I was attacked by the cubs raised

place. "

In late spring and March, the grass grows and the warblers fly.

Next to Li Lin's tomb.

Yan An had finished worshiping, and quietly left to wait for him in the distance.Looking at the photo on Li Lin's tombstone, Li Qiu gently picked up the pine branches that fell in front of her and Xie Xingyu's tomb and threw them away.

"Xiao An has grown up." He said, "Let me tell you, he is more promising than me."

The breeze blew by, and the pine trees swayed gently.

"Your wish to hold your great-grandson will never come true in this lifetime." Li Qiu kowtowed heavily on the ground, unable to kneel for long.

"Grandma, my grandson is unfilial, I'm with Xiao An."

"I didn't dare to look at myself for a long time, because I was afraid of living up to your last wish...I didn't realize until he was crying in front of me that I couldn't bear to be without him, and I couldn't bear to let him be sad."

Li Qiu raised his head and looked at Li Lin's photo, with the deepest nostalgia and sadness in his eyes.But he still smiled: "I realized later that maybe you don't want a great-grandson that much, you just want to see me have a happy and stable life...Grandma, in fact, you just want us to live well, right?"

The pine branches shook violently, as if saying: Yes, yes.

"I've always been the one who burdened myself, but fortunately, it's not too late."

Li Qiu kowtowed heavily to Li Lin and Xie Xingyu: "Grandpa and grandma, I have someone I like, he is Yan An, I love him very much, very much. We have a good life, don't worry about it."

Li Lin's photo with a red background is her ID photo taken two years before her death, while Xie Xingyu's photo was taken for formalities when he just retired.This made him look much younger than Li Lin, and he had the illusion that the king was born and I was not born.With tears in his eyes, Li Qiu suddenly choked up and yelled out, "Grandpa and grandma, I am rich. I have a lot of money. I can buy you a big house and a lot of pistachios. I can take you and Chengzi to travel together... ..."

but.

The pine branches shook involuntarily.

Even if there is a lot of gold to be scattered today, the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop.

After crying and shouting, Li Qiu also regained his composure.The knot has been solved, and the living will move on.Li Qiu bowed deeply to the tombstone, and walked outside.The moment he got up, the originally gloomy sky suddenly jumped out of the sun, and the light penetrated through the clouds, dyeing the sky golden yellow, and the distant sky was filled with colorful sunset glow.

Li Qiu looked back, as if he saw Li Lin and Xie Xingyu gently staring at the direction he left.

He waved his hand and walked back down.Yan An was standing at the intersection waiting for him, forming an extremely beautiful picture with the glow of the sky.

Li Qiu paused, remembering this scene in his heart, and then quickly ran towards Yan An.

Yan An smiled and took his hand: let's go, go home.

The author has something to say: this is the end of the text!This is my brain hole a long time ago. I encountered many difficulties in writing and wanted to give up many times. It was the encouragement of the little angels that kept me going!bow!I remember the name of every little angel who commented on me, I remember every word you said, thank you very much! !Thank you for your willingness to read this story, and thank you for growing up with me and them!Thank you so much, really, you guys are my motivation

Next is the time for extra episodes, one or two are tentatively scheduled, if there is anything you want to see, please let me know!I plan to start a new article after finishing the episode~ (This time there are manuscripts, an outline and a detailed outline, and time, it’s definitely not like this time)

Quietly put down the name of the next book: "After being forced to open business with the ex [Entertainment Circle]", the next year's cookies in the entertainment circle, the copy can be read in the author's column!

I wish the little angels who read the article happy every day! !Thank you so much for your company along the way!love you ovo

☆, extra one

"Hey, I said, you're almost done." Li Qiu looked helplessly at Yan An in front of the mirror, with a hint of connivance in his tone, "It's not like I haven't been there before, why are you so particular all of a sudden."

Yan An lowered his head to straighten his collar, looked at it and still felt dissatisfied, and went to the closet to take apart a bunch of ties bought two days ago and tried them one by one.He was too busy to take care of Li Qiu, and said concisely: "Today is different from the past."

