what is your vision

The three of them didn't have time to explain, the woman cried out loudly: "Why are you doing this? Why did your mother treat you badly, you would rather fool around with a man than go home?"

Seeing that the woman was Tao Jin's mother, Lu Yunchu wanted to tell her that it was a misunderstanding. Tao Jin had already stepped forward, raised his drooping head, and pushed back hysterically: "I just want to ask you, are you finished?" ?”

Lu Yunchu was also taken aback by his voice, it's hard to imagine that a young man who looks weak and shy has such an outburst.

"They are the ones who picked up Sabina and have nothing to do with me. Do you know what you're talking about?"

The woman was startled, speechless for a while.Tao Jin was like a machine whose special switch was touched, and harsh words popped out of his mouth uncontrollably, which made his mother feel even more ashamed, and almost collapsed, covering her face and weeping.

"Don't force me, okay?" She murmured, "I don't know, I'm sorry I misunderstood, the teacher said you didn't go to school this afternoon, can I be in a hurry? What do you want me to do!"

Since it was someone else's family matter, and the misunderstanding was cleared up, it was inconvenient for Lu Yunchu and Zhou Yanchuan to interfere, so they found a reason to bid farewell to the mother and son.

Lu Yunchu didn't drive, Zhou Yanchuan drove him back.What happened tonight didn't need Lu Yunchu to go into details, Zhou Yanchuan could guess: Tao Jin was gay, he went gay behind his back, and was called out by Lu Yunchu again, and it happened that his mother also came.

"I feel..." Zhou Yanchuan said with emotion as soon as the car drove out, "He is not suitable for raising Sabina."

The car window leaked a little bit of air, Lu Yunchu didn't look at him, didn't talk to him, he glanced out of the window, the broken hair on his forehead was blown away by the wind, and occasionally his eyes were a little itchy.

Zhou Yanchuan didn't make a sound either, and drove back to Lanwan from here. The road was full of traffic along the way, passing one red light after another.

The car drove into the underground garage, and the time displayed on it was past nine o'clock. Zhou Yanchuan unfastened the seat belt of the driver's seat, and found that Lu Yunchu next to him was still motionless, as if he was asleep, but his eyes were half-opened.

"Lu Yunchu?"

Lu Yunchu withdrew his arm leaning on the door armrest, pressed the seat belt switch, raised his eyes and looked at Zhou Yanchuan: "Actually, Tao Jin and I are the same kind of people."

"What kind of person?" He grabbed the key point after finishing speaking, "You are—"

"I'm gay, congenital."

Lu Yunchu immediately pushed the car door open, but Zhou Yanchuan couldn't recover, and stayed in his original position for a while, when he got out of the car, Lu Yunchu was already a dozen steps ahead of him.

From the garage to the elevator, and then to the door of their apartment, Lu Yunchu remained silent, and Zhou Yanchuan didn't know how to continue this topic.

He thought that Lu Yunchu called Tao Jin out of the gay bar just out of concern for that child, but he never expected him to say that they were the same kind of people, and he was not even sure whether Lu Yunchu followed Tao Jin into the gay bar, or he was also gay at the time, it just so happened Met Tao Jin.

Wanting to say something, but unable to really say it, Zhou Yanchuan was disturbed by contradictory emotions, he didn't know when Lu Yunchu would return home, and in the end he was left alone in a daze in the slightly dim corridor.He dazedly took out his house key.

Lu Yunchu's mood at night was not right, and Zhou Yanchuan still possessed this observation ability, as if he had said that Tao Jin was not suitable for raising Sabina.Lu Yunchu told him again in the garage that he and Tao Jin were of the same kind and were gay.

Zhou Yanchuan thought about this matter, and realized belatedly, Lu Yunchu didn't think he had views on homosexuality, did he?

He was not at ease, he didn't want to see Lu Yunchu suffer from misunderstanding, but it was a bit awkward to go to the other party to explain this matter, so he edited a WeChat and sent it: [I said he is not suitable for raising, not because of his sexuality. 】

After thinking about it, I added: [I don't have any views on homosexuality. 】

But after sending these two WeChat messages, I didn't receive any response. Until the next morning, the bottom of the dialog box was still my own two lines of text with a green background.

Zhou Yanchuan couldn't sit still anymore, and ran to knock on the door opposite, while thinking about how to raise this issue to resolve the embarrassment to the greatest extent.

The night before, Lu Yunchu really had an unspeakable feeling in his heart, and impulsively revealed his secret.

Thinking about it afterwards, the two of them live in the opposite door, and their relationship is constantly developing in the direction of good friends, so there is no need to hide this kind of thing.If Zhou Yanchuan was bothered because of this and stopped interacting with him, the result would be the same if he knew it sooner or later.

But it was unexpected that Zhou Yanchuan came to him early in the morning.

"what happened?"

Zhou Yanchuan cut to the chase: "Did you see the WeChat I sent?"

"WeChat?"

"You didn't see it?"

Zhou Yanchuan's two messages might have been sent while he was taking a shower, and then he went straight to sleep without checking his phone, so naturally he didn't know.

Lu Yunchu quickly scanned the phone screen, Zhou Yanchuan repeated from the side: "I really don't have any opinion, don't think too much about it."

Lu Yunchu turned off the lock screen, and raised the corner of his mouth: "What am I thinking?"

"You didn't think much about it?" Zhou Yanchuan wrote "I don't believe it" with a bright expression.

"It's okay," he said. "Have you had breakfast? I just made it. Do you want to eat it together?"

Zhou Yanchuan was embarrassed to be taken care of by him all the time, but after a misunderstanding, it was even more inappropriate to refuse, so he said politely, "Is it convenient?"

