The little stand-in is no longer with me

After they broke up unhappy, Xie Lin didn't see Liao Cenchuan for about a week.That's fine, out of sight and out of mind, it's best not to appear under his nose forever, let him forget about Liao Cenchuan as soon as possible.

In the past week or so, Xie Lin went to the hospital twice to get rid of the scar.He is applying the gel prescribed by the doctor every day. For this face, Xie Lin is very careful, for fear that the recovery will not be good, and he will not return to the original state.

But Xie Lin was relieved after hearing the doctor said that if the treatment is good, he can recover as before.I look forward to finishing the rest of the treatment as soon as possible and getting rid of this deep and ugly scar as soon as possible.

After Chi Jingzhan came back, he asked him out for dinner.The relationship between him and Chi Jingzhan is currently a bit hazy and ambiguous, which is not the result he wants, but Chi Jingzhan's meticulous care for him makes him a little at a loss.

It's hard to imagine that a naughty and rough straight man would change himself into this in order to chase another man. Sometimes Xie Lin felt that Chi Jingzhan was a little too attentive, as if he was chasing a girl.

Xie Lin has never felt that someone took care of his life so meticulously, nor had anyone pursued him so violently.When he was in the United States, there were indeed quite a lot of suitors, but he had high vision and didn't like the food delivered to his door. He ignored those suitors and left a cold impression.Those people also retreated in spite of the difficulties.

But Chi Jingzhan is different, probably because he confessed to Chi Jingzhan, and Chi Jingzhan extended a helping hand when his career was at a low point, so he couldn't refuse.

It may also be what Chi Jingzhan said in his ear, if you try to open your heart to accept him, and remember how you liked Chi Jingzhan at that time, you will forget Liao Cenchuan faster.

Recalling the feeling of liking Chi Jingzhan at that time...

It seems to be a long time ago, Xie Lin has been trying hard recently.

He was convinced by Chi Jingzhan's future. He admitted that even homosexuals want a home, a safe haven, and a future without worries.Maybe he shouldn't have pursued Liao Cenchuan in the first place, but should have stayed where he was and waited for Chi Jingzhan to wake up, so they would have fallen in love long ago.

After going around for a year, it seems to have returned to the starting point.

"Xie Lin, why are you in a daze? Are you thinking about something with me?" Chi Jingzhan laughed, looking full of anger, his eyes fixed on Xie Lin's face.

They were talking about the next film investment at Fengzhao Company. Chi Jingzhan actually wanted to talk to Xie Lin about the things between the two of them, but he was afraid that Xie Lin would not accept it.The only thing I can do is talk about work.

Since the solemn confession with Xie Lin in the capital, Xie Lin's attitude towards him has become much softer than before.He is very relieved, this is already progress, and now he does not dare to ask for anything more.

Xie Lin's ears turned red instantly when he was told, "Go on, I can invest in this movie. Recently, I have made some money from wind tricks, which is enough for me to do other side jobs."

With a smile on his face, Chi Jingzhan asked, "Don't you even ask what kind of film it is?"

"You choose, I don't worry."

Chi Jingzhan shook his head, "I want to hear from you that you trust me, so you are willing to hand it over to me. Of course, if it's not money, it would be better if it was people."

"It's been a while." Xie Lin reminded with a light cough, and he took a sip of water to cover up his panic at the moment.

"Sorry, I'm a little impatient. After all...you and Liao Cenchuan are still in touch, I'm afraid." Chi Jingzhan said what was in his heart, frowning and anxiety written on his face, his expression was stalemate, as if there was something wrong consider.

Xie Lin immediately understood what Chi Jingzhan said, and he sighed, "It's really not too clean."

"Is he pestering you?" Chi Jingzhan asked urgently.

Xie Lin was noncommittal.

Chi Jingzhan suddenly understood, he knew that it was impossible for Xie Lin to contact Liao Cenchuan on his own initiative.He knows Xie Lin's character well, if he says it's a breakup, it's a breakup, and he doesn't procrastinate.Even it was the same with him at the beginning, the feeling of liking was withdrawn as soon as it was said, which made the other person sink deeper and deeper.

It seems that Xie Lin's feelings can be controlled freely, and it is all controlled by his own mood.But others are not.

"I'll wait for you." Chi Jingzhan said persistently, he didn't care about these few months even after waiting for so long.