Li Qiu leaned against the wall and watched him quietly for a long time, without urging him again.

After all, it was rare to see him looking so anxious, which was kind of funny.In addition, Yan An's change of clothes is really eye-catching, Li Qiu is even more reluctant to tell him to hurry up.

Probably because he thought the suit was too formal, Yan An thought about it, and then quickly took off the suit, revealing his strong muscles.The light was dim, casting an ambiguous light on him.Li Qiu walked over maliciously and hugged him from behind.

After getting along for so long, he already knew which part of Yan An was the most sensitive, so he kissed the side of his neck with ease, and slowly moved in front of him.

Yan An subconsciously hugged Li Qiu's waist.Li Qiu kissed his lips as a reward, then lowered his head, and sucked his Adam's apple.

Yan An snorted, and held his hand tighter.Li Qiu caressed his back, and gently sucked his fragile Adam's apple.

The next moment, the sky was spinning, and Yan An exerted all his strength, hugged him, and threw him onto the bed.

Li Qiu smiled and watched him press up and kissed him.Just when he was about to touch Yan An's untie belt, Yan An suddenly stopped and put his hand on Li Qiu's ready to move: "No, brother, I have something else to do, let's talk about it next time."

After speaking, he turned over and got out of bed and continued to rummage through the closet.Li Qiu looked at him helplessly on the bed: "The so-called spring night is worth a thousand gold, Comrade Yan An, do you know that you have already suffered a huge loss of property in just one thought?"

Yan An's movements froze, but he still didn't look back at him. He stared at him rigidly and extremely coldly: "Student Li Qiu, the ancients still have a saying, a little intolerance can lead to big plans, don't lose the overall situation because of immediate interests."

Li Qiu: "Pfft."

Looking at Yan An's back, he rolled happily on the bed, thinking, his voice was so hoarse just now, he must be emotional.

Half an hour later, Yan An finally chose what to wear.After much deliberation, he chose a casual outfit, which looked youthful and approachable.Li Qiu looked at Yan An with satisfaction, only thinking that he was a natural clothes hanger, and he looked good in whatever he wore.

Li Qiu was about to speak when the doorbell rang.

Yan An: "I'll open the door."

"Who?"

"I ordered something." Yan An said, "Wait."

Not long after, he walked into the bedroom with two large boxes of supplements in his arms: "Look, how about these?"

It was the first time that Li Qiu saw bird's nests bought in boxes, and his eyes fell out of shock: "Didn't you just buy something yesterday, why did you buy it again?"

"Too little, I don't think it's enough." Yan An lowered his head, thought for a while, and asked seriously, "Brother, where is the wine that my friend brought back from the French winery last time?"

Li Qiu: "..."

He thought for a while, and reminded him kindly: "You add up all these things, and the trunk will be full."

"Ah, it's okay, use my car, downstairs." Yan An glanced at the mirror for the last time, turned around suddenly, and said to Li Qiu, "No, wait a little longer, I'll change clothes."

"Change again?"

Yan An hummed, and put on his suit again: "Be more mature and more stable—brother, which tie do you think looks better?"

... Li Qiu suppressed the bulging veins, grabbed a tie from his hand and tied it for him: "Okay, get out."

When he got off the elevator, he looked back at Yan An, his calm mood was a little nervous by him, and he couldn't help saying: "Hurry up later, if you are as slow as you are in the morning, you will be late."

Yan An responded and led Li Qiu to the car that had already been prepared.Li Qiu accompanied him to put all the supplements and gifts in the trunk, then opened the passenger door and sat in.

After driving the car for a long time, he suddenly felt something was wrong: "This car is a Maybach, right?"

Yan An's eyelashes trembled, and he awkwardly diverted the topic away: "I'll stop the car in a while, you go up first, and I'll pick up the things."

Li Qiu turned a deaf ear: "Didn't you rent it? Don't you have a car?"

