Instinctive reaction

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Lin Leyang's eyelashes were trembling, as if he understood the other person's words but didn't seem to understand, his expression was as ignorant as the day he just woke up from amnesia.

He couldn't understand how Li Chuan and Ji Wanke could be alone... But when the boy said this, he felt strangely that everything was reasonable, and his heart slowly calmed down.

He combed his hair, called himself brother, and said those embarrassing love words.

Many things and many pictures overlap with the past...

Li Chuan said, "Brother, are you going to reject me?"

He said to himself: "Ji Wanke, are you going to reject me?"

Li Chuan said: "It is more ceremonial to be handed over by others."

He himself said: "I don't think it's more ritualistic for others to hand..."

Li... Ji Wanke said, "Brother, don't you want to kiss me?"

He himself said: "Ji Wanke, let's kiss each other!"

……

When he was young, he loved someone with this clumsy and passionate feeling, and now he is loved again by this childish love.

More tears poured out of his eyes, but Ji Wanke thought that he didn't believe what he said, so he held the face that was flushed from crying, and kissed it hard. The meat was bitten, and the saliva that was too late to swallow was swallowed by the other party.

Both of them were sweating profusely, wrapped in heat, the sun was scorching outside, and the bedroom with no curtains was full of sunlight, which sprinkled on the tips of their hair and all over their bodies, making it even hotter, hotter than tears, hotter than sweat hot.

When we parted, Ji Wanke lowered his eyes, his eyelashes were wet, and he was secretly crying too, "Brother, don't you even recognize me?"

Lin Leyang hadn't recovered yet, and subconsciously grasped Ji Wanke's clothes with his fingers, fearing that he would disappear suddenly, and spoke only instinctively: "He never called me brother...I called him." Although he is older than Ji Wanke It's been half a year, but many times... when he gets into trouble, when he asks for something, and in bed, it's him who calls him brother.

Ji Wanke pursed his lips, then placed kisses on his cheeks, nose tip, eyelids and forehead, and said somewhat stubbornly, "I am."

"Don't treat me and him as two people, I will be jealous, eat my own jealousy."

Ji Wanke knew that he had recognized him, and hugged him so tightly.

At this moment, he can finally admit that he is Ji Wanke.From the past to the present, the person Lin Leyang loves is him, and the person he falls in love with again is also him.

They met and were destined to love each other.

Lin Leyang subconsciously raised his hand to stroke the boy's hair, a long-standing habit, and comforted him like a child.

"I was the one who distributed club leaflets with you when you were in school, and I was the one who fetched water and collected your clothes." Ji Wanke clasped his hand, avoiding the hideous scar, and nibbled the flesh on his wrist. I'm the one who combs it for you, Lin Leyang, how dare you do such a thing behind my back?"

He is such a precious person, he didn't take himself seriously in the past two years.

"I'm sorry." Lin Leyang wrapped his hands around Ji Wanke's neck, tightening it a little bit, "I don't want to be like this either, I worked very hard." I wanted to live very hard.

"But I'm too stupid to keep forgetting things." Lin Leyang felt Ji Wanke shaking his head in his arms, "I'm sorry, I forgot so many important things and tried to escape..."

But when he really forgot, he desperately wanted to find it.

That's not my obsession.

Lin Leyang knew that it was 28 years old and he didn't want to forget it.

Although he has lost everything, although he has been losing, there are some people and some things that he can't forget.

Ji Wanke raised his head, his eyes were paranoid but told him firmly: "I'm back."

--"I am back."

Ji Wanke repeated these four words with Lin Leyang over and over again, and he said, "Lele, I came back and said you would stay by my side."

He was already very tired. Like Lin Leyang, he had experienced great sorrow and great joy, lost and found again, no matter how young his body was, he couldn't bear it, and his eyelids closed and struggled to lift up.

Lin Leyang touched his hair and replied softly: "Well, I know, you are back, thank you for coming back, I will stay by your side, and we will always be together."

That afternoon, the two of them lay on the same bed and talked for a long time, as if they wanted to make up for the two years that were blank. Ji Wanke held his hand and kept talking about what happened after he was reborn.

Lin Leyang listened quietly until the other party fell asleep.Ji Wanke couldn't hold it anymore, he was so exhausted, Lin Leyang's eyes traced the boy's too young face, and he felt that fate was really strange.

It took so much from him and finally gave it back in this way.

Is human growth doomed to walk on the road of loss?Lose the important and regain the important.

He lightly clasped the hands of the two who were already holding each other, and clasped it a little tighter. The boy frowned uncomfortably in his sleep, and he leaned forward to soothe his uneasiness with a kiss.

I have too many regrets about the past, but I have never regretted the encounter.

Thank you for coming back.

make me fall in love with you again.

##

Lin Leyang recovered his memory.

Lin Ruoliu heard the news in Zhao Ruixiao's car that night, and immediately rushed back to Lin's house before questioning the other party's concealment.After the door opened, she saw the young man standing in front of her safe and sound, she was relieved, her legs were so weak that she almost knelt down.

