I was attacked by the cubs raised
Chapter 77 (1)
After getting off the ferris wheel and walking about ten meters away, Li Qiu suddenly stopped and looked back.As night falls, the colorful lights outside the Ferris wheel are lit up one after another, becoming the most conspicuous place in the entire amusement park.The moment he turned back, the lights just turned on, and the attention of the surrounding tourists fell on the Ferris wheel that suddenly lit up.Li Qiu stopped and watched for a while, and suddenly felt Yan An touch his hand.
With the back of his hand against the back of his hand, Yan An moved slightly, and then took Li Qiu's hand.The tactile sensation of the ring on his hand is unusually obvious, making Li Qiu a little dazed.
He didn't resist, and let Yan An lead him forward.
They didn't speak to each other, they just walked in silence.The laughter of the pedestrians beside him reached the eardrums.Countless people passed by them, and countless people had happy smiles on their faces.No one noticed if they were holding hands, no one cared about their relationship, no one cared.
Everyone has their own life, no one will care so much.
Li Qiu suddenly felt relieved.He turned his head slightly to look at Yan An, and saw the young man's lips curled up slightly, his brows soft.He instantly noticed Li Qiu's gaze, turned his head and looked at him, his expression became more gentle under the flickering neon lights.
He met Yan An's gaze, and his palms were sweating.
His eyes moved down and landed on the hand held by Yan An.Li Qiu lowered his head and shook his hand.
So fingers intertwined.
No one spoke, and they enjoyed a moment of silence among the crowd, sweet and tacit understanding.
"Brother, do you want candied haws?"
His tone rose and he was very happy.Li Qiu's heart missed half a beat, and he squeezed his hand: "En."
Yan An led Li Qiu to the stall and bought a bunch.The red hawthorn wrapped in the sugar shell looks crystal clear under the dim yellow light.
He brought candied haws to Li Qiu's mouth: "Try."
Li Qiu reached out to take it, but Yan An moved away and shook his head: "I'll feed you."
... really tired.
Li Qiu rolled his eyes at him, held his hand slightly, but still compromised, and opened his mouth to bite off a piece.
Yan An kept looking at him with a smile, and seeing him eating, asked, "Is it delicious?"
"not bad."
Yan An glanced at him, nodded, and ate one himself.
"Well, it's delicious."
"Then go back and buy another string?"
Yan An shook his head: "Others are not as delicious."
Li Qiu scolded with a smile: "Come on, you."
Stop and go all the way, eat only one left.Yan An brought the bamboo stick to his mouth as usual, Li Qiu unceremoniously took the last one away.
They walked aimlessly, unknowingly there were only a few street lights on the street, and there was no one on the road.
Yan An glanced at Li Qiu, his Adam's apple rolled.Li Qiu happened to raise his head to meet his gaze, with mud still on the corner of his lips.Yan An stared at him for half a second, then suddenly pushed him against the wall with all his strength, bowing his head and asking for a kiss.Li Qiu was startled, but still cooperated with him to respond.
Yan An effortlessly pried open his lips and teeth, and attacked the city.The faint hawthorn fragrance lingers on the tip of their tongues, with a sweet aftertaste.After the kiss, Yan An rubbed his head against his neck, and smiled extremely contentedly: "The last one is really the best, so sweet—I mean candied haws."
"Fuck you." Li Qiu said angrily.
He tidied up his slightly wrinkled clothes, glared at him, but let him turn around and walk back holding his hand.As soon as he turned around, he froze - a figure stood not far away, facing them, for an unknown how long.
Then dimmed the light, and he could barely see the appearance of that person.
The other party seemed to have noticed that Li Qiu saw her, and took a step back, but seemed to not know whether to leave or not, and stopped in place for a while.
Li Qiu knew that she had seen clearly, so he took a deep breath: "Xiao Ran?"
Cheng Ran was thinking whether he should leave first, when Li Qiu called him out of nowhere, his heart skipped a beat: "Ah, brother Li, brother Li."
In Li Qiu's heart, there was a kind of panic in his heart, which was similar to a puppy love being discovered by his relatives. He subconsciously let go of Yan An's hand, but the other party held him tighter. Li Qiu tried to shake it slightly twice but couldn't break free.Cheng Ran was not far away from them, so he naturally saw Li Qiu's small movements.She asked with some embarrassment, "Is this... Yan An?"
With Cheng Ran's back against the light, Li Qiu couldn't see her expression clearly.He stretched out his other hand to forcibly separate Yan An's hand from his own. This time Yan An didn't use any force, and almost immediately let go of his own initiative.Li Qiu walked a few steps towards Cheng Ran, but didn't dare to walk in front of her: "Yes."
"Are you back?" These words were addressed to Yan An.
Yan An stood at the place where Li Qiu let go of his hand at first: "Yes."
"You, you..."
"Xiao Ran, are you coming to play alone?" Li Qiu suddenly spoke and interrupted her.
"No, I came here with my friends." Cheng Ran remembered something, and suddenly explained, "I just think it's very interesting to see the Ferris wheel from here, no, no..."
"Well, it's so late, it's not safe to go alone in the dark, go find your friends."
"Oh, good." Cheng Ran stammered and ran away in a hurry.
Li Qiu kept watching her leave until that figure gradually disappeared from sight.He suddenly remembered the way Cheng Ran looked at Yan An when he was leaving, and suddenly felt powerless—this time, she really saw it.
He may not care about strangers, but what will his relatives and friends think of them?
Will Cheng Xue know?Would Cheng Xue think they were offensive?
Once the thoughts diverged, they couldn't help falling on Li Lin.Li Qiu frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly felt that he was worrying unfoundedly.Now that they are all together, it will be a matter of time before they know about it - can he keep it a secret for the rest of his life?
Besides, since he already dared to go against Li Lin's last wish, why should he be afraid of the eyes of his relatives and friends?
Definitely, Yan An can't be sad anymore.
Thinking of this, Li Qiu suddenly realized that Yan An had not made a sound for a long time.When he looked back, Yan An was standing where he was, with something dangling from his lips. The light was too dim and he could only see a little bit of sparks.
Li Qiu was startled: "Are you smoking?"
He quickly walked up to Yan An: "Do you know how to smoke?"
Yan looked at him quietly.
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Didn't I say it's bad for your health, and you should smoke less." Li Qiu reached out to take the cigarette away, and said happily, "Okay, you, is this mine that was confiscated last time?"
He put out the cigarette, during which Yan An kept looking at him coldly.Li Qiu felt something was wrong, and took the initiative to hold his hand, but Yan An avoided it.
"what happened to you?"
Yan An looked at him condescendingly: "Just now, why did you let go of my hand?"
Li Qiu made a move.In fact, he didn't know why, it was just a subconscious action.He explained: "No, it was too sudden. When Nier came out, I was taken aback. I subconsciously..."
Yan An looked at him, and the last little smile disappeared.His eyes were cold and his face was sarcasm: "So, in your subconscious mind, I still can't see the light, or do you want to change the topic and dismiss others?"
Li Qiu opened his mouth, not knowing how to speak.
"Brother, Li Qiu, how many times is this? You let go of my hand, over and over again."
"No, I..." Li Qiu grabbed his hand, "I need some time to build up my mind, do you understand me? I just haven't adapted yet."
"Not used to it? Being with me, does it take you to do such a long time of psychological construction?" Yan An's chest heaved violently twice.He understood Li Qiu's meaning, but deliberately misinterpreted his original intention, venting out all the negative emotions after the reunion, in order to alleviate the physical and mental pain at this moment.
"You know I don't mean that, I... um!"
Yan An finally couldn't take it anymore, and pulled Li Qiu closer and kissed him.
Li Qiu knew that he made a mistake first, and cooperated with him well at the beginning, until Yan An dragged him into an uninhabited street corner.There is not even a light here, it is pitch black, the eyes cannot see, but other senses are more acute.Li Qiu felt Yan An kiss him, bit his lip, unbuttoned his coat, and lifted the hem of his jacket.
