Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Cheng Hang sat outside with a serious face, and someone was sleeping in the room, so he couldn't practice the piano to vent his anger, and he couldn't sneak out twice a day.

I can only hold the TV remote control to adjust the volume to inaudible, and then keep tuning the channels, even if all the channels on the TV have been flipped through two or three times, I haven't read anything.

Cheng Hang's face was so stinky, as if he could jump up and fight again at any time.

Seeing his dead state, the nurse didn't dare to approach him. Behind the living room was the bedroom of the two of them. The nurse didn't even dare to go to the living room, let alone go around behind him and enter the room to help Xu Kaici turn over.

After hastily tidying up the dining room, he hid in his room and never came out again.Leave Cheng Hang alone to sulk.

He sat for a long time, raised his eyes from time to time to look at the nurse's room, and then cursed in a low voice: "Damn, did he die of sleep? How long has it been since you come to help him turn over."

He would never go in now to help Xu Kaici turn over, he had just quarreled with him, wouldn't it mean he bowed his head if he went in now?

Even... Even if you know you have to bow your head and make up, but it can't be so fast.

Cheng Hang turned off the TV irritably, and lay down on the sofa in a fit of anger.Looking at the linear lights on the ceiling in a daze, my mind is full of thoughts.

In fact, he would think about it carefully, he was a little regretful, he shouldn't have said such a thing to Xu Kaici today, especially when he was angry, he should not have said that "but it's just right."

I am angry and stressed, and I can still run out, the big deal is really, but when he packs his luggage and goes home, his parents can accept him with a smile.

But Xu Kaici can't do it. Xu Kaici has no home.It would be too cruel for Xu Kaici if he didn't even want Xu Kaici.

Besides, Xu Kaici also thought of a way to turn to the nurse when he was in a bad mood, otherwise he wouldn't be so anxious to go back to the room to sleep, let alone call him in when his words became more and more inappropriate.

After all, today I was the one who sneaked out without making a sound and threw Xu Kaici away by himself. It is considered very good that Xu Kaici didn't catch him and sneak out.

It was because I couldn't suppress the resentment in my heart today, and I used this little excuse to vent my dissatisfaction in my heart.

During these three years with Xu Kaici, Cheng Hang felt like he was stepping on thin ice.Not only because of my own reasons, but also because of Xu Kaici's family.

Most of the time, Cheng Hangyi did sneak out, but the number of times he actually went to see Meng Xinci was actually very few.Most of them just want to find a place to play with a few friends for two days.Or take a job that allows you to leave Shanghai, and treat it as an escape to catch your breath.

It seemed that every time he quarreled because of him sneaking out, Cheng Hangyi would not be so angry. After all, he had done something wrong, and what Xu Kaici wanted was nothing more than a sense of security.What can he do now that he looks like this?I still run outside every day, and I still think about others all day long. I am really not a human being, and there is nothing to pick outside.

What Cheng Hangyi really couldn't accept was Xu Kaici's parents. They couldn't accept Xu Kaici's demeanor and orientation, but regretted that Xu Kaici had become what he is today.

They apologized for Xu Kaici's paralysis because of the embarrassment of their elders, and they were worried that Xu Kaici was alone outside.

After much deliberation, I can only talk about it with Cheng Hangyi, blame Cheng Hangyi for taking Xu Kaici crazy, blame Cheng Hangyi for being perfunctory, anyway, it's all Cheng Hangyi's fault, it's all Cheng Hangyi's fault.

Cheng Hang hated this, as he said today, he is a human being, not a dog of the Xu family.

After thinking for a long time, he realized why he was so angry today, and he realized that Xu Kaici was right, Cheng Hangyi couldn't really leave Xu Kaici alone in the room.

Before the nurse came out, he cursed in a low voice: "Damn, I'll change it for you sooner or later!"

After speaking, he got up from the sofa again, hugged the pillow and walked to the door of the room. He frowned and said to himself in a low voice: "I haven't calmed down yet, I'm just worried about your body..."

After speaking, he opened the door and walked in, with a long face.