He was confident, because according to Xie Lin's character, he would definitely give Liao Cenchuan the most decisive ending.No matter what means Liao Cenchuan had, it was useless to Xie Lin, if he didn't like it, he just didn't like it.

Xie Lin smiled, but did not speak.

After talking about the investment with Chi Jingzhan, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.Chi Jingzhan said he wanted to invite him to dinner, but Xie Lin refused.

"Is there something going on in a while?"

Xie Lin nodded and said apologetically, "Go home and see my dad."

Liao Shiyu will come to his house today. Although he doesn't welcome him deep down, he still can't disturb the father and daughter's first meeting.Dinner will be eaten at Xie's house, and he can't let Xie Yuming cook, let alone order takeaway.Before going home, I still need to go to the supermarket again, and I can't let Chi Jingzhan go with me.

"Okay, I have no choice but to go back first." Chi Jingzhan was a little reluctant, seeing that Xie Lin hadn't left for a long time.

Xie Lin saw Chi Jingzhan's intention, he wanted to give him a farewell kiss.But he pretended not to understand, just so stiff.Unexpectedly, in the next second, his lips softened, and Chi Jingzhan quickly left.

With a successful smile on his face, Chi Jingzhan said, "Leave me some thoughts."

Xie Lin blushed, and reprimanded: "Don't push yourself."

Xie Lin was in charge of the dinner. Xie Yuming sat on the sofa in the living room and watched TV, and then read the newspaper after a while.Both sides are busy with work, looking restless.

Xie Lin knew that his father was nervous. He heard that Liao Shiyu was coming today, so he cleaned up the house half a day in advance. Originally, the nanny was supposed to do it, but Xie Yuming wanted to do it himself.

I put on a new set of clothes, and sprayed my hair with hairspray that I haven't used for a long time.

Xie Lin felt that Xie Yuming made a fuss out of a molehill. Is it necessary to make it so grand when seeing his own daughter?He had never seen his father treat him like this.

Although I was eating in my heart, the work in hand was not left behind.Originally planned to cook five dishes, but Xie Yuming wanted to say that six dishes were auspicious, representing reunion, which just reflected Liao Shiyu's first return home after more than ten years.

Xie Lin didn't want to, but he still couldn't meet Xie Yuming's request, so he cooked six dishes.

Just when Xie Yuming was about to be unable to sit still, someone finally knocked on the door.Xie Lin thumped in his heart, and put his mentality in order, what should come will always come.

It was Xie Yuming who opened the door.

Liao Shiyu held large and small packages of things in his hand, which he bought specially for Xie Yuming.

"Dad...for so many years, I miss you so much!"

As soon as Liao Shiyu entered the door, when he saw Xie Yuming who opened the door, his eyes turned red and he began to cry.The tears couldn't stop flowing, and the whole person with eye makeup looked so beautiful when she cried, pear blossoms with rain.Sniffing, suddenly hugged Xie Yuming.

Liao Shiyu turned Xie Yuming's originally nervous mood into sadness, and the father and daughter hugged each other and cried bitterly.Xie Lin held a spatula and watched coldly.

If he didn't know what kind of person Liao Shiyu was, he would really have shed tears for the scene where the father and daughter reunited after more than ten years.But he knew how deep Liao Shiyu's city was, so he couldn't cry.

Xie Yuming brought Liao Shiyu's bag over and hung it on the clothes hanger, "Take off your shoes and come to eat, your brother is ready."

Xie Yuming didn't feel that Liao Shiyu took the initiative and quickly accepted the fact that his biological father was so terrifying.He just thought that Liao Shiyu was sensible.

Liao Shiyu glanced at Xie Lin, and helped Xie Lin serve the dishes, "Is it all made by my younger brother? It's amazing. It's a blessing to have a daughter marrying you in the future. Boys who can cook are more popular now..."

Xie Lin was speechless for a while, Liao Shiyu knew that he was crooked, and wanted to mention this in front of Xie Yuming.Isn't this intentional?

After he and Xie Yuming came out, he broke up with Liao Cenchuan.This matter was shelved and never mentioned again. Now Liao Shiyu accidentally said something that made Xie Yuming lose his temper.

"Leave him alone, he doesn't like women, and he doesn't know who to follow, what's wrong with him."

Xie Lin felt a sharp pain in his heart.