Lin Leyang quickly supported his sister, raised his head and looked at Zhao Ruixiao.

"Sorry Le Yang, I still told her, I think she should know."

Zhao Ruixiao smiled gently as always, but with some apology and sadness.He has always been under tremendous pressure as the lying party. He has been cooperating with Lin Ruoliu in his actions, but this time he did not inform the woman immediately.

Lin Leyang shook his head, put his hands on Lin Ruoliu's shoulders to help her up, and stood up straight himself, he was so tall before, no longer showing a confused and helpless expression, he was also so calm and reliable.

"There is nothing to be sorry for. I should thank you for taking care of my sister during this time." Lin Leyang's words were sincere, and he was not angry at the other party's lies.

Each of them is just doing what they think is right, Ji Wanke is, Zhao Ruixiao is.

They are a type of people who are willing to do anything for the person they like.

Zhao Ruixiao looked past Lin Leyang, looking at the young man standing behind him, Ji Wanke was still calm and raised his eyebrows slightly to ask when he saw him coming.

Zhao Ruixiao: "Your eyes are very red, it looks like you cried a lot."

Ji Wanke: "..."

Zhao Ruixiao continued: "Le Yang and Ruo Liu should have a lot of things to say, it's superfluous for you to stay here, why don't you go out with me for a walk?"

Ji Wanke nodded slightly with a downcast face, lowered his head and said softly when passing by Lin Leyang, "I'm going out first, you and...your sister have a good talk." He still didn't know what to call Lin Ruoliu properly.

"Yeah." Lin Leyang waved his hand, "Don't worry, you guys talk about your own."

"I have nothing to talk to him about." Ji Wanke disappeared behind the door after saying this.

After the people left, Lin Ruoliu finally said, "You still remember?"

Lin Leyang nodded, suddenly grabbed Lin Ruoliu's fingertips like a child, only holding the fingertips, lowered his head to face her, and said seriously: "Sister, I'm sorry."

Lin Ruoliu's eyes turned red, "What are you sorry for?"

"I almost left you alone."

Lin Leyang smiled softly. He should be like this at the age of 28. He is naive when facing familiar people, and gentle when facing this cruel world. However, in the past two years, insomnia and anorexia have made his temper bad, making him The whole person is caught in a certain emotion and cannot extricate himself.

Lin Ruoliu shook her head, and let Lin Leyang help her to sit on the sofa, her younger brother's arms were still very slender but strong enough to support her weight.

"I've said it before, you didn't apologize to anyone."

"Zhao Ruixiao is really a good person." Lin Leyang said suddenly.

Lin Ruoliu stretched out her hand and pushed his head, "It's not up to you to take care of my affairs."

Lin Leyang nodded, "Only you take care of me."

Lin Ruoliu opened her mouth to speak but stopped.

Lin Leyang saw it, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lin Ruoliu looked at him deeply, "Don't lie to me, don't pretend that you are fine and pretend nothing is wrong... If you are in pain, you have to speak out."

Lin Leyang was silent for a while, and said: "It's not very good, my parents have left."

The tears in Lin Ruoliu's eyes finally fell, can Lin Leyang hold on this time, will he be happy?Her brother cherishes too many things, parents, lover and those small animals that he once raised.

His love was so abundant, she watched them wither little by little.

"But I still have you." Lin Leyang stretched out his arms and hugged Lin Ruoliu this time, "I'm sorry, I made you worry so much. I made you worry about getting into trouble before, but now I still worry about you. I will never grow up in front of you. Big, you didn't grow up and you didn't abandon me..."

Lin Ruoliu remembered Lin Leyang's amnesia at the beginning, she didn't even dare to visit him more, fearing that she would lose control of her emotions in front of her younger brother. Later, Lin Leyang moved into the Lin family from the hospital, and she still didn't dare to go back.

She thought that her younger brother might never come back and would be left behind by them.

She never dared to tell Lin Leyang before, if you are in pain, you have to speak out.

Because she knew that Lin Leyang wouldn't say it, and when it was so bad, he would lie to himself, using a smile to create a false impression, he said it was okay, I was fine, sister, don't worry.

So Lin Ruoliu also lied to herself.

It doesn't matter, my brother is fine, he will live.

It wasn't until Lin Leyang had an accident that she had to admit that she could see all the pain.

Lin Ruoliu was in Lin Leyang's arms, big tears were falling down, her slender hands were clenched into fists, and she hit Lin Leyang with such light force, "I don't want to be sorry, I want you to stay safe..."

Just like graduating that year, Lin Leyang also embraced her sister and made promises.

No matter how many times, he will agree.

"it is good."

##

The moonlight at night is hot, and the sultry heat penetrates into the skin.

The two people who went out stopped near the garage without taking two steps.

Zhao Ruixiao turned to him and asked, "Li Chuan, do you have anything to say?"

Ji Wanke glanced at him, "Say what?"

"Tell me about your real identity and who you are." Zhao Ruixiao tilted his head slightly, "Pseudoscience is okay, I can accept it."