fifth year of divorce

It's a pity that I didn't die that year. Anyway, I watched our marriage disappear in the quarrel all day long.

He's tired of me.

In the third year of our marriage he covered my eyes when we had sex in bed.

He doesn't want to see me anymore, and he doesn't want me to see him again.

Put on your clothes and leave after finishing, and don't hold me to sleep anymore.

I am wronged.

I quarrel with him when I feel wronged.

"Qin Weiji! You were the one who chased after me first! It's fine if your parents look down on me, but what do you mean by making a bad face for me every day?!"

It turns out that regardless of men and women, when they realize that love is gone, they will become less elegant and less romantic.

Qin Weiji would always use his slender fingers to lift up his jacket, "Yaoyao, be quiet."

A punch hit the cotton.

My Mr. Qin can be so indifferent and gentle in this kind of fight between husband and wife.

In fact, since we got married, Qin Weiji has never blushed with me. When I was so angry, he would flip through the book and criticize my performance as a little clumsy.

I'm only two years younger than him, but I don't have his calmness at all.

But I know that Mr. Qin doesn't love me anymore, and it has nothing to do with my stability.

It is because I have a shallow relationship with the word home.

My father divorced my mother when I was six years old, and I heard from my mother that he fell in love with some rich woman.

This man puts a price tag on himself if he looks better, which really disgusts me.

I think, such a father will leave when he leaves.

But I didn't expect that my mother would leave me one day.

When I was 17 years old, my mother got lymphoma, and when it was severe, her jaw was rotten.

After I failed the college entrance examination, I entered the entertainment industry, but unfortunately no matter how much money I earn, I still can't keep people who should leave.

In the middle of the night, when I felt like an orphan, I even thought that I still have a father. Doesn’t it mean that when many celebrities are flourishing, those parents who have never cared about them before will Came out to blackmail a fortune?

I am so rich and famous, if he threatens me and asks me for money, I will definitely give it.

But he never showed up.

It turns out that when a person doesn't want you, you are a star that you can see when you look up, and he will pretend not to see you.

If I hadn't been married to Qin Weiji, I would have been a wealthy lonely ghost wandering in this world.

When I met Qin Weiji's parents for the first time, I was already prepared to be embarrassed.

You must know that the family status of a scholar is more difficult to enter than a wealthy family.

Qin Weiji's parents are very cultivated, and they didn't embarrass me in any words. Instead, they were well versed in the way of hospitality and treated me politely.

I don't have the confidence of my parents, and I don't have the knowledge to set off my temperament. I am very vulgar in front of them.

I have been in the circle for several years, and all I get are the most fashionable resources. From the beginning to the end, a corsage is limited.

They sat in front of me in the most ordinary clothes without even the slightest sense of design.

I suddenly felt so vulgar.

I can't sit still in front of them.

"Xiao Xie, what do your parents do?"

My palms were sweating, and I deeply thought that if they gently asked the secrets in my heart, I would have to tell them all.

After all, no one wants their son to live with an unknown person for the rest of his life.

But as long as I don't want to say it, my Mr. Qin never asked me what kind of trust he gave me.

"My parents divorced and I followed my mother. My mother died of illness a few years ago, and I have no contact with my father."

They didn't ask in depth, but stopped in time, which shows their self-cultivation.

Sitting beside me, Qin Weiji suddenly raised his hand to touch my head, sighed softly in my ear, and whispered, "I will be here in the future."

I looked sideways at Qin Weiji's indifferent face, only those eyes were affectionate and gentle.

Every time Jiang Zhishen looks at Lu Qian, he always looks like this.

My Mr. Qin loves me, just like Jiang Zhi deeply loves Lu Qian.

"Xiao Xie, why did you choose acting instead of studying?"

"I didn't pass the exam, otherwise I wouldn't be able to choose this path. My mother is very traditional and always wants me to study."

They nodded, "It's self-willed not to send this child, and he went to act without even taking the college entrance examination."

Qin Weiji's father raised his eyes and looked at me, "Actors nowadays are very impetuous, relying on a good skin to make a few pornographic news every day, without any ink in their stomachs, they won't go far."

I can tell that this is talking about me, not Qin Weiji.

Qin Weiji said lightly, "Dad, not everyone is suitable for the road of studying. There are many actors who can still act well without reading a book. As long as you really like it, it is better than studying for ten years."

"You are the negative teaching material for me to educate students in class. Don't think that you are successful now that you have won the best actor. You must have something in your mind."

Qin Weiji smiled helplessly and stopped talking.

But I couldn't sit still any longer, I felt like I was sitting on pins and needles, and I didn't say a word when I was eating.

I thought they hated the showbiz and actors, but they didn't.

What they hate is a low-level star like me.

I don't want to act anymore.

After leaving the Qin family, I decided not to act.

Qin Weiji frowned, "Yaoyao, you don't have to care about what my parents say, just be yourself."

Qin Wei sent himself, but I did not.

I don't even know what I look like, am I the noble and elegant one smiling in front of the spotlight?

That's not me, that's the beauty flower that never fades, what does it have to do with me?

Qin Weiji couldn't bear to force me, so he asked He Nanquan to temporarily suspend my work.

He is always like this. He is obviously a person who has experienced it, but he is unwilling to guide and discipline me. Even if it is a detour, he will allow me to go on.

He said that since he took over, Qin Weiji would shake his head after watching every movie I filmed.

No matter how good the script is, no matter how good the director is, Qin Weiji is not satisfied with the final product.

Saying that my acting skills are superficial, it's okay to deceive the audience, but I can't deceive professionals.

This is another reason why I stopped acting.

I can't get into the show.

After Lu Qian, no character really belonged to me.

It may be that I have always been unwilling to accept the ending of Jiang Zhishen's death. Sometimes I even read the poems that Jiang Zhishen read to Lu Qian in the middle of the night, holding the book and crying to the moonlight.

Qin Weiji always frowned and persuaded me patiently, "You are not Lu Qian, you are Xie Yaoyin and my lover, I am fine."

I turned around and hugged Qin Weiji, crying unbearably, "I don't know what's wrong with me, Brother Qin, I just feel bad, Lu Qian told me that he misses Jiang Zhishen so much."

I think I'm sick.

I went to see a psychiatrist, and the doctor said that my personality was too fragile, and getting into the drama too deeply would cause me to lose my personality, self-cognition disorder, and if it was not treated in time, it would cause schizophrenia.

Advise me to stay away from anything related to the character.

After I went back, I locked up all the DVDs and books, and didn't want Lu Qian to dominate me anymore.

My lover is fine.