What surprised him was that Xu Kaici still had his eyes open, which was beyond Cheng Hangyi's expectation. He thought Xu Kaici should have fallen asleep long ago.I just came in to help him turn over and change his diaper.Even if they lay down next to him begging for nothing in the back, both of them will lose their anger when they wake up tomorrow.

Thinking of this, Cheng Hangyi's face turned slightly red, but luckily Xu Kaici couldn't see it without turning on the light.

But since they've all come in, it's hard to back out, so Cheng Hang had to bite the bullet and walk in front of him.

The weather is bad, even if the temperature of the air conditioner in the room is high, Xu Kaici still feels uncomfortable.

Especially his leg with steel nails, it can't even be straightened at this time, so it is bent on the bed, the quilt is pushed up a bit, it looks awkward.

Cheng Hang didn't say a word, just lifted the quilt gently for him, and massaged his distorted leg.

It's strange to say that a person who is obviously unconscious below the chain bone, yet complains that his right leg hurts every time it's cloudy and rainy.When Cheng Hang kneaded and massaged him with his hands, he didn't know where Cheng Hang's hands were on his legs.

Looking at his right leg alone, it's actually nothing, it's just a little thinner, but compared with the two legs, the right leg is obviously not right.His right foot is in the shape of a splayed, and if he is lying on the bed, the instep will stick to the sheet.

Now his legs are bent, Cheng Hang massaged him for a long time, but he only suppressed it a little bit, and it was really troublesome when he changed his diapers.

Cheng Hang helped him put his pants on, and muttered in a low voice: "It's so uncomfortable that you can still quarrel with me, and even make yourself so angry that you can't sleep. You said that if you can still get up, you might not be able to sleep today." Beat me up."

Xu Kaici sneered feebly, his eyelashes trembling slightly, "You know I'm uncomfortable and quarrel with me, you are heartless enough, you know I won't live for a few years and you come to see me off."

Cheng Hang blushed even more in anger, and patted Xu Kaici's leg: "Still bickering with me, still bickering with me! You are as virtuous as your father, with a stubborn temper, and the ability to irritate people is not small."

Xu Kaici also wanted to fight back, but it was a pity that the right hand was on Cheng Hangyi's side, and he couldn't move an inch. With all his strength, the withered and thin paw only rubbed weakly on the quilt, and he cursed softly: "Cheng Hangyi, you are really dirty when you swear..."

Hearing that he was no longer angry, through the faint light outside the living room, Cheng Hang looked at his clear-eyed face, and the anger in his heart had long since disappeared.

He threw the pillow in and asked with a pouting face, pretending to be fierce: "What's the matter? Don't let people sleep. If you're not sleepy, I'm sleepy."

Xu Kaici shook his head helplessly, and laughed softly again: "You are really... shameless, forget it, come up, I'm sleepy too."

Cheng Hang and Xu Kaici turned over, helped him to arrange his hands and feet, put a cushion on his back, and then climbed into the bed.

Lying beside Xu Kaici, whether he was embarrassed or still a little angry, he deliberately kept a distance from Xu Kaici, and he didn't want to get into Xu Kaici's arms like usual.

He closed his eyes and pretended to be sleeping, but actually he was still humming, depending on when Xu Kaici lowered his head to coax him.

He couldn't hold back anymore, squinted one eye and looked at Xu Kaici halfway, and found that his beautiful eyes were still open.

Neither of them fell asleep.

When Xu Kaici saw Xu Kaici peeping at him with squinted eyes, he couldn't help it anymore, and asked, "Don't you want me to coax you? You are so far away from me, and I can't hug you. How can I coax you?"

"Then...then you didn't say that you wanted to coax me." Cheng Hang groaned, reluctantly, still speaking stubbornly.

"Then I said now, come here, come here and I'll hug you."

Reluctantly, she also got into Xu Kaici's arms, and took Xu Kaici's arm to wrap around her body.

Cheng Hangyi has always felt that only when two people have physical contact can it be called a hug.If he was the only one leaning forward, no matter how tightly he hugged him and Xu Kaici remained silent, it would not be considered a hug.

So every time he talked about hugging, he would persistently pull Xu Kaici's arm onto himself.

