Instinctive reaction

Lin Leyang said: "Would you believe me if I said that I only have memories of the past?"

Li Chuan replied: "I believe it."

He said it without hesitation, but Lin Leyang didn't quite believe it.

This time he learned to be smart, he didn't say anything about his time travel, he just said: "I lost my memory for a whole ten years, do you believe that too?"

Li Chuan watched him fiddle with the glasses in his hand, clasping the legs of the glasses with his fingers and moving them a little bit.This is Lin Leyang's unique little action, when he is nervous, he will grab something.

"I believe it," he said.

Lin Leyang became even more suspicious.

Li Chuan said: "In exchange, I can tell you my story."

When he said this, he suddenly patted the seat next to him, and beckoned him to sit down just like Lin Leyang did just now.

Whose room is this?

Lin Leyang hesitated for a second, but his butt betrayed him first, and sat on the soft and soft bed.

"Actually, I don't remember some things," Li Chuan said.

Lin Leyang turned his head, only to find that Li Chuan had been staring at him. The boy's eyes were very dark brown, and there was no light in the night.

"After I woke up from the hospital, I pulled out the IV tube and went outside. It took me a while to realize that the 'Li Chuan' they called was my name."

Lin Leyang couldn't help swallowing.

This is much more exciting than his experience.

"After a few days, I vaguely remembered something." Li Chuan frowned when he said this, and pressed one hand on the other arm.

Lin Leyang suddenly remembered the dense scratches on his arm, and thought of what the nurse said during the rounds.Li Chuan should have committed self-harm many times, and he is a frequent visitor to the hospital, returning here every time he recovered from his injury.

"My parents..." Li Chuan paused at this point, "They divorced when I was in junior high school, and the two of them shirked my custody rights. In the end, I was awarded to my mother. After she remarried, she stopped living with me. They are together, they have a new home, and they have a new family member added this year."

He talked about all this calmly, but Lin Leyang couldn't be calm, looked at him carefully, and reached out to pat the boy's back.Li Chuan is really thin, and he can feel his slightly protruding spine just by patting him lightly.

Lin Leyang didn't know how to respond, he couldn't say words of comfort, and he couldn't say that all this would pass.

His family is happy, his parents are harmonious, and his sister takes good care of him.Li Chuan was in another world. The nights in that world were much longer than the days. He didn't know how he survived alone.

Li Chuan said: "I only remember these things, and I can't remember the rest."

Lin Leyang was stunned, and Li Chuan added: "It's not that I can't remember completely, but it's very vague. Is it the same for you?"

Lin Leyang shook his head, and finally plucked up the courage to say: "Although they all said that I was stimulated and lost my memory, I don't think I lost my memory."

After he finished speaking, he knew that he might be laughed at again.

Li Chuan looked at him with a calm expression, "What do you say?"

His calm appearance gave Lin Leyang great encouragement.

Lin Leyang couldn't help getting closer, blurring the safe distance between people. He likes to use this method to eliminate tension.

"Because I clearly remember that before I woke up, I just fell asleep, and when I opened my eyes, I came here, ten years later."

Li Chuan said: "You mean...you have traveled through time?"

Lin Leyang almost put a tail on the tailbone and flicked wildly. After spending so many days in this ghost place, someone finally understands him!

"Yes!" He was extremely excited.

The two were too close, but Li Chuan didn't correct him, and let him move towards him.

"Although this principle is difficult to explain, have you read novels?" Lin Leyang asked.

Li Chuan hesitated and said, "I rarely watch it."

Lin Leyang was shocked, "Children don't read novels nowadays? What do you usually do? Do you meditate?"

Li Chuan decided to skip this topic, "Go on, I can understand."

Lin Leyang gave him popular science: "Some novels are about time travel, rebirth, etc. You should know that, right?"

"Ah."

Lin Leyang pointed to himself, "That's me, but everyone travels to the past, but it turned upside down here."

Li Chuan observed Lin Leyang's expression, he seemed eager for him to say something, thought for a moment and commented: "It's a bit unlucky."

"It's very unlucky!" Lin Leyang was bluffing. He completely treated Li Chuan as his peers, and even went to hold his hand, regardless of whether the other party was willing or not, "Do you think I will return to Li Chuan now at the age of 28?" Ten years ago?"

"……I have no idea."

Lin Leyang suddenly let go of his hand and stared at him seriously, "You don't believe me, right?"

Lin Leyang's eyelashes are naturally curled, making his eyes extra vivid, and a little bit of aggrieved expression can make people's hearts soften.He is best at showing weakness to please his parents at home, and he also likes to take advantage of this appearance on weekdays.When he grew up, because of his thin body, he felt a little sick and weak.

Li Chuan shook his head, and said, "I didn't say I don't believe it, but the amount of information is too much to digest."

"If you don't believe it, don't believe it, don't lie, they don't believe me." Lin Leyang withdrew his body, seemed to remember his current age, and coughed embarrassingly.

Li Chuan suddenly reached out to grab his wrist, not the injured one, but still held it lightly.Even though it was such a light force, it gave people the illusion that they couldn't escape.

"So your actual age is, then you are one year younger than me."

