Instinctive reaction

The memory ends.

The two went to eat at the restaurant that Lin Leyang liked very much, and Ji Wanke abducted him to his rental house by the way. Finally, there was such a small progress that Lin Leyang understood what his feelings for him were.

Those chaotic memories came to make trouble again.

Lin Leyang said that he once had someone he liked.

Of course Ji Wanke knew that that person was himself.

It was just when Lin Leyang asked: "After all, why do you like me?"

From that moment on, the tip of Ji Wanke's nose felt sore.

"I fell in love with you at first sight," he replied.

It's not a lie, it's not a love story that comes at your fingertips.

As Li Chuan, the first time he saw Lin Leyang, his eyes chased after him.

Besides, Ji Wanke never said that the first time the two met was in the university dormitory, a collective dormitory for four people.He saw Lin Leyang at the first sight, and there was no other reason. It was the first time in Lin Leyang's life that he stayed in a room, and it was also the first time he slept on the top bunk.

Ji Wanke wondered why a fool came to the dormitory, turned around and saw Lin Leyang's extremely harmless face, and said, "Brother, can you help me see if I stepped on the right place?"

Ji Wanke was silent for half a second, "Go a little further."

My roommate is a heartless one, who can call "brother" when they meet for the first time, no matter how bad-tempered he is, he can't say "no" to that smiling face.

Ji Wanke failed to refuse him, and later suspected that Lin Leyang didn't know that he was the one who "accidentally injured" him that day.

After formal military training, the perverted school dragged them to a special local training camp, where they were exhausted like dogs every day. He and Lin Leyang were not assigned together and rarely saw each other.

But he remembers him.

Every time the instructors organize activities, Lin Leyang is always the one who actively participates.

Ji Wanke thought to himself, it's hard for me not to pay attention to him.

He can deceive himself even in his mental activities, so what else can he not deceive the other party? Lin Leyang is stupid and easy to deceive. He thinks that he likes Ji Wanke first, and after being tempted, he follows him anxiously as a hard-working little tail. His love is about to overflow, and Ji Wanke still doesn't take the initiative to beat him to death.

He didn't admit that he had fallen in love with Lin Leyang so long ago.

Now he has to pay a little price for the duplicity of his youth.

"I don't say I like you, I don't say I want to kiss you, can you stay?"

Ji Wanke, whose soul is 26 years old but whose skin is only 19 years old, said so.

It made it easier to cry, and he asked Lin Leyang with red eyes if he regretted their meeting.

Because Lin Leyang's memory is not too much, it just stays on the day before they met.

Their future was forgotten by Lin Leyang before it even started. Does it also mean that Lin Leyang doesn't want them to meet again?

How can this be.

They were destined to meet, past and present.

Meet and fall in love.

It's the same with fate again.

In the night, the torrential rain was blowing against the branches, and the leaves were smashed and fell to the ground.

Ji Wanke put a kiss on Lin Leyang's sleeping face, and then on the brow.

Spring is over, and we have to wait for the next spring to come.

##

Since Ji Wanke's bold confession, Lin Leyang began to avoid him.

Naturally, he didn't give Lin Leyang a chance to escape, so he went directly to the Lin family to find someone, only to meet Wu Xu and Zhao Ruixiao who came together.

Ji Wanke saw that Zhao Ruixiao wanted to match Lin Leyang with himself, and at that moment his mood was very complicated.

If he hadn't become Li Chuan, who is standing here now invited to the family dinner?

He felt sore for his unreasonable thoughts, as if his body had become 19 years old, and his mind had also become 19 years old.

But if he hadn't been reborn, and didn't wake up that night, then he hoped that Lin Leyang could love others, hoped that he would be healthy and happy, and hoped that he would be the same as before...

Ji Wanke knew that was impossible.

So he just wants to hold on to Lin Leyang, to make him like himself before, and still like him now.

He chased the kite, he chased the broken string, and he never let go.

They had their "first time" that rainy night.

Lin Leyang's hand caressed the scars on his body, Ji Wanke gently hugged him into his arms, feeling the trembling of the people beneath him.

"Does it hurt?" Lin Leyang asked him like this.

Ji Wanke couldn't answer.

Those scars were not his, he didn't know the pain, and suddenly there was a subtle jealousy in his heart, so he moved faster, calling Lin Leyang's baby name, called "Lele" and "brother", that is, fierce Acting like a baby again.

In the end, he finished licking away the tears from the corners of Lin Leyang's eyes, and coaxed him with a warm voice that he loved him.

They are meant to be together.

In the past, it was Lin Leyang who was sticking to him, but now he sticks to Lin Leyang like a model, always saying "Do you kiss me", "Brother look at me", "Brother, I love you", and he has to say it until Lin Leyang blushes before stopping.

