Cheng Hang lay on Xu Kaici's body, pecking Xu Kaici lightly.

The summer was so hot, he really wanted to eat ice cream cake, so he begged Xu Kaici to go buy it with him.But looking at the big sun outside, the two of them couldn't make up their minds to go out.

Not only did he not want to go out, but he also refused to get up as if he was sitting on the sofa.

The fan blew loudly, blowing up Xu Kaici's hair and brushing it against Cheng Hangyi's skin, making him itchy.

He played around Xu Kaici's hair with his long fingers, and raised his head from time to time to kiss Xu Kaici's chin or lips.

Occasionally, he accidentally pulled Xu Kaici's hair in pain, causing Xu Kaici to make a deep "hiss", and he grinned again and begged for mercy.

Xu Kaici raised his leg and kicked Cheng Hang, scolding Cheng Hang for being restless.In fact, he didn't use much energy. To say that kicking Cheng Hangyi was more like a flirting between elementary school chicken couples.

Later, they didn't want to go out at all, and the two of them just leaned against each other, lay down, and kissed each other.

The sweltering heat of summer already made people drowsy, and with the cool breeze blowing in the room, the two of them fell asleep without knowing it.

If it wasn't for the loud knocking at the door, it is estimated that he would have slept until sunset.

As soon as Cheng Hang woke up from his sleep, he subconsciously asked, "Who..."

Before he finished speaking, Xu Kaici covered his mouth. He stared at Xu Kaici with wide eyes. Xu Kaici stretched out his index finger to his lips and silently said "shh", ordering Cheng Hang to keep quiet.

Knocking on the door while shouting, Cheng Hang finally recognized Xu Chunye's voice.

His tone was so fierce, as soon as he heard that he was here to arrest Xu Kaici, he had already cursed when he knocked on the door outside.

Xu Kaici tiptoed up and stood at the door looking through the cat's eyes. It was Xu Chunye's furious face.

The two of them didn't dare to make a sound for so long, Xu Chunye continued to shout outside, as if he was sure that Xu Kaici was inside.It seemed that if Xu Kaici didn't go out today, Xu Chunye would always be guarding here, with the attitude of never giving up.

Probably doomed, and I know what Xu Chunye will do after opening the door.Cheng Hang was a little scared, he was really scared of Xu Chunye, it seemed that every time he met Xu Chunye, nothing good would happen.

He hugged Xu Kaici from behind, and called Xu Kaici silently.

Xu Kaici turned around and hugged Cheng Hangyi, turned his head to look at the balcony, he gently pulled Cheng Hangyi to the balcony.

"Cheng Cheng, don't be afraid. This is the first floor. You jump from here. He won't be able to catch you."

Xu Kaici was always calm and gentle, and Cheng Hangyi always felt inexplicably at ease when he spoke.

He nodded and pulled Xu Kaici to talk together.Xu Kaici shook his head, lowered his head and kissed Cheng Hangyi lightly.

"I won't be with you this time."

After speaking, Xu Kaici pushed Cheng Hang one by one, then turned and walked into the living room.

He smiled and opened the door.

……

"Xu Kaici!"

Cheng Hang woke up from the dream with a scream, panting heavily in shock.Subconsciously looked around, wanting to find the person who kissed him tenderly in the dream and opened the door calmly.

But he found out that this was a house he rented together, and the bed he was lying on was also the single bed provided by the landlord.

Xu Kaici would no longer be lying next to him, nor would he have the body in his dream.

Cheng Hang looked up at the ceiling and heaved a long sigh, still not recovering from the dream.

The things in the dream seem to have been done in school, but it seems that they have never done it.

It's been too long, I don't remember, there should have been, at least there should have been such a lingering and lingering time.

Otherwise, why would I be thinking about it in my dream, so that when I wake up, I feel that it is not a dream, but real.

It was raining outside, and once Cheng Hang woke up completely, he didn't feel sleepy anymore.He stood up, took out a cigarette from his jacket pocket, opened the door, went to the balcony and quietly lit one.

It's already the beginning of summer, and it's not too cold anymore, so don't worry about Xu Kaici catching a cold and having a fever.