Yan An smiled dryly: "I met you in the car for the first time. It was so fateful that I bought it—brother, do you believe it?"

Li Qiu didn't answer, but instead asked: "Can you improve your ability to open your eyes and tell lies?"

Yan An chuckled, and said casually, "If you don't like it, then find someone to quit."

The Maybach was inexplicably put on hold by the owner for half a year, and it was finally able to see the light of day again, but it was labeled as a second-hand car for no reason, and was about to face the risk of being resold by a tyrant, Li Qiu couldn't stand it anymore: "Okay, shut up you."

Yan An smiled but said nothing, drove the car slowly into the garage and parked it, took off the seat belt, and kissed Li Qiu lightly on the forehead.

Cheng Xue was chopping vegetables in the kitchen, and Cheng Shuo was helping her.She suddenly asked, "Old Cheng, why don't those two children come here?"

"It's only ten o'clock, what are you doing so early? You're too anxious." Cheng Shuo looked down at her, a little helpless.

"It's only ten o'clock?" She frowned, "Why does the time pass so slowly, I feel like it's almost noon."

Cheng Shuo was about to speak when there was a knock on the door.Cheng Xue immediately walked out of the kitchen: "Here we come!"

Holding the wine, Li Qiu smiled at Cheng Xue: "Sister, we are here."

Cheng Shuo took what Li Qiu handed over: "Come on, come on, what else do you want... Where's Xiao An?"

"What about the back?"

As soon as the words were finished, Yan An walked to the door with big bags and small bags: "Sister, brother-in-law."

Before Cheng Xue noticed the change in his address, she was taken aback by Yan An's posture: "Why did you bring so much here?"

"Ah, it's okay, I don't know what to buy, so I just bought some—sister, where are the slippers, I'll change them."

Cheng Xue immediately helped him carry things in a hurry: "No, just come in."

"Okay." Yan An put down his things, "Then just wait."

He said, going downstairs.

Cheng Shuo: "What's the matter?"

Li Qiu patted Cheng Shuo: "He still has two boxes of bird's nest in the trunk."

Cheng Shuo: "..."

It was still early when Li Qiu and the others arrived, before meal time, Cheng Xue made tea and put some snacks on the coffee table for them to eat.After she finished all this, she turned her head to look at the one-person-high boxes piled up in front of the door, and said hesitantly: "Xiao An, come next time, don't be like this time..."

Cheng Shuo answered, "Don't make it look like you're moving house like this time—it scares your sister so much that she doesn't dare to serve some home-cooked dishes."

"Brother-in-law, to tell you the truth, I was really greedy for this when I was in the imperial capital." Yan An smiled, "There is no Qiyangcai over there, and I was so greedy that I couldn't fall asleep for several nights. sister's cooking."

His words made Cheng Xue happy, and seeing his mature and steady manner, he became more and more satisfied: "Okay, sister, I will cook what you used to love today."

After she finished speaking, she got up and walked into the kitchen.After a while, Cheng Xue heard footsteps, she didn't raise her head, and asked, "It's rare to come back, why don't you sit and talk?"

"I'll help you make it together." Yan An very naturally walked to Cheng Xue's side to help her chop vegetables, "Li Qiu likes it, so it just so happens that I also come to secretly teach sister Xiang, so I can cook it for him when I get home."

"He can come here to eat if he likes it. What else does he need to learn?" Cheng Xue asked, "Why, aren't you called a godmother?"

Yan An lowered his eyebrows and concentrated on chopping vegetables, with a gentle voice: "In my brother's heart, you are the only elder besides grandparents. Of course, I will follow him and call you sister."

Cheng Xue smiled: "Yes, this time, the seniority can't be messed up."

After finishing speaking, she belatedly said, "Oh, I've regarded you as my son-in-law."

"It's very good. Brother, I am really grateful that you care about our family like this." Yan An stopped and bowed to Cheng Xue, "Sister, thank you for your help for so many years, and thank you for your help." accept me."

