Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Cheng Hangyi originally had a simple idea, thinking that Xu Kaici only needs to wake up, and the rest should be no big deal.It's a pity that the ideal is full and the reality is very skinny.Before it was afternoon, Xu Kaici had a fever. His body, which was originally cold, felt like a small stove because of the imbalance of temperature regulation.

At night, the high fever couldn't be subsided, and Cheng Hang, together with the wound on his leg, could feel hot through the gauze.

The nurse sent Cheng Hangyi a pack of medical cotton and a bottle of alcohol, and asked Cheng Hang and his team to smear Xu Kaici's body for physical cooling, and said to observe overnight first, and then take other measures if it didn't work.

Cheng Hang was anxious, but he had no better way, he could only help Xu Kaici rub various parts of his body with soaked cotton.

The usually cold palms felt hot when they were opened, and the alcohol evaporated after a while after rubbing it on. It felt useless and made Xu Kaici feel a strange smell.

The level of medical treatment in the town's hospitals is just like this, Cheng Hang thought about transferring Xu Kaici back to the city, but was afraid that this would make Xu Kaici suffer even more.

He had never been in such a hurry before, as if the chair had nails all over it, his butt couldn't touch the stool, and he bounced up as soon as he sat down.

Once Cheng Hang thought about drinking more water when he had a fever, where could he find a sippy cup for him at night, Cheng Hang could only hold Xu Kaici in his arms and feed him in small sips.

Xu Kaici didn't drink at first, but he was choked several times during the struggle, coughing up his nose and tears, Cheng Hang once saw that he was coughing so badly, he temporarily gave up this idea.

Afterwards, the fever was probably unbearable, so Xu Kaici offered to drink water again, and drank a lot of it one after another.But the consequence of this is that not only did the fever not go away, but the diapers had to be changed frequently.

Every time I took off the diaper wrapped around Xu Kaici's body, there were drops of water, and because of the fever, it was still slightly burnt.

Cheng Hangyi felt as if the seasoning bottle in his heart had been knocked over, it didn't feel good at all.He couldn't imagine how uncomfortable Xu Kaici himself must be.

But it's not bad, Xu Kaici fell into a drowsy sleep, not knowing what he was like now, Cheng Hangyi comforted himself like this.

After thinking about it, I simply didn't even want to put on Xu Kaici's pants, the trouble of going back and forth was terribly troublesome, and Xu Kaici's pants were still stained a little when changing, and it was only after Xu Kaici put on Cheng Hang that I felt even more uncomfortable.

He bent down and supported Xu Kaici's buttocks with one hand, and pulled out the almost saturated diapers from under his body with the other hand. He was about to wipe Xu Kaici's body clean, when some came out again, just in time to drench on on the back of Cheng Hangyi's hand.

Although he felt sorry for Xu Kaici, this situation also made him feel a little bit annoyed, he couldn't help cursing in a low voice: "Damn", then turned around and went into the bathroom to wash his hands several times.

Cold water was poured on the back of his hand, Cheng Hang gradually calmed down, and felt that no matter what, he must transfer Xu Kaici to another hospital tomorrow.When he breathed today, he had a thick phlegm sound, and every time he opened his mouth, his chest heaved violently without saying a few words. This cannot be summed up by a simple sentence of fever.

Apart from taking Xu Kaici to another hospital, Cheng Hangyi slowly comforted himself that Xu Kaici didn't do it on purpose.Xu Kaici himself cares about these things more than anyone else, don't be angry, he is sick.

Cheng Hang looked at the glass mirror on the wall and puffed his cheeks and blew several times before slowly walking out of the bathroom. When he raised his eyes, he was startled. Xu Kaici was looking at him with his eyes open.

And just because it happened suddenly, he rushed into the bathroom before he even had time to cover Xu Kaici with the quilt. After such a calculation, Xu Kaici lay in this position for several minutes, no wonder his hands kept rubbing against the corner of the quilt.

