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More and more suspicions are filling my heart. I don't know why my negative emotions erupt at this moment, like an erupting volcano.I suddenly felt deeply uneasy, thinking that in the past, no matter how busy he was at work, Lu Chao would go home on time, cook delicious meals for me, wash clothes for me, and do many things for me, but the person who called just now He never asked me if I had eaten and what I was doing!I have a deep grievance, my nose is sour.The image of the person watching the TV gradually became blurred in my eyes, and I knew Hua couldn't see anything clearly.I wiped my face furiously.There was a burning pain from the numb face being scraped.

I leaned against the edge of the bed, sat on the carpet, and fell asleep slowly, until I was awakened by the creaking sound of the door opening, and then I heard Lu Chao coughing in a low voice, and my heart instantly relaxed .Knowing that he was back, I felt even more wronged. Knowing that the corners of my mouth were soaked in a salty liquid, I realized that I was crying again without knowing it.

Hearing the sound of Lu Chao unscrewing the bedroom door, he closed his eyes tightly and pretended to be asleep. I knew that if I was awake now, I would not be able to help questioning him, doubting him, and being jealous he.As for his character and temper, if he made up his mind not to say anything, he would not say it even if he used a knife to force him. Therefore, I expected that it would be a quarrel, a psychological injury to each other. trial.

I heard the sound of him walking over slowly, and then stopped in my footsteps, as if I suddenly found me sleeping on the ground.I heard him sigh softly, squat down and gently push my shoulder with his hand, followed by Lu Chao's gentle and magnetic voice. "Xiao Hai, Xiao Hai, why did you sleep on the ground, the ground is cold!"

I still closed my eyes tightly, pretending to be in a deep sleep, and took a deep breath, the sound of raving in my sleep came out of my throat.He reached out and hugged Lu Chao's neck tightly, and buried his head deeply in the socket of his neck.Lu Chao breathed a little helplessly, stretched out his hand to pass through what I was afraid of, then hugged me tightly in his arms, and gently put me on the bed. He had a familiar smell on him, yes The smell that makes me feel at ease.Until now, the heart-piercing pain induced by his neglect just now was replaced by a bitterness.

His warm hand rubbed my cheek, his hand was not delicate, it felt like sandpaper, rubbing against my face, it made my skin feel a slight pain and numbness a feeling of.It's like a bug crawling around in my heart all the time, sour and itchy.

I couldn't help but push his hand away, turned over vigorously, and turned my back to him.Hearing his chuckle, he said in a low voice, "Stinky boy, are you awake!"

I ignored his meaning, took a deep breath, and continued to close my eyes and pretend to be asleep. "Brat, if you don't open your eyes, I'll tickle you!" He said threateningly.I was still indifferent and peacefully sleeping on the bed.

"Xiaohai, I know I haven't been with you well during this time, are you angry!" He sighed and said apologetically, as if he didn't expect me to answer him, he continued to say, "Xiaohai, I didn't do it." I'm sorry for you, it's just that I'm really busy at work during this period, and the training class has exams, after this busy period, I'll play with you for a few days, okay?" He said as if flattering It was full of pity and helplessness.

"Didn't you take the exam two days ago?" I couldn't help turning over and asking, my voice hoarse.

"Hey! You really haven't fallen asleep!" He looked at me with suspicious eyes and looked at him as if amused. "Are you still angry?" He lowered his head and pressed a soft kiss on my forehead. His lips were cool and pressed on my hot forehead, which made me feel refreshed.I closed my eyes, opened them weakly, and asked persistently, "Didn't you pass the test two days ago?" I paused, and added emphatically, "On the second day when my mother was ill, you Did you take the test?"

I clearly remember that day, Lu Chao got up early, made meals for the two of us, cooked porridge on the stove, and dug me out of bed when I was still sleeping soundly under the covers. "Xiaohai, I have an exam today. I have already stewed the porridge and it is heating up on the stove. You can send it to our mother later!" feel.

"Xiao Hai, remember to have breakfast later. I've prepared it and put it on the table. You can warm it up yourself. By the way, you have to buy some side dishes for our mother downstairs. My mother yesterday Just say you want to eat, remember to buy it!" He explained to me, while tidying up his own things and hurriedly putting on a coat.Being tortured by him, I lost all sleepiness. I sat up, hugged the quilt, and looked at him in a daze as he was so busy in this room that his feet didn't touch the floor.

"Okay! Xiao Hai, I'm leaving! Remember to eat, remember to bring food to our mother!" He patiently explained it again, and I waved my hand impatiently and said, "I know, I know, let's go! "

I clearly remember that day before he came, he kissed me affectionately on the lips.I clearly remember everything that happened that day. I watched him go out to take the exam in a panic, but now, he said that he was going to take the exam again. his eyes.

There seemed to be an unnatural look on his face, his eyes subconsciously didn't look at mine, but lowered his eyebrows, his eyes looked at the sheets, as if something interesting was happening there, his hands It is not natural to stir together.Maybe Lu Chao doesn't know about these small movements, but I know very well that as long as Lu Chao is nervous, such small movements will appear.I stared fiercely at his hand, wanting to see through it.

"Well, Xiao Hai, my company suddenly needed me to do something urgent that day. I had asked for leave, but I don't know why something went wrong in the end!" Lu Chao said with a little embarrassment, hesitating.

"What's your position in the company now?" I asked, my voice was calm, without any emotion.

"Design assistant!" He replied without thinking, then looked up at me in confusion, and then, as if he understood something, he looked panic-stricken.

"Hmph!" I sneered, and turned my head away from looking at him.

"Xiao Hai, listen to me, I really didn't mean to lie to you, I really don't want to lie to you!" He said anxiously, he took my hand helplessly and held it tightly, as if he was very scared When I got angry, I shook his hand away.

"Then, give me an explanation!" I said calmly.

"That day, I went back to my hometown!" He said hesitantly with a painful and struggling expression on his face.My heart skipped a beat, and I grabbed it tightly. "What's the matter, did something happen?" I sat up abruptly, and hurriedly asked, my voice was trembling unconsciously.

"It's okay!" He stroked my back and patted my head comfortingly, "Don't be nervous, Xiao Hai, it's okay, it's about their cemetery. All the tombs in that area were moved away, and that's why I went back!" Lu Chao said calmly.

"Now, how to solve it?" I hurriedly asked. "It hasn't been resolved yet. The contract for that piece of land hasn't been signed yet, so let's put it off for now and talk about it in a few days!" Lu Chao said.

"So, you didn't come to rush the exam?"

"En!" He nodded deeply.

"What about our parents' tombs?" I asked again.Lu Chao was silent for a while and didn't speak, but I saw sadness in his eyes, and I hugged his shoulders tightly, trying to give him some comfort.At the same time, I also felt deep guilt and self-blame for my indiscriminate temper tantrum.

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