But it was summer again, and the rain began to increase. When there was more rain, Xu Kaici would always feel pain.From then on in previous years, his life will be more difficult than other times, even when he quarrels with Cheng Hang, the momentum will be weaker than other times.

I don't know if this year will be better, it should be, the Xu family treats Xu Kaici as a baby except for Xu Chunye, and they should take good care of him.

But thinking of the dream just now, Cheng Hang began to worry again.

A Xu Chunye is no match for all the people in the Xu family who treat Xu Kai kindly, and he alone is scary enough.He has been home for almost a month, is he adapting well?Did Xu Chunye make things difficult for him?

I don't know if he is still so stubborn and quarreling with Xu Chunye.

Cheng Hangyi was still in a daze, he didn't know what to do, his heart was terrified, and even the rain curtain in front of him seemed noisy.

In a daze, the young couple who rented together with Cheng Hangyi came back.The two of them were thoroughly drenched by the rain, but it didn't seem to have any effect on them. The two still laughed happily and said that they would take a bath together later.

One of the girls saw Cheng Hangyi who was still asleep, so she elbowed her boyfriend embarrassedly to make him calm down.

"Brother Cheng hasn't slept yet, why are you still listening to the rain at this late hour?" The boy put his arms around the little girl beside him, greeted Cheng Hang with a smile, and then flicked the rainwater from his hair.

They didn't wait for Cheng Hang's answer, they put the things in their hands and went into the bathroom hand in hand.

Cheng Hang stared at them in a daze, then smiled again.It's good to be young. When I was young, I felt like I was drenched in the rain.

He felt a little sad with envy, as if only he and Xu Kaici would dislike rainy days and worry about the originally happy and beautiful summer.

The sound of water and other sporadic sounds came from the bathroom, Cheng Hang blushed when he heard it, he walked quickly back to the room, and quietly closed the door.

It was hard to hold back his thoughts, and he couldn't find any good solution, so he had to turn to others for help.

Ning Wang on the phone was still sleepy, and even spoke a little more angry than usual: "Say something quickly, Cheng Hangyi, are you an owl? Don't you know what time it will be?"

Cheng Hang was speechless, not knowing where to put his hands.

He stammered and called out "Brother Ning".

"Oh, don't, when can Cheng Hang call me brother? Tell me, what's the matter?" Ning Wang was so frightened by this brother that he immediately sobered up, and suddenly he was not sleepy.

This kid seemed to have disappeared this year, and suddenly he called Ning Wang in such a tone in the middle of the night, Ning Wang was so frightened that his soul flew out.

Cheng Hang didn't know how to speak again, his lips opened and closed for a long time, unable to utter a word.

Finally, after repeated urging by Ning Wang, he asked, "Do you know...Xu Kaici has returned home?"

Now Ning Wang was stunned, in the past year, not only Cheng Hangyi, but also Xu Kaici disappeared.Several times Ning Wang wanted to visit Xu Kaici, but he refused, saying he wanted to be alone.

Unexpectedly, it turned out to be home, which was something Ning Wang never thought of.

He subconsciously shook his head, and suddenly realized that he was talking on the phone, and hurriedly added: "I don't know, I... haven't seen him for a long time."

Cheng Hang's eyes lit up, and he asked Ning Wang excitedly: "Brother Ning, can you go and see him? I have been there, but his family doesn't let me meet him... Brother Ning, can you go and see him?" Is it? It's summer, and the rain is going to increase..."

These words were illogical, as if they were thinking of something to say in a panic, but even so, Ning Wang felt a little uncomfortable hearing it.Involuntarily thinking of everything I witnessed that night, I felt sorry for Cheng Hangyi, but I didn't expect to break up like this.

He sighed softly, and originally wanted to agree to Cheng Hangyi, but when he thought of Xu Kaici's father, he immediately got goosebumps.

"Cheng Cheng, I can't agree to you, I'm sorry." Ning Wang refused embarrassingly, saying that he would not go.