As soon as Cheng Hang felt the nerves on his face beating unconsciously, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

I don't know when he woke up, and I don't know if he saw what happened just now, or if he heard his whispered complaint that wasn't a complaint.

He walked to the hospital bed and opened the cabinet next to the bed, took out a new diaper and helped Xu Kaici wipe it carefully and change it, and glanced at Xu Kaici intentionally or unintentionally.

He still had no expression on his face. At first he was still rubbing against the quilt twice, trying to cover it up, but when Cheng Hang got closer, he didn't even have this movement, and he returned to the appearance of a living dead.

As soon as Cheng Hang felt that he should explain, otherwise he always felt like he had done something wrong, he gently rubbed Xu Kaici's leg, and explained in a low voice: "Brother, just now I..."

After opening his mouth, Cheng Hang didn't know what to say, he was really not angry or disgusted.These things are unavoidable, and they have happened before. In the past, Xu Kaici could joke and say: "Look at your troubles, you deserve to pee on your hands."

But now Cheng Hangyi felt as if he had done something wrong, he wanted to protect Xu Kaici's weak self-esteem, and he wanted Xu Kaici not to feel that there was anything wrong with it.

The more I think about it, the more I feel like I'm going to make a mistake.

It was Xu Kaici who spoke first, his voice was hoarse and no longer clear as before: "It's okay, I know."

Cheng Hang nodded guiltily, not knowing what Xu Kaici knew.The wound is still oozing blood, and some pink can still be seen on the gauze.

He looked up for a while and decided to discuss with Xu Kaici: "Brother, I plan to take you back to the city tomorrow. One is that you have been having a fever, and the other is the wound on your leg. I still want to take you to the hospital near your home. At any rate, it’s better than here now. Well... just go back, grandma and the others..."

Cheng Hang couldn't figure out what Xu Kaici's attitude towards his family was now. Usually, as long as he was admitted to the hospital, Mei Jing or grandma would know about it anyway. question.

Logically, they should have the right to know, and what happened last night should actually be known to the family.But if you say it this way, those weeping scenes will inevitably be staged. If Cheng Hang is annoyed by watching it, he will probably be stared at for no reason.

He really didn't have that kind of thought, he had to take care of Xu Kaici's emotions, and also had to smile at Xu Kaici's family members.

Xu Kaici didn't speak quietly. After a while, he turned his head and replied lazily: "If you don't call them and tell them, no one will know."

As soon as Cheng Hang was puzzled by this sentence, Monk Zhang Er was puzzled, and then he realized that Xu Kaici had acquiesced that there was no need to inform the family about this matter, and then the big stone in his heart fell to the ground.

He stood up and straightened Xu Kaici's messy hair, otherwise the ends of the hair would always poke his face and it would be very itchy.Cheng Hang pursed his lips, and asked Xu Kaici in a low voice: "When I start going to work, I put off all the work, so I will obediently stay at home with you, okay? Didn't I say to take you to see a psychiatrist during the day? Is that okay before? Or Do you want to change it? Or do you want to go out to relax first? Or as before, I will call Brother Ning and ask him to stay with you for a few days? "

During the period when he was just injured and discharged from the hospital, Xu Kaici was always very angry, either he was as yin and yang as he was later, or he was very angry and lost his temper for no reason.

Xu Kaici was followed by a psychiatrist for about half a year before his emotions gradually stabilized. During that time, Ning Wang was almost always by Xu Kaici's side. Be gentle.Even the doctor said that Xu Kaici's fast recovery was largely related to Ning Wang, so now Cheng Hangyi would subconsciously think of Ning Wang.

Unexpectedly, Xu Kaici turned his head suddenly, angrily and flatly refused.

"I don't want to, Ning Wang has no obligation and responsibility to do these things. Of course you don't either. If you think you are very tired, you can send me away, or... there is no need to save me."

