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Tang Lu didn't stay in the hospital for too long. She really didn't like the separation between life and death in the hospital. She has tasted the taste of old age in her cultivation these days. It's just that she lacks a grandson to take care of her. She doesn't like it relatively speaking. I was unfamiliar with Beijing, so I renovated my parents' old house in the city and moved back to live.

Knowing about Tang Lu's illness, Ji Mang didn't complain about the new manager's bad behavior, and obediently accepted the company's arrangement. He also found a gap between filming in a nearby city and slipped over to visit Tang Lu.

After we parted at the hospital, Wei Yang never came to look for Xu Zhile again. He would take the high-speed train home alone on weekends to stay with Tang Lu for two days, and then go back to live in school. During this period of time, Wei Yang seemed to disappear for a short time, except for Tang Lu's mention when he called occasionally, Xu Zhile hadn't heard from Wei Yang for a long time.

Shi Ke can still perceive Xu Zhile's recent mood from the trajectory of his actions. Every day he either holds meetings from morning to night, or spends his days in the bar, or doesn't go home.

"You should at least find a hotel to sleep for one night? What's the deal with staying in the company every day?"

Xu Zhile rubbed his aching temples from the previous day's hangover, and said, "What's the difference between staying in a hotel and staying in a company?"

Shi Ke clicked his tongue: "Then you go home."

Xu Zhile's eyes turned blue: "I don't want to go home."

The house is too cold to live in.

"Where's your baby Yang Yang?" Shi Ke asked, "It's been a long time since I saw him, won't he worry about you if you haven't come home for so long?"

Xu Zhile didn't expect to have such a strong reaction when asked this kind of question, he almost couldn't hold back his nose soreness, he rolled his throat with difficulty, and then endured the soreness, that day Wei Yang's injured expression like a small animal repeatedly appeared in his mind, just thinking about it, Xu Zhile regretted it to death.

He really wanted to go up and hug him.

As long as he is replaced by anyone else in this world, he can, but he alone cannot.

"Leave me alone. Has the project you mentioned last time been arranged? Show me the documents."

"Mr. Xu, go take a shower and sleep. Damn it, it's like being squeezed dry. Don't look at it, don't look at it. It's not that the company is missing, so you don't want to transfer." Shi Ke helped him clean the restroom. He closed the door and told the secretary that he had postponed the afternoon schedule today.

Xu Zhile didn't intend to go to Tang Lu's place to celebrate his birthday, but Tang Lu urged her hard, saying that it would be too pitiful for him to celebrate his birthday in Beijing alone.

Xu Zhile smirked twice: "It's not as miserable as you said, I also have many friends in Beijing."

"It's all wine and meat friends. Hurry up and book tickets and come back to stay at home for a while to rest. Yang Yang and I will celebrate your birthday for you. You don't know that Yang Yang is a talented cook, so I don't need to go into the kitchen for a while." , He can learn how to cook any dish." Tang Lu's tone sounded like she couldn't stop showing off, "When it's your birthday, let him cook you a table of dishes to celebrate."

Xu Zhile bit her lower lip, muffled a grunt, and hung up the phone.

Xu Zhile was the first to know how good Wei Yang's cooking skills are.I haven't seen Wei Yang for so long. I don't know if he is fat or thin, whether he has cut his hair, whether he is happier, or whether he hates himself.

He sighed silently, and asked his secretary to book a ticket to go home immediately.

It was only five or six o'clock when Xu Zhile arrived, which happened to be time for dinner. He took a taxi to Tang Lu's house. He hadn't been back here for a long time, and there were no major changes, except that some breakfast shops were converted into convenience stores. At night, more lights are lit up in each house.

This kind of destination is the feeling of a warm yellow light. Xu Zhile has not seen it for so long that it was a little unreal when he pushed the door in. Until Tang Lu came out wearing a nightgown and asked him if he was stuck in traffic, why? Arrived so late.

"I've been stuck for a while after coming back from the high-speed rail station." Xu Zhile said, "Where do I put my stuff?"

"You can live in the room before my parents. The room is too small to accommodate the two of you." Tang Lu said.

Xu Zhile gave a grunt, and was about to put down the luggage, when he happened to meet Wei Yang who came out of the room.

He is thinner again.

He also cut his hair.

But he looks very unhappy.

Seeing his froze expression immediately, he probably hated himself.

"Uh..." Xu Zhile's throat choked up, and he couldn't hold back a word for a long time.

Wei Yang glanced at him lightly, then walked sideways past Xu Zhile without saying a word.

As if being hit by something on the knee, Xu Zhile's body froze suddenly, unable to lift half a step.

Wei Yang cooks dinner, Tang Lu said with a smile, "I've been spoiled by him, and when Yang Yang goes to school, no one will cook for me."

