Fate replacement

The glare of the sun shines into the room from the window. As soon as I opened my eyes, I couldn’t adapt to it. I was about to sit up when I felt the piercing pain from below the waist. "It hurts..." I just felt the pain below the waist. It also started to hurt.

Think carefully about what happened yesterday, but the memory only goes to the pub to drink heavily, and after answering Yu Mu's call, it's all gone, shaking his head to get rid of the dizziness and tingling feeling but in vain, trying to lean on the head of the bed Sitting up, the clothes on his body have been changed, which are more comfortable ones.

"Are you awake?" Yu Mu opened the door and walked in, with a strange expression on his face. "Yesterday..." His hesitation made me answer without even thinking about it, "Did you do it?" My tone was very relaxed, as if I was talking about trivial matters like whether I had dinner yesterday.

But he obviously didn't think so, and nodded in embarrassment, as if he wanted to run away from me. "Well, I'm sorry... I caused you trouble yesterday." Looking straight into his eyes, I sincerely apologized to him.

"Auntie has arrived, do you want to go out?" He escaped from my staring eyes, and said something else as if changing the subject, "I'll go out after I wash up." The atmosphere suddenly became cold because of him. Have never gotten along with each other until now.

The atmosphere was frozen because of me before, but this time it became him.

"Okay, let's come out and have breakfast." After leaving this sentence, he left the room, endured the pain and went to the bathroom to start washing, but when he left, he felt a cold feeling in his private parts, probably because he helped himself Have you been on medicine?

After a quick wash, he walked out of the room, "Good morning, Mom." Suppressing the discomfort, he smiled and sat down to have breakfast together. It was no different from before, but the atmosphere was still a bit colder.

After I sent my mother away on Sunday, I didn't say much to him, and the atmosphere with him was a little stiff. I wanted to go back first, but I didn't want to ruin my relationship with him because of this... Halfway through thinking about it, I suddenly realized that since when Has the way you see him changed?Since when have you been afraid of ruining your relationship with him?

As before, I lived on a Monday working day, and went to the editorial department after washing up. The result of not focusing on work was frequent mistakes. After a week of constant mistakes and making up, Friday was the time to face the twilight again.

The atmosphere with him is so stiff, I don't know how to get along with him at all, "Ai──" sighed and came to the building of the "New Season" company unknowingly, "..." Maybe I came here because I missed him too much this?

Unlike Ruoyu, his attitude and feelings towards Mu have changed... In less than half a year, is it so easy to shorten the distance between people?

Turning his head, he was about to leave, but he heard a voice not far away that he didn't get tired of after listening to it for half a year, "Stop, what can I do for you?" He opened his eyes wide and approached the source of the voice, but he didn't dare to lean in. It was too close, and what I poked out my head quietly to see was his back and a much smaller figure compared to his body.

"Mu, I, I miss you... You, you still love me, right? Are you willing to come back to my side?" Although I haven't heard it before, I can tell from the words who it is, Xu Zhi.

Sliding against the wall and sitting on the ground, it was only after seeing this kind of scene that he understood how he felt about Mu, and it was no wonder that he didn't feel too disgusted when he heard what he did a few days ago.

"Xiaozhi...I--um!" A muffled hum came, followed by a silence, but the sound of the kiss was very loud in the alley, so loud that even the voice of my own heartbroken could not be heard.

Yes, even if he did, he still loves Xu Zhi, right?

They just broke up for less than half a year, right?And Ruoyu and I have already passed a year ago, and we can't go back.It is still possible for them to recover in time.

Standing up unsteadily, "I have to explain it to my mother." She raised the corners of her mouth bitterly and muttered to herself, not wanting to lie to her anymore.

Shall I confess to her tomorrow?But let me indulge one more time today, because the moment I realize how I feel, I immediately get the result of failure, which is a bit painful to say the least.

I went to the Pub again and got drunk, my phone kept vibrating and I didn’t want to pick it up, the lively and depressing atmosphere in the dark bar was spreading, and the alcohol continued to catalyze me to dissolve my rationality, “Hey, hiccup, there must be no People are worse than me, right?" He hiccupped and said to the eyes in a daze, but to be honest, there was no one in front of him, "Hahaha." He was so drunk while crying, since when I'm also like the uncle on TV, I can't find true love and come here to get drunk?

"Hi, early... I fell in love with it a long time ago, but, I didn't know until the end, hiccup!" How can anyone be like this?Smiling ironically, lying on the table, I can't tell the difference between tears and wine, I only know that I will not return today if I am not drunk!

But today I can't get drunk no matter how much I drink, is it because I drank a lot last week that made me immune to alcohol? "Hua'er! You are indeed here. Why are you here again?" Yu Mu's voice seemed to be heard vaguely, but it was impossible, right?He should now reconnect with Xu Zhi again.

