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Xu Zhile didn't live in Tang Lu's place for a few days, and he felt very uncomfortable. Coupled with Tang Lu's weird attitude and Wei Yang's obvious distance, Xu Zhile felt like he was sitting on pins and needles. Fortunately, the project that Shi Ke voted for last time started , Xu Zhile had an excuse to leave, and he returned to Beijing without stopping that day.

Wei Yang never came to look for Xu Zhile again, and even Tang Lu never mentioned Xu Zhile taking care of Wei Yang again, as if he had been cut off from all relations with Wei Yang.

Xu Zhile was regretful and sad at the same time. If he hadn't thought about it, he would have agreed to try something with Wei Yang. At least it wouldn't be like it is now, making their relationship embarrassing, and they couldn't think about it. How to repair the relationship.

After being bored at home for a while, Shi Ke once called Xu Zhile and asked him to bring back the documents he brought home last time to the company. Yes, he rummaged in the study after answering the phone.

On the table was a group photo taken when I went to Shanghai last time. It was a Polaroid that Tang Lu took for him. Wei Yang reluctantly hugged the cute rabbit doll that Xu Zhile insisted on buying. He stretched out his hand and compared the two on top of Wei Yang's head. The color of the Polaroids was old, and it looked like it was a long time ago, but in fact, it was only a few months, and the situation changed completely.

Xu Zhile opened the drawer, there were a few document bags inside, and there was a box of condoms lying there. This was the last time Wei Yang insisted on having sex with him in the study, and without condoms, he had to end it hastily. Wei Yang went downstairs and bought several boxes that night. , I specially put a box in the study.

Those absurd days and nights spent with Wei Yang flashed through his mind in an instant, and Xu Zhile could even recall Wei Yang's dizzy and lustful eyes that became extraordinarily deep when he was deeply in love, that strong and irresistible look It often made Xu Zhile's back numb.

Xu Zhile took a deep breath, even if the Heavenly King Lao Tzu came, it would be impossible for him to restore the relationship with Wei Yang to the way it was before.

He got up slowly, turned out the documents that Shi Ke wanted, and suddenly his eyes fell on a stack of unfamiliar books on the table. These were the professional textbooks that Wei Yang left here last semester. Xu Zhile made him tell him, Wei Yang patiently spoke for two verses, and Xu Zhile listened easily, and dragged Wei Yang to the living room to watch a movie.

Xu Zhile came to Wei Yang on the pretext of sending books, Xu Zhile felt dazed, it was no longer the scorching hot season a while ago, there was a cool breeze in the distance that rolled up half-yellow leaves, Xu Zhile stood downstairs in Wei Yang's dormitory, hesitating After a while, he wanted to take out his mobile phone to call Wei Yang, but then paused, trying to think about his words first.

Wei Yang didn't give him a chance, he just finished his meal, and walked towards the dormitory building with a freshman student, he saw Xu Zhile in a thin shirt from a distance, holding a stack of books, looking at the dormitory building from time to time, Check your phone every now and then.

Xu Zhile glanced at the time, turned his eyes towards the cafeteria, and saw Wei Yang, followed by a white and clean little boy.

"Wei Yang..." Xu Zhile clenched the book in his hand, and took two steps forward, "I found you at home..."

Xu Zhile's eyes slowly fell on the little boy next to Wei Yang, he froze suddenly, his pupils tightened for a moment.

This little boy looks exactly the same as the little boy Wei Yang bought for 800 yuan in a bar in the previous life, even his frown and smile are exactly the same.

"Go back to the dormitory first." Wei Yang turned to the elementary school boy.

It was obviously a normal tone, but Xu Zhile could hear a bit of gentleness. He almost stared at his elementary school students, waved at Wei Yang awkwardly, and walked quickly to the dormitory.

"Give me the book." Wei Yang reached out to pick it up.

Xu Zhile breathed heavily: "Just now that was..."

"A junior." Wei Yang said.

Xu Zhile clenched her lower lip, her jaw trembling slightly: "Do you like him?"

Wei Yang frowned: "What are you talking about?"

"You said you would change it, but did you change it so that you don't like me?" Even after living for so many years, Xu Zhile still couldn't help but want to cry because of this crazy jealousy and jealousy, he held back his stomach and said no The grievance that came out.

Wei Yang narrowed his eyes: "You heard it all."