Liao Shiyu glanced at Xie Lin, and found that Xie Lin was staring at her, and said innocently, "Why?"

Xie Yuming seemed very unwilling to mention his love life, and deliberately avoided the topic, "Don't mention him, Qingqing...or should I call you Shiyu? How have you been these years, I know you live in the home of my former comrade-in-arms , did you feel wronged?"

"It's okay Dad, I'm Qingqing or Shiyu, you can do whatever you like." Liao Shiyu was very understanding, and she tied up her hair, "When I was lost, their family took me in and treated me very well. I went to school, and after knowing that I like dancing, they sent me to Han Country as a trainee."

"That's good, that's good..." Xie Yuming muttered these words, thinking about it carefully, if he treated Liao Shiyu badly, how could he make Liao Shiyu a star.

Liao Shiyu said, "Dad, are you in good health? Where's Mom?"

As soon as this remark came out, Xie Yuming's face immediately turned pale, and Xie Lin was a little angry with his ignorant eyes, and he said first: "At the beginning, you deliberately got lost, and your mother has been looking for you for a long time. You were not in good health, but in the end you were too sad... gone."

"How could it be..." Liao Shiyu was stunned for three seconds, and then immediately burst into tears, "How is it possible, mother?"

"Let's eat, don't mention this sad thing. Let your brother take you to see your mother's grave another day..." Xie Yuming's eyes were also red, and he was also moved just now.

Xie Lin pursed his lips and did not speak.

"Okay..." Liao Shiyu choked up.

"Qingqing, you must be careful in the entertainment circle, and don't be sneaked by some bad guys..." Xie Yuming urged, the last sentence was really hard to say, but Liao Shiyu must understand what he was going to say at his age.

"Don't worry Dad, I'm already engaged, no one will do anything to me." Liao Shiyu finished speaking pretending to be happy, and showed his right hand, with a sparkling diamond ring on his ring finger.

Xie Lin was suspicious, he had never heard of Liao Shiyu dating, how did he get engaged?

"Engaged?" Xie Yuming exclaimed, as if he hadn't recovered from the shock of the heavy news for a long time, and asked in a trembling voice: "Whose family's child?"

His tone was a little surprised, but also excited.Perhaps it was because of Xie Lin's abnormal sexual orientation that he was determined not to get married.Now the news of Liao Shiyu's engagement came unexpectedly, which made him very happy.Their family can be regarded as a normal child...

"Dad, you know me." Liao Shiyu said with a smile, but his eyes were fixed on Xie Lin's face, his eyes were full of affection, and he blurted out: "It's the son of your comrade-in-arms, the boy who grew up with me , His name is... Liao Cenchuan."

As soon as these words came out, the room was quiet for a long time, as if reflecting the meaning of Liao Shiyu's words.

'Snapped--'

In an instant, the bowl that couldn't be held fell to the ground, and the tiles and rice were broken all over the floor.

When he raised his eyes with scarlet eyes, Xie Lin looked at the diamond ring on Liao Shiyu's finger in disbelief, and recalled Liao Shiyu's words countless times in his ears.

engaged...

Liao Cenchuan and Liao Shiyu, are they engaged?

The heart was pierced like a thousand bladed daggers, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe.There was a chill in my heart, and a tingling pain spread all over my body.His mouth opened and closed to speak, he wanted to reconfirm whether Liao Shiyu's words were true, but he opened his mouth silently.

The liar... lied to him again.

"What's the matter, Xiao Lin? Why did the bowl break?" Xie Yuming turned his head and looked towards the side of the kitchen, looking worried.

Xie Lin quickly picked up the bowl fragments without making a sound.

On the other side, Liao Shiyu blushed and continued to say: "Dad, since our father and daughter finally met after more than ten years, we must quickly transfer our household registration here, otherwise I will still be in the Liao family's book, and getting married will be very troublesome." of……"

Xie Yuming immediately understood, "It's time to move here, but I haven't seen the Liao family's children since I grew up. It's not too late to think about getting married after we meet."

"Handsome and considerate, good for your daughter, I am in the Liao family thanks to him for taking care of me. And he fell in love with me first...Dad, don't worry, I will often bring him to see you after marriage of."

Xie Yuming smiled brightly. Hearing what Liao Shiyu said, his evaluation of Liao Cenchuan, whom he had never met, was a little higher in his heart.