"Haha, I think you are thinking of auditory hallucinations? There are also phantoms." Touching the imaginary person in front of him, he smiled foolishly. "Why... why did you treat me like this? Why do I need to be aware of the fact that 'I like you'?" I said to the person in front of me, regardless of his expression or movement, as if I was convinced The person in front of him is like a phantom.

Yu Mu Phantom suddenly took out the wallet from his pocket, and called the bartender to pay, "Oh, I can even imagine the appearance of paying, hahaha, I'm really sick. It's not serious, It is obviously impossible for you to appear here, you should be with Xu Zhi──But, even if it is a phantom, it is fine if you can stay with me and belong to me, even if it is only for a moment." What kind of voice I couldn't hear them all, I only heard my own raving.

Yu Mu Phantom suddenly approached me and pulled me up, "Let's go home first, shall we?" I didn't really wake up until then, knowing that he was not a phantom imagined by drunkenness.

He forcefully pulled me out of the Pub and took me into the car. The rickety car and the alcohol just now made me a little motion sick and a little nauseous.When I arrived at the parking lot of the community, he cared about me before I got out of the car after parking the car, "Are you okay?" Maybe he saw my uncomfortable expression.

But what scares me more than dizziness and vomiting is the words I just said in a daze.

I nodded to show that I was okay, but he didn't seem to intend to get out of the car, "Can you believe what you said just now? It's not just nonsense, right?" I still have to face what should be faced, but I didn't look directly at him. courage.

"Hua'er, look at me." There was a bit of force in his words, and the unavoidable gesture made me shrink back, "I..." I couldn't say anything, and I faltered But it makes people more suspicious. "It's impossible for me to go back to Xiao Zhi's side." His tone was very gentle, and a simple sentence calmed down his restless heart, even if he didn't explain anything clearly.

He opened the car door and got out of the car, and I also opened the car door and got out of the car. He was not interested in staying in the car any longer. When I got to the room, I made a cup of tea for me, "Drink it first and have a rest." He was still so gentle, but I was still so uneasy.

He clenched the cup tightly in his hand, drank it in one gulp, and his drowsy mind became more comfortable, "Hua'er, your words are not gibberish after drinking, right?" He stroked my cheek, forcing me to look directly into his eyes .

You can’t escape no matter what, why don’t you just face it, “Well… what are you talking about? Of course you are lying.” Try not to let your eyes wander, but in his eyes it is like a child deceiving others , "Your face says I'm lying. Hey, I've already said that I won't go back to Xiao Zhi's side, don't you believe me? Then it doesn't matter if I say it directly?" His words are always It can make your mood fluctuate a lot.

"I like you. I can't remember when it started. By the time I found out, my eyes were already chasing your figure and running away. Hehe, isn't it clumsy? It should be me who confesses to you Yes, but because Ruoyu came back to look for you, he was deterred, and let you see the picture of me talking with Xiaozhi... No, it should be said that you saw it, right? If you didn't see it, I couldn't hear your wine Then I spoke the truth.” He said it lightly, but also very truthfully.

I don't know how to deal with his words, if rationality is not enough, is it okay to be emotional?

Biting her lower lip tightly, she grabbed the other person's clothes and buried her head in the other person's chest, "...I like it, I like it so much." Resisting the sobs in his throat, he tried his best to express his emotions.

"I know, although I know the other person's heart, but I still have to ask, would you like to be with me?" He hugged my body tightly as if he wanted to warm me with the temperature of his body, even words It also sounded so warm, "...Of course." Tears kept falling in his arms, if it was him, he would definitely believe it, right?I believe so firmly.

"I'll take you to take a bath." He picked me up horizontally, and the dizziness came again, "Just close your eyes and rest, I will prohibit you from drinking alcohol in the future!" He yelled but still gently washed me The body and head were already unbearably dizzy, and fell asleep immediately, and the consciousness regained consciousness the next morning.

He snorted twice, but his head still hurt a little, "Are you awake?" The voice of inquiry from beside him made him open his eyes, "Well, what time is it?" Blinking dry eyes, even his throat felt like fire I felt as if I was burning, "It's only 07:30, I'll get you some water." The thoughtful gestures made me feel like I was being served like a prince.

Sipping the water he poured, "Mu, I want to be honest with Mom...and let her know everything. Although the intention of lying may be good, I still can't do it by lying to her all the time." Almost half a year The condemnation of conscience that came later erodes my soul in my heart, and I feel uncomfortable at any time.

"Okay, I'll accompany you. But that lie finally came true." He smiled cheerfully and sneaked a kiss on my cheek. While drinking water, he didn't say much, but his cheeks turned red. "Wait for mom to come, let's talk." When trying to muster up the courage for himself, Yu Mu held my hand tightly as if he saw through me, "It's okay." He smiled at me slightly, as if to cheer me up .