Xu Kaici lowered his head and kissed the top of Cheng Hangyi's head, then gently rested his chin on the place where he just kissed.

Sighing lightly, after all, he was the first to soften up and speak: "I know you are not angry with me today, and you don't want to quarrel with me, I will find an excuse to change her, and I will find time to clarify with my mother, so that She shouldn't have such an idea in the future. Count me as wrong today, can I apologize to you? "

Cheng Hang was bored in Xu Kaici's arms and remained silent for a long while before he said, "I just don't like them like this, it's very annoying, let someone monitor me when I'm sick. But I'm also at fault, today you don't I'm comfortable and I'll run out."

Cheng Hangyi is not heartless, he has lived with Xu Kaici for three years, of course he knows that Xu Kaici is in pain, but what can he do?All he can do is feed medicine, heat compress, and massage.But these things can't offset the damage to Xu Kaici's body, and it can even be said that they have no effect.

Cheng Hang could only hear Xu Kaici's painful voice turning around in a hurry, and then there was still nothing he could do.

But he couldn't tell outsiders about these things, he couldn't see Xu Kaici so uncomfortable like a girl, and then cry and say that he tried his best.

Impossible, he is a man anyway, and he is an adult man no matter what.

What does it look like for two people to live together and tell others about everything?

Sometimes it is precisely because he does not want to face the pain of Xu Kaici that he wants to escape.

Looking at Xu Kaici, who used to be looked at by people while walking on the road, has become what he is now.Even sitting in a wheelchair needs to be tied with a strap to sit firmly, Cheng Hang thought it would be uncomfortable for anyone, let alone him.

He felt that there was no way to express the distress and pressure, but others would not understand, and more often it turned into his perfunctory and irresponsible performance.

I don’t know if Xu Kaici can understand it, but Xu Kaici will coax him softly: “Yes, yes, they are annoying, I can’t stand them, and I don’t like them either. I promise, after the new year, I will want to There is a way to replace her."

Cheng Hang nodded slightly, this matter is over.

After the meeting, Xu Kaici gently said to Cheng Hangyi: "Master, can you stop arguing with me in the future? Arguing is really tiring. You don't know that every time I quarrel with you, my bones will fall apart. .”

As soon as Cheng Hang raised his head, he caught a glimpse of Xu Kaici's eyes in the dark night, bright but sad.He suddenly remembered that night many years ago, also in the dimly lit KTV, Xu Kaici was sitting on a high chair with a wicked smile,

Singing to him with raised eyebrows.

That night Xu Kaici was beaten badly by Xu Chunye, and he would gasp when his back was pulled when he was walking.

But he can still sing to Cheng Hang with a smile, as if the sky falling is not a big deal.

Under the dim light, Cheng Hangyi's heart was really moved, and he really felt that Xu Kaici was extremely charming at that moment.It can be called a peerless beauty, and the entire conservatory can't find anyone comparable to him.

At night in the apartment, Xu Kaici asked him if he had any regrets, and he resolutely said that he had no regrets.

I don't regret my heartbeat, I don't regret kissing Xu Kaici, and I don't regret following Xu Kaici back to the apartment in a daze.

The heartbeat of youth is always simple, but maintaining this heartbeat is not enough to express loyalty with a few words.

Just like him and Meng Xinci, he didn't expect that he could have any relationship with Meng Xinci other than friends, and he would not do stupid things like stealing.

But it was still a young heartbeat. When he was a teenager, he used his own way to confess to Meng Xinci in front of so many people and asked him if he wanted to go to the same high school.He thought that Meng Xinci agreed, otherwise why would he go to a high school with him.

But he forgot, how could Meng Xinci understand the tune he played that day, and how could he understand his intentions?

It was just such a misunderstanding that made him worry about it for so many years.

He said softly: "Forget it."

Then he raised his head and pecked Xu Kaici's face, "Then don't mess with me, if you don't mess with me, of course I won't quarrel with you."

The rain outside the window gradually stopped and turned into fine and dense snow particles.The air conditioner in the house is warming up, and it is already time for a sound sleep.

Talk about something unhappy, why don't you hurry up and get a good night's sleep before dawn.