His movements can be described as violent, Li Qiu felt those hands wandering around him, and they were about to take off his clothes, no matter how dull Li Qiu was, he understood what Yan An was going to do, and turned his head to avoid his kiss: "Are you crazy?"
Yan An didn't respond, straightened his head and kissed him deeply.
Li Qiu heard someone's voice in a daze, and hurriedly said: "Someone is here, restrain yourself!"
But he didn't want Yan An to stop speaking and hug him even tighter.
Li Qiu is indeed not afraid of people discovering his sexual orientation, but he is also a person with a sense of shame, no matter what, he can't hug and gnaw in front of others.He bit Yan An hard, and the latter took half a step back in pain.
There was a bloody smell in the mouth.Li Qiu wiped the corner of his mouth: "Listen to my explanation carefully, I know I have ignored your feelings these days, but..."
Yan An stepped forward and hugged him again.
Crazy, really crazy.He finally understood, this unlucky stunned young man didn't intend to listen to his explanation!
Yan An ignored him, and his movements became more reckless and bold.Li Qiu saw that he looked like he wanted to do something if he couldn't get in, so he finally got angry and kicked him.
Yan An didn't dodge or dodge, but became more violent.Li Qiu couldn't take it anymore and punched him.
The force of that punch was not even as heavy as that of the kick, but it landed on his stomach impartially.Yan An snorted and stopped moving.
"Can you talk now?"
However, Yan An still ignored him.He squatted down slowly, looking pained.
Li Qiu immediately sensed something was wrong: "What's wrong?"
He touched Yan An's forehead, and unexpectedly felt a lot of sweat: "Why are you uncomfortable? Did I hurt you just now?"
Yan An took two deep breaths and shook his head.He slowed down, stood up with Li Qiu's support, and suddenly exerted force to press him against the wall.
Li Qiu didn't know what happened to him, and let him imprison himself in the corner.However, Yan An didn't do anything, just hugged him.
Li Qiu hugged him back: "I'll take you to the hospital, okay? Xiao An, let's go to the hospital right away, okay?"
Yan An didn't respond. Suddenly, he asked without beginning or end: "Do you know why I left at that time? Do you know why I haven't looked for you for six years?"
"Because I am afraid that I will never forget you and do more extreme things to you." Yan An took a deep breath, "It took me six years to learn how to restrain myself better... I have been paying attention to your recent situation , knowing that you are living well in Qiyang, at least the material life will definitely not be bad, but what is the result?!"
"Do you know what I thought when I saw that mess? You said you were just busy and didn't have time to clean up, so what about the past six years? Is it really a coincidence that I came here? It's really just that I just happened to meet Is it? Do you live like this every year? If so, then I might as well stick to you all the time, at least I can, absolutely, and I won’t let you live that kind of life!"
Li Qiu hugged his hand tightly.The pain in Yan An's stomach was overwhelming, making him break out in a cold sweat.He bit Li Qiu's shoulder as if venting, and his strength could be felt through several layers of cloth.
He didn't let go of his mouth until he felt that his teeth were acidic: "But you never gave me a chance, you always let go of my hand! I really hate you...I really want to bite you to death."
"Little lunatic." Li Qiu patted him, hugged him tightly, "I was wrong. Bite it baby, and tell brother after biting, what's uncomfortable, okay?"
Yan An was made a little helpless by his coaxing tone to the child, but was delighted by the word "baby", and the pain was relieved a bit: "It's just a stomachache, and it's gone now. It's been there recently, it's not your problem."
Li Qiu was naturally impatient, but Yan An's expression had returned to normal, and he refused to say more, only explaining that he was busy and forgot to eat recently.Li Qiu could only tell him a few words, but he still couldn't let go, so he asked him to go check it out with him tomorrow.
The exit of the park can be seen after crossing two small streets from this place, and they found the car parked outside after a while.Li Qiu fastened his seat belt, and glanced at Yan An worriedly, but saw that his eyes were closed tightly, and cold sweat was dripping from his forehead.
"Xiao An?!"
☆、Man is free because of love
Yan An curled up on the seat, his face was frighteningly pale.Li Qiu drove all the way to the nearest hospital, almost running a red light.
While waiting outside the emergency room, Li Qiu called Xie Cheng.Xie Cheng's family was close to the hospital, so he hurried over when he heard the news: "What's the situation now?"
Li Qiu stared at the red light outside the emergency room, and shook his head.
"No, wasn't he all right when I met him two days ago? What happened to him?"
Li Qiu pressed the frowning brows together: "He said he had a stomachache, I don't know the specifics, but I punched him, I don't know if it's because of this..."
Before he finished speaking, Xie Cheng called out: "You! Why are you beating him? You, is there anything you can't talk about properly!"
Li Qiu looked at Xie Cheng, opened his mouth, but still didn't speak.
Suddenly, the door of the emergency room opened.Li Qiu stood up suddenly and rushed to the doctor: "Doctor, how is he?"
"Are you Yan An's family?"
Li Qiu nodded.
He handed the form in his hand to Li Qiu: "Please sign it."
Li Qiu's heart skipped a beat, he took the paper and looked at it, but found that he couldn't understand the meaning of each word, so he asked: "This, what is this?"
"medical crisis notice."
Li Qiu's legs went limp, and he staggered two steps back.Xie Cheng quickly supported him.Li Qiu ignored it and stared at Yan An's name on it.
"Please sign it quickly."
Li Qiu grabbed the doctor's arm: "Doctor, doctor, did you make the wrong order? He just has a stomachache. How could it be so serious?!"
"He is a complication of gastritis, and the patient's condition during the operation is not very good." The doctor urged, "Hemorrhagic shock, we are working hard to rescue."
Li Qiu wanted to say something else, but Xie Cheng grabbed his shoulders and shook him fiercely: "Hurry up and sign, don't delay the rescue!"
Only then did Li Qiu come back to his senses, and immediately signed his name on the bottom.
After writing the word "Li Qiu", his hands were still shaking.Xie Cheng helped him to the seat and sat down, during which Li Qiu kept looking at the closed door of the emergency room, his eyes were red.
Xie Cheng couldn't hold it back, sighed, and hugged him: "It's okay, we little Anji people have their own talents, so we will definitely be fine."
It was only when he met Li Qiu that Xie Cheng felt the abnormality on Li Qiu's body - he moved his lips, sweat ran down his hair, and his whole body trembled slightly.
Xie Cheng: "Pear? Li Qiu?!"
Li Qiu didn't respond, and it took a long time before he spoke: "I hit him...it was me..."
His voice was hoarse, and his vocal cords seemed to be torn out of thin air.Xie Cheng hugged him tighter, and said cautiously: "He will be fine, don't blame yourself, ah?"
Li Qiu suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at Xie Cheng, his eyes were so red that they could bleed, filled with pain: "Do you know why?"
Xie Cheng looked into Li Qiu's eyes, faintly feeling that he was about to know an extremely important secret.
Li Qiu took a deep breath, and suddenly said without beginning or end: "We are together."
After he finished speaking, he continued to remain silent. Xie Cheng struggled to digest his meaning by himself, and began to wonder if there was something wrong with his ears, and then spoke with difficulty: "Pear..."
"You heard it right, and I said it right, we are together." Li Qiu said, "That's what you thought it meant."
... Xie Cheng swallowed his saliva.
Li Qiu didn't receive Xie Cheng's response, so he sat up straight and spoke on his own.He finished talking about himself and Yan An by himself, and because his spirit was on the verge of collapse, the narrative was upside down and extremely chaotic.
"You think it's weird? I'm a man, so is he, and he's still my younger brother. But even if I like him, there's nothing I can do about it." Li Qiu suddenly opened up, speaking very fast, "Whatever you think of it I, I only want him in my life, I don't care what other people think and I don't care, as long as he is good, I don't care what grandma thinks of me!"
Xie Cheng suddenly took a breath, grabbed Li Qiu's shoulders, and let him lean on himself: "Okay, I got it. You are capable. You have kept such a big matter from me for so long. You are really good at it. Have you ever treated me like a brother?" ?”
