fifth year of divorce

I have been sleeping restlessly for the past few days, having long dreams all night, and feeling sweaty all over when I wake up.

It rained all day in Newcastle and I slept all day with the curtains drawn.

Jiang Ling said that I lost my conscience in wasting my life.

Jiang Ling came to the UK to be invited to participate in a brand launch event, and he stayed there for a month.

There are still notices in the country, but he just doesn't want to go back, so he has to stay with me and spend time with me.

"Xie Yaoyin, will you go back to China with me this time?"

I buried myself in the pillow, unable to wake up, "You go by yourself."

"Come back with me, I don't worry about you being here alone."

I raised my head, my sleepy eyes were full of style, and I smiled cheaply, "Our model is not suitable."

Jiang Ling stretched out his hand and threw the pillow on my head, "I didn't learn anything else when I was abroad, but I've learned everything from the rascal."

I waved my hands, buried my head in the pillow again, and said in a muffled voice, "You go, don't worry about me, I'm fine."

According to Jiang Ling, no one in the industry knows where I have been these past few years, and some fans still took photos of me in a gay bar in the UK, and domestic news broke out again, and everyone knew that I had been hiding in the UK all these years .

Jiang Ling showed me the photo taken by a fan, I dyed my hair blond, the lights in the bar were bright and colorful, my eyes were squinted, and I was chatting with the bartender at the bar.

A picture quickly flooded the Internet, and the title of the marketing account was "Xie Yaoyin, the top streamer in the past, fell in love with the UK" for a while, and "Xie Yaoyin's bar gold was born, reappearing the peak value" for a while.

They're all eye-catching tricks.

I have long been used to it. In the year when I divorced Qin Weizhi, the media reporters had picked off my former beauty flower and crushed it in their hands. I have also been reluctant to contact domestic entertainment news for some years.

When I opened the curtains, it was still raining outside.

When I was a child, I didn't like rainy days. When it rained, I had to stay at home. The weather was gray and dull.

Later, after I married Qin Weiji, I liked rainy days.

He never goes out or reads on rainy days, so I pester him on the bed again and again, he is a stoic person but he can't bear my teasing again and again, and then he rubs me in his arms, Biting my shoulder emotionally, "Is that enough?"

not enough.

If I had known that there would be no future, then I should have said enough.

Jiang Ling looked at the watch on my wrist, feeling a little depressed, and said, "Xie Yaoyin, you are already thirty, you are no longer the reckless kid when you first entered the circle, maybe the most brilliant moment in your life The time has passed, and life will be reality in the future, and we can no longer be willful."

When I first entered the entertainment circle, Jiang Ling was already Xingmeng's first brother. If Jiang Ling ranked second in the entertainment industry based on his appearance alone, no one would dare to say that he was the first.

When I saw Jiangling for the first time, Guo Jun smiled flatteringly at Jiangling, and Jiangling left without even looking at him.

Guo Jun smiled awkwardly, and said to me, "In this company, you would rather offend President Zhou than Jiang Ling, remember."

The marketing account often compares the two of us, saying that I am a man and a woman with a beauty in my bones, and Jiangling is a flower of Gaoling, with a clear soul and a cold bone.

It seems that the two of us are destined to be incompatible.

But my first resource, my first role, was left to me by Jiang Ling.

He said that in this circle, newcomers will go astray when they are suppressed. He sees that I am good-looking and is not willing to let me go on other paths.

unwilling to go his way.

I looked back at Jiangling, "You go, Jiangling, I won't go back again."

Jiang Ling frowned, as if he was in a hurry, "What about Qin Weiji?"

I felt pain in my heart, but it was not obvious, "He doesn't want to see me, I'm afraid I can't help but look for him when I go back, and it will make everyone look bad."

"What about you? Really don't plan to make a movie?"

"Jiangling, I can't make movies anymore." I was a little lost, and my tone was a little erratic, "My glory days are long gone."

