchuan...he doesn't like men." There was another layer of meaning hidden in his words, he and Zhou Yanchuan could not develop further because of the other's orientation.

Lu Yunchu neither denied his feelings, nor did he intend to break Zhou Yanchuan.

Even if their relationship ends with ordinary friends, it doesn't affect him continuing to like this person.

Tao Jin was not dull, he caught the subtext from Lu Yunchu's expression and directional words, but he didn't understand how to proceed with the topic.He is ten years younger than Lu Yunchu, and he still has a sense of a junior in his mentality.

Lu Yunchu had known about Tao Jin's relationship experience before, and now he unintentionally revealed his own to the other party, and didn't realize it was wrong.After putting down the coffee cup, he instead comforted the helpless Tao Jin: "That's it, he and I will always be good friends."

Tao Jin took a deep breath slowly, and the hand holding the cup remained motionless: "Mr. Lu, is it true that straight men can't accept this?"

"Didn't you figure it out?" Lu Yunchu smiled, "Why are you getting tangled up in this again?"

"It's not me," he raised his head, repeating what he said just now, "I think you are very good."

It would be even better if we could be together.

"Thank you." He was happy to hear such thoughts from others, even if it was unrealistic, "Okay, help me pack my things."

The sun came out before class. I don't know if it was a psychological effect, but Lu Yunchu felt that the flowers on the shelf were refreshed again.

After being discharged from the hospital, Zhou Yanchuan still had a plaster cast on his right arm and could only move with his left hand, working at home temporarily.

He rejected Zheng Xun's request for mediation, and left the matter to the company's people to handle it.

Mo Ziyang came to see him at home and advised him to find an aunt to take care of his daily life, but Zhou Yanchuan refused to say anything.

He doesn't like to be waited on by others, and the injury to one arm doesn't affect much. He can order takeaway for meals, and now he can deliver everything he buys to his door.

Furthermore, he lives at home away from outsiders.Mo Ziyang's family has a child, so it doesn't matter if he needs a nanny. He is a bachelor and has someone to accompany him 24 hours a day. How awkward it is.

"I'm not afraid that one day you won't know if you fall..." Mo Ziyang babbled, "Why do you think you're twisting like this?"

"Okay, okay, let's go," Zhou Yanchuan was annoyed by the words, and pushed him to the door, "Say hello to Taotao and the others for me."

"Tch, you haven't worried Taotao yet."

Mo Ziyang stepped out of the door, and the young man who was opening the door turned his head when he heard the movement.

"Hey, you're not that—" He had just met Lu Yunchu in the hospital two days ago, and he had a little impression.

"Well, hello." Lu Yunchu's gaze passed Mo Ziyang to Zhou Yanchuan who followed him to the door.

"So you live at the opposite door."

"Yeah, why don't I tell you that we are friends." Zhou Yanchuan often ran into Lu Yunchu in the corridor, and it was the time when he got off work, so it was normal. After driving Mo Ziyang to the elevator, he smiled at Lu Yunchu again, "Did you just come back?"

"Well," Lu Yunchu looked at the bandage on his arm, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat." Today's dinner was ordered from a nearby hotel, and Mo Ziyang was still there during the meal.

"Is there anything I can help you with?"

"Ah?" Zhou Yanchuan just exchanged a few casual greetings, intending to hear his words before closing the door, he was stunned for a moment, "What help?"

"I mean, if you are inconvenient..." Lu Yunchu looked up and met his eyes, "As long as I'm at home, I can help you."

Zhou Yanchuan realized that he, like Mo Ziyang, was concerned about his injury.

In fact, he really didn't think it needed extra attention.If there is any inconvenience, that is, taking a bath and changing clothes is a bit troublesome, but this can't be called for help.

"It's okay," Zhou Yanchuan raised his left hand to signal, "I'll call you again if something really happens."

After closing the door, I was amused for a while, why did one or two treat him as a dodder?

Zhou Yanchuan's physical condition is good, and his injuries are not serious, so the plaster cast was removed within a month.

After [-] days of injury, although my right arm can't bear the weight as before, it doesn't affect my daily life much.

It's a new year soon.

Last week, on Christmas Eve, a two-story Christmas tree was set up in the central garden of the community, and it has not been removed after Christmas.The new calendar year and the Lunar New Year are approaching, perhaps it is to create a festive atmosphere.Immediately afterwards, red lanterns were hung on the surrounding street lampposts.

When Zhou Yanchuan went out and passed the garden, he always felt that it was gaudy, not Chinese or foreign.

On New Year's Eve Thursday night, there will be a firework display along the river in the outskirts of the city - a festival that has lasted for five years in Sencheng.

On Wednesday, Zhou Yanchuan received a message from Lu Yunchu.

【Want to watch the fireworks tomorrow? 】

He went to see it two years ago, and it was crowded with people. In the past, he liked to join in the fun, but now he wants to be quiet.

【You go, I'll just rest at home. 】

I didn't receive a reply for more than an hour later, until before going to bed, the WeChat notification popped up again.

[Shall we spend New Years Eve together at home?How about eating hot pot? 】