Wei Yang's cooking has indeed improved a lot. Xu Zhile ate all the messy things these days, so much that when he hadn't eaten any food, he was almost moved to tears by Wei Yang's hot dishes. , Holding a bowl of grilled rice without saying a word.

Tang Lu was silent for a while, and said, "Have you not eaten for a long time?"

Xu Zhile paused for a while, then glanced at Wei Yang with some embarrassment, put down the bowl pretendingly, and said: "The company is too busy recently, and I spend every day in meetings at the company, and the food I eat is not delicious. Tasteless bento."

"Hey, you said you, are you old enough to find a wife?" Tang Lu sandwiched a piece of braised pork for him, "I'm so busy with work, I can't even have a warm meal when I go home."

Xu Zhile glanced at Wei Yang again, seeing that he didn't respond, and said to himself, "Let's talk about it."

After eating, Xu Zhile was ready to go to the kitchen to wash the dishes as usual, Tang Lu pushed him into the room to take a bath, and asked him to change out of his hard suit and have a good rest.

Xu Zhile took off his clothes and was about to take a shower. He had never lived in the old man's room, especially after the renovation, the bathroom had been replaced with new furnishings. Xu Zhile turned on the faucet for a long time but couldn't get any water. He clicked his tongue a little irritably , was about to go out to get dressed and ask Tang Lu for help, when the front foot just stepped out of the bathroom, the back foot collided with Wei Yang.

Xu Zhile didn't wear anything.

Xu Zhile raised her finger in embarrassment and pointed to the bathroom: "This faucet doesn't produce water..."

"My mother asked me to take a look." Wei Yang went into the bathroom, checked it, and came out quickly, "The switch wasn't turned on, it's OK now."

Xu Zhile put on a bath towel, he didn't have any experience to deal with Wei Yang's indifferent tone, so he bowed his head and gave a compliment, Wei Yang didn't say much, and went out directly.

Xu Zhile took a slow shower, and after changing into loose pajamas, she felt much more comfortable. Wei Yang was drying clothes on the balcony.

"Where's your mother?" Xu Zhile asked.

"Going to visit." Wei Yang replied.

Xu Zhile washed her hair, blew her hair carelessly, her body, which had been overdrawn for a long time, got a chance to relax around familiar people, and soon became sleepy, leaning on the sofa and gradually closing her eyes and falling asleep.

He was wearing thin home pajamas, a slender one, leaning on the sofa, with his hair sloppy to the side.

Wei Yang hung up the last piece of clothes absently, and walked over lightly.

Xu Zhile just lay there and fell asleep, quiet and obedient, defenseless.

Wei Yang's eyes were dim, restrained all night, mixed with happiness and lingering pain, spewing out at this moment, dizzy by the deep eyes, he reached out and stroked Xu Zhile's cheek, and gently touched the warmth at the end of his eyes with his fingers hot skin.

"It's so annoying, I didn't want to think about you like that." Wei Yang said softly.

Fingers lightly landed on Xu Zhile's slightly parted lips, Wei Yang paused, leaned down lightly, and kissed lightly on the corner of his mouth.

One is not enough, two or three are needed.

Afraid of waking him up and not daring to kiss too hard, Wei Yang sighed lightly, and when he raised his head to get up, he met Tang Lu's gaze who was stunned at the door.

Wei Yang was startled suddenly.

"mom……"

When Xu Zhile opened his eyes, he was alone in the living room. He returned to his room as if he had lost his soul, and then locked the door. The next second, he crouched down helplessly with his head in his arms, as if his breathing could no longer be controlled, and he desperately drove chest.

Xu Zhile gritted his teeth fiercely, let out a suppressed growl and cry from his throat, a bloody smell spread from his throat to between his lips and teeth, and his heartbeat made his temples ache

What Wei Yang said just now seems to be still in my ears——

"It's my unrequited love for him."

"It won't happen in the future, I will change it."

"Mom, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

Xu Zhile tightly gripped the clothes on his heart, dense pain spread from his back to his whole body.

As long as he is replaced by anyone else in this world, he can ask Wei Yang for a hug, but he is the only one who can't.

He can't hug Wei Yang, and he can't let Wei Yang hug himself.

The smell of blood rose from Xu Zhile's throat, and his nails sank into the flesh.

He was dying, he was dying of pain.

The author says:

Woohoo, I also want to be sweeter earlier, but I don’t want to casually change the characters and plots that were originally set. I know that everyone doesn’t want to abuse, and I don’t want to write abuse plots. What I wrote is also very uncomfortable, but the two of them are Such a situation cannot be avoided, but you don’t have to worry, our puppy is very brave, firm and responsible. Our president Xu still has a lot of fears, but he will become more and more brave~