No one else knew why I ran to England in such a hurry.

When Qin Wei sent the lawyer to send the divorce agreement, I was disheartened and proposed to terminate the contract with Epic. I didn't want a penny of the property, so I paid Qin Wei sent as liquidated damages.

At that time, when I terminated the contract with Xingmeng, he had already paid more than 3 million liquidated damages for me, so I have no face to ask for his property.

It was rumored in the circle that I had cheated in marriage, and I was exonerated, and it was useless to threaten me with death afterwards.

I was so naive, I thought that without Qin Weiji, without the epic, I would still be that star-studded Xie Yaoyin.

I didn't take the overwhelming crimes on the Internet seriously. Anyway, the entertainment industry has never been short of news, and it will be fine when it passes.

But I was blocked.

When I talked about the agent in private, no one wanted to cooperate with me again.

When I was approached by an unknown agent who had been turned down numerous times before, I went too.

In exchange for an insult.

"Xie Yaoyin, what kind of person do you still think you are? No one in the whole circle will sign you anymore. President Zhou of Xingmeng has already spoken. Who do you think would dare to sign you?"

"But I dare, so what if you die for a beauty, you sleep with me, how about I give you resources?"

I was funny, and lightly pushed away his hand that almost touched my side face, and couldn't help laughing, "When I first entered the circle, do you know how many people said this to me? At that time I am penniless, and now my family is rich, you let me sleep with you? Can you afford to sleep?"

The man's face changed, and then he smiled wretchedly, "Don't fool me, after paying so much liquidated damages and being sent out of the house by Qin Wei, how can you be rich? You can be so anxious if you have money Looking for a broker? Xie Yaoyin, don't hold on, I don't have any other money, but I still have money to sleep with you."

In addition to anger, there is also the sadness of the passing of time. I have never been insulted like this before. Now I am 25 years old, but I have to listen to a person who I didn’t pay attention to in the past. Say nothing else and sleep on my money There are still.

Sitting here, it seems that I am a little cheap.

My complexion was not good-looking, I lost all the professionalism of being an artist, and I forgot the self-cultivation of learning from Qin Weiji, so I leaned over and said to him, "You're a fucking idiot, I just don't have any money I cried and begged Qin Wei to send me some money, that money is enough to send you to a decent funeral, and you deserve to play hooligans with my mother here?"

The man was so angry that he raised his hand and slapped me, "Fuck your mother's bitch, the one who sells you really thinks of himself as a star."

I was stunned by the slap, and I forgot to fight back, and the man just left cursing.

I reached out and touched my face with the back of my hand, and I could still feel the marks of my five fingers.

I just sat there with a slap on my face and sat there all afternoon.

When Qin Weiji and I had the worst quarrel, he didn't even bother to scold me.

I was even willing to commit suicide to force him.

I deserve it.

If I want to continue filming, I can go back to Qin Weiji, I don't have to cry or even beg, he will give me the best resources.

When I was desperate, I also wanted to find him in the past.

But after being humiliated by that person, I realized that I am not a treasure in the world, but I just looked up to myself because of other people's likes, and I went back to find Qin Weiji what the resources looked like, and let him sleep I pay the bill for three years?

You insulted me, and you insulted him.

I went back to my hometown to have a look, and if I didn't plan to buy a house in my hometown, it would be fine to live the rest of my life in a mediocre manner. Do I still expect that I can find someone to marry after Qin Weiji?

That's not possible.

I have lived in my hometown for two years, and I have never visited my mother once. I am ashamed to see her. Now I have no business and family, and my mother is not at ease when she dies.

Later, the place where I lived was discovered by paparazzi, and Qin Wei and I posted hot searches on Weibo one after another that day.

【Xie Yaoyin made her first appearance after the divorce】

【Qin Weiji's Suspected New Romance】

After reading this news, the wound I cut two years ago started to hurt untimely.

I planned to die alone all my life, but Qin Weiji had a newcomer.

It's not fair.