fifth year of divorce

I thought that no matter how shy I am to speak about the past, I don't care about it in five years.

It's a pity that the human heart is made of flesh, how can it not hurt.

At that time...

I really don't want to talk about that time.

I always feel that I did something wrong, and I deserve it no matter how others treat me, and I only remember my grievances when I realize it later.

Before I recovered from my injuries in the hospital, the divorce agreement sent by Qin Wei was sent over by the lawyer.

I looked at the neat lines of Song Dynasty, and it turned out that words can hurt people like knives.

The lawyer sat next to me and read the agreement one by one, such as asset division, real estate division, and share division, which made me dizzy.

In the end, with a pale face, I said lightly, "I don't want anything."

"Mr. Xie, you have to think carefully, this is not a small fortune."

"No." I shook my head, "I don't want anything."

I don't know how long this sentence was repeated before the lawyer changed the divorce agreement.

When the final agreement came out, I couldn't even write a single word with the pen in my hand. It was obviously my left hand that was injured.

"Thank you for your cooperation. If you have time next Monday, I hope you can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to apply for a divorce certificate."

Mechanical, cold, so formulaic.

It turns out that divorce is not emotional.

Later, the news of my suicide and divorce suddenly spread on the Internet, and there were rave reviews for a while.

The bad words on the Internet have already affected Qin Weiji.

I can't do what I want in the hospital, and I have to discuss with the company's public relations later in the post.

But before I had time to do anything, all the wind and spearheads on the Internet suddenly pointed at me.

In the past, the news that I had a new boyfriend in a bar, the news about my cheating were all turned up, and even some model internet celebrities jumped out and admitted that they had an affair with me.

Everyone said that I was cheated on by Qin Weiji, and I was forced to die in order not to get a divorce.

The media and reporters guarded the entrance of the hospital. If Dr. Li hadn't taken me through other passages, I wouldn't even be able to get out of the hospital.

I have long been used to online violence, but I don't know why every bad comment I saw at that time made me want to jump directly from the window of the hospital.

I was like a rope that was repeatedly rubbed against the edge of the wall, and I didn't know when it would break.

Later He Nanquan came to see me. I was not as haggard as before in the hospital for a few days. He looked at me and couldn't say anything.

I was still holding his hand at that time, "Brother Qin hasn't been affected in any way, has he?"

He Nanquan pursed his lips, "There is something wrong with the company, and the unsent may be very busy recently."

"Is there any way to help Brother Qin?"

He Nanquan paused and hesitated for a while. "Yes, can you...Can you terminate the contract with Epic?"

There are no property disputes between Qin Weiji and I, and there are no children as a bond. If Shi Shi and I terminate the contract, it really has nothing to do with it.

"I'm sorry Xiaoxie, your negative news has had too much impact on the company, and the shareholders have already begun to put pressure on them. If you don't cancel the contract and send it, you will offend the shareholders, and now that netizens are boycotting you, your commercial value may not be able to make up for it. loss to the company."

I didn't speak, and at that moment I knew that the overwhelming abuse on the Internet was inseparable from He Nanquan. I am an actor but He Nanquan is a businessman.

I have already seen the ruthlessness of businessmen from Zhou Xi.

I smiled faintly, and when I looked up, I saw that the pothos plant on the window sill had sucked up the water in the pot, and the leaves were slightly yellow. My twenties might be ruined here.

I don't have the lofty ideals of Jiang Ling, I entered the industry just to earn money, and I can't say how much I like acting.

But after all, I have traveled all over the world for my career, and I have also struggled in muddy circles, and even my original intention was lost here.

People have the heart of a nest, I have been in Beijing for these years, and now my career, marriage and family are all gone.

If it weren't for my uncontrollable love for Brother Qin, I might have been devastated long ago.

The indifference is indifferent, sometimes I still feel wronged when I think about it, how come I was the one who was abandoned and sacrificed, my life is not life, isn't my reputation a reputation?

Those fans who once looked at me as their glory and hope, when they were scolded online that they couldn't hold their heads up, I couldn't even say a word.

How can the word "sad" be summed up in one stroke for a person who lives like me.

He Nanquan said that I haven't grown up yet, it's so funny, how could I not grow up?

How could you not learn to be smarter and protect yourself?

I dared to take the risk to offend that host not just because of my frivolity. I also wanted to accept Director Wang's play for Jiang Ling's sake. Director Wang's crew can be regarded as the epitome of clear hierarchy in the entertainment industry.

I can not fight, but I can't lose face, otherwise I will be very sad in the group.

I made such a move and asked He Nanquan to accompany me to sign the contract, but I was just telling people in the circle that there are still people behind me.

A paper tiger is also a tiger.

"Meow!"

I was so frightened that my heart trembled, and I looked at my eldest nephew, "You are a tiger, right?"

Recently, the relationship between me and my eldest nephew has eased, and he has made inroads to appear within one meter of me.

My eldest nephew is still very kind, and never stretched out his paws at me. I took a fly swatter and licked its head, "It has to be my own child, but it is more polite than the wild children outside."

I turned on the computer and found that Director Wang's email had been sent.

I glanced at the name and knew that this was the most popular novel by a best-selling novelist.