"Okay, sit down."

Lu Yunchu cooked a pot of Chinese yam and chestnut porridge today, served with two side dishes, which was too much for one person, and Zhou Yanchuan just happened to help him share.

During the meal, Zhou Yanchuan explained what he said last night: "Actually, Tao Jin's liking for men is also his personal matter. I definitely won't have any prejudice because of this. I think the child's state is not stable. His mother--"

With a mouthful of porridge in his mouth, Lu Yunchu silently stared at Zhou Yanchuan.

"It's a bit too much for his mother," he said. "No matter what, you have to respect your parents. What big conflicts can there be in the family?"

Whether it is his father who passed away early or his mother who raised him, Zhou Yanchuan has always had a deep relationship with his immediate family members, and he has been scolded at times, but he does not vent anger or even resentment for it.So he can hardly imagine that a child can lose his temper like that in front of his parents.

But for Lu Yunchu, the connection with his family may be worse than that of Tao Jin.

"Do you think your parents must be right?"

He rarely mentioned the family affairs to outsiders. His embarrassing experience was sympathized by others, and he felt a strong discomfort of exposing his ugly scars to the outside.

However, when he asked this sentence, his mentality was as if he was vaguely hoping to get Zhou Yanchuan's understanding.

how can that be possible?Their growth environment is fundamentally different, even if they don't understand at all, it's not the other party's problem.

It was him who had unrealistic expectations.

"Even if there is a misunderstanding, we can communicate slowly," Zhou Yanchuan said in a nonchalant tone, "Tao Jin's mother isn't particularly tough, is she? Is there anything I can't talk about properly?"

As he spoke, he felt that talking about a child like this behind his back was a bit harsh and had nothing to do with him, so he eased his tone: "I'll just say casually, he's not very old, maybe he will change in the future, the main thing is Cong-Sa Binna... has a little affection for that little thing, and always wants it to be well taken care of."

"I know," Lu Yunchu concealed his inexplicable thoughts and nodded, "I read in a novel before that dogs are the happiest when they are raised by people who need them. It actually makes sense."*

"need?"

"I think Tao Jin needs Sabina's company more than we do."

Now Zhou Yanchuan understands that there is nothing to let go of, just say a few words, he takes a bite of food, and thinks of another thing - Lu Yunchu's "girlfriend" whom he has misunderstood for a while.

"Lu Yunchu," he raised his head, "You don't actually have a girlfriend?"

Lu Yunchu looked at him in surprise: "You think I have a girlfriend?"

"Because last time your friend..."

Lu Yunchu understood immediately, he must have regarded Ning Ruowei as his girlfriend: "Of course not, besides, she also—"

"what?"

"It's okay." Ning Ruowei and Zhou Yanchuan didn't know each other well, and Lu Yunchu didn't plan to use his friends' privacy as a topic of conversation.

Zhou Yanchuan wasn't too entangled, but he was a little curious when he came into contact with the gay community for the first time: "Then do you have a boyfriend?"

"Not now."

Meaning it has been there before?Zhou Yanchuan felt that he shouldn't ask in detail, but his desire to explore was all written on his face. Lu Yunchu simply told him: "In fact, there is nothing special about homosexuality. They are all ordinary people. They have ordinary people's joys and sorrows, sorrows and joys. There will also be the flaws of ordinary people, such as betrayal."

"Have you ever been betrayed?"

"I have only had one boyfriend. When I was in school, I went to other places to collect pictures during the holidays that year. I made an appointment to come back a month later, but I arrived home a few days earlier than expected, and as soon as I walked in - I saw him and another boy. In our house..."

Zhou Yanchuan was so shocked that he was speechless. He himself or the friends around him had never had such an experience, and he couldn't empathize with it for a while.

"It's ridiculous, right?" Lu Yunchu said now as if he was telling a joke, "He said before that he was waiting for me to come back, so that's how he waited."

"You——then, now..."

"Of course it's fine now." The corners of his eyes were smiling, and his eyes were half teasing. "By the way, you really don't mind if I'm gay?"

"What do I mind?"

"Do you mind if the person you have some friendship with is gay?"

It is true that Zhou Yanchuan was taken aback by his blockbuster yesterday, but it is also true that as a friend he does not mind it.

"What do you mind?" He said carelessly, "You like me because you're gay."

In his shallow cognition, homosexuals only like people with similar orientation.What's more, the two of them are very different from each other in terms of personality and preferences. He didn't regard this situation as a possibility at all.

"Then what if I like you?"

"you like me?"

The tone of Zhou Yanchuan's question was not ambiguous, almost in the same tone as when someone asked "Do you like eggs?"

Lu Yunchu rested his chin in one hand, feeling like a bird that was about to break its shell.The itchy and restless feeling disappeared in an instant, his lips lifted, and he uttered three words: "Think beautifully."

Zhou Yanchuan expected him to be talking nonsense, so he put half his mind back: "That's what you thought too."

"Well," Zhou Yanchuan's expression when he was nervous was too funny, Lu Yunchu suddenly became in a good mood, and the awkwardness when discussing his family earlier disappeared without a trace, "Do you still drink porridge?"

"No, thank you," Zhou Yanchuan took out a tissue and wiped his mouth, "You can come to my house to eat when you are too lazy to cook."

"Okay." Lu Yunchu agreed, and cleaned up the dishes.

After the shutters of the kitchen were drawn, the sink was framed in gold by the morning sun.

His mood changed too quickly in the morning, like driving on a mountain road and making sharp turns, he didn't think about the reason for it.