Cheng Xue looked down at him, hiding the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Okay, good boy. My sister watched you all the way here, knowing that it's not easy for you. Life is more important than anything else in life. Have a good time with Xiaoqiu, okay? "

Yan An: "Yes, I will."

Over the years, everyone has their own circumstances.Cheng Ran was the most ignorant little princess back then. She only knew how to look beautiful in the mirror all day long. In the past two years, she didn’t know what she had learned. She made rapid progress in learning and became a master in one battle. She is preparing to study for a Ph.D. , These days have not been home.

Halfway through the food, there was a sudden movement outside the door.Cheng Shuo got up and saw that Cheng Ran just opened the door and walked in: "Dad! Come and help me carry it, the luggage is too heavy... Oh my god, where are there so many things?"

"Xiao An bought it for us." Cheng Xue got up from the seat, "Why didn't you send a message to Mom when you came back?"

"Didn't you say two days ago that Brother Lizi would come back with Yan An to see you?" Cheng Ran carefully avoided the pile of things and changed his shoes, "It just so happened that I finished my defense, so I just packed up and went home. .”

She glanced over Yan An and Li Qiu, and then landed on Yan An: "I haven't seen you for seven years, you are really getting more and more handsome, I almost didn't recognize it."

Yan An took out a jewelry box from his pocket and handed it to her: "For you."

Cheng Ran opened it, and inside was a small and exquisite bracelet.She closed the box, smiled and hugged him: "Thank you."

After finishing speaking, she hugged Li Qiu again: "Brother Lizi, congratulations."

"Thank you." Li Qiu rubbed her head, "My little girl is getting prettier every year, I thought it was a female celebrity from some family."

Cheng Ran burst out laughing, "Okay, brother Li will know how to coax me with sugar-coated bullets."

Cheng Xue greeted: "Don't block the door, go in and eat."

She cooks and adds two dishes to Cheng Ran, talking and laughing during the meal.After dinner they sat at Cheng Xue's house for a while, Li Qiu thought that it was rare for Cheng Ran to come back, and Cheng Xue and his wife must also want to talk to their daughter, so they also felt embarrassed to disturb, checked the time and said goodbye with Yan An.

The three sent them to the downstairs of the community, and when they were about to get in the car, Cheng Ran suddenly said: "Mom and Dad, you go back first, I want to talk to Brother Lizi and the others for a while."

After watching Cheng Xue and Cheng Shuo go upstairs, she said, "How are you doing? I mean you."

"Very good." Yan An's words were as brief as ever.He thought for a while and asked, "What about you?"

"I'm fine too." Cheng Ran smiled, turned to look at Li Qiu, "Brother Lizi, you must be happy."

"We will, and so will my little sister."

Cheng Ran suppressed all the things in his heart that he wanted to say but couldn't say.She wanted to tell Li Qiu that she knew that Yan An liked him a long time ago, and understood how deeply Yan An loved him better than anyone else... But when she saw the two holding hands and looking at each other She still chose to remain silent.

Eyes do not deceive.

How lucky that when he loved him, he also happened to love him.

"Brother Lizi, Brother Yan'an." Cheng Ran said softly, "Goodbye."

☆, extra diary

The incident happened in the second year after Yan An moved the company from the imperial capital to Qiyang.

Their original house was in the outer suburbs, with a long commute and poor hardware configuration around them.In the past two years, their love and career have been balanced, and their prospects are promising.

As income increases, so does the quality of life.So Yan An gave Li Qiu a villa on his birthday.

This place is backed by the largest scenic spot in Qiyang, with a beautiful environment and complete medical facilities. It is an emerging wealthy area.The decoration of the villa has been completed, and it is the simple style that Li Qiu likes.

The two had a meal in the new house, and tried the big bed in the new house. Halfway through the bed test, they stopped by to look at the big mirror in the bathroom.

Li Qiu didn't sleep all night, Yan An still felt sorry for him, after looking in the mirror, he took him into the bathtub and took a bath, cleaning him up by the way.