The original work is too nationalized, which is a great challenge for actors. If they are not careful, they will be nailed to the pillar of shame by book fans and verbally attacked.

It must have taken a lot of trouble for Director Wang to win the copyright of this novel.

It is a Jianghu theme, and the original book is called "The Qingyun Case".

The original book sets the Qingyun case as a case that is independent of the imperial court and the borders of the rivers and lakes, and it is difficult to decide arbitrarily in the world.As long as you bring enough real money, the Qingyun case can help you settle this lawsuit. Even if the emperor committed the crime of beheading, he must obediently hand over his head.

Unfortunately, no one can afford the emperor's head.

Because in the Qingyun case, everyone in the world has a price, but the emperor doesn't want gold or silver, he just needs a panacea.

The medicinal materials of this elixir are also very common, as long as the snow on the branches of plum blossoms in the nunnery of Beidian Mountain, the ashes of incense paper used for the spring festival in the earth temple in Qingsong Town, and the first flowering plant under the pavilion in the middle of the lake in Luling City. Hibiscus flowers and dead leaves falling on the stone lion's head in front of the Palace of Rebirth in Yuchuan Palace.

Everyone says it's absurd, let's not say that these four places are far apart from each other, who knows whether there are plum blossoms in the nunnery, whether there are spring festivals in the earth temple, whether hibiscus flowers are planted by the pavilion in the middle of the lake, and the dead leaves It's not your family's. If it falls on the stone lion's head, it will fall on the stone lion's head?

Everyone laughed at the Qingyun case, Master Qingyun clearly couldn't afford to offend the emperor, so he insisted on making up a decent reason.

Later, some people took snow from wild trees, incense ash from their own household, hibiscus flowers from the pond at the entrance of the village, and rotten leaves from the edge of their own house to Qingyun's case.

It was seen through at a glance, and was beaten out.

No one dared to joke anymore, and no one really wanted to touch the young emperor whose merits could last forever in the imperial palace.

The setting of the original book is very good. It is said that it is a same-sex theme. In fact, the main character is Fu Qingyun. The case surrounding Qingyun's case leads to Fu Qingyun's life experience and the dirty tricks of colluding with the rebellious officials in the court to frame Zhongliang.

The other male protagonist is the emperor, who met and cherished each other when they were young, but in the end they still parted ways.

Looking back on the volume, it is a sad story.

With director Wang's resources and the traffic that comes with the original book, anyone can actually make this show popular, and maybe even become a top-notch one.

I don't understand why Director Wang chose me.

But it is undoubtedly a good opportunity for me.

After thinking about it for a few days, I called.

"Director Wang."

"Xiao Xie, have you finished reading the script?"

"I've finished reading it. The script is pretty good." I paused, "Director Wang, there should be no shortage of actors for this script. I'm self-aware. There are many more suitable actors for this drama than I am."

"Actually, there are two reasons why I insist on looking for you." Director Wang smiled, "Fu Qingyun, the author of the original work, is more interested in you. Although there is no strict requirement, I am also considering you. The second reason is the original work. Although it is very popular, but also because it is too popular, no one dares to pick up artists in the rising stage of their careers, and newcomers whose acting skills are not mature, so I thought of you."

"Xiao Xie, I believe you can take this role, and you can play a Fu Qingyun that fits the hearts of fans of the original book."

I didn't speak, but I heard what Director Wang meant.

Many fans of the original book treat the characters in the two-dimensional world like gods and respect them like Bai Yueguang. It is not an exaggeration to say that some characters have even become beliefs in the hearts of book fans, and most of them find it difficult to accept the sudden film and television transformation.

Some extreme book fans may directly boycott the actors.

This kind of thing is not uncommon, which makes many directors stop at these best-selling novels.

Director Wang doesn't know how to overturn every movie, and the online reviews are mixed.

If there is no trust in the director and actors, book fans will boycott it. If the filming is done, it will be fine. If the business evaluation is messed up, it may not be repaired for a long time.

And I just came back from a foreign country, and he concluded that I was in urgent need of such an opportunity. It happened that I had just acted in Mr. Zhou's movie, and I tried a wave of water on the Internet and the response was good, so he chose me.

Most importantly, there is nothing left to damage my image.

"Director Wang, let me think about it."

Director Wang paused, "Okay, don't worry, take your time and think about it."

"it is good."

"Xiao Xie, there is a reception in the circle this weekend, and many directors and actors will be there. Come and show me in advance."

I smiled faintly, "Understood, Director Wang."

There is a kind of chaos in the circle called rendering first-tier stars, that is, artists whose resources and traffic cannot reach the first-tier level, or who have fallen from the first-tier, will deliberately exaggerate their first-tier status on the Internet and forcibly improve their reputation. Bit, sometimes exaggerated exaggerated in other people's hearts really become a line.

I've even seen former top stars buy fans to hold up the show at awards shows.

Everyone knows this position, it is easy to hold but difficult to sit.

The entertainment industry changes too quickly, and the career life is over as soon as it is over, and it is short-lived. It is no wonder that so many artists have to consider transformation at a certain time.

Director Wang wanted to take me to the reception to show up, but also to support me and see my commercial value in the circle, and then weigh my salary.

Although realistic, it is also understandable.