He took out the wallet from his pocket and put it in Li Qiu's hand: "I know you didn't bring enough money. It contains my bank card and change, and the password is my birthday. After the operation, Xiao An must be hospitalized, right? Don't worry too much." Then go home and pick it up, stay with him well, and use my money first."
Li Qiu looked at the wallet in a daze for a long time, and finally closed his eyes: "Cheng Zi, thank you."
They sat outside for a long time when the green light of the emergency room suddenly turned on.Li Qiu stood up suddenly and rushed forward.A few nurses came out pushing the hospital bed, Li Qiu took a quick look at Yan An, who was hanging on the bottle, with his eyes closed.
The chief surgeon followed behind, saw Li Qiu, and said, "Don't worry, the operation was a success. You can be transferred to the general ward after 24 hours of observation in the ICU."
At this point, Li Qiu's hanging heart finally fell to the ground.Xie Cheng stood beside him, watching Yan An being pushed into the intensive care unit: "Look, I said he will be fine."
It was early morning at this time, Li Qiu still remembered Yan An in his heart, and refused to rest no matter what.Xie Cheng had no choice but to go out and buy him some food, forcing him to finish eating.
Li Qiu seemed to haggard a lot overnight, Xie Cheng looked at him, and suddenly sighed: "You say you, why do you take care of everything by yourself?"
Li Qiu swallowed the last bite of bread, and smiled wryly: "How dare I tell you this kind of thing?"
Xie Cheng thought for a while, then suddenly said: "Lizi, Xiao An six years ago... Was it also because of this?"
When Yan An woke up, it was already daylight.As soon as the anesthetic wears off, there is pain from the wound.Yan An frowned and looked around, seeing Li Qiu standing beside him: "Are you awake?"
Yan An had woken up several times before, but she was always in a daze and unconscious.Seeing that he was fully awake, Li Qiu hurriedly pressed the nurse's bell.After the doctor checked that there was nothing serious, Li Qiu moistened his lips with a cotton swab: "Say as little as possible."
Yan An hummed, his voice was a little hoarse when he first spoke: "How long have I been asleep?"
"day and a half."
Xie Cheng came in just in time, seeing that Yan An was awake, he put the thermos box on the table: "Xiao An, are you feeling better?"
Seeing Xie Cheng, Yan An was a little surprised, but still nodded: "It's much better."
"The chicken soup I just stewed, let your brother feed you later." Xie Chengchao Yan'an finished speaking, then lightly kicked Li Qiu's calf, "Hey, did you hear that?"
Li Qiu's eyes fell on Yan An, and he said casually: "I heard it."
He looked at Yan An's pale lips, full of pity.Li Qiu raised his hand to straighten Yan An's somewhat messy hair, then leaned over and kissed him lightly on the corner of his lips.
Yan An's eyes suddenly widened.
This kiss is more distressing and comforting, and it touches the point.The soft touch on Yan An's lips was still there, his eyes met Xie Cheng's, and he hurriedly staggered away, feeling extremely flustered deep in his heart.
Li Qiu knew what he was thinking just by looking at his appearance, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I know everything."
Yan An's expression was rarely astonished.Li Qiu stretched out his hand to hold his hand: "It's time to introduce you to them. I don't have many friends, and you all know those people. Let's see each other in a few days?"
Yan An understood what he said, and his eyes were slightly red.
"But let's talk about it first, let's forget about those in the company. Anyway, I'm not familiar with it, so there's no need."
"...What if they know? Are you afraid?"
"I'm afraid, are they qualified enough for business? Do they need to pay so much attention to the private life of the leader?" Li Qiu raised his eyebrows, "I can't fall in love seriously? Do I have to dedicate my youth to Boss Chen's great cause?"
Yan An was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes gradually became moist.Li Qiu looked at him with a smile, but tears gradually leaked from his eyes.Xie Cheng hated this kind of scene the most, and slapped Li Qiu hard on the back: "You dog, if you want to talk, talk about it by yourself, show it in front of me, and smell the smell of the room yourself, it's sour!" Is it not sour, is it stinky?"
Xie Cheng made such a fuss, and the originally heavy atmosphere improved a lot.Yan An rested for a while after eating something, and it was already afternoon.Xie Cheng still has something to do, he has already left, leaving only Li Qiu.
Li Qiu was sitting and reading the newspaper, when he saw that he woke up, he said, "Take a good rest this week, I'll take sick leave for you, don't worry about anything else."
Yan An nodded, and was about to say something, but Li Qiu closed the newspaper and put it aside, Xing Shi asked, "The doctor said that your gastritis didn't happen in a day or two, so have you taken good care of yourself?"
...Yan An suddenly yawned, closed his eyes and pretended to be dead.
Li Qiu: "Come on, you, if you don't make it clear to me, this matter won't end - don't you eat well again? Don't go to see it if you feel uncomfortable?"
"Brother, I was wrong, okay?" Yan An said, "I won't do it in the future."
Li Qiu let out a long breath, glared at him, and ignored him.He reached for the newspaper, still thinking about what happened before.When Yan An was sleeping, he kept thinking about how he had lived these years.Although Yan An said it lightly, but a young man who started from scratch has developed into this in such a short period of time, one can imagine the sweat he put in afterwards.
Li Qiu suddenly remembered that Yan An also had stomach pains when he was a child, was his stomach bad then?Why hasn't he noticed Yan An's discomfort?
He suddenly understood Yan An's mood that night when he said that he saw the mess at home.
When you love someone, you are destined to miss everything about him, and you want to spend the rest of your life with him and live a good life with him in this world.
Li Qiu got up, squatted and held Yan An's hand: "If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. But don't do this in the future, okay? We will walk together for many years, you take care of your stomach, and I quit smoking , okay?"
"You didn't listen to me telling you to smoke less before, why did you take the initiative to quit this time?"
Li Qiu thought about it seriously, and then said: "Because I want to live a healthy life and be with you."
Yan An stared at him blankly, then smiled suddenly, and let Li Qiu stretch out his hand to caress his cheek: "That's good."
The breeze blows, blowing the curtains.Yan An suddenly remembered that when he was taking care of Li Qiu one year, there was also such a gust of wind that lifted the light blue curtains.His elder brother was bathed in the sun, his brows and eyes were lowered, and his expression was rarely peaceful.
At that time, he was still young and still ignorant, looking at his brother's bright smile covered in gold by the sun, there was only one thought in his mind——
He wants to spend his life with this person.
is complete.
☆, since then he has a home
Yan An was hospitalized for a week, and under his supervision, he took good care of him for two days. Li Qiu allowed him to go to work after he had almost recovered.He was frightened to death by Yan An's illness before. Although it was not dangerous, it also made him pay attention to Yan An's three meals a day. He specially asked someone to find a nutritionist to prepare the recipe and give it to Li A restaurant near Yan'an's company delivered meals to Yan'an according to the above.
There is nothing serious about Li Qiu's side, and it can run in an orderly manner without him.Li Qiu simply asked for a statement, and asked for a fake.Chen Ci sat at the desk wearing gold-rimmed glasses, and gave him a half-smile.
Regarding the things about Li Qiu and Yan An in the company, he has always turned a blind eye to them, and even out of a certain psychology, he even deliberately matched them up.Li Qiu never takes a break no matter how tired he is, and this time he will take the entire annual leave. Chen Ci naturally knows who he is, and he neither agrees nor refuses: "You are in charge of personnel affairs, and you know the process of applying for leave, right? What about the leave note?"
"Oh, wait." Li Qiu took a piece of paper from his desk, picked up a pen and quickly wrote a scrawled and extremely insincere note.
Chen Ci glanced at the leave note he put on his desk: "There is no reason to ask for leave, no approval."
"Then help me add it." Li Qiu said, "Well, let's write that the thousand-year-old iron tree is blooming, and I am busy falling in love and starting a family."
...well, it rhymes.The corners of Chen Ci's mouth twitched, trying to ignore Li Qiu's unreasonable words: "Okay, let's take your leave."