Lin Leyang thought about it for a while, no matter what he thought, it was wrong, "Isn't it right? No matter how you say it, I was born nine years earlier than you. You were only nine years old when I was."

Li Chuan: "..."

Seeing Li Chuan's strange expression, Lin Leyang couldn't help teasing him: "I'm so much older than you, you should call me brother."

Li Chuan looked at him, "Do you really want me to call you?"

"Why do you say it like I'm begging you? Isn't this the truth?" Lin Leyang became playful.

Li Chuan: "Brother."

Lin Leyang: "..."

Li Chuan yelled too naturally and smoothly, Lin Leyang didn't feel refreshed at all.

Li Chuan asked again: "Then what were you doing before time travel?"

"Yes, stay up late to read novels." Lin Leyang was embarrassed to say this, but then remembered, "I should go to school to report the next day."

"Is it the day before school starts?"

"Well, the day before the start of college, so I haven't gone to college yet." Lin Leyang was even more sad, but soon he cheered up again, "But just find a way to go back."

Li Chuan was silent for a while, "Go back? Where?"

"Ten years ago, I didn't belong here, so naturally I have to go back to the past."

Li Chuan looked at him, "Is there any way for you to go back?"

"It's not very clear yet, but one thing is for sure." Lin Leyang said confidently, "First of all, we must find the reason for my suicide!"

There was a sudden silence in the ward. The silence was not an illusion, but it was ignored because it was too short.

Li Chuan's eyes fell on his wrist again, that ugly scar would still leave a meandering mark even in the past few months.He shouldn't look at Lin Leyang with that complicated look, after all they are the same.

Lin Leyang's heart constricted for no reason, and the pain came from his wrist.

He often has such a false sense of pain. When drinking water, he can't hold the water glass and falls to the ground, and he can't hold the apple because of trembling after eating half of it.He didn't dare to tell Lin Ruoliu and the others, he was afraid that he would stay in the hospital for another month.

He doesn't like it here, just like he doesn't like the way Li Chuan looks at him now.

"I don't know why the 28-year-old me wants to die... maybe he doesn't want to, but here," Lin Leyang took the initiative to spread the wound in front of the young man's eyes, and now he is still in pain, it is a psychological effect. "I wonder why I'm doing this."

Li Chuan looked at the wound, but finally said nothing.

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The nurse on duty had already returned to her post. She was stunned when she saw Li Chuan coming out of Ward 406, and was hesitating to say something, but Li Chuan was already walking towards the black hole-like corridor.

This is a psychiatric department, and those who recuperate here are naturally people with mental problems. Generally speaking, such people are not allowed to walk around casually.

But Li Chuan himself is a bit more special.Depression and bipolar disorder cannot be cured and can only be relieved by taking medicine. It is normal for people not to suffer from illness on weekdays, so unless there are special circumstances, they will not choose to be hospitalized.

Li Chuan was admitted to the hospital for the second time this month. He slashed himself and swallowed medicine.

Li Chuan's beautiful mother came to the hospital once, and this kind of thing happened no less than ten times. From the panic at the beginning to the calmness now, the woman gave the hospital a sum of money and asked casually if the person died. , If he is not dead, he should be cured, and he will be alive and kicking after lying in the hospital for a month.

What she said was quite right, every time Li Chuan survived, his vitality was vigorous, and he could compete with the unbeatable Xiaoqiang.Almost all the nurses on this floor knew him, and it was rare for him to come to the hospital every now and then to report that he was still alive.

This time when Li Chuan woke up, his condition was much more stable. He didn't hurt himself or hurt others on purpose. He didn't struggle violently when his hands and feet were bound. The nurse gave him medicine, and he said he could take it.Of course no one would believe him.

After a few days like this, everyone found that he was really cooperating with the treatment. A younger nurse who had only seen him once or twice asked, "Why are you so honest this time?"

"Because there is someone to meet." He replied.

The nurse also heard that he ran out when he just woke up, which frightened the doctor, lest he make any trouble again.Fortunately, after searching for a long time, the man came back by himself. He didn't say anything when he was pressed on the bed, but simply asked two questions.

"What did you see when you ran out that day?" The nurse was a little curious.

Li Chuan was fixed on the bed, staring at the ceiling, "I didn't see anything."

The nurse thought he didn't want to answer, hung up the bottle and left.

In short, his current condition is very stable, and he can be discharged from the hospital at any time, and the nurse will not be too idle to restrict his freedom.

When Li Chuan returned to his room of four, the man on the outermost bed suddenly said, "You went to see him again."

Li Chuan frowned slightly, ignored him, and walked straight to his bed.

The man leaned against the railing of the bed, tilted his body and head, "You are always looking at him."

Li Chuan still ignored him, looked at the time, and took out the medicine pills wrapped in white paper from the drawer.

"You've been too obedient recently." The man was still saying, "You're even willing to take this kind of poison just to see him."

Li Chuan was finally willing to set his eyes on the man, who had a smile on his face and drool oozing from the corner of his mouth.

Li Chuan put the medicine into his mouth, and the bitterness filled his mouth instantly, and then he drank water, the taste was diluted.In his hand, he held the strawberry that Lin Leyang forced to give him before he left. It was not big, and it was slightly sour after biting it, and the more it tasted, the sweeter it became.

Stick it, just stick it