He changed his way and patiently explained: "Cheng Cheng, you know, the Xu family can't accept his social circle. Even if I go, I probably won't let me see him. Since his family hates me , Then why should I be angry? And I also suggest that you don't go anymore, since he is going home, it means that he has made up his mind to be soft with his family, and if you go now, it will make his family feel that he is still His father will be even more unhappy if he is cut off from the past, how do you let him get along with his father in the future?"

As soon as Cheng Hang couldn't find a rebuttal, he didn't know what to do.

It seems that my own worries and longings are of no use at all, but are causing trouble for others.

Just impress yourself.

It doesn't make any sense other than touching yourself.Obviously Liu has already broken up, and obviously has been away from each other for more than a year, why are you still obsessed and clinging to each other?

As soon as Cheng Hang suddenly felt so sad and powerless, the person who had been with him day and night for almost five years suddenly became a person who didn't even care about him.

-

It was raining really hard, and the rain water hit the windows and made a lot of noise, which made Xu Kaici unable to sleep.

In the past, every time it rained, Cheng Hangyi would always hug Xu Kaici from behind, hoping to warm Xu Kaici with his own body.

Although this is of no use to Xu Kaici, most of the time he can't feel the person he is holding behind his back, but the role of psychological comfort is greater than everything else.It will make Xu Kaici feel that he is protected and loved.

He can fall with confidence that someone will always catch him.

He closed his eyes and endured loneliness and pain, urging himself to fall asleep as soon as possible, not to think about so many things and things.

When I was drowsy, I suddenly found that my body was being manipulated. I imagined that it should be my mother or an aunt at home.He slowly opened his eyes, but was startled by the person in front of him.

Thinking of all the possibilities, the only one who never thought it would be Xu Chunye.

He called Xu Chunye in a low voice, and stared blankly at Xu Kaici who was helping him with a massage.

Xu Chunye noticed that he had woken up, and stopped his moving hands for a moment, and soon returned to his usual expression.

"Sleep with you, I'll be gentler." He said coldly, not seeming to be patient at all, but Xu Kaici could see that he was indeed gentler.

Xu Kaici grinned, and tried his best to reach out and touch Xu Chunye's arm.

"It's okay, I can't feel it."

Hearing this sentence, Xu Chunye suddenly felt a little sour. During this time, he excused that he was very busy and would go out every day, and tried to avoid staying with Xu Kaici as much as possible.But under the same roof, they always meet each other. Every time he sees Xu Kaici, he feels panicked.

It turned out that Xu Kaici had difficulty raising his hands, and it turned out that sometimes it was difficult for him to sit in a wheelchair.

After Xu Kaici was injured, he knew about these things and was mentally prepared, but when all this was presented in front of Xu Chunye, Xu Chunye still couldn't accept it.

Never in my life would I have imagined that such a heavy fall would turn such a good child into what he is today.

He held Xu Kaici's hand that was thrown out for rubbing, and hid it under his quilt.

When touched, this feeling is different from the warmth of ordinary people, but cold, that is, the palm is soft, and the joints are stiff and twisted.

Xu Chunye subconsciously asked Xu Kaici: "Is it always cold?"

He also thought that he was unconscious, probably because he couldn't feel the temperature changes in his body that were different from ordinary people, so he remained silent for a while.

Xu Kaici lowered his eyes and did not answer, thinking and recalling Xu Chunye's attitude during this period of time in his mind, planning whether he could speak.

Seeing Xu Chunye's skillful movements, it shouldn't be just to come down tonight to help him turn over.He wanted to laugh a little bit in his heart, the father and son were so much alike, even the way of expressing concern had to be so subtle, for fear that others would see that Xu Chunye was slowly bowing his head.

I don't know if it was because of convulsions before, or because Xu Kaici's script couldn't wear socks, but now the socks have fallen off, exposing his fair and faintly blue feet.

Xu Chunye lifted his feet, held them in his hands, and took the socks to put them on.I was wondering if I need to buy him an electric blanket, why are my hands and feet so cold in summer.Then he thought about what if he was burned after lying down for a long time, so he directly extinguished this thought.

He found that Xu Kaici's socks were a little loose, and thought that they fell from his feet because they were old.

He just said lightly: "You have to wear the socks well. If the socks are not good, you can tell your family and ask them to buy them for you again."