Li Qiu responded, and when he was about to walk out the door, Chen Ci stopped him: "Xiao Li."
"how?"
Chen Ci took off his glasses and looked up at him: "Congratulations."
Li Qiu was startled, then smiled, "Thank you."
When Yan An was hospitalized before, Li Qiu told him about reintroducing him.In this matter, Li Qiu's ability to act was unexpectedly high. After coming out of Chen Ci's office, he first brought a gift and drove to Cheng Xue's house.
Cheng Ran lives and studies in university, and occasionally comes back on weekends. Today, there are only Cheng Xue and Cheng Shuo at home.The husband and wife knew that he was coming, so they prepared a large table of meals in advance.
After drinking for three rounds, it is inevitable to talk about personal issues.Cheng Shuo clinked glasses with him: "Xiao Li, you are so old now, is it time to consider finding a girlfriend to settle down?"
Li Qiu's obedient words just came to his lips, thought for a while, and said: "Well, I've been thinking about this recently."
"Oh? Has someone chosen?"
Thinking of Yan An, the corners of Li Qiu's mouth turned up, and he nodded: "I came here today to talk about this with you."
"Good thing." Cheng Xue said, "When will you bring it back for me to meet? If you like it, it must be the first one."
Li Qiu: "He's very good. I planned to bring him to see you, but I still think I should come over to say hello to you two first."
"Oh, why are you taking one bite at a time? You really don't think I'm a sister?" Cheng Xue brought him something to eat, "I came here early, because I'm afraid that my sister and brother-in-law will bully others?"
"Impossible." Li Qiu slowly closed his smile, and his face became serious, "Sister, brother-in-law, let me tell you something, maybe you can't accept it——I made a boyfriend."
Cheng Xue's smile froze for an instant, and even Cheng Shuo froze when he picked up the vegetables.Li Qiu had a panoramic view of all these, and slightly retracted his left hand hidden under the dining table.
After a while, Cheng Xue picked up another piece of meat for him: "Even if it's a boy, let us meet you."
Cheng Shuo sighed, and filled Li Qiu's glass with wine: "We have to go this way... Really. Your sister is right, bring him over next time and let my brother check it out for you."
Li Qiu trembled and looked at Cheng Shuo.
This man who has worked at the grassroots level for half his life has the most stubborn thoughts and the most conservative concepts.However, at this moment, he glared at Li Qiu angrily, and instantly lost his usual uncompromising appearance, and became a parent who learned to accommodate: "Don't look at me like that, can I still beat you up? Me and your sister I don’t even support you anymore, whose house will you and him go back to during the Chinese New Year?”
Li Qiu was silent for a long time, then suddenly stood up and bowed deeply to the two.
He was reluctant to remove Li Lin from the family's household registration book before, and he has been refusing to cancel her account. A year ago, the police called to inform Li Lin of the household registration problem, so he had to go to the police station twice to handle Li Lin's registration. Cancellation procedures.And just at that time, he made a mistake and figured out one thing that happened back then.
The monthly support that Cheng Xue had promised to him back then was actually not provided by the police station, but by herself.
13 years ago, Cheng Xue was young and beautiful, with a daughter who was in primary school, her life was not rich but warm enough;
Thirteen years later, the years have stained her temples with frost and left marks on her face.The daughter grows up and goes away, and life is still as plain as before.
It's just that such an ordinary woman, such a life that was so ordinary that it would never be recorded in history and remembered by everyone, reached out to the two teenagers at a certain moment and became a silent guardian of the two wandering lives. God.
It was late at night when I got home.The room was pitch black, Li Qiu changed his shoes drunkenly, and just as he was rubbing the switch to turn on the light, he was hugged suddenly: "Be honest, where have you been fooling around?"
Li Qiu hugged him, and kissed him in the dark with ease based on his memory.
"I had some drinks with my colleagues." Li Qiu laughed, stopped Yan An from reaching out to turn on the light, and took him to the sofa and threw him down, "Now, before my boyfriend comes back, I'm nervously taking the time to steal with you. Affection."
He directed and acted in a family ethics drama at [-] o'clock in the evening.Yan An actually got into the show too, frolicking with him for a while.The location of the affair was from the sofa to the balcony and then to the bathroom. It was about to wipe the gun away. Li Qiucai waved his hand, announcing the end of the evening, and the actors left on the spot. Each bed.
Yan An eats the marrow to know the taste, and eagerly wants to spend a little more time with him.Li Qiu ignored it, took a change of clothes and went to take a shower.
Li Qiu returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, stood by the window for a long time, walked to the bedside table, and picked up Li Lin's photo.
Li Qiu didn't dare to look at her these years, the photo frame had already accumulated dust, and the fingertips were scratched, and there was a lot of dust.He picked up a piece of paper and carefully wiped off the dust.
Li Lin smiled kindly and kindly.
Li Qiu couldn't help but think about their attitude when he told Cheng Xue and his wife about Yan An in the end.Apparently, the incident of "Li Qiu's boyfriend is actually his younger brother whom he has raised for so many years" has more impact than Li Qiu's own sexual orientation, Cheng Xue was obviously stunned for a long time.Li Qiu understood, after all, it was not so quick to accept this kind of thing, and it took him a long time to accept himself back then.
However, when Cheng Xue sent him away at the end, she still hugged him: "No matter what, this will always be your and Xiao An's home."
Family.
Since Li Lin passed away, he rarely had such sad moments.Yan An can bring the feelings of his family but cannot give him the care of his elders. However, Cheng Xue has the same magical power that reassures him like Li Lin, allowing him to have a moment to breathe and be vulnerable.
Weak and intelligent women silently build a strong enough backing for the children with their love.
Li Qiu thought for a while, and put the photo frame back on the table.
He took out his mobile phone and called Yan An.Yan An didn't sleep, and his voice was slightly confused: "Brother, what's wrong?"
Li Qiu: "Come here."
But within a minute Yan An appeared in his field of vision.Li Qiu glanced at him, and suddenly vacated a seat: "Suddenly remembered that I haven't slept with you for a long time."
Yan An was stunned for a moment.Li Qiu looked at him with a smile, and said concisely: "Come up."
After Yan An went to bed, Li Qiu turned the light to the minimum and kissed him gently under the dim light.All the love and indulgence turned into an undercurrent.
Yan An hugged him again with a deep understanding, kissed him reverently and begged for more.But this time, Li Qiu did not dodge.
The spring night was short, and the next day both of them slept until dawn at the same time.Li Qiu woke up in Yan An's arms, and found that the other party woke up at some point, and was staring at him intently, his eyes full of light.Li Qiu smiled slightly, raised his head and kissed him.
This kiss, Yan An, who had tasted it for the first time, couldn't control it, and pulled Li Qiuzai to think about the details of yesterday carefully, and didn't get up until the afternoon.
Yan An got up to put on his clothes, his back was covered with red marks, Li Qiu's face was blushing and his heart was pounding.He hurriedly looked away, but couldn't help but look at him, thinking, this is the person who will spend the rest of his life with him.
On the weekend, Li Qiu invited several relatives and friends to have a meal together.He and Yan An cooked the meal in person, and it was not extravagant and extremely low-key.During the dinner, Li Qiu also came out of the closet in an extremely low-key way, and by the way, introduced Yan An, the person he came out to everyone in a very low-key manner.
When Li Qiu said this, it was as if he was saying that he went out and bought two catties of cabbage today.When he heard this, Xie Chengzheng took a sip of his wine and spit it out. The remaining liquid in his mouth flowed back and almost choked him to death. He became the most high-profile person in this group.
In order to avoid being too sudden and unacceptable to everyone, Li Qiu revealed the inside information one by one after careful consideration.The people at this table are all his very close relatives and friends, they just don't know each other and everyone knows it.Xie Cheng was particularly exaggerated, looking at Li Qiu staring and coughing like he stole his wife.
Inexplicably, everyone laughed again, this coming out that Li Qiu thought might usher in a bloody storm came to an end like this.