From the very beginning, Xu Kaici didn't really fall asleep, he just felt too uncomfortable, his body seemed to be split into two halves, one half was unconscious, and the other half had a splitting headache.

I couldn't fall asleep at all, my breathing was not smooth, and my body was accompanied by phantom pains that I didn't know where it came from.

There was no way to open his eyes, and even raising them felt that he was consuming what little energy he had left.

But he could hear everything clearly, he heard Cheng Hang's throwing off his quilt, and heard Cheng Hang's little complaint.

When he opened his eyes, he looked embarrassed again, but he couldn't even hide his embarrassment, he had to wait for Cheng Hang to come out.

At this moment, Xu Kaici felt that he might as well not be rescued. What's the use of being rescued?

"No... I don't feel tired, and I won't send you away. Where else can you go? Are you going to kill me? I just want you to be happier... I really don't know how to make you Be happy. Or tell me, as long as it makes you happy, I am willing to do it." Cheng Hangyi was really anxious, and he explained and said a bunch of things that he didn't know what he said .

No matter what happened before, at least he felt that he made it very clear today that he just likes Xu Kaici.

Since he likes it, why would he feel burdened? He really just wanted to make Xu Kaici happy.

Xu Kaici looked at Cheng Hangyi, at him embarrassed, at his random explanations, at his bewilderment.

I suddenly felt flustered in my heart. It would have been great if I had said these words earlier, but what is the use of saying them now?It doesn't have to be too early, just go back to the day when the two of you went to see the snow, don't answer the phone call, don't go back stubbornly.It's better than saying it now, standing in front of the hospital bed and saying this, what's the use?

He couldn't help being sad, and turned to retching, his chest heaving violently, Cheng Hang hurriedly picked him up, and pulled out the plastic basin under the bed to let Xu Kaici vomit.It's a pity that there is nothing in the stomach, so I can only retch all the time.After a series of movements, the oxygen tube that was originally on the nasal cavity was also displaced, and the eyes that were originally beautiful and moving were covered with bloodshot eyes.

His originally pale face was now flushed due to retching, and he leaned against Cheng Hangyi's arms with red eyes, and said intermittently to Cheng Hangyi: "Don't waste your efforts... I can't die, today and last night were originally Desperate... Now that I have blocked all the back roads... I have no chance."

This sentence is true, it is almost impossible for a person like him to do such a thing.Even thinking of this method, he asked Cheng Hangyi to find a way to pay Cheng Hangyi.

Either you succeed once, or you never get another chance.

It's sad just thinking about it, so it doesn't make any difference to him whether he can be happy or not.

But when Cheng Hang heard these words, he felt even more uncomfortable. He didn't just want Xu Kaici not to die, he really hoped that Xu Kaici would be happy from the bottom of his heart.

Trembling, he wiped the saliva from the corners of Xu Kaici's mouth, and smoothed back the long hair sticking to his cheeks, not knowing what to say, or what else to say.

He could only hold Xu Kaici tightly, closed his eyes in pain and bowed his head to kiss Xu Kaici.

"But what I hope is not that you are just or you understand Xu Kaici..."

As soon as tears rolled down Cheng Hang's face, Xu Kaici wanted to reach out to wipe them off for him, but the hand fell off before it was raised too high, and instead pulled other parts of the body trembling slightly.

He also closed his eyes, and rubbed his face against Cheng Hangyi's chest.

"But Cheng Cheng, I don't think I can be happy... I'm willing to listen to you and go to see a so-called psychiatrist, but I know that I won't get better."

Whether it's physical or mental, I won't get better.

I know it's not good, I know there are 8000 million people with disabilities in the country, and I'm just one of them.There are also people who are worse than me, and those who are disabled and forced to go out to earn a living, and those who become disabled and become a burden.

Compared with them, I am much better, I don't need to go out and run around, and you will not abandon me.But I still feel that I will not get better, I can't find what else I have, the meaning that can support me to live.

I don't know if you count this final meaning, let alone whether you are willing to do this final meaning.