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I opened the door quietly, and Lu Chao was busy in the kitchen wearing a cute cartoon picture love apron, I quietly went around behind him, and wrapped his waist tightly.His body trembled violently, and quietly let me hug his body tightly.The faint fragrance of his body and the smell of fireworks in the kitchen reassure me.

"It's great that you're at home!" I leaned on his thin but safe back softly, whispering softly.

Lu Chao didn't speak, and quietly let me hold her, and sighed softly.

"I'm back! Wash your hands and eat!" He broke away from my tightly wrapped hands, turned around and gave me a faint look, with a sad expression on his face that I didn't see.

"Obey! Mistress!" I cheered.Cheerfully kissed him vigorously on the face with a "baji", which resounded around and resounded in the quiet room.

"Wash your hands! These are all your favorite dishes, Xiaohai..." I sucked my hands obediently, and helped him put the dishes that he didn't have time to serve on the plate and bring them to the table.Lu Chao took off his apron, washed his hands, and sat on the chair.

Looking at the sumptuous food on the table in front of me and Lu Chao sitting opposite me, looking hazy under the dim light, made me feel unreal.I felt flustered and upset for no reason.

"That... Lu Chao, I'm sorry. I was in a bad mood two days ago. Thank you for your tolerance and perseverance. Also, I know I misunderstood you. I want to apologize to you. I'm sorry, dear, I will never disbelieve you again!" I said a little sensationally, watching Lu Chao sitting quietly opposite me, without any reaction or expression!I was flustered and wanted to say something to break the weird atmosphere at the moment.I am afraid, afraid that when I turn around, there is silence.Lu Chao just disappeared, as if he had never appeared in my life.

"Xiao Hai, eat more, these are all your favorite dishes!" He kept putting vegetables in my bowl, but he didn't eat a single bite, and he didn't show any sign of what I just said.

"You eat too! Lu Chao!" I stuffed the food into my mouth mouthful.As if hiding from something.

"Xiao Hai, take good care of yourself in the future, you know? You just love to stay in bed and refuse to get up to eat in the morning. In the future, you have to remember to eat in the morning no matter what? Also, don't eat cold things all the time. Stomach Not good, didn’t I find something for myself!” Lu Chao rambled on some random words, as if he was confessing his last words, which made my heart flustered even more.

"Why do you say these far-fetched words, don't you have it!" I said with a smile.

"What if I'm gone?"

"How is it possible, Lu Chao, you are like my right and left hand, if you are not here, I will not be disabled?" I said in fear.

"But, Xiao Hai, my hand is poisoned now. I can't help it. There is no cure. I must cut off my hand. Otherwise, I will die!" Lu Chao said sadly, with no pain on his face. The expression on the face, but I can feel that it is sad there.

I rushed over with a groan, grabbed Lu Chao's hand vigorously, looked at it over and over again, and kept muttering, "Lu Chao, stop joking, this is not funny at all, where is it poisoned, even a small There are no wounds, how could it be poisoned?"

"Xiao Hai, do you know what I'm talking about?" Lu Chao pushed my face hard, so I couldn't help but look at Lu Chao squarely. "Xiao Hai, I can't help it, I really can't help it!" He buried his face in his hands, his shoulders trembled, and there was an obvious tremor in his voice.

"It's okay! Lu Chao, I'm your medicine. No matter what kind of poison you've got, I'll cure you! Don't be afraid!" I gripped Lu Chao's clothes tightly in fear, as if it was my last rescue Like straw, without that skirt, I would drown.

"Xiao Hai, don't deceive yourself, you know what I mean, why do you just refuse to face up to your own thoughts, you are always like this, you refuse to face anything! You know everything, why do you always... Always so self-righteous!" Lu Chao yelled at me angrily, a little hysterically manic.His eyes were red, and there was an unconcealable anger on his face.

"Didn't you already know it? Why didn't you expose me, why did you keep it in your heart, Xiao Hai, you know? This is what annoys me the most. Do you know how much pressure you put on me like this? I can't breathe..." Lu Chao's voice was cold and emotionless, which made my whole body tremble, my eyes were dry, and tears wanted to flow out all at once, but nothing came out.

"Lu Chao, don't do this!" I grabbed his hand and said beggingly, humbly begging. "Lu Chao, I know, that was Ren Xiyang's conspiracy, wasn't it? That wasn't your original intention, right? He framed you. I know now. I know how bastard I was before. I didn't believe you...but I really won’t do it in the future, can’t we live well? Why should we follow his wishes, can’t we live our own well?” I begged.His eyes were red, and he looked at Lu Chao pitifully, feeling like he was dying of heartache.

"Huh!" Lu Chao snorted coldly, shook my hand vigorously, and said mockingly, "Yes, I know it was Ren Xiyang's conspiracy, but I still have to thank him, don't I?" Passed a stack of things, slid down my face, and scattered one by one on the ground.I panicked and quickly squatted down to pick it up.

Photos were scattered on the ground one by one. In the photos, Zheng Tianyi and I overlapped each other's bodies, our lips intersected, and we kissed in a dark way.My face turned pale in an instant, and I tremblingly picked up all the photos, without exception, they were all photos of my intimate relationship with Zheng Tianyi.Lu Chao sneered at me squatting on the ground picking up photos, but his eyes were sad and heartbroken

"Lu Chao, that's not the case. This is his conspiracy. It's his conspiracy to break us up. Lu Chao, don't believe this. I can explain it!" I said anxiously, my heart was pounding, and there was a strange feeling. The sore feeling, as if being hit hard.

"Okay! You explain! I'll give you a chance to explain!" Lu Chao said coldly, his eyes were empty and dull, and there was no trace of emotion in his voice. I don't know what he is thinking now.

"I...I...it's not like this..." I didn't know how to explain it, I sat on the ground slumped, my lips trembling, I just kept saying "It's not like this...it's not like this..."

Lu Chao sneered, "What's that like? Tell me, is the photo on it real? Xiao Hai, as long as you say it's not true, we'll get back together right away. Tell me if it's real!" Lu Chao was aggressive As he spoke, there was deep disappointment and heartache in his words.

But, that's really true, I don't know how to explain it, it's true, but it's not from my heart!

"Xiaohai... I think it's boring for us to live like this, isn't it? In this case, why don't we separate so that we don't have to be so tired?" Lu Chao squatted down, faced me, and looked at me pale With a pale face and trembling lips, he pulled me into his arms with some heartache, and his lips touched my lips lightly, with the temperature and taste I was familiar with.

"Is it okay if we don't separate? Lu Chao, I really can't live without you, Lu Chao, please, let's try again, I promise I won't do such a thing again, okay!" I don't know how to explain, just Can keep begging Lu Chao.For me, Lu Chao is my heart, and being separated from him is like cutting out my heart.

"I really can't help it, Xiaohai..." He looked at me with a heartbroken look, and whispered in my ear.

"But, I know, you are in love, right? I love you too. Since we love each other, can't we be together? Why do we have to separate? Tell me, Lu Chao, why?" I repeated I said it over and over again, if I was asking Lu Chao, it was more like asking myself.

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