A short while after breakfast, my mother came. My sister and brother-in-law came together as usual. After welcoming them all in, I lowered my head apologetically, "Mom, sister...I'm sorry. I lied to you earlier. You guys." I lowered my head and although I couldn't see the expressions of my mother and sister, I didn't dare to raise my head.

"Why are you apologizing? What did you lie to us?" My mother's words were like a guide, "Mu and I were actually not lovers before." When my mother heard this, she replied unexpectedly, "Hehe, you are finally willing Confess with us. We already knew about it, because you guys acted very stiff at the beginning, not like a couple."

"Xiaoqing, you just said 'before', what about now?" She walked to my side, hugged herself tightly and asked softly, "Well, it is now." The smile on her face couldn't help Seen by the elder sister, "Oh, you are so happy to smile, brother... son-in-law? Never mind, let me say it again anyway, if you dare to bully Xiaoqing or don't want him, I will not forgive you!" They deliberately did not mention He Yu The "Ruoyu" before the evening, even if they don't know who it is, they don't want to open my wound.

After all, the family is still a family. No matter how long it has passed, I still think about my family, "No, I love him very much!" Yu Muxiang wanted to prove that the general pulled me from my mother's arms into his, It's like declaring sovereignty.

"Hehe, okay, stop making trouble, you guys have to go back to work, right?" Mother patted her sister and brother-in-law on the shoulders, and the harmonious atmosphere ended for the time being.

"Mom, I'll pick you up tomorrow." My sister hugged her mother tightly, very warmly.She took her brother-in-law's arm and walked out.Watching the backs of them leaving, "Hua'er, I will accompany you to collect things in a few days, and move them here completely?" He looked at himself in his arms and smiled softly.

I nodded and hugged him back, "Okay." Maybe our love has just begun, but I believe we can go on together.His love and tolerance, everything about him belongs to me.

Unlike Ruoyu's relationship, the starting point of the two loves is different. If Ruoyu can really fall in love with me, maybe everything will be different again.But what happened in the past can no longer be changed, the person I love now is Yu Mu, not Ruoyu.

For me, Ruoyu is already a thing of the past, no matter how much I see Yu Mu who resembles him, I will only see Yu Mu instead of him.

I don’t have any memories of Ruoyu anymore, the wound in my heart may still be there, but it was gradually healed by Yu Mu, “I hope Ruoyu and Xu Zhi can be happy.” They came to us one after another, maybe because of a quarrel Bar.

"Who knows? I hope they will be happy." Yu Mu's tone was very relaxed, and his nonchalant attitude made him laugh a little, "You are very bad." Then he asked me suddenly, "You know Li Which company is the card publisher?"

"Huh? It seems to be 'Monsoon'." Somewhat puzzled, he asked me what I was going to do, and he gave me a gentle smile, "Then do you know which company above Jifeng is?"

...I suddenly felt a chill, "No way?" I blinked, "Yeah, I'm actually your boss." He smiled brightly, but I was speechless for a while, "You just told me now ──" I asked you to proofread my manuscript before!You are the boss!My conscience is disturbed!

He blinked innocently, and then showed the innocent eyes of a puppy. "Hey, okay, let's go and have a rest." He carried me back to the room, and lying on the bed, the drowsy feeling flooded up again like a tide.

"Go to sleep, good night." Hey, it's not good night, right?It's true—the consciousness is far away, this dream is not sad, only full of memories of the past six months with Yu Mu.

In many clips, I can know his and me's feelings. It turns out that the throbbing in my heart has existed for a long time, but I just pretended not to notice it.

Fortunately, I didn’t miss him in the end, and I also remembered the Christmas event when Han Ruoyu broke up with Han Ruoyu a year ago. I said cheers to that man, and hoped that I could cheer, but the end result was that I was with that man. Together, no matter how I think about it, I never thought that the person is you.

Fate has long spread around without knowing it.

"Meeting is karma, acquaintance is continuation, love is karma. 』This sentence is indeed true, but fate is also something you have to strive for, no matter what it is.

Now I will try my best to love you.

"It's so cold!" Holding the hand of the man beside him, we stood together under the Christmas tree in the square. "Why don't you wear a few more?" He said while wrapping the scarf around his neck. "I thought it was enough. Got it." Blinking at him innocently, "Really, Hua'er is so careless!" He patted his head dotingly, the doting in his eyes cannot be ignored.

"You are obviously very careless too!" Some dissatisfied poked his cheek, wanting to refute. "It's okay." He smiled softly and put his arms around my shoulders, "Go back, Mom is waiting for us." I nodded and picked up the things I bought with him just now, and walked towards home together go back.

I have officially dated Yu Mu for half a year. After summer and autumn, I returned to the winter when I met him. The cup of warm coffee that cared about me and stuck to my cheeks seemed to still linger on my face. As long as there is him in my world It will be warm.

Even if you let go, I will never let go.

Will not die.

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