Xie Lin endured the pain in his heart, picked up the fragments on the ground, accidentally cut his finger, and blood gushed out instantly.It hurt his eyes and made him wake up instantly.

She was about to marry Liao Shiyu, yet she was still brazenly saying that she liked him and wanted him back.The most ridiculous thing was that he actually believed what Liao Cenchuan said back then, and really foolishly thought that Liao Cenchuan fell in love with him.

Liao Cenchuan was talking about coming out for him, and breaking up with his family because of him.In the final analysis, this was just the rhetoric of Liao Cenchuan alone. He didn't see it, and he couldn't prove it. Why did he believe Liao Cenchuan again?

It's a good thing...it's a good thing he didn't let go of his heart to Liao Cenchuan, otherwise he would be humiliated to death by these two people today.

What kind of charm does he have, let these two people sing together to coax him.Giving a candied date with a slap in the face is a joy to play.

What Liao Cenchuan said about liking him still lingers in his mind.Crying and thinking about him, the tears were about to dry up, the appearance of being wronged... begging him to come back and continue to love him, it was all a lie.

They all lied to him.

He couldn't believe that they had broken up for so long, yet he could still feel uncomfortable and heartbroken for a little news from Liao Cenchuan.The heart seemed to be torn from the inside to the outside, the colic was unbearable, tears suddenly came out of the eyes, and the trembling hands quickly wiped them away.

He saw the smile in Liao Shiyu's eyes, which seemed to be mocking him.

Passionate.

What kind of hobbies does Liao Cenchuan have? If Liao Shiyu hadn't said it out today, he would have almost become Liao Cenchuan's brother-in-law.

"You guys eat, my company has something else to do, so I'm going back first." Xie Lin quickly finished this sentence with a trembling voice, and rushed out of the door.

Xie Yuming frowned and shouted incomprehensibly: "What's the matter, you're so busy, haven't you eaten yet? It's not too late to go back after eating—"

It's just that before the words were finished, the person had already gone downstairs.

Xie Lin hid in the car alone and cried loudly, relying on the fact that no one came in the parking lot, he did all the embarrassing things here.

He can still recall Liao Shiyu's expression when he said he was engaged, and the diamond ring on his hand shone dazzlingly.Everything shows how stupid he is to be able to blindly listen to Liao Cenchuan's words. He has been deceived so badly, but he doesn't have a long memory.

"Snapped!"

With a crisp slap, Xie Lin was both regretful and annoyed. He still had expectations for Liao Cenchuan's words. He deserved to be betrayed.

"You still have the face to cry... You deserve it, and you deserve it."

"When you are who you are, you are just Liao Shiyu's substitute. Can you still believe the words that lie to you?"

"Do you really think that Liao Cenchuan likes you... He married Liao Shiyu right after turning around, what are you in their eyes!"

Xie Lin cried and warned himself, the cries were so loud that he almost cried out of his breath.Only this time, he told himself, this was the last time he cried for Liao Cenchuan.It will not be allowed in the future, he can no longer stick to this person...

Liking Liao Cenchuan has exhausted all his energy, but he got this ending.

His face was red and swollen from being slapped by himself, and it was hot and painful.Only in this way can he remember today's shame and what Liao Shiyu said today.

He was a little curious, if Liao Shiyu didn't tell him today, when would Liao Cenchuan plan to tell him?

Did he wait until the news of their marriage hit Weibo, and when he found out and questioned him, Liao Cenchuan would say to him with an 'apology': Sorry, I'm already married, let's not continue The entanglement went on.

That's too bad.

From the beginning to the end, he is just a substitute between these two people's love.Liao Shiyu got her love, and Liao Cenchuan's secret love for many years was also reciprocated. Isn't everyone happy?

What kind of thing is he, and he is not qualified to cry here.

"Don't cry anymore, you're so fucking useless, are you short of men? You have to hang yourself on this tree."

Xie Lin scolded himself for being weak and deceitful, and being played around by these two people.Hateing himself for being so incompetent, Liao Cenchuan's entanglement was just to watch him sink into it, to see his jokes.

A person who said to break up, but Liao Cenchuan kissed, hugged and fucked casually.

Rejection seemed to be a passion, Liao Cenchuan never took it seriously.Or better yet.You don't need to be responsible, you don't need to talk about any fucking love with him, you are already tired and tired of facing a man's feelings every day.

