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Lu Chao smiled in relief, and his mood immediately relaxed. His whole face was exhausted, his eyes were red, and I said distressedly, "Have you not slept all night?"

"No, I slept for a while!" He rubbed his eyes.

"You deserve it, who told you not to sleep, you can't wait until dawn to talk about anything." I feel sorry for him in my heart.He complained unforgivingly.He looked at me complaining endlessly, with a smile overflowing from the corner of his mouth, and he didn't speak or get annoyed when he looked at me.What I said didn't make sense at all, and I closed my mouth bitterly.

"Enough is enough! Isn't it much better now!" He approached with a playful smile and said.I gave him an annoyed look. "Get up quickly when you're angry enough! Auntie called in the morning and told us to go back to have breakfast. Now that we've been delayed for so long, Auntie should wait!" He said in a good-tempered manner, quickly finding me The clothes I was going to wear today were all thrown on the bed, and before I could speak, they helped me put on a sweater.I enjoyed his service quietly, and my heart throbbed warmly.

"By the way, how about going home this time?" I asked casually.Unexpectedly, his face turned pale in an instant. "What's wrong? Did something happen?" I quickly took the clothes in his hand, put on my pants, and watched him sitting on the bed in a daze.

"Didn't you go to sweep our parents' graves? What's the matter?" I asked eagerly, for fear that something had happened to him, and I would be bored in my heart and refused to tell me.

"Xiaohai..." He stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, hugging me tightly, resting his chin on my shoulder, his body trembling slightly.

"Xiao Hai, you don't know how uncomfortable I feel. They are such clean people. Although they were not rich when they were alive, they always wore clean clothes and cleaned the house. But ..." He paused, took a deep breath, and continued, "Now, they are dead, and there is no one to sweep their graves. The whole grave is covered with weeds, and no one sweeps them. I It's really unfilial, I killed them, but I didn't even have the chance to visit their graves!" He choked up and said, so sad.I can see his sadness, and I can touch the tears in the corners of his eyes with my fingers, looking eager and sad.But I can't understand the pain in his heart.People say that love and hatred, ups and downs, as long as you really love someone, you can empathize with them, but I think that is pure deception.If the needle can't stick to yourself, you won't feel the pain of being pricked by the needle.It's like a husband watching his beloved woman give birth to him in the operating room, he can hear her cries and see her suffering, but he can't feel the extreme pain.

"It's all right now. We will often go back to see them in the future. If it's not possible, how about moving their tombs to the city?" I said softly.He was silent for a while, sighed, his mood seemed to calm down, and he said calmly, "Thank you, Xiao Hai... No need, they were born and raised in the countryside all their lives, and that is their home. Willing to get out of there!"

"Then we will go back often in the future, give them two more incense sticks, and see them more!"

"En!" He nodded silently.I don't know what to say to comfort him, I can only watch him sad in silence.I quickly got out of bed, put on my shoes, and wrapped up my coat.He held his hand firmly, "Let's go! My dear, you still have a home here!" He looked up at me in confusion.Seeing my caring eyes, my eyes gradually returned to clarity, a trace of vitality poured in, and my whole body seemed to be gradually waking up from hibernation.He smiled.He shook me back hard, and with my strength, he stood up. "Yes, Xiao Hai, let's go home!"

"Good!" I replied with a smile.

Day by day, the bland and happy days passed by, and we lived happily every day.The greatest happiness in life is not a vigorous love, not a deep affection, sticking together that will never be separated, happiness is like a trickle, quiet and delicate.But it is also affecting us subtly.Slowly integrate us together, you don't even need too many words, too many expressions, just a slight look in your eyes, you can know what the other person is thinking.

After a year, our life gradually began to return to the normal track.Lu Chao's annual leave is also over.He went back to his original company to work, and the computer training class he signed up for began to go on normally.He started running on both sides of the company's training class again, and was extremely tired all day long.I felt really distressed, so I advised him not to go to work, but to come to the store to help me, and to go to the training class, but he just didn't listen.I have nothing to do about it, because his temper is too stubborn, no matter what method I use, I can't convince him, and in the end, I have no choice but to let it go.

Yang Yang's company has also started to get busy, but he can still spare time all day to come to my store to find Xia Wei for a while, and their relationship gradually became hot.It is said that Yang Yang also took advantage of Xia Wei's opportunity to go home after the new year, and followed her to visit Xia Wei's parents with a shameless face.Xia Wei's parents were very surprised by Yang Yang's appearance, and even complained why Xia Wei broke up with me.I am very guilty about this, I am really sorry for Xia Wei, how dare I let him take the blame for me.I made a point of calling back and explaining to them.His parents are also very good people. After listening to my explanation, they both expressed their understanding, and even generously blessed Lu Chao and me.I am very grateful to them.There are not many parents who are reasonable and progressive like them.

Ever since I talked about Zheng Tianyi with Lu Chao that time, I started to avoid him intentionally. When he called, I always refused to answer. If I had no choice, I said a few words in a hurry and then hung up. .He sometimes comes to look for me in the store, and I always let people pretend that I am not in the store and don't see him anymore.He seemed to know that I was avoiding him on purpose, and gradually stopped contacting me.I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he had given up completely, and felt a little better.I really don't want to hurt him, not only because he helped me, but also because I think he is a very good person, worthy of love, and should live a happy life.Lu Chao also trusted me very much, and never asked me about Zheng Tianyi again, as if he never knew such a person existed.

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