Everyone had something to do, so they left one after another after eating lunch.Yan An was so excited, he kissed and gnawed Li Qiu in his arms for a long time, and when he wanted to use this force on the bed, Li Qiu suddenly stopped him: "Don't, we'll talk about it later, go with me first." indivual
With the back of his hand against the back of his hand, Yan An moved slightly, and then took Li Qiu's hand.The tactile sensation of the ring on his hand is unusually obvious, making Li Qiu a little dazed.
He didn't resist, and let Yan An lead him forward.
They didn't speak to each other, they just walked in silence.The laughter of the pedestrians beside him reached the eardrums.Countless people passed by them, and countless people had happy smiles on their faces.No one noticed if they were holding hands, no one cared about their relationship, no one cared.
Everyone has their own life, no one will care so much.
Li Qiu suddenly felt relieved.He turned his head slightly to look at Yan An, and saw the young man's lips curled up slightly, his brows soft.He instantly noticed Li Qiu's gaze, turned his head and looked at him, his expression became more gentle under the flickering neon lights.
He met Yan An's gaze, and his palms were sweating.
His eyes moved down and landed on the hand held by Yan An.Li Qiu lowered his head and shook his hand.
So fingers intertwined.
No one spoke, and they enjoyed a moment of silence among the crowd, sweet and tacit understanding.
"Brother, do you want candied haws?"
His tone rose and he was very happy.Li Qiu's heart missed half a beat, and he squeezed his hand: "En."
Yan An led Li Qiu to the stall and bought a bunch.The red hawthorn wrapped in the sugar shell looks crystal clear under the dim yellow light.
He brought candied haws to Li Qiu's mouth: "Try."
Li Qiu reached out to take it, but Yan An moved away and shook his head: "I'll feed you."
... really tired.
Li Qiu rolled his eyes at him, held his hand slightly, but still compromised, and opened his mouth to bite off a piece.
Yan An kept looking at him with a smile, and seeing him eating, asked, "Is it delicious?"
"not bad."
Yan An glanced at him, nodded, and ate one himself.
"Well, it's delicious."
"Then go back and buy another string?"
Yan An shook his head: "Others are not as delicious."
Li Qiu scolded with a smile: "Come on, you."
Stop and go all the way, eat only one left.Yan An brought the bamboo stick to his mouth as usual, Li Qiu unceremoniously took the last one away.
They walked aimlessly, unknowingly there were only a few street lights on the street, and there was no one on the road.
Yan An glanced at Li Qiu, his Adam's apple rolled.Li Qiu happened to raise his head to meet his gaze, with mud still on the corner of his lips.Yan An stared at him for half a second, then suddenly pushed him against the wall with all his strength, bowing his head and asking for a kiss.Li Qiu was startled, but still cooperated with him to respond.
Yan An effortlessly pried open his lips and teeth, and attacked the city.The faint hawthorn fragrance lingers on the tip of their tongues, with a sweet aftertaste.After the kiss, Yan An rubbed his head against his neck, and smiled extremely contentedly: "The last one is really the best, so sweet—I mean candied haws."
"Fuck you." Li Qiu said angrily.
He tidied up his slightly wrinkled clothes, glared at him, but let him turn around and walk back holding his hand.As soon as he turned around, he froze - a figure stood not far away, facing them, for an unknown how long.
Then dimmed the light, and he could barely see the appearance of that person.
The other party seemed to have noticed that Li Qiu saw her, and took a step back, but seemed to not know whether to leave or not, and stopped in place for a while.
Li Qiu knew that she had seen clearly, so he took a deep breath: "Xiao Ran?"
Cheng Ran was thinking whether he should leave first, when Li Qiu called him out of nowhere, his heart skipped a beat: "Ah, brother Li, brother Li."
In Li Qiu's heart, there was a kind of panic in his heart, which was similar to a puppy love being discovered by his relatives. He subconsciously let go of Yan An's hand, but the other party held him tighter. Li Qiu tried to shake it slightly twice but couldn't break free.Cheng Ran was not far away from them, so he naturally saw Li Qiu's small movements.She asked with some embarrassment, "Is this... Yan An?"
With Cheng Ran's back against the light, Li Qiu couldn't see her expression clearly.He stretched out his other hand to forcibly separate Yan An's hand from his own. This time Yan An didn't use any force, and almost immediately let go of his own initiative.Li Qiu walked a few steps towards Cheng Ran, but didn't dare to walk in front of her: "Yes."
"Are you back?" These words were addressed to Yan An.
Yan An stood at the place where Li Qiu let go of his hand at first: "Yes."
"You, you..."
"Xiao Ran, are you coming to play alone?" Li Qiu suddenly spoke and interrupted her.
"No, I came here with my friends." Cheng Ran remembered something, and suddenly explained, "I just think it's very interesting to see the Ferris wheel from here, no, no..."
"Well, it's so late, it's not safe to go alone in the dark, go find your friends."
"Oh, good." Cheng Ran stammered and ran away in a hurry.
Li Qiu kept watching her leave until that figure gradually disappeared from sight.He suddenly remembered the way Cheng Ran looked at Yan An when he was leaving, and suddenly felt powerless—this time, she really saw it.
He may not care about strangers, but what will his relatives and friends think of them?
Will Cheng Xue know?Would Cheng Xue think they were offensive?
Once the thoughts diverged, they couldn't help falling on Li Lin.Li Qiu frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly felt that he was worrying unfoundedly.Now that they are all together, it will be a matter of time before they know about it - can he keep it a secret for the rest of his life?
Besides, since he already dared to go against Li Lin's last wish, why should he be afraid of the eyes of his relatives and friends?
Definitely, Yan An can't be sad anymore.
Thinking of this, Li Qiu suddenly realized that Yan An had not made a sound for a long time.When he looked back, Yan An was standing where he was, with something dangling from his lips. The light was too dim and he could only see a little bit of sparks.
Li Qiu was startled: "Are you smoking?"
He quickly walked up to Yan An: "Do you know how to smoke?"
Yan looked at him quietly.
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Didn't I say it's bad for your health, and you should smoke less." Li Qiu reached out to take the cigarette away, and said happily, "Okay, you, is this mine that was confiscated last time?"
He put out the cigarette, during which Yan An kept looking at him coldly.Li Qiu felt something was wrong, and took the initiative to hold his hand, but Yan An avoided it.
"what happened to you?"
Yan An looked at him condescendingly: "Just now, why did you let go of my hand?"
Li Qiu made a move.In fact, he didn't know why, it was just a subconscious action.He explained: "No, it was too sudden. When Nier came out, I was taken aback. I subconsciously..."
Yan An looked at him, and the last little smile disappeared.His eyes were cold and his face was sarcasm: "So, in your subconscious mind, I still can't see the light, or do you want to change the topic and dismiss others?"
Li Qiu opened his mouth, not knowing how to speak.
"Brother, Li Qiu, how many times is this? You let go of my hand, over and over again."
"No, I..." Li Qiu grabbed his hand, "I need some time to build up my mind, do you understand me? I just haven't adapted yet."
"Not used to it? Being with me, does it take you to do such a long time of psychological construction?" Yan An's chest heaved violently twice.He understood Li Qiu's meaning, but deliberately misinterpreted his original intention, venting out all the negative emotions after the reunion, in order to alleviate the physical and mental pain at this moment.
"You know I don't mean that, I... um!"
Yan An finally couldn't take it anymore, and pulled Li Qiu closer and kissed him.
Li Qiu knew that he made a mistake first, and cooperated with him well at the beginning, until Yan An dragged him into an uninhabited street corner.There is not even a light here, it is pitch black, the eyes cannot see, but other senses are more acute.Li Qiu felt Yan An kiss him, bit his lip, unbuttoned his coat, and lifted the hem of his jacket.
His movements can be described as violent, Li Qiu felt those hands wandering around him, and they were about to take off his clothes, no matter how dull Li Qiu was, he understood what Yan An was going to do, and turned his head to avoid his kiss: "Are you crazy?"
Yan An didn't respond, straightened his head and kissed him deeply.