But he is much more contemptible than Liao Shiyu, as can be seen from this incident.Since he was already engaged, why did he come to provoke him even if his fiancée was not spoiled.

It's because he's so cheap that he can get his affection without giving his heart.

And what about his sincerity?He was cheated by Liao Cenchuan a long time ago to pieces, trampled under his feet fiercely, and thrown to the dogs without being cherished.

He's lost his sincerity and won't take anyone seriously anymore...

After Xie Lin wanted to understand these things, her tears had dried up, and her voice was hoarse from crying.It was already past ten o'clock when I got back to my home.

He showered as usual, then lay down on the bed.Quietly waiting for sleepiness to come, but he didn't fall asleep until four o'clock in the morning.

What he experienced today made him extremely painful, and insomnia is also normal.

The gray sky spilled through the curtains on his sheets, suffocating gloom.The whole body seemed to be placed in the deep sea, and the feeling of drowning was overwhelming. His exhausted body could no longer support him to get up and get out of bed, and his heart was even more oppressed.

Holding his eyes open until seven o'clock in the morning, Xie Lin went to the company after a simple wash.With a sleepy demeanor, his colleagues in the company talked to him, but he ignored them in a daze.

He became more depressed by the day, probably because he couldn't sleep every night.I can't concentrate, and even my temper has become aggravated.

When the assistant talked to him about the project that day, Xie Lin lost his temper for no reason.

He didn't feel uncomfortable playing all night before, but now the insomnia has ripped off his entire body.He can't take it anymore...

This is the fourth night of insomnia and I still can't sleep.Tried everything, to no avail.

Chi Jingzhan has been very busy recently, and rarely comes to flirt.Xie Lin had already reduced the number of times he went to the company after he realized that his health was not right. He was afraid that once his temper came up, he would attack other employees again.

This day, after Chi Jingzhan came to make a fuss, the front desk said that Xie Lin had been on leave for a week and was sick at home, so he rushed to Xie Lin's house without stopping.

"Xie Lin? Xie Lin! Open the door!"

Chi Jingzhan knocked on the door, but it was as if no one was home, so he didn't open the door.Chi Jingzhan remembered that Xie Lin had said the password to the door, so he quickly tried it, and it opened as expected.

But when he opened the door, the first thing that came into view was Xie Lin, who was looking at the front with a dejected look, with a pale and thin face, with blood on his wrist and a bloody blade under his feet.The wound was still dripping blood, obviously freshly cut.

Chi Jingzhan shrank his pupils and shouted, "Xie Lin! What are you doing?"

Xie Lin, who was immersed in his own world, suddenly heard this shout, and Mu Na turned his head stiffly, "Chi Jingzhan, why are you here?"

"If you don't come to see you again, you will die at home!" Chi Jingzhan was anxious and angry. He didn't know why Xie Lin wanted to cut his wrist, but when he saw Xie Lin's blood dripping wrist, he was so distressed that he could hardly breathe Furious, he lifted Xie Lin without saying a word, stuffed him into the car, and drove to the hospital.

The wrist is a vein, and Xie Lin was bumped into by him not long after the cut, so it didn't cause excessive blood loss.

Xie Lin was lying on a hospital bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, with bandages wrapped around his wrists, and he looked like a lifeless person.

"What's wrong with you..." Chi Jingzhan asked with a trembling voice helplessly and frightened.

Xie Lin's pupils moved, and he also wanted to know what happened to him.Why did all the bad things happen to him one after another?He thought he had never done anything wrong, but why should he be punished like this?

He just fell in love with someone. After knowing that he could not provoke him, he immediately pulled away and left. Why did so many things come to him after the breakup.

He was really fed up and wanted to escape from this world, he was scared, he was a coward.

Let him die, and there will be no pain when he dies.

My heart won't hurt anymore.

The author has something to say: The biggest knife has been sent out... Jiageng is actually adding a knife to you, I am too bad

Linlin is suffering from depression, which has been hit in many ways, and she had some mild symptoms, which were aroused by Liao Shiyu this time.

After that, the chasing wife is exciting and bloody, and there are amnesia stalks

I hope the little angels will accompany me to the end and bow thanks

感谢在2021-05-1003:33:28~2021-05-1102:53:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: wander1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!