Ji Wanke uttered all the love he was ashamed to say when he was young.

On the day Zhao Ruixiao drove him to school, one sentence made his blood cool down.

"Le Yang had the symptoms of memory loss before."

The man was driving the car, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the boy's expression, which was terribly calm, his eyes were cold and cold in front of him, but his hands were tightly clenched into fists, with bulging veins.

"He gradually couldn't remember the person he liked. He said that he regretted that they were together so late. It would be great if he could tell him that he liked him when they met. So I think if one day he remembers, you..."

Zhao Ruixiao's original intention was to test, but he didn't expect to get such a reaction, which made him unable to speak further.

Ji Wanke now wants to answer the question Lin Leyang asked him that night.

——"Does it hurt?"

pain.

The pain in his heart was almost numb, and the wounds on his body that did not belong to him were screaming in pain.

Lin Leyang slowly remembered more and more things. When Ji Wanke heard his name from his mouth, he knew that the day when his memory would be restored would come sooner or later.

But can you take it slow?

Lin Leyang has everything. He has parents and sister who love him, and a group of white and fat kittens and puppies who live at home. He just hasn't met Ji Wanke yet.

Ji Wanke now accepts.

He would rather they not meet.

I would rather the later memories disappear.

He took Lin Leyang to cut his hair, and cut off that obsession, thinking that he could accompany Lin Leyang to grow his hair again next year.

He used to wake up in countless nights, doubting who he was, but now he no longer doubts, he accepts Li Chuan's identity, and no longer eats his own jealousy.Ji Wanke is dead, he will live on as Li Chuan.

"Dreams are not important." Ji Wanke was awakened by the dream, and Lin Leyang, whose face was full of tears, embraced him, "I don't remember the best."

He can come back and return to Lin Leyang's side.

But Lin Leyang couldn't go back to the past to save his parents who had been dead for many years.

So don't remember the best.

Lin Leyang's memory stopped.

As Lin Ruoliu said——

"There's nothing wrong with it. Forget the good and the bad. I'm a very selfish person. I just want him to live."

But Lin Leyang met Ning Qian near his home.

Home is naturally another home, their home, the home of Ji Wanke and Lin Leyang.

The woman didn't know anything and accidentally revealed her address.

Lin Leyang was only reminded briefly, and he completely remembered where that "strange" home was.

He went alone on a scorching noon.

And after Ji Wanke lost contact with Lin Leyang for two hours, he could no longer sit still, ran out of the campus, and searched for taxis all over the street.There is no one, the damn backcountry, he cursed unsteadily in his heart, and finally received a call from Lin Leyang at a certain moment.

A trembling cry came from the phone, and his heartbeat also stopped.

"I remembered." Lin Leyang said.

"If there comes a day when you say you're leaving soon."

The taxi stopped at the door, and Li Chuan saw that it was a familiar security guard, so he turned to the back wall without saying a word, otherwise he would not be able to get in.

"I would lose myself in a sea of ​​people."

The sound of breathing and heartbeat all disappeared, there was silence in the ears, and even the vision became blurred.

The weather was so hot that his whole heart was swollen and painful.

"No promises, just be together every day."

When he finally came to the door, Ji Wanke's vision was full of hot tears, and his fingers kept shaking, so he had no choice but to press his wrist and force himself to enter the door lock code.

The password is correct, but still can't open it.

"I can't live on memories alone."

"Lin Leyang, open the door!" Ji Wanke's fist hit the door, and at this moment, countless voices rushed towards him, including heartbeats, panting, and his own sobs, "Brother... open the door!"

Please don't have an accident!Please don't have an accident...

The moment the door opened, he grabbed Lin Leyang's wrist tightly, and the kite string finally returned to his hand again.

"As time goes by, I only care about you."

After Lin Leyang fell asleep, Ji Wanke remembered to call Zhao Ruixiao.After reporting safety, there was a silence of more than ten seconds on the phone.

Zhao Ruixiao said, "How did you know my phone number? Le Yang told you?"

"No." Ji Wanke denied, "I think you should know."

Another few seconds of silence.

Just as Zhao Ruixiao was about to say something, Ji Wanke hurriedly said: "He's awake, so let's not talk about it."

The phone was hung up, Zhao Ruixiao smiled wryly, pressed his forehead and exhaled slowly.

"I once had a lover."

"I know."

"We are very much in love."

"……I know."

"My heart can't be broken in two."

"You don't need to divide it into two halves, just give it all to me." Ji Wanke said, "We are alone from the beginning to the end. Li Chuan and Ji Wanke are alone."

Thanks for meeting again.

It was the best Ji Wanke who met the worst Lin Leyang.

"I love you and thank you for loving me again."