He was exhausted and was at the mercy of Yan An.This scene suddenly overlapped with a certain day many years ago, Yan An hugged him and looked at the two people in the mirror, finally resisted the desire to take him to look in the mirror, and kissed the corner of Li Qiu's eyes.

The next day, Yan An was still eager to take him to enjoy the scenery of the balcony, Li Qiu was naturally shocked, pretending not to see Yan An's slightly disappointed eyes, supporting his sore waist, and wiping his head and feet while packing his things. The oil slipped away.

Nonsense, did he stay here because he wanted his bones to fall apart completely? !

Although this is an excuse, they do have something to take.A few days ago, Li Qiu had hypoglycemia due to too much work and almost fainted. Yan An was worried that he would go home alone, so he drove back with him.

Everything in the new home is complete, and there is nothing big to move.Li Qiu simply tidied up his clothes and put away Li Lin's photo, basically he had nothing to take.

The people from the moving company were already waiting at the door.Yan An handed them the suitcase, and the assistant suddenly called him.

He signaled Li Qiu to leave for a while with his eyes, and then went out to deal with work matters.Li Qiu looked around the living room, obviously there was nothing missing, but somehow felt empty.

With Yan An not here, he felt a sense of loss.This feeling is exactly the same as when he moved out of the shabby courtyard many years ago.

In a flash, it has been so many years.

He walked around the house, and the memories of these years flooded his mind.When he came to his senses again, he was already in Yan An's bedroom.

Yan An's luggage had already been packed, but he hadn't had time to move it away yet.Li Qiu was about to push the suitcase to the living room when he suddenly found a cardboard box next to the suitcase.

The cardboard box was quite big, and the transparent glue and scissors were placed aside, and it hadn't had time to seal it.Obviously, this pile of things is also to be taken away.

Left and right are also boring, so Li Qiu squatted down, tore off the tape and helped Yan An pack.

Suddenly, he saw what was inside through the slightly opened opening, he froze, sat down on the floor, and opened the carton with great interest.

On top of the cardboard box, the one that caught his eye was a handkerchief.

He remembered this handkerchief, he bought it for Cheng Ran.At that time, she had just entered junior high school, and seeing that all her classmates had hand towels, she pestered Cheng Xue to buy one.

She failed the exam and was assigned to a poor class. Naturally, Cheng Xue refused and dragged her away from the stall.

Later, Li Qiu went to a shop specializing in handkerchiefs and made one for her, embroidered with Cheng Ran's favorite little sparrow when she was a child. Cheng Ran was very happy for a long time, and showed it off every day for a long time, almost never leaving her body.

Then, the handkerchief was lost.

Cheng Ran regarded it as a treasure, but somehow lost it. He was depressed for a long time, his chubby face was full of grievances, which made Li Qiu's heart ache.

Fortunately, the small things among girls are updated very quickly. In a few days, they became popular with small shiny hairpins. Cheng Xue bought a bunch of them for her. With new accessories, she naturally completely left this matter behind. In the back of my mind.

At that time, Li Qiu only regarded it as Cheng Ran's precious handkerchief, and he took it with him every day to touch it twice, and lost it without knowing where it was.Unexpectedly, after going around and going around for more than ten years, this little handkerchief is actually in Yan An's hand.

Li Qiu knew why Yan An took her handkerchief almost immediately, and was a little dumbfounded for a while—the handkerchief belongs to the little girl, of course he didn't buy it for him, so he must be jealous?

"Little vinegar essence." Li Qiu scolded with a smile, folded the handkerchief twice and put it back.

He opened another iron box, which contained several pieces of candy and a small stack of notes.I don't know how long the sugar has been put, it has already melted, Li Qiu looked through the stack of notes, and found that it was a small note left for him when he was away from home or came back late after working overtime.

He found the source of these candies from a yellowed note:

"A business trip, come back in two days. The candy is in the cabinet, change your teeth, eat two less."