"Yes, I heard it, but I dare not open my eyes, am I a coward?" Xu Zhile's eyes gradually became moist, and his voice choked up.

"I don't think so." Wei Yang said.

There were many students passing by the two of them, Xu Zhile turned sideways, feeling that it was too embarrassing to cry in front of a group of children, he blinked desperately, Wei Yang looked at him silently with deep eyes It turned red and looked very pitiful.

"I don't want to cry." Xu Zhile paused, sniffed, "I've been suffering so much these past few months."

"What's uncomfortable?" Wei Yang asked, "Did you agree to give it a try? Or should you not support me in the first place?"

Xu Zhile lowered her head, her slender shoulders trembling slightly.

"No." Xu Zhile said.

Wei Yang closed his dry eyes, sighed, and said, "Give me the book."

Xu Zhile hugged the book in his arms tightly. He looked up at Wei Yang, with a pleading tone: "Let's talk again, okay?"

Wei Yang couldn't see Xu Zhile's pitiful look with tears at the end of his eyes, especially Xu Zhile's parents are used to it, where would he show this weak look except on the bed, Wei Yang was cruel and said: "I have something to do later. "

Xu Zhile: "With your junior?"

Wei Yang: "He will also go to the department meeting."

Xu Zhile groaned: "Then have you eaten?"

Wei Yang: "I have eaten."

Xu Zhile: "Did you eat with him?"

Wei Yang stopped talking.

Xu Zhile pretended to be pitiful, and pursed her mouth: "I haven't eaten yet, my stomach hurts so much."

"Go eat." Wei Yang said.

Xu Zhile continued to pretend to be pitiful: "I don't have an appetite to eat alone."

Wei Yang: "There are many people in the canteen now."

His stubborn reluctance to give any reaction caused Xu Zhile to hit a wall again and again, and he was somewhat aggrieved. He slowly handed out the book in his hand and said, "Forget it, then you should be busy, I'll go back first." .”

Wei Yang sighed inaudibly: "Isn't it expensive?"

Xu Zhile nodded quickly: "Eat!"

There were indeed a lot of people in the cafeteria, and it was a bit boring. Xu Zhile found an air conditioner and sat down, waiting for Wei Yang to cook for him. There was nothing in the window, so Wei Yang made him a powder and added two sizes. He also gave away a bottle of soy milk that was sold out in the morning, and the total cost was only nine yuan. Xu Zhile glanced at the powder in front of him and scratched his face.

"It looks simple, but the taste is okay." Wei Yang said.

"Oh." Xu Zhile was actually really hungry. He picked up the chopsticks, took a sip, and his eyes suddenly lit up, "It's really delicious."

Wei Yang helped him unpack the soy milk, thinking to himself that he didn't know who was more like a child, and a bowl of noodles worth nine yuan could make everyone smile.

Xu Zhile began to slow down after eating the last few sticks, Wei Yang picked up the book on the side, Xu Zhile asked: "Is this book still useful?"

"It's useless."

Xu Zhile groaned: "I was afraid that you would need it urgently, so I sent it here specially."

Wei Yang gave a grunt.

"The book has also been delivered, and the meal has been eaten, so I will go back first."

Wei Yang gave another grace.

Wei Yang helped him to collect the dishes, Xu Zhile followed him, dawdled in the cafeteria for a while, and then went back to the downstairs of the dormitory, the wind was stronger, and Xu Zhile's eyes that had just shed tears were sore , he squinted his eyes, and the eyeballs instantly became sore when they touched the warm eyelids.

"I'm leaving." Xu Zhile rubbed his eyes.

"kindness."

"Are you only kind?" Xu Zhile asked.

Wei Yang paused and said, "Be careful."

"Understood." Xu Zhile stared at his toes for a while, then asked, "Do you need any clothes from home? I'll send you some tomorrow."

Wei Yang sighed and said, "Okay."

Xu Zhile bent his lips and said, "Then I'll come at this time tomorrow too, okay?"

Wei Yang: "OK."

Xu Zhile rubbed his nose with his hand, feeling a little nervous, and asked, "Then can you not go to dinner with your elementary school brother, wait for me to come, and eat with me, okay?"

Wei Yang's eyes were deep, and he stared closely at Xu Zhile. He licked his lower lip, and his heart vibrated as if being pulled by his throat while speaking.

"Up to you." Wei Yang said.