Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

When Xu Chunye got home, he glanced at the living room in surprise, and stared blankly in the middle of the living room, looking at his wife in shock. What happened?The furnishings that had not changed for more than ten years at home not only moved today, but also a few larger ones disappeared.

He curiously patted Mei Jing, who was restless on the sofa, and asked his wife curiously, "What's wrong? Did you buy something else to replace it?"

Mei Jing turned around and got up from the sofa, walked around to Xu Chunye and took the coat and bag for him as usual.He was too flustered to look into Xu Chunye's eyes, and hastily turned his back to help Xu Chunye hang his clothes on the hanger.

But her eyes were wandering, and she looked like she was afraid to say something, which instead attracted Xu Chunye's attention.Xu Chunye grabbed his wife and asked her teasingly with a smile: "What? Did you prepare any surprises for me today? Or did you secretly go to see your precious son again?"

Mei Jing can be regarded as a woman with a sense of life. Because of Xu Kaici's affairs in this family for so many years, Xu Chunye didn't have a good face for a long time, and shut herself in the study when she went home.Thanks to Mei Jing's little flair, the life of the couple will not be full of resentment and frowning.

Xu Chunye could think of such an expression on Mei Jing's face, either she had secretly prepared something for Xu Chunye, or she was secretly going to Xu Kaici's side again.

Neither was strange, he would not say anything, including every time Mei Jing went to see Xu Kaici and gave Xu Kaici money, he would not say anything.

Sometimes, he even expected Mei Jing to visit Xu Kaici, and then she could say a few words about Xu Kaici when she came back.

Although every time he heard about Xu Kaici's news, he didn't have a good face, he still hoped to hear some news about Xu Kaici.

Xu Chunye was too contradictory to this son.When he was young, he heartily sent his son to his father-in-law to be raised by his father-in-law for his career. When he was successful and recognized by the world, he turned around, only to find that his son had already grown taller than himself.

One time when Xu Chunye was tidying up his study, he realized that he had photographed so many other people's joys and sorrows in his life, but in his own photo album at home, he couldn't make up ten photos of his son.He missed too much of his son's growth experience. Xu Chunye's memory of his son's childhood is almost vague. Even the fact that his son has a small red mole between his eyebrows was only discovered by looking at the photos later.

It seems that Xu Kaici grew up suddenly overnight, as if Xu Kaici was born so tall and straight, handsome like no other.

Xu Chunye never taught Xu Kaici how to ride a bicycle, did not wait for Xu Kaici to come out of the school building after school like other fathers at the school gate, and did not sit quietly beside his son when his son was confused and helpless, and tell him What should be done, how to face.

Thinking about it carefully, even Xu Kaici's name was chosen by Yue Zhang.This son, it seemed that the responsibility he fulfilled was just to bring him into this world.

Xu Kaici, who suddenly appeared in this house, was already thirteen or fourteen years old. He already had his own hobbies and thoughts, and Xu Kaici turned a deaf ear to what his father arranged or gave.The son does not care about these things imposed on his son, nor does he want them.

Xu Kaici seemed to have grown up suddenly, and seemed to be born against Xu Chunye.

Their three views, hobbies, and even habits are very different.

They understand each other, but they don't understand each other. Every meeting, or a turning point in Xu Kaici's life, is a game where you lose and I win.

A game with no result and lose-lose.

Xu Chunye hoped that Xu Kaici could stand on his shoulders and go higher and farther in this circle, but Xu Kaici had never looked at Xu Chunye's shoulders.

Xu Chunye chose the next best thing, hoping that Xu Kaici would finish his studies, become the decent man he imagined, and then marry a well-matched girl and have a family that belonged to him.

However, in reality, it was Xu Kaici with long hair and shawl, dressed in gaudy clothes, standing in front of him with disdain, and standing in front of Xu Chunye casually and solemnly.Tell Xu Chunye that he likes men, that he has a boyfriend, and that he will never give in in his life.

If I had to sum it up, for Xu Chunye, every time he saw his son, it was nothing more than these feelings.

— Guilt and anger, unacceptability and powerlessness.

Many times, I would rather myself and my wife not have Xu Kaici as a son, and then I hope that my wife can bring back some news about the son.

