go around

Time flies like an arrow, and a month has passed in the blink of an eye. During this month, Lu Chao and I were very relaxed and happy.You don't have to worry about your mother's obstruction, you don't have to care about other people's opinions, and you don't have to quarrel about other people's affairs.It seems that the heavy burden that was on our hearts before has disappeared completely. It seems that we have been baptized from the inside to the outside, and the whole person is completely transparent.Just like a newborn baby, there is no privacy and dirt inside and out.

That day, Lu Chao didn't have to go to work on weekends, so I simply didn't go to work either.With Xia Wei as a right-hand assistant in the store, I am really happy and relaxed, wishing I could stay at home 24 hours a day without going to work.Lu Chao was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, holding a book about computers in his hand, reading it like a fascination, I really don’t understand what’s so good about such a book, as it looks like there is a peerless beauty in it Seems like it.oh!No, it should be a peerless handsome man!I was bored watching him read with relish, bent over the sofa, put my head on his lap, and watched the boring TV.

He gently ruffled my hair, and continued to stare at the book without blinking, "What's wrong? Xiao Hai, I'm bored!"

"Why don't you try it instead!" I agreed angrily, pressing the remote control in my hand quickly, and the face of the person on the TV was so distorted.He looked up, showed a slight smile, reached out and took an apple and handed it to me, coaxing the child to say, "Good boy! This section is about exams, after I finish reading, I'll cook something delicious for you." How about it?"

"Oh!" I said angrily and pulled his hair.Revenge seems to make me feel better.He is always like this, one sentence can affect my mood, I found that in this life, I really fell on him, I never knew that the love for a person seemed to be so deep that I lost myself degree.

Jingle bell... Jingle bell...

Loud phone calls broke the cozy atmosphere between us. "Xiao Hai... your phone number!" Lu Chao pushed my sleepy body, I tried to open my eyes, and stared at him for a while in a daze.

"What are you looking at! You don't answer your phone, maybe it's from the store!"

"Oh!" I got up reluctantly, I really didn't want to leave the comfortable and warm place, I went into the bedroom and picked up the phone, borrowed it without even looking at it.

"What's the matter? Xia Wei, is there something wrong in the store!" I said lazily. "If you have anything to do, you can do it yourself, I believe you!" I said quickly, a little evasive, as if I hung up the phone quickly, I really can't think about wasting a good weekend on dealing with tedious business affairs superior.Forgive my selfishness, I know that Xia Wei also has a boyfriend, and they also need vacations, but who made me the boss, not to mention, since Xia Wei is with Yang Yang, she has shown more and more her nature as a strong woman , When working, it looks like a desperate Saburo, I really don't understand, don't they say that women in love have zero IQ?Why is this totally unreasonable to Xia Wei, why?

"Cough...cough...it's me, Xiaohai..." The male voice on the other end of the phone was irritating, and my head felt like being hit by a brick, and my heart jumped up. I felt a little guilty I quietly glanced at Lu Chao in the living room. He was concentrating on the book in his hand and didn't notice the movement on my side. I lowered my voice and said, "Brother Zheng! It's you!"

"It's me, Xiaohai..." His voice sounded a little weak, and he couldn't remember the full, powerful and full of energy in the past.

"What's the matter? Did something happen?" I said worriedly, out of my friend's concern.

"No, I just miss you, give you a call!"

"Say it quickly, I don't believe you, Police Officer Zheng Da, would say such unnutritious and nasty words!" I suddenly turned cold, and I felt angry for no reason.

"Xiao Hai, you're angry! I'm sorry, go ahead! I'm bothering you!" He returned weakly, his voice seemed to contain indescribable loneliness and pain, and there seemed to be suppressed shallow coughing and throat breathing. It was making a noise like pulling a bellows.

"What's the matter!" I suddenly raised my voice, and then realized something. I glanced at Lu Chao with some guilt, and met his questioning eyes. I waved my hand to show that it was okay, and continued to say in a low voice, "What's the matter?" Tell me quickly! When did you become such a mother-in-law!" For Zheng Tianyi's sudden call, I was really shocked. After such a long buffer, I thought he would give up, but I didn't expect to hear his call , I realized that it was really impossible for him to give up. In fact, I should have understood that as a policeman, he seemed to have a kind of tolerance and persistence in his nature, which made him flourish in his career. But when the same thing happened in his emotional life, it became more difficult and painful than ordinary people.In fact, I know that me, Lu Chao, and Zheng Tianyi have all gone on a much more difficult road of love than ordinary people. I understand that we are all the same kind of people.None of us are emotional people. No matter what, we don't seem to want to express it in words. We prefer to keep it in our hearts, or even put it in our mouths sometimes, waiting for our lover's kiss to find out.

"I'm sorry! Xiao Hai, I want to ask you to help me with something!" He was silent for a while, and spoke with some uncertainty, his voice was very soft, as if he was about to be blown away by the wind.

"Okay!" I didn't wait for him to say anything, a good word came out casually, and I didn't have time to think about it in my mind.

"Aren't you going to ask me something?" There was deep surprise in his voice.

"Of course you have your reasons for looking for me, and I know it's not a last resort, you won't be so hard to say!" In fact, when I said good things, I regretted a little. I didn't regret agreeing to be him, twenty I regret that I didn't tell Lu Chao about it, so I agreed to him easily. I was afraid that it would cause unnecessary misunderstanding.

"Thank you for your understanding, Xiao Hai, you are always so considerate!" He smiled lightly, and then there was a slight * * * sound.I frowned suspiciously.

"Don't say that, Brother Zheng, I heard this as a description of a woman. Although I am gay, it doesn't mean that I am a bitch!" I said a little bluntly. "What's the matter, just say it!"

"That...is..."

"What are you talking about!"

"Two days ago, we were away from another large-scale mission. The targets of arrest were those who planned gangster drug trafficking. I accidentally suffered a little injury during this mission! But the brothers in the bureau all spilled out. I'm not used to the nurses hired by the bureau, I'm not used to it at all!" He said a little aggrieved, like an angry child.When he called this time, I felt that he seemed to be a different person. He didn't want to be serious, calm, and gentle before.

"Aren't you slightly injured? You still need someone to take care of it!" I said teasingly, and I knew from his weak tone that he must have received something other than a slight injury.

"Okay! It's a broken leg!" He seemed frustrated and annoyed.

"Oh! Really? Why did I hear the whistling sound of blowing the bellows on your side? Could it be that Brother Zheng, you have changed your original identity and prepared to live and cook by yourself!"

"You're smart, you got shot in the chest, it seems like some shotgun grazed your lungs, I'm not a doctor, I really don't know much, anyway, I know, I'm not dead yet, and I need someone to take care of me !" He talked too much, refusing to say more about his illness.

"Oh! Okay, got it, tell me your address, I'll be there in a while!" I shook my head helplessly, and wrote down the address he said.In fact, he looks like a kid now, at least I feel that the distance between me and him seems to be much closer, and it is much more pleasing to the eye than the alienated, cold, gentle and polite Yuppie.

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