Li Qiu heard someone's voice in a daze, and hurriedly said: "Someone is here, restrain yourself!"
But he didn't want Yan An to stop speaking and hug him even tighter.
Li Qiu is indeed not afraid of people discovering his sexual orientation, but he is also a person with a sense of shame, no matter what, he can't hug and gnaw in front of others.He bit Yan An hard, and the latter took half a step back in pain.
There was a bloody smell in the mouth.Li Qiu wiped the corner of his mouth: "Listen to my explanation carefully, I know I have ignored your feelings these days, but..."
Yan An stepped forward and hugged him again.
Crazy, really crazy.He finally understood, this unlucky stunned young man didn't intend to listen to his explanation!
Yan An ignored him, and his movements became more reckless and bold.Li Qiu saw that he looked like he wanted to do something if he couldn't get in, so he finally got angry and kicked him.
Yan An didn't dodge or dodge, but became more violent.Li Qiu couldn't take it anymore and punched him.
The force of that punch was not even as heavy as that of the kick, but it landed on his stomach impartially.Yan An snorted and stopped moving.
"Can you talk now?"
However, Yan An still ignored him.He squatted down slowly, looking pained.
Li Qiu immediately sensed something was wrong: "What's wrong?"
He touched Yan An's forehead, and unexpectedly felt a lot of sweat: "Why are you uncomfortable? Did I hurt you just now?"
Yan An took two deep breaths and shook his head.He slowed down, stood up with Li Qiu's support, and suddenly exerted force to press him against the wall.
Li Qiu didn't know what happened to him, and let him imprison himself in the corner.However, Yan An didn't do anything, just hugged him.
Li Qiu hugged him back: "I'll take you to the hospital, okay? Xiao An, let's go to the hospital right away, okay?"
Yan An didn't respond. Suddenly, he asked without beginning or end: "Do you know why I left at that time? Do you know why I haven't looked for you for six years?"
"Because I am afraid that I will never forget you and do more extreme things to you." Yan An took a deep breath, "It took me six years to learn how to restrain myself better... I have been paying attention to your recent situation , knowing that you are living well in Qiyang, at least the material life will definitely not be bad, but what is the result?!"
"Do you know what I thought when I saw that mess? You said you were just busy and didn't have time to clean up, so what about the past six years? Is it really a coincidence that I came here? It's really just that I just happened to meet Is it? Do you live like this every year? If so, then I might as well stick to you all the time, at least I can, absolutely, and I won’t let you live that kind of life!"
Li Qiu hugged his hand tightly.The pain in Yan An's stomach was overwhelming, making him break out in a cold sweat.He bit Li Qiu's shoulder as if venting, and his strength could be felt through several layers of cloth.
He didn't let go of his mouth until he felt that his teeth were acidic: "But you never gave me a chance, you always let go of my hand! I really hate you...I really want to bite you to death."
"Little lunatic." Li Qiu patted him, hugged him tightly, "I was wrong. Bite it baby, and tell brother after biting, what's uncomfortable, okay?"
Yan An was made a little helpless by his coaxing tone to the child, but was delighted by the word "baby", and the pain was relieved a bit: "It's just a stomachache, and it's gone now. It's been there recently, it's not your problem."
Li Qiu was naturally impatient, but Yan An's expression had returned to normal, and he refused to say more, only explaining that he was busy and forgot to eat recently.Li Qiu could only tell him a few words, but he still couldn't let go, so he asked him to go check it out with him tomorrow.
The exit of the park can be seen after crossing two small streets from this place, and they found the car parked outside after a while.Li Qiu fastened his seat belt, and glanced at Yan An worriedly, but saw that his eyes were closed tightly, and cold sweat was dripping from his forehead.
"Xiao An?!"
☆、Man is free because of love
Yan An curled up on the seat, his face was frighteningly pale.Li Qiu drove all the way to the nearest hospital, almost running a red light.
While waiting outside the emergency room, Li Qiu called Xie Cheng.Xie Cheng's family was close to the hospital, so he hurried over when he heard the news: "What's the situation now?"
Li Qiu stared at the red light outside the emergency room, and shook his head.
"No, wasn't he all right when I met him two days ago? What happened to him?"
Li Qiu pressed the frowning brows together: "He said he had a stomachache, I don't know the specifics, but I punched him, I don't know if it's because of this..."
Before he finished speaking, Xie Cheng called out: "You! Why are you beating him? You, is there anything you can't talk about properly!"
Li Qiu looked at Xie Cheng, opened his mouth, but still didn't speak.
Suddenly, the door of the emergency room opened.Li Qiu stood up suddenly and rushed to the doctor: "Doctor, how is he?"
"Are you Yan An's family?"
Li Qiu nodded.
He handed the form in his hand to Li Qiu: "Please sign it."
Li Qiu's heart skipped a beat, he took the paper and looked at it, but found that he couldn't understand the meaning of each word, so he asked: "This, what is this?"
"medical crisis notice."
Li Qiu's legs went limp, and he staggered two steps back.Xie Cheng quickly supported him.Li Qiu ignored it and stared at Yan An's name on it.
"Please sign it quickly."
Li Qiu grabbed the doctor's arm: "Doctor, doctor, did you make the wrong order? He just has a stomachache. How could it be so serious?!"
"He is a complication of gastritis, and the patient's condition during the operation is not very good." The doctor urged, "Hemorrhagic shock, we are working hard to rescue."
Li Qiu wanted to say something else, but Xie Cheng grabbed his shoulders and shook him fiercely: "Hurry up and sign, don't delay the rescue!"
Only then did Li Qiu come back to his senses, and immediately signed his name on the bottom.
After writing the word "Li Qiu", his hands were still shaking.Xie Cheng helped him to the seat and sat down, during which Li Qiu kept looking at the closed door of the emergency room, his eyes were red.
Xie Cheng couldn't hold it back, sighed, and hugged him: "It's okay, we little Anji people have their own talents, so we will definitely be fine."
It was only when he met Li Qiu that Xie Cheng felt the abnormality on Li Qiu's body - he moved his lips, sweat ran down his hair, and his whole body trembled slightly.
Xie Cheng: "Pear? Li Qiu?!"
Li Qiu didn't respond, and it took a long time before he spoke: "I hit him...it was me..."
His voice was hoarse, and his vocal cords seemed to be torn out of thin air.Xie Cheng hugged him tighter, and said cautiously: "He will be fine, don't blame yourself, ah?"
Li Qiu suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at Xie Cheng, his eyes were so red that they could bleed, filled with pain: "Do you know why?"
Xie Cheng looked into Li Qiu's eyes, faintly feeling that he was about to know an extremely important secret.
Li Qiu took a deep breath, and suddenly said without beginning or end: "We are together."
After he finished speaking, he continued to remain silent. Xie Cheng struggled to digest his meaning by himself, and began to wonder if there was something wrong with his ears, and then spoke with difficulty: "Pear..."
"You heard it right, and I said it right, we are together." Li Qiu said, "That's what you thought it meant."
... Xie Cheng swallowed his saliva.
Li Qiu didn't receive Xie Cheng's response, so he sat up straight and spoke on his own.He finished talking about himself and Yan An by himself, and because his spirit was on the verge of collapse, the narrative was upside down and extremely chaotic.
"You think it's weird? I'm a man, so is he, and he's still my younger brother. But even if I like him, there's nothing I can do about it." Li Qiu suddenly opened up, speaking very fast, "Whatever you think of it I, I only want him in my life, I don't care what other people think and I don't care, as long as he is good, I don't care what grandma thinks of me!"
Xie Cheng suddenly took a breath, grabbed Li Qiu's shoulders, and let him lean on himself: "Okay, I got it. You are capable. You have kept such a big matter from me for so long. You are really good at it. Have you ever treated me like a brother?" ?”
He took out the wallet from his pocket and put it in Li Qiu's hand: "I know you didn't bring enough money. It contains my bank card and change, and the password is my birthday. After the operation, Xiao An must be hospitalized, right? Don't worry too much." Then go home and pick it up, stay with him well, and use my money first."