Hearing the words "Baby son" from Xu Chunye's mouth, Mei Jing subconsciously glanced in the direction of the guest room.She pursed her mouth and hesitated for a while, then put her hand on Xu Chunye's arm, she secretly exerted her strength, and was ready to hold him when Xu Chunye got angry.

She faltered and looked at her husband, and whispered, "I tell you, don't be angry, you must not be angry."

Xu Chunye smiled, guessing in his heart that it was related to his son, and only Xu Kaici could make his wife so nervous.

"Tell me, why am I angry? It's a good thing he doesn't get angry with me."

Mei Jing took a deep breath, looked into her husband's eyes calmly, "Xiaoci came back and fell asleep in the room."

Mei Jing pulled Xu Chunye harder, for fear that Xu Chunye would break free and rush into the room.She speeded up her speech and quickly explained: "He broke up with his boyfriend and cut his hair. He didn't wear those fancy clothes when he came back today. He has really become better. I won't lie to you. You ...Can we also see that he is our son, our family of three can live a good life..."

Mei Jing's eyes sparkled a little after she said that, it was a plea, she and Xu Kaici were together, bowing their heads like Xu Chunye, begging for safety.

The first time Xu Chunye heard Xu Kaici's name, he subconsciously became angry, and when he saw his wife's expression, he suppressed the unknown anger again.

He tried his best to suppress his anger, not to think about the previous scene when the father and son met each other, but he still spoke with a stick: "What is he doing when he comes back? Isn't he living a cool life outside? Don't you want this home? "

Mei Jing's hand was always on her husband's arm, listening to her husband's words with a gun and a stick, but she could clearly feel his trembling body.

She punched her husband's chest with a straight face, and said with displeasure: "Do you really want to see him outside alone, how pitiful he is outside alone, don't you feel bad? Really ungrateful."

Xu Chunye said: "I don't care about it." But he slowed down and walked towards the room, it seemed that he was not about to quarrel.

He asked his wife in a low voice: "You called during the day to tell me about his return?"

Mei Jing followed beside him, and replied in a low voice: "Yes."

She looked at her husband's expression, confirmed that he was not angry, and whispered, "Isn't it because you are afraid that you will rush back and drive your son out?"

The door was opened carefully, and Xu Chunye saw Xu Kaici lying quietly on the bed and falling asleep.

Just when the accident happened, he had seen Xu Kaici lying on the bed, other than that, he had never seen Xu Kaici like this, he froze at the door of the room without even daring to step in.

This bed was too soft, Xu Kaici seemed to be sunken in it, through the quilt, Xu Chunye could see his body which was different from ordinary people.

He had just had a spasm, his right leg was bent high, and even now it was still twitching.The hands outside were curled up like chicken paws, but because of the spasm, the backs of the hands rubbed against the quilt one after another, and the nails could clearly see a few obvious nail marks on the delicate palms.

Xu Kaici was woken up by the pain, and he could bear it at first, but the convulsions in the back became more severe, and he began to pull his body and burst into unbearable pain.

Because the bed was too soft, his neck couldn't prop up his head, and when he found out, he couldn't even yell, he could only make a little incoherent sound, but the saliva kept falling down the corner of his mouth on the pillow.

The door was opened, and Xu Kaici almost exhausted all his strength and shouted vaguely to the two people at the door: "Help...help me..."

Mei Jing was taken aback, and immediately rushed into the room. She froze in front of her son's bed, not knowing what to do again.

In desperation, she remembered the precautions that Cheng Hangyi said in the evening, she didn't listen to much at that meeting, and she could recall this meeting, only some intermittent fragments.

She threw off the quilt, straightened Xu Kaici's legs for Xu Kaici, and rubbed Xu Kaici's legs without any means.After a while, he realized that the unsuitable pillow had affected his son's breathing, and hurriedly supported his son's neck, pulled the pillow under his head away, held Xu Kaici in his arms, and breathed for him.

As if he had been saved, Xu Kaici leaned against Mei Jing's arms and panted heavily to relieve the pain of almost suffocation just now.

He understands that no matter who takes care of his body, he needs to adjust to it, even professional nurses, let alone his parents who have never taken care of him.

Before stepping into the house, Xu Kaici had made all the preparations, but he didn't expect to encounter such a thing on the first day.

It hurt so badly that he would think of the night he drowned, which would make him feel a surge of dread when he was able to breathe smoothly now.

