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He reached out and handed me a loose pajamas, and said softly, "Why do you still cry so much like a child? You used to cry so much, but now you think you have changed? You have been crying for so long , Are you tired? I just saw that there is still hot water for bathing now." He said casually on purpose.I looked at him hesitantly, but now I want to know why my uncle committed suicide, but I know it involves the hidden pain in his heart, even though he doesn’t care, but I know it’s something that can’t be touched now, A secret that cannot be told.

I reached out to take the pajamas, and pretended to be obedient and said, "I only cry when I face you." Then I took his hand and shook his arm gently.Whispering.He said in a strange tone, "I'm afraid, you wash it with me!" After speaking, I was disgusted by myself, and Lu Chao shook exaggeratedly, shaking off goose bumps all over the ground.Then he shook his head helplessly, fondled my hair, and dragged me to the bathroom.

When I was taking a shower, Lu Chao stood at the door and looked at me, chatting with me, I asked him wonderingly, "Why don't you take a shower?"

"I'll be washing in a while, and I'll wash when you're done." He stammered and replied, I felt sullen in my heart, I thought he didn't want to wash with me, so I ignored him.After washing himself, he went straight back to the room. He looked at me, hesitant to speak, but he didn't say anything after all. He turned and went back to the bathroom. I lay on the bed, sulking.The sound of splashing water in the bathroom made me a little sleepy.This day passed like a roller coaster, with ups and downs and ups and downs.I'm really tired too.Just when I fell asleep in a daze, I heard the sound of gently rubbing clothes, and then a cold body lay next to me, and I smelled the familiar faint fragrance of soap in my nose. For so many years, the body of his body The taste didn't change at all.With a feeling of relief in my heart, I got into his arms reflexively, rubbed it lightly, found the most comfortable position, and fell into a deep sleep. This night, I slept soundly and deeply.

In the dream, it was Lu Chao's familiar smiling face.Simple, happy.I dreamed that when we went back to school, we sat on the grass in the corner of the school playground, and he hugged me gently.There were not too many people around, and occasionally curious eyes fell on us.But we all ignored it.He whispered in my ear, "I love you. Haizi, I really love you. You are my life. I will never allow anyone to hurt you." I felt itchy ears, and rubbed them lightly. He vaguely agreed.

The sound of chirping birds in the early morning woke me up from my dream. I opened my blurry eyes, and what I saw was strange things. lie down.A happy smile appeared on his face.

"It's so early in the morning, why are you lying on the bed and giggling?" The creaking sound of the door opening came into my ears accompanied by Lu Chao's clear voice.I looked sideways, and saw that the short and refreshing hair stood up one by one, the eyes were bright and piercing, the beard was clean-shaven, and there was a gentle and doting smile on the corner of the mouth.He was wearing a white tight vest, denim shorts, and white sneakers.The dress is clean and neat, full of vitality.My eyes lit up, and my heart skipped a beat, "Honey, you are so handsome today." I sincerely praised him, he was dressed like this, sweeping away the haze of yesterday, and he looked much younger than what he saw yesterday, as if Rejuvenated overnight.

"Will I not be handsome any day, you mean I will be handsome today..." With a deep smile in his eyes, he teased me, put down the breakfast in his hand and walked towards me.

I grabbed his hand, threw him on the bed, put my lips on it, and kissed him deeply. I found that my love for him was getting deeper and deeper, so deep that I was at a loss. How to make my love not hurt him.He breathed heavily, his lips kissed my skin inch by inch, and landed on his ears, enveloping my ears and lips, the hot breath stimulated my senses, I raised my head eagerly, kissing and biting him carelessly, until We are all honest and honest, returning to the most primitive state of human beings.He whispered seductively in my ear "Are you ready? Baby!"

I returned his more intense kisses, directly expressing my desire! {omitted here...}

When he stopped, I was so exhausted that I couldn't speak, and I didn't even bother to move my fingers. He kissed my cheek lovingly, got up and got out of bed, and when I was so tired that I fell asleep, he Bring back a basin of water.

"Haizi, let me clean it for you!" He said coaxing a child. "En..." A snort was the answer.He cleaned it up carefully for me with a towel, and then dealt with it himself.Roll over and lie beside me.I moved my body and got into his arms.Sighed contentedly.

"Does it hurt?" He asked my hair distressedly.

"Why don't you try it?" I asked childishly. "Okay, come on..." He pretended to be righteous. "Fuck you, you deliberately bullied me and can't move, right? You wait for me, I have to fight back!" He chuckled.

"Haizi, thank you, I love you..." Lu Chao tightened his arms and said softly, "All these years, I was always afraid that you would forget me, and I always thought, if I see you again, you won't remember What should I do when I am gone? Every time I think of these things, I feel heartbroken. I tell myself to myself that you will definitely remember me and never forget me. I survived only by thinking about you. do you know?"

I took his hand, put it on my heart, and told him firmly, "Here, I have never forgotten you at all times, every beat of his is because of you, every heartache is also because of you, Without you, I would be a person without experience, you said that a person without experience can live?" His father's arms tightened, and I felt cool liquid dripping on the top of my head, was it tears of emotion?I raised my hand to wipe away his tears, but I wiped more and more, as if I couldn't finish it.

"If I am losing you, how should I live..." Lu Chao said with a sigh. "No... I won't leave you..." I interrupted him and gave him a reassuring smile.

"How did you fall in love with me, you are obviously a straight person who can't be straighter, why did you fall in love with me?" I leaned lazily in his arms, and groaned comfortably.He moved his body pitifully and adjusted the angle so that I could lean more comfortably.

"Remember that time we fought?" He looked into my eyes, but his eyes passed through my face, as if he saw the past, ethereal, pure, and satisfied.I nodded vigorously, "I remember, what's wrong?"

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