Li Qiu looked at the wallet in a daze for a long time, and finally closed his eyes: "Cheng Zi, thank you."
They sat outside for a long time when the green light of the emergency room suddenly turned on.Li Qiu stood up suddenly and rushed forward.A few nurses came out pushing the hospital bed, Li Qiu took a quick look at Yan An, who was hanging on the bottle, with his eyes closed.
The chief surgeon followed behind, saw Li Qiu, and said, "Don't worry, the operation was a success. You can be transferred to the general ward after 24 hours of observation in the ICU."
At this point, Li Qiu's hanging heart finally fell to the ground.Xie Cheng stood beside him, watching Yan An being pushed into the intensive care unit: "Look, I said he will be fine."
It was early morning at this time, Li Qiu still remembered Yan An in his heart, and refused to rest no matter what.Xie Cheng had no choice but to go out and buy him some food, forcing him to finish eating.
Li Qiu seemed to haggard a lot overnight, Xie Cheng looked at him, and suddenly sighed: "You say you, why do you take care of everything by yourself?"
Li Qiu swallowed the last bite of bread, and smiled wryly: "How dare I tell you this kind of thing?"
Xie Cheng thought for a while, then suddenly said: "Lizi, Xiao An six years ago... Was it also because of this?"
When Yan An woke up, it was already daylight.As soon as the anesthetic wears off, there is pain from the wound.Yan An frowned and looked around, seeing Li Qiu standing beside him: "Are you awake?"
Yan An had woken up several times before, but she was always in a daze and unconscious.Seeing that he was fully awake, Li Qiu hurriedly pressed the nurse's bell.After the doctor checked that there was nothing serious, Li Qiu moistened his lips with a cotton swab: "Say as little as possible."
Yan An hummed, his voice was a little hoarse when he first spoke: "How long have I been asleep?"
"day and a half."
Xie Cheng came in just in time, seeing that Yan An was awake, he put the thermos box on the table: "Xiao An, are you feeling better?"
Seeing Xie Cheng, Yan An was a little surprised, but still nodded: "It's much better."
"The chicken soup I just stewed, let your brother feed you later." Xie Chengchao Yan'an finished speaking, then lightly kicked Li Qiu's calf, "Hey, did you hear that?"
Li Qiu's eyes fell on Yan An, and he said casually: "I heard it."
He looked at Yan An's pale lips, full of pity.Li Qiu raised his hand to straighten Yan An's somewhat messy hair, then leaned over and kissed him lightly on the corner of his lips.
Yan An's eyes suddenly widened.
This kiss is more distressing and comforting, and it touches the point.The soft touch on Yan An's lips was still there, his eyes met Xie Cheng's, and he hurriedly staggered away, feeling extremely flustered deep in his heart.
Li Qiu knew what he was thinking just by looking at his appearance, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I know everything."
Yan An's expression was rarely astonished.Li Qiu stretched out his hand to hold his hand: "It's time to introduce you to them. I don't have many friends, and you all know those people. Let's see each other in a few days?"
Yan An understood what he said, and his eyes were slightly red.
"But let's talk about it first, let's forget about those in the company. Anyway, I'm not familiar with it, so there's no need."
"...What if they know? Are you afraid?"
"I'm afraid, are they qualified enough for business? Do they need to pay so much attention to the private life of the leader?" Li Qiu raised his eyebrows, "I can't fall in love seriously? Do I have to dedicate my youth to Boss Chen's great cause?"
Yan An was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes gradually became moist.Li Qiu looked at him with a smile, but tears gradually leaked from his eyes.Xie Cheng hated this kind of scene the most, and slapped Li Qiu hard on the back: "You dog, if you want to talk, talk about it by yourself, show it in front of me, and smell the smell of the room yourself, it's sour!" Is it not sour, is it stinky?"
Xie Cheng made such a fuss, and the originally heavy atmosphere improved a lot.Yan An rested for a while after eating something, and it was already afternoon.Xie Cheng still has something to do, he has already left, leaving only Li Qiu.
Li Qiu was sitting and reading the newspaper, when he saw that he woke up, he said, "Take a good rest this week, I'll take sick leave for you, don't worry about anything else."
Yan An nodded, and was about to say something, but Li Qiu closed the newspaper and put it aside, Xing Shi asked, "The doctor said that your gastritis didn't happen in a day or two, so have you taken good care of yourself?"
...Yan An suddenly yawned, closed his eyes and pretended to be dead.
Li Qiu: "Come on, you, if you don't make it clear to me, this matter won't end - don't you eat well again? Don't go to see it if you feel uncomfortable?"
"Brother, I was wrong, okay?" Yan An said, "I won't do it in the future."
Li Qiu let out a long breath, glared at him, and ignored him.He reached for the newspaper, still thinking about what happened before.When Yan An was sleeping, he kept thinking about how he had lived these years.Although Yan An said it lightly, but a young man who started from scratch has developed into this in such a short period of time, one can imagine the sweat he put in afterwards.
Li Qiu suddenly remembered that Yan An also had stomach pains when he was a child, was his stomach bad then?Why hasn't he noticed Yan An's discomfort?
He suddenly understood Yan An's mood that night when he said that he saw the mess at home.
When you love someone, you are destined to miss everything about him, and you want to spend the rest of your life with him and live a good life with him in this world.
Li Qiu got up, squatted and held Yan An's hand: "If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. But don't do this in the future, okay? We will walk together for many years, you take care of your stomach, and I quit smoking , okay?"
"You didn't listen to me telling you to smoke less before, why did you take the initiative to quit this time?"
Li Qiu thought about it seriously, and then said: "Because I want to live a healthy life and be with you."
Yan An stared at him blankly, then smiled suddenly, and let Li Qiu stretch out his hand to caress his cheek: "That's good."
The breeze blows, blowing the curtains.Yan An suddenly remembered that when he was taking care of Li Qiu one year, there was also such a gust of wind that lifted the light blue curtains.His elder brother was bathed in the sun, his brows and eyes were lowered, and his expression was rarely peaceful.
At that time, he was still young and still ignorant, looking at his brother's bright smile covered in gold by the sun, there was only one thought in his mind——
He wants to spend his life with this person.
is complete.
☆, since then he has a home
Yan An was hospitalized for a week, and under his supervision, he took good care of him for two days. Li Qiu allowed him to go to work after he had almost recovered.He was frightened to death by Yan An's illness before. Although it was not dangerous, it also made him pay attention to Yan An's three meals a day. He specially asked someone to find a nutritionist to prepare the recipe and give it to Li A restaurant near Yan'an's company delivered meals to Yan'an according to the above.
There is nothing serious about Li Qiu's side, and it can run in an orderly manner without him.Li Qiu simply asked for a statement, and asked for a fake.Chen Ci sat at the desk wearing gold-rimmed glasses, and gave him a half-smile.
Regarding the things about Li Qiu and Yan An in the company, he has always turned a blind eye to them, and even out of a certain psychology, he even deliberately matched them up.Li Qiu never takes a break no matter how tired he is, and this time he will take the entire annual leave. Chen Ci naturally knows who he is, and he neither agrees nor refuses: "You are in charge of personnel affairs, and you know the process of applying for leave, right? What about the leave note?"
"Oh, wait." Li Qiu took a piece of paper from his desk, picked up a pen and quickly wrote a scrawled and extremely insincere note.
Chen Ci glanced at the leave note he put on his desk: "There is no reason to ask for leave, no approval."
"Then help me add it." Li Qiu said, "Well, let's write that the thousand-year-old iron tree is blooming, and I am busy falling in love and starting a family."
...well, it rhymes.The corners of Chen Ci's mouth twitched, trying to ignore Li Qiu's unreasonable words: "Okay, let's take your leave."
Li Qiu responded, and when he was about to walk out the door, Chen Ci stopped him: "Xiao Li."
"how?"
Chen Ci took off his glasses and looked up at him: "Congratulations."
Li Qiu was startled, then smiled, "Thank you."