Xu Kaici didn't know how to explain it to him, and it's not good to keep silent like this, lest Xu Chunye think that his words were ignored.

He said in a hoarse voice: "I have never been able to wear it very well. I can't wear my socks and shoes with shrunken heels. The opening of the socks is intentional. If they are too tight, they will sometimes be constricted in case of edema. "

There are too many details about the body. Sometimes when asked, Xu Kaici would find it troublesome to explain it himself, so he didn't bother to say it. After all, it wasn't a big deal, and he would ignore it.

Maybe it wasn't neglect, but it was taken care of too carefully before, and he didn't need to worry about these details.

Xu Chunye nodded silently, not knowing what to say, but felt another stone in his heart.It made him feel so stuffy that he didn't even dare to look at Xu Kaici's eyes, he just wanted to put him to sleep quickly.

"Go to bed early, it's getting late." He whispered a few words from his throat, ready to leave the room as if fleeing.

When the quilt was about to be covered, Xu Kaici moved. He wanted to hold Xu Chunye, but unfortunately he moved so fast that Xu Kaici couldn't keep up, and his hand fell outside and twitched a few times.

Xu Chunye felt Xu Kaici's movement from the corner of his eye. He turned around and still pulled his face. He put Xu Kaici's hand back into the quilt, and asked him with a frown: "Why are you still restless when you sleep, you are the only one who will toss."

Finally plucking up the courage to speak, Xu Kaici's eyes were bright, and he looked at Xu Chunye firmly: "Dad, can you help me?"

Xu Chunye thought that something was wrong with his son, so he bent down and asked him, "Is there something wrong? Do you need to drink water or what?"

When he said this, he also glanced at Xu Kaici's urine collection bag, which was not full, which should not be the reason.

Xu Kaici tried his best to support himself with his arms, trying to sit up a little bit, but it was useless at all. From Xu Chunye's point of view, it was just that his head was raised a little, and then fell heavily on the pillow.

He pressed Xu Kaici's shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "You just fall asleep, if you have anything to say."

"Please help me repay a debt of favor." Xu Kaici was held down by him and couldn't move, so he could only lie on the bed and ask in such an unserious and informal manner.

"Dad, help Cheng Hang, you must have a way, right? Whether it's a performance or a singer, you always have a way, right?" Xu Kaici looked directly into Xu Chunye's eyes, and finally said that he had been Thoughts lingering in his head.

Xu Chunye straightened up suddenly, his complexion was uglier than before, it was the posture that the mountain rain was about to come and the wind filled the building.

"So you go home and pretend to be obedient and obedient just because of him, right? Xu Kaici, what do you think of me? I can't help him, and I won't allow you to see him in the future. He's fine, those friends of yours in the past That's okay, I'll warn you not to see each other again, or I will drive you out."

Thinking that Xu Kaici came back with this purpose, Xu Chunye felt resentful and wished to slap Xu Kaici.

"No, I have nothing to do with him anymore, but I can't do it if I owe a debt of favor. Only when I pay it off can I feel at ease. Dad, are you right?"

Although it was such an idea, Xu Kaici was still able to refute without blushing.

He looked directly at Xu Chunye with bright eyes, not allowing Xu Chunye to have a chance to question.

He is really a good attacker, and the last question is also asking Xu Chunye.Ask him if he feels guilty, if you do, don't doubt me, just help me.

His gaze was so hot that Xu Chunye turned his head away again, and it took a long while before he turned around.

After inner entanglement and fighting, he was still defeated, lost to his son's gaze, and lost to the wrong things he had done.

You want to pay back the debt of favor, but I don’t want to pay it too?

What you owe others, I owe you.

He asked Xu Kaici seriously: "Then you evaluate Cheng Hangyi objectively, is he worth my help?"

This time it was Xu Kaici who kept silent, he lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, and all the past flashed before his eyes one by one.

"I can't evaluate him objectively, I only know that I should pay him back."

I have no way to objectively evaluate a person who gets along with me day and night, and I have no way to face the time with him with a rational heart.

Because subjectively, I like him, owe him, and miss him.

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