fifth year of divorce

I imagined thousands of embarrassments in Huifenghuali. I was afraid that when I entered the door, I would find Qin Weisong inside.

The guard stopped me outside, saying that there was no key card and I had to contact the owner to confirm my identity before I could enter.

If the doorman was still Xiao Zhang from before, I guess I wouldn't have to be so embarrassing.

"Master, this is really my house, let me in and I'll find the key card for you."

"Sorry, no one can enter without a key card."

I resisted the urge to curse, and called He Nanquan, "Brother Quan, Fenghuali needs a key card, but I left my key card inside and never took it out."

"No, it should be recorded there that you are the owner. You can just report your name."

I also suddenly remembered, looked up at the guard, "Check it out, I am the second owner, my name is Xie Yaoyin."

The doorman inquired for a while, then looked up at me, "It shows that you have terminated the relationship with the house five years ago, and you are no longer the owner here."

I was stunned, and He Nanquan on the phone was also stunned.

"Yaoyin, I forgot to tell you, when you signed the agreement to give up all the property, the ownership of the house was changed directly when the lawyer accepted it."

I was a little frustrated, and for a moment I almost forgot that I had divorced Qin Weiji, and now I had to get the owner's permission to enter and exit at will.

"How about this, I'll call Weishui and say that I want to go in to get something and ask the guard to let you through."

"it is good."

I lit a cigarette and leaned against the wall, I couldn't even go back to my own home.

I knew I should have asked for Fenghuali.

The doorman seemed to have received a call and opened the door, "Please come in, sir."

When I was almost outside the door, I stopped, turned and walked to the mailbox next to the house.

In the five years since I left, I actually sent a letter back to Qin Wei every Spring Festival.

The content is probably, everything is well, do not read and so on.

But never got a reply.

When I opened the letterbox and saw these letters in a stack of newspapers, my heart felt as if it was being squeezed.

After the divorce, Qin Weiji never came back to our home.

I took these letters and went into the house. The furnishings have not changed, but it seems that no one has cleaned them for a long time.

I silently put down the letter in my hand, trying to clean it but couldn't do it.

It was like a stone had fallen in my heart, getting heavier and heavier, and becoming more and more out of breath.

I stood in the middle of the house, and the loneliness that came from the night of suicide suddenly hit, and Qin Weiji's resoluteness that he never wanted to see me was ringing in his ears again.

I walked numbly to the study, found the car keys from the drawer, put the driver's license and door card in my pocket, and walked out the door at a faster pace, only to find that it was raining outside.

The rain hit the window drop by drop, which made my heart ache.

No one received my report of safety at all.

I said don't read, and no one misses me at all.

When the door was knocked, probably because my face was too ugly, what the guard wanted to say got stuck in my mouth.

"what happened?"

"Hello." The guard paused, "Mr. Qin doesn't let people stay here overnight, let me remind you."

"I have a key card."

"But you are not the owner. Mr. Qin specifically explained it before, so don't embarrass me."

"This is my home." I bit my lower lip lightly, and the words seemed to come out of my throat, "Why don't you let me in or let me live, I've lived here for three fucking years, in the end Do you need your permission to stay here?"

"Then I can only call Mr. Qin to confirm."

I was discouraged, loosened my clenched fists, and said lightly, "No need, I'm leaving now."

"Thank you for your cooperation."

For the first time, I felt that Mr. Qin was really cruel.

At first I didn't want to divorce him, but when I woke up and saw him sitting next to me, the clear water became lifeless, and I realized that what I deprived of the three-year marriage was Qin Weiji. of light.

I can imagine that seeing me lying in a pool of blood, Qin Weiji probably wanted to die.

Then looking at my cut wrist, the life was gradually disappearing in my body, and the light was slowly disappearing in Qin Weiji's eyes.

I'm such a jerk, how can I still have the face to pester him.

I contacted Zhou Kong the next day and said that I had returned to Beijing.

Zhou Kong set a time with me, saying that he would meet with the investors first.

I read the script overnight.

I lied to Brother Quan, I didn't have time to read this script at all, let alone came back because of the role.

The initial name of the script is "Here We Can't Recognize"

The first page is a poem by Gu Cheng written by Zhou Kong himself, also called "Here, We Can't Recognize"

it's here

we can't recognize each other

there is a wall

There are countless lamps and retractable gazes

measuring us

we should run away

no , snatch

I'm a robber

take you

like bursting showers rushing across the fields

when everything disappears

Only the sound of our breathing remains

you will step aside

suddenly looked at me

To see the frightened ants in the dew again

on top of the black head

flashing rainbow

The protagonists are a pair of half-brothers who are related by blood.

In a small town that is getting older every day in the last century, there is no gap between relatives, roommates, friends and neighbors, and yesterday's accident is today's talk.

When An Tang walks on the road, there will always be people watching him.

The townspeople say he's a scourge.

In fact, he didn't do anything, but his short-lived mother became Xu Cheng's mistress, and was kicked out with a big belly. She had raised An Yu for more than ten years and got a dying disease. She left him at the door of Xu's house and didn't know how to hide where to die.

So An Tang grew up being poked at the spine.

An Tang also couldn't figure it out, his father was the one who had the affair, his mother was the mistress, and he was the one who was pushed by everyone in the end.

Everyone in this town hates him, even accusing him of the most vulgar words through the wall where they can't see.

An Tang is good-looking, eye-catching and shocking in this small town, but full of stigma despite being sought after by no one.

He doesn't like to talk, men and women in the town are very vulgar, although his mother has bad conduct, she has studied for several years, An Tang looks down on the people in this town from the bottom of her heart.

Except for Xu Jiang.

There are not many educated people in the town, and most of them have gone out to work while the economic situation is good.

Xu Jiang is the only one who has gone to college.

Xu Jiang is his elder brother, although no one would admit it, but he and Xu Jiang do have half the same blood.

Both of them are educated people, but they are doing the most despicable activities.

Xu Jiang is attached to his body and appearance, but refuses to admit that he loves him.

Xu Jiang looked down on him.

Looking down on him and sleeping with him, Xu Jiang is probably the most hypocritical person in the world.

When the hickey on An Tang's neck was seen by the people in the town, the rumors came again.

They said that An Tang was like his mother, a scumbag, who was slept with by some man, and that he was a pervert.

Since then, the men in the town have looked at him with ambiguous eyes, and there is filth in the ambiguous eyes.

An Tang sometimes dare not go out for several days.

There will be bloody claws reaching out, and insulting him with lips curled up in daggers.

Even Xu Jiang never came back and never touched him again.

An Tang didn't know what happened to him, but when no one cared about him, stinky blood flashed through his mind, and he saw himself in the mirror as a pool of corroded rotten flesh.

He wanted Xu Jiang to come back and have a look at him. He has lived for more than ten years without even trampling an ant to death, and he has never said a word of evil to anyone, but why does everyone here want to stab him to death with a sharp sword.

Later, someone's man cheated, and he couldn't find the goblin who had become a mistress, so he took him to vent his anger.

Everyone began to abuse him, and he was charged with a crime that was not warranted.

That man refused to justify his name, and Xu Jiang also refused to recognize this incestuous relationship in front of everyone.

He forced An Tong to jump off the building.

On the day of An Chun's burial, the man probably had a bad conscience and knelt in front of An Chun's grave to repent.

Xu Jiang also shed tears at a dead body, and said love words thousands of times.

He had already entered the coffin, and they came to pray for peace of mind, with horrible faces, pretending to remember him.