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I experience all this silently, I can feel that happiness is within my reach, I don’t have to face the problem of coming out that most comrades have to face, my mother understands me tolerantly, and Tolerantly accept my lover.My friends also understand our special love, and sincerely bless us.In the era when gay feelings are weak and difficult to find, I found a partner who truly loves me and is also my true love. My life can be said to be happy and enviable.And now I am trying to gradually push away the happiness within my reach.I found out that I really was a complete jerk.

"Xiao Hai, the doctor said that Auntie still needs to rest more and needs to be hospitalized for observation for a few days..." Lu Chao turned to look at me and said.

"Oh, and then?" I haven't recovered from the thoughts just now, I opened my eyes and looked at Lu Chao in confusion, as if I didn't understand what he meant.

"Then, I feel that Yang Yang's company is very busy right now. I can't do without him. I have to go back to the company in a while. I can't do things in the store without Xia Wei. It's just the two of us..." Lu Chaodun He paused and stared at me for a while, as if to make sure I had listened to him.

I nodded my head to show that I was listening to him, I frowned, thought for a while and said, "Lu Chao, you have to go to work tomorrow, everyone has jobs, so I just stay here with my mother." , the ones in the store will trouble Xia Wei a lot!"

"It's okay. I just called our manager and asked for a few days off. I'll just take care of my aunt. You all go back!" Lu Chao said firmly, as if he didn't allow me to refute at all.

"Yeah, I'm fine. It's not that I can't move. I have hands and feet and I don't need you to take care of me here!" My mother said with a straight face, "You young people all have their own jobs, so you don't need to accompany me." I'm dying in the hospital!"

When Xia Wei and I wanted to say something, my mother put on a displeased expression and said, "It's okay, I haven't reached the point where I need so many people to take care of me." She turned her head and glanced at Lu Chao , the lines of the whole face softened, "I'm talking, didn't Xiaochao ask for leave? You go back quickly, it's getting late, Xiao Hai, you go back too!" I still frowned uneasy head.

"Why, don't worry about me!" Lu Chao said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

"No, I'm just afraid of my mother..." I whispered in Lu Chao's ear.

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that Auntie will embarrass me?" Lu Chao relaxed and slapped me lightly on the back, "It's okay, Auntie agrees with us, doesn't she?"

"What? Haizi, Brother Chao is a hundred times more careful than you in taking care of Auntie here, so don't worry!" Yang Yang leaned over, squeezed between Lu Chao and me, and said with a playful smile.

"Let's go! There are so many of you here, the nurse will kick you out later!" My mother waved her hand.

"Then, godmother, I'll come see you tomorrow!" Xia Wei stood up first, tugged at my sleeve, and gave me a wink.

"Hey! If you're too busy, you don't have to come here, Weiwei, so many things in the store depend on you. This brat is too lazy, I don't even want to talk about him!" My mother gave me a hard look, and pulled Xia Wei's hand. hands, and lovingly said, "You and Yang Yang are both tired. Go back and rest quickly! When I get well, I will cook delicious food for you when I get well, and see how thin you are!" My mother looked at us distressedly. several.

"Then, mom! You have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow morning, Lu Chao, my mother will please you!" I said helplessly, and at the same time turned around and said something to Lu Chao.

"Xiao Hai, you are still polite to me, your mother is my mother, isn't it!" Lu Chaochao looked at and said, my heart was hit hard, I have nothing to be satisfied with such a good person.What the hell am I doing!

"Auntie, rest well, I will come to see you some other day!" Yang Yang said.

"Godmother, get well soon! I really feel sorry for you!" Xia Wei said with red eye circles, and there were still sparkling tears in her eyes.

"I'm leaving too, Mom!" I hesitated for a moment and said through gritted teeth.

"Honey. I'm leaving!" I whispered to Lu Chao when no one was paying attention, and quickly kissed him lightly on the face.

Me, Xia Wei, Yang Yang, the three of us looked at my mother and Lu Chao, and walked out of the ward slowly, leaving Lu Chao here.

"Haiju, don't you see that the godmother has been pushing us away just now, and seems to have something to say to Lu Chao?" Xia Wei said to me with a face of disdain, as if mocking my slow reaction just now .

I opened my mouth, wanting to refute Xia Wei, but Yang Yang said in a timely manner, "Hai Zi! What do you think your mother wants to say to Lu Chao? Is there anything we can't hear?" Yang Yang looked suspicious. , it seems that at this moment it is very difficult to incarnate as Detective Conan and explore it carefully.

"How do I know, I'm not in the sky, I'm with you, you don't even know, how would I know!" I gave him a hard look without arrogance.Although the words said that I didn't seem to care very much, but in fact my heart was full of doubts, and I really had to sneak back and listen carefully.

"The godmother left Lu Chao and naturally had something to say to him, and there is a reason for not facing us in front of us. Even if you think about it here, you can't think of it. Just let it be!" Xia Wei said so nonchalantly, as if the old god was there.That's right, it's none of your business, even if my mother and Lu Chao say something, it's none of Xia Wei's business, and she's not as gossiping as Yang Yang is, she's like unresolved honey. Don't care about things.

"Haiju, do you want to go to the store!" Xia Wei cast a glance at me, seeing me frowning, lowering my head, standing on the spot with a preoccupied look, and asked loudly.

"Ah! Oh, I won't go, I'll go home and pack some things for my mom, so I can use them tomorrow! I'll take care of the things in the store these two days!" I apologized to Xia Wei said.

"Hmph, I knew it would be like this!" Xia Wei stomped her feet angrily, gritted her teeth and said to me, "Haiju, what I said to you this afternoon, I hope you think about it seriously, although I don't like you right now , but, after all, for the sake of godmother, I still hope that you will not do anything that you will regret for the rest of your life!"

"En! Got it, I've already thought it through very clearly, so I won't bother you, miss!" I acted carelessly, deliberately annoyed Xia Wei, and didn't care that Yang Yang was between me and Xia Wei at all. Suspicious eyes turning around.

"You! Hmph..." Xia Wei waved her hand, turned around and walked out, her high-heeled shoes hitting the ground hard and making a dissatisfied rattling sound.

"What did Weiwei say to you?" Yang Yang avoided me with a dissatisfied face.

"If you don't chase me, I'm afraid it will be tonight, oh! No! I will have a good time for you in the next few days!" I said to Yang Yang leisurely, without any intention of answering his question.

"Ah!" He let out a miserable cry, and shouted loudly, "Weiwei, wait for me!" The voice gradually faded away, and the whole corridor was filled with his howling like killing a pig, and the corridor was filled with abusive voices .

I watched them all leave, I shook my head helplessly, and looked in the direction of my mother's ward. At this moment, I couldn't help but want to go back and quietly eavesdrop on what my mother and Lu Chao would say, but my head Thought like this, but the legs and feet did not execute the order of the brain, instead they walked towards another place.

When I stopped, I wondered for a moment why I came to this place, my head clearly told me that I made my own decision, but at this moment I still came to this place.

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