When Yan An was hospitalized before, Li Qiu told him about reintroducing him.In this matter, Li Qiu's ability to act was unexpectedly high. After coming out of Chen Ci's office, he first brought a gift and drove to Cheng Xue's house.
Cheng Ran lives and studies in university, and occasionally comes back on weekends. Today, there are only Cheng Xue and Cheng Shuo at home.The husband and wife knew that he was coming, so they prepared a large table of meals in advance.
After drinking for three rounds, it is inevitable to talk about personal issues.Cheng Shuo clinked glasses with him: "Xiao Li, you are so old now, is it time to consider finding a girlfriend to settle down?"
Li Qiu's obedient words just came to his lips, thought for a while, and said: "Well, I've been thinking about this recently."
"Oh? Has someone chosen?"
Thinking of Yan An, the corners of Li Qiu's mouth turned up, and he nodded: "I came here today to talk about this with you."
"Good thing." Cheng Xue said, "When will you bring it back for me to meet? If you like it, it must be the first one."
Li Qiu: "He's very good. I planned to bring him to see you, but I still think I should come over to say hello to you two first."
"Oh, why are you taking one bite at a time? You really don't think I'm a sister?" Cheng Xue brought him something to eat, "I came here early, because I'm afraid that my sister and brother-in-law will bully others?"
"Impossible." Li Qiu slowly closed his smile, and his face became serious, "Sister, brother-in-law, let me tell you something, maybe you can't accept it——I made a boyfriend."
Cheng Xue's smile froze for an instant, and even Cheng Shuo froze when he picked up the vegetables.Li Qiu had a panoramic view of all these, and slightly retracted his left hand hidden under the dining table.
After a while, Cheng Xue picked up another piece of meat for him: "Even if it's a boy, let us meet you."
Cheng Shuo sighed, and filled Li Qiu's glass with wine: "We have to go this way... Really. Your sister is right, bring him over next time and let my brother check it out for you."
Li Qiu trembled and looked at Cheng Shuo.
This man who has worked at the grassroots level for half his life has the most stubborn thoughts and the most conservative concepts.However, at this moment, he glared at Li Qiu angrily, and instantly lost his usual uncompromising appearance, and became a parent who learned to accommodate: "Don't look at me like that, can I still beat you up? Me and your sister I don’t even support you anymore, whose house will you and him go back to during the Chinese New Year?”
Li Qiu was silent for a long time, then suddenly stood up and bowed deeply to the two.
He was reluctant to remove Li Lin from the family's household registration book before, and he has been refusing to cancel her account. A year ago, the police called to inform Li Lin of the household registration problem, so he had to go to the police station twice to handle Li Lin's registration. Cancellation procedures.And just at that time, he made a mistake and figured out one thing that happened back then.
The monthly support that Cheng Xue had promised to him back then was actually not provided by the police station, but by herself.
13 years ago, Cheng Xue was young and beautiful, with a daughter who was in primary school, her life was not rich but warm enough;
Thirteen years later, the years have stained her temples with frost and left marks on her face.The daughter grows up and goes away, and life is still as plain as before.
It's just that such an ordinary woman, such a life that was so ordinary that it would never be recorded in history and remembered by everyone, reached out to the two teenagers at a certain moment and became a silent guardian of the two wandering lives. God.
It was late at night when I got home.The room was pitch black, Li Qiu changed his shoes drunkenly, and just as he was rubbing the switch to turn on the light, he was hugged suddenly: "Be honest, where have you been fooling around?"
Li Qiu hugged him, and kissed him in the dark with ease based on his memory.
"I had some drinks with my colleagues." Li Qiu laughed, stopped Yan An from reaching out to turn on the light, and took him to the sofa and threw him down, "Now, before my boyfriend comes back, I'm nervously taking the time to steal with you. Affection."
He directed and acted in a family ethics drama at [-] o'clock in the evening.Yan An actually got into the show too, frolicking with him for a while.The location of the affair was from the sofa to the balcony and then to the bathroom. It was about to wipe the gun away. Li Qiucai waved his hand, announcing the end of the evening, and the actors left on the spot. Each bed.
Yan An eats the marrow to know the taste, and eagerly wants to spend a little more time with him.Li Qiu ignored it, took a change of clothes and went to take a shower.
Li Qiu returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, stood by the window for a long time, walked to the bedside table, and picked up Li Lin's photo.
Li Qiu didn't dare to look at her these years, the photo frame had already accumulated dust, and the fingertips were scratched, and there was a lot of dust.He picked up a piece of paper and carefully wiped off the dust.
Li Lin smiled kindly and kindly.
Li Qiu couldn't help but think about their attitude when he told Cheng Xue and his wife about Yan An in the end.Apparently, the incident of "Li Qiu's boyfriend is actually his younger brother whom he has raised for so many years" has more impact than Li Qiu's own sexual orientation, Cheng Xue was obviously stunned for a long time.Li Qiu understood, after all, it was not so quick to accept this kind of thing, and it took him a long time to accept himself back then.
However, when Cheng Xue sent him away at the end, she still hugged him: "No matter what, this will always be your and Xiao An's home."
Family.
Since Li Lin passed away, he rarely had such sad moments.Yan An can bring the feelings of his family but cannot give him the care of his elders. However, Cheng Xue has the same magical power that reassures him like Li Lin, allowing him to have a moment to breathe and be vulnerable.
Weak and intelligent women silently build a strong enough backing for the children with their love.
Li Qiu thought for a while, and put the photo frame back on the table.
He took out his mobile phone and called Yan An.Yan An didn't sleep, and his voice was slightly confused: "Brother, what's wrong?"
Li Qiu: "Come here."
But within a minute Yan An appeared in his field of vision.Li Qiu glanced at him, and suddenly vacated a seat: "Suddenly remembered that I haven't slept with you for a long time."
Yan An was stunned for a moment.Li Qiu looked at him with a smile, and said concisely: "Come up."
After Yan An went to bed, Li Qiu turned the light to the minimum and kissed him gently under the dim light.All the love and indulgence turned into an undercurrent.
Yan An hugged him again with a deep understanding, kissed him reverently and begged for more.But this time, Li Qiu did not dodge.
The spring night was short, and the next day both of them slept until dawn at the same time.Li Qiu woke up in Yan An's arms, and found that the other party woke up at some point, and was staring at him intently, his eyes full of light.Li Qiu smiled slightly, raised his head and kissed him.
This kiss, Yan An, who had tasted it for the first time, couldn't control it, and pulled Li Qiuzai to think about the details of yesterday carefully, and didn't get up until the afternoon.
Yan An got up to put on his clothes, his back was covered with red marks, Li Qiu's face was blushing and his heart was pounding.He hurriedly looked away, but couldn't help but look at him, thinking, this is the person who will spend the rest of his life with him.
On the weekend, Li Qiu invited several relatives and friends to have a meal together.He and Yan An cooked the meal in person, and it was not extravagant and extremely low-key.During the dinner, Li Qiu also came out of the closet in an extremely low-key way, and by the way, introduced Yan An, the person he came out to everyone in a very low-key manner.
When Li Qiu said this, it was as if he was saying that he went out and bought two catties of cabbage today.When he heard this, Xie Chengzheng took a sip of his wine and spit it out. The remaining liquid in his mouth flowed back and almost choked him to death. He became the most high-profile person in this group.
In order to avoid being too sudden and unacceptable to everyone, Li Qiu revealed the inside information one by one after careful consideration.The people at this table are all his very close relatives and friends, they just don't know each other and everyone knows it.Xie Cheng was particularly exaggerated, looking at Li Qiu staring and coughing like he stole his wife.
Inexplicably, everyone laughed again, this coming out that Li Qiu thought might usher in a bloody storm came to an end like this.
Everyone had something to do, so they left one after another after eating lunch.Yan An was so excited, he kissed and gnawed Li Qiu in his arms for a long time, and when he wanted to use this force on the bed, Li Qiu suddenly stopped him: "Don't, we'll talk about it later, go with me first." indivual
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