He half-opened weakly, and finally saw Xu Chunye who was still stunned aside, and called Xu Chunye almost angrily: "Dad..."

This was the first time in three years that Xu Kaici called Xu Chunye his father, and even going back a little further, even before the accident, Xu Kaici seldom called Xu Chunye in such a docile tone.

All of a sudden Xu Chunye was even more unaccustomed to it, and turned his head away in embarrassment and embarrassment.

It's not that he can't bear the yelling, nor that he doesn't want to recognize this son, it's more that he's not used to Xu Kaici like this.

In his memory, his son was obviously a healthy and proud young man, but how did he become like this lying on the bed now.

Even in the few sporadic meetings after the accident, Xu Kaici was sitting in a wheelchair upright, arguing with him with his head raised and blushing, how could he not even have the energy to speak.

Xu Chunye felt that it was not suitable for him to stay, so he turned around and wanted to leave the room as if fleeing.

When he turned around, he couldn't help turning his head to look at Xu Kaici again, only to find that Xu Kaici still had a urinary catheter hanging outside, and the urine collection bag was almost full, presumably the incontinence caused by the convulsion just now.

He frowned and pointed to the urine collection bag hanging beside the bed, unable to tell what emotion he was in. "Have someone come and clean him up, and come out to eat after cleaning up."

After speaking, she walked out with her hands behind her back, and after walking a few steps, she turned her head and said to Mei Jing, "Ask him, whether to stay long-term or short-term, and change his bed for long-term stay."

The words were not good, but Xu Kaici still twitched the corner of his mouth, so he stayed anyway.He slightly raised his head to look at his mother with a look of pity, and whispered to his mother, "It's okay, I'll be fine in a while, but I didn't turn over after lying down for a long time and wanted to move my body."

Mei Jing looked astonished, and then realized that Xu Kaici still had these things to pay attention to when he was sleeping.She felt even more distressed, blaming herself for only being happy and ignoring her son's inconvenience.

Seeing Mei Jing's expression, Xu Kaici hurriedly changed the topic: "Will you feed me in a while? I could raise my hand at first, but now I don't have the strength to do so. Or you and my dad can eat first, and I'll eat later." Take a break."

Xu Kaici felt inexplicably guilty when he said this, and didn't know whether it was bragging or not.

He couldn't lift his hand that high, and he couldn't hold the handle of the spoon that was too thin. In the past few years, he had never eaten by himself, and Cheng Hangyi or the nurse would feed him in small bites.

During the years of owning Cheng Hangyi, he has been taken care of meticulously, and a situation like today has never happened.

Thinking about it like this, Xu Kaici felt even more sad, and felt that it was worth doing all this, and there was nothing to be wronged.

Before Mei Jing answered, Xu Chunye appeared at the door of the room with a straight face. His face was drawn very long, and he shouted at the mother and son in the room with a fierce look: "Can I miss your meal? Hurry up and eat. There is no such thing as eating first and then eating in our family!"

Now Mei Jing and Xu Kaici were stunned, wondering whether this person left or not?How come people in their fifties can still hide outside and listen to the corner?

Xu Kaici shook his head slightly, and weakly joked with Mei Jing: "Mrs. Xu, why is your husband so naive? Could he not learn to speak well?"

Mei Jing also laughed, and replied helplessly to her son: "No way, Mr. Xu is probably like this, Mr. Xiao Xu, please be more tolerant."

The meal was unusually harmonious, yet inexplicably weird.

Xu Kaici lowered his head and ate quietly, but he always felt that a pair of eyes were staring at him, and when he raised his head, that person looked away again.

He knew that Xu Chunye was looking at him, probably out of curiosity, or because he hadn't seen him for a long time.He doesn't care, and he doesn't bother to point it out, just look at it.

Just look at it carefully, this is also your handwriting, isn't it your masterpiece?I was not like this before, I could also pick up the chopsticks and taste all the flavors of the world, instead of curling up my hands, trapped in a wheelchair, waiting for others to pass food to my mouth.

So Xu Chunye, just look at me, how I live, how I live without hope, how I am tortured by my own body.

Do you feel a little guilty when you see how difficult my life is?will be right?Then use the little bit of guilt you have left to help me, to help my Cheng Hangyi.