He took a closer look at the packaging of the candy again, and suddenly remembered that he followed Chen Ci at a reception of a big developer when he had not yet "transformed" under Chen Ci.

At that time, he didn't know why he brought back so many candies, but he heard people around him say that the children in the family loved this candy, so he also wanted to bring two yuan back for Yan An.

Unexpectedly, Yan An didn't eat a piece.

Li Qiu closed the tin box, and looked through the others.The things in this cardboard box are all related to him, some are still fresh in his memory, and some have only a vague influence, but they are all well preserved by Yan An.

Li Qiu softened his eyes, with a little nostalgia.When he was about to flip through the bottom, he suddenly found that there was a notebook at the bottom of the carton.

The reddish-brown shell brought back Li Qiu's memory of that day.He remembered almost instantly that it was a gift from Yan An for his birthday.

With a thought, Li Qiu opened it and took a look.What caught my eye was my own words from many years ago.

"Let's test the suspicious eyes of others like a will-o'-the-wisp, boldly walk your night path."

Li Qiu paused, thinking, Yan An did it.

Just as he was about to turn to the next page, a voice suddenly sounded outside the door: "What are you doing?"

Li Qiu looked up and saw Yan An standing by the door looking at him.Half of his face was hidden in the shadows, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Li Qiu subconsciously stopped moving: "Help you tidy up, what's wrong?"

Yan An walked over quickly, and took the notebook away from his hand: "Just seal the carton, don't touch things."

"Oh." Li Qiu sat aside and watched him tidy up quickly, with a suspicious blush on his ears.

Yan An made three moves, five divisions and two to get everything done, and took the things out, acting suspiciously.Li Qiu pondered on the spot for a moment, feeling as if his heart was tickling.

——No, he must know what is written in this book.

But Li Qiu didn't have a chance to do anything for several days.There is no other reason, Yan An is really too free during this period of time, playing and singing with him every day and every night.Li Qiu is a person with a strong desire for work. It is rare for him to go on a trip with Yan An. Halfway through the game, he already wants to go back to work overtime, but Yan An still clings to him.

During this period of time, he was almost inseparable from Yan An, let alone looking for the notebook.

Fortunately, the sky paid off. Comrade Li Qiu endured hardships and endured humiliation for more than half a month, and God finally opened his eyes. Yan An's new project was about to be implemented, so he had to be called back from the vacation.

After bidding farewell to his lover who was a bit surprised because something happened to break the honeymoon plan, Li Qiu suddenly regained his spirits—he didn't forget the previous incident!

Yan An didn't keep the cardboard box, but changed a cabinet to store his things.Li Qiu entered the password with ease—his own birthday—opened it, searched for a long time, but found no trace of that book.

Good guy, it's pretty deep.

He squinted his eyes, recalling Yan An's actions that day, and a thought suddenly popped into his mind: Why does he treasure this book so much?What did he do with this book?Write about the days when he had a crush on the girl in class?

At this moment, some old memories came out one by one.Li Qiu suddenly remembered that Yan An seemed to have someone he liked at that time.

This time, the smell of vinegar also came out.Li Qiu closed the cabinet with some resentment, and lost the idea of ​​wanting to explore.

He was discouraged, and went to the study to deal with work matters for a while. Before he could write twice, the pen fell to the ground and broke the tip, and the ink came out intermittently.

Li Qiuxin said that it was really a mouthful of cold water and stuffed his teeth.He opened the drawer irritably to find another new pen, and suddenly found a reddish-brown corner.

It's a coincidence that he doesn't usually stay in the study, let alone this cabinet.

Li Qiu looked at the notebook, thought about it, and opened it.

It was three o'clock in the morning when Yan An returned home.

Under his care, Li Qiu's sleep quality has also improved, he goes to bed early and wakes up early, and rarely suffers from insomnia.

But this day, Li Qiu has not slept yet.

He was wearing pajamas, sitting in the living room on the first floor without turning on the TV.

There was only one light turned on in the room, Yan An was startled by him, changed his shoes and walked to him, wrapped his arms around Li Qiu's waist, and put a light touch on the side of his face: "Brother, why don't you rest? "

"I miss you." Li Qiu lightly stroked Yan An's face, "Do you want to do it?"

Although Li Qiu was not shy about expressing his emotions, he was surprisingly reserved about this matter. If Yan An hadn't taken the initiative, he wouldn't have asked for it at all.It was the first time Yan An heard him say that, his eyes suddenly burst into light of joy, and the hands around him tightened bit by bit.

But at the next moment, he frowned and asked, "Why do you want it all of a sudden? Are you unhappy?"

"Happy." Li Qiu unbuttoned him and said, "I'm so happy."

Only then did Yan An smell the alcohol on Li Qiu's body.

Although it was faint, he still noticed it.Yan An paused and asked, "Have you been drinking?"

Li Qiu: "Yes."

"You're abnormal." Yan An grabbed Li Qiu's hand that continued to shake, "Stop for a while and tell me what's wrong, okay?"

Impatient, Li Qiu blocked Yan An's lips that were about to speak again.

He vaguely said: "Can you please, you are like an old lady, if you can't, then don't do it this month."

...Yan An pressed the twitching eyebrows, no longer trying to reason with the drunkard, picked up Li Qiu, and brought him to the bedroom.

Li Qiu cooperated unexpectedly this time, playing more crazily than him.When Yan An carried him to the bathroom to wash, he pestered him again in front of the mirror.

He finally lost his energy and squinted sleepily.Yan An adjusted the water temperature and carried him into the bathtub, pecking at the corner of his eyes: "Why are you crazy?"

Hearing this, Li Qiu raised his eyelids, stretched out his hand and dragged his hand to rub against his face.

"I love you," he said, "always, always."

Yan An's movements suddenly stopped.

His chest heaved violently twice, and when he looked at Li Qiu again, his eyes were slightly watery.

"I love you too, brother."

……

Li Qiu felt that he had to do something to vent his emotions.

Such a thick book, so many years, so many years... How did Yan An survive those days that were destined to be hopeless?

He wants to love, he wants to love madly, to party all night.Only in this way, only in this way, can he regain some truth, and also feel the illusion that he has never been separated from Yan An in the raging pleasure.

He embraced him, pleasing each other, and being extremely lingering.After climbing to the top, Li Qiu's mind seemed to have fireworks exploding, and suddenly he remembered Yan An's diary.

"This is the last page of this book.

It seemed like yesterday when he gave me this gift.

I have fantasized about my time with him countless times, but the dreams always end badly.

I watched him get married, saw his children and grandchildren, and watched him grow old... I experienced his life personally, as a bystander.

I struggled to wake up, staring at the ceiling in a daze.He's always going to get married, and I'm going to move out of this house sooner or later.After that, when he thought of the word 'home', he thought of him and another person.

Thinking about it this way, I feel that the time I am living with him now is the happiest time in my life.

At least I can make breakfast and wake him up.In a few years, maybe I won't even have this chance.

I feel more and more paranoid, paranoid too much.I can't imagine that such a person will appear in his life in the future and easily replace me.

And that's clearly what I've worked hard for.

He kissed me, when he was drunk.The next day he forgot all about it and was going to meet another woman, and I got mad and had a big fight with him.

Just the blind date is driving me crazy.What about getting married?

I want to tie him up and lock him in a room where it's just me and him, and he can only be with me.

But I don't want to hurt him, I don't want to disappoint him, I don't want to make him sad.

I'm going crazy.Sooner or later I will leave him, or I will go crazy.

do you know what i'm thinkingYou don't need to know anything.

I love you. "

The last blank space on the page is filled with the words 'Li Qiu'.

At the moment of embracing and kissing, Li Qiu said softly: I love you, I know.

The warm water slapped against the pinna, Li Qiu fell asleep leaning against Yan An.

☆、Fantasy Three Blues

The first time Lantiao met Chen Ci was in the kiosk next to the garden of the Chen residence.

He was wearing a light brown suit with straps, holding a football in his right hand, his black and white eyes stared at him unblinkingly, with a bad expression on his face.

The child was born white and clean, like a cute little doll under the sun.Blue tune found a piece of skin on his knee, which was slowly oozing blood, and was about to help him deal with it, but before he got close, the boy quickly avoided, turned and ran away.

Blues was still a youth that year and came here with his mentor.The hostess of Chen's house suffers from severe bipolar disorder, so she has no choice but to seek help from this internationally renowned psychologist.

The patient has requested in advance that no one else can be left in the room during the consultation.Under the arrangement of the housekeeper, Lan Tiao took a walk in the garden to kill time.

In the summer afternoon, there was just a light rain, and a bright rainbow was faintly seen in the blue sky.Florence stretches its flower branches, and there are still a few taels of rain and dew on the blooming petals.

There was a faint fragrance of flowers from the tip of the nose, Lan Tiao took a sip of tea and looked back, seeing the sun shining on the child's light chestnut hair.

Bored left and right, he took a second look and used a few key words to draw a character profile for him.

A guarded, withdrawn, rich young master who doesn't like to laugh.

Blues' mentor is well-known, and he appreciates his talents in the field of psychology, so it is not uncommon for him to take him in and out of such celebrities' residences.It didn't take long for the incident to be forgotten by the Blues.

At that time, he only thought it was an ordinary consultation, and he and this boy just met by chance, and they would never want to see each other again.But he didn't expect that three years later, he would set foot on this land again.

The difference is that this time he came by himself.

And his patient, the boy with light chestnut hair.

He looks colder than he did three years ago, unsmiling and refusing to communicate with others.Lan Tiao lived in Chen's house, and getting along with him day and night only got him to say a few more words.

After being together day and night for a long time, Lan Tiao suddenly discovered something strange that he hadn't noticed in the past week—the woman who was plagued by manic depression in the past was gone.

He keenly believes that this has something to do with the current situation of Chen Ci.

This is not a secret that cannot be disclosed.After asking around, Blues pieced together all the known information to restore his entire childhood.

He wrote many plans in a notebook with a pencil, deduced and demonstrated constantly, and finally came up with a nearly perfect solution.

At sunset, he leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows and wrote the last word. He breathed a sigh of relief, and a contented smile formed on the corners of his lips.

——He likes the deduction process and writes the analysis process on paper, which makes him very practical and has a sense of accomplishment.

When the last rays of the setting sun were about to disappear from the horizon, he knocked on Chen Ci's door.

"Want to go out and have a look?" Blue said in a brisk tone. "There is a beach in the western suburbs. It has just been opened recently. At night, you can pick up a lot of seafood and watch a bonfire show."

Chen Ci's eyes loosened for the first time in many days.

After a while, he finally spoke. His voice was a little hoarse, and his tone was undisguisedly confused: "Why?"

"There's no reason." Blues reached out to him, "Let's go?"

This is the first time he has not communicated with him as a doctor.

Chen Ci hesitated for a moment, then let go of his half-stretched hand: "No, I..."

"Come with me, okay?" Lan Tuo smiled gently, and inadvertently took half a step forward to narrow the distance between the two, "Mr. Chen is on a business trip and won't be back for a while. Zhang and I Mom said hello, and they all thought it was the same as usual, and no one would know what we were up to."

He deliberately avoided the word 'treatment'.Chen Ci flinched, looked up at him with complicated emotions, but met a pair of smiling eyes.

Chen Ci paused, turned his head away for an instant, and concealed all his emotions.

That hand finally rested on Lan Tuo's hand.

Blues didn't drive away the car in the garage, but drove the motorcycle all the way.

The modified Harley-Davidson starship has a gorgeous appearance and superior performance.When he was young, he was fond of drag racing. After buying back this unique locomotive that he transformed from his cousin, he regarded it as a treasure and treasured it for many years.

The locomotive sank after the sunset