One centimeter temperature difference gl

Mother Liu met Father Liu.

In other words, Father Liu saw Mother Liu's swan at a glance from among a group of crunching wild ducks.

She has inherited the unique temperament from her mother, which is something that the mud-legged Ye Lao San who spent his whole life digging in the fields will never have.

It was a kind of reserve and arrogance like a god suffering.

Mother Liu didn't know that she was different.

Because of her hard life since childhood, she herself is cowardly and inferior.

Such a contradictory character fascinated Father Liu.

The clever boy did everything in his power to keep the poor girl's eyes from him again.

At that age, the love he gave should be sincere and real.Therefore, he was not only accepted by Liu's mother, but also passed the examination and test of Liu Yun's grandmother.

Liu's father married Liu's mother.

At that time, when rural people married a wife, it was a table of wine for the villagers.Marriage age and documents are placed next.Mother Liu was halfway through high school and never went to college.She got married at the age of 17, and the husband and wife are loving, like glue.

It's just that the good times didn't last long, and the happy time didn't last long. Liu Yun's grandmother passed away.

"I read my mother's diary." Liu Yun said.

When she left home, she took only a few things with her, including her mother's diary.The diary is fragmented and has a large time span. It can no longer be called a diary. Perhaps it is more appropriate to be called a "life record".Liu Yun found the password of her mother's passbook from it, and also found a mother she had never known.

"'Mom almost couldn't wait to throw herself into the arms of death. I don't know who is waiting for her at the other end. The man who abandoned her, my father, my younger brother, and Uncle Wang who was very good to us... After she confirmed When I finally come home, she can't wait for a second. Living in this world is a torment for her. I am her burden. And mother's love is so great, I can do it for my children Is it?'" Liu Yunping spread her palms, as if she was holding the diary, and she was reading it word by word.Then she raised her head and said to Quanyuan: "She didn't do it. I think she wanted to do it..." Liu Yun said: "I didn't say that either. Sometimes when I say it, I feel stupid the next day. It's scary to be known about yourself...I sort of know how you felt that day."

Izumi raised his eyes.

Liu Yun said, "The night you got drunk."

Liu Yun added: "So I have to get drunk too."

Quan Yuan touched Liu Yun's hand holding the can of beer.

Liu Yun smiled at her.

There was no embarrassment in this smile as she said, but it was very relaxed.

It's like a thousand sails are exhausted, and there is no trace of ten thousand yuan.

At this moment, Quanyuan also calmed down.

It was as if he had just been shaken by a violent storm, used up all his fears, and then became open-minded and free-spirited.

Quanyuan knew that this was a kind of mental anesthesia, but she didn't resist.

Nod.

"What about here?"

Liu Yun laid the groundwork so much, although what he talked about was related to her, but in fact there was no direct experience of her.

Because she didn't know how to speak.

"I haven't been here for a long time. The cleaning is quite simple, but it took a lot of time to polish the paint. I also went to apologize to the neighbors. The impact of the incident was not very good. I didn't care about the red paint, and it was ugly. .I don’t know if there are too many people selling rot recently, but they simply accepted me.”

Liu Yun said: "Maybe it's a good face, maybe it's a good personality... Actually, I didn't say it clearly, it was too embarrassing. I just said that I caused trouble for them. There are middle-aged couples who are not very enthusiastic, but there is a young couple. It's very..." She smiled, "It's a rotten girl. Do you know rotten girls?"

Quanyuan was not very clear. Although she liked He Chenxi, she basically had no contact with that circle.Even the huge organization of corrupt women lurking in the Internet doesn't know.Selling rot was mentioned by He Chenxi. He Chenxi said that the Spring Festival Gala sells rot, and the TV series sells rot. She understands after hearing too much.

Thinking about it this way, she almost understood what a rotten girl meant.

So Quanyuan nodded.

Liu Yun said: "A very good child, she treats my affairs as a national event. She said that she wanted to clean up here a long time ago, but the owner was not there. She did a little bit by herself. She wiped the door. Anti-theft The paint on the door was also wiped off, and she was afraid that it would be hard to say when the master came back, so she didn't continue to work. And it was blood red..." Liu Yun laughed, "She said she was afraid of being here alone. She was also afraid of others looking at her The eyes of her. Probably when others see her doing this, they think she is."

Quanyuan nodded.

Liu Yun continued: "She made some with me, and she was one of the friends who went upstairs with her at night. She also encouraged me..." Liu Yun laughed again: "But they are still too naive. They are like chickens in their hearts. Listen It makes people think she is cute."

The source is clear.

Those things are only for people who live a happy life or moan without illness.

For those who are really caught in the turmoil of reality, those things have very little effect.

"She made some with me and I sent her to bed. I wanted to finish it myself. It was like a ritual and it felt different when it was done. I was on my own for an hour when I called you. Kind of frustrated No, I want to talk to you."

Quan Yuan thought of those frictional sounds heard on the phone.

Liu Yun said: "When I heard your voice, I suddenly became less afraid. When I told you to wait for me, I didn't know what to wait for me. It was only when I called you that I suddenly realized that I wanted to be more Better. Better. Better..."

"Liu Yun."

Liu Yun's eyes seemed to be moist because of her call.

She blinked, smiled, and said: "At that time, my career was steadily rising, and I met my first love. I followed my teacher to a big commission. My first love was an employee of the defendant company. First love, even though we broke up, do you understand?"

Quanyuan nodded.

She thought of He Zhe.

I was very happy and satisfied when I was with He Zhe.

He is a reliable brother.

Even after they separated, they still kept in touch.

In fact, I can't contact you several times a year, but you can feel the kindness and tacit understanding when you meet.

Quan Yuan thinks that first love will eventually turn into family affection.

In fact, her first love is slightly different from other people's, but the feeling of being different is similar.

Liu Yun said: "I was very happy to meet, we chatted. We were single at that time. In fact, I didn't want to be with her again... It was not very strong. We broke up because we were not suitable. , I haven't seen each other for a long time after breaking up. It's just... I think everything went well at that time, I'm so happy, I always want someone to share. I just met her."

This experience is ignored.

Liu Yun said: "When I was young..."

She suddenly changed the subject.

When Liu Yun was young, when she started to have memories, the family relationship had become a bit weird.

Liu Yun's mother became more sentimental after her grandmother passed away.She was only ten years old at the time, probably a late adolescent worry.And maybe because of her young age, she has not been pregnant for several years.

The bad reputation of Liu Yun's grandmother who had children out of wedlock and Kefu has also spread.

Father Liu's family was born in a poor peasant family, and his roots are not as good as Miaohong, but he is extremely superstitious.

After the family situation got better, it got worse.

Liu Yun's grandmother disliked her daughter-in-law's inability to bear children, and said that her life was unlucky, and she would wear calluses on her son's ears.

Although Liu Yun's mother looked weak, there was a kind of arrogance in her bones.

In short, the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is the most difficult thing in the world to deal with.Over time, the husband and wife have become less intimate.

At this time, Liu Yun's mother was pregnant, and Liu Yun was left.

is a daughter.

This daughter was sent to a fortune teller, who knew that it was the fate of a prodigal family.All of a sudden, it was terrible... The family suddenly felt that everything was not going well.

In fact, this is a psychological hint.

In short, Liu's father also began to feel that his wife and daughter were unlucky, and then his grandmother became seriously ill... So, one day Liu Yun came home and heard loud crying.At that time, she didn't understand it when she was young. She only heard from her aunt that his father had an affair with a woman who was said to be from the Wang family outside.

My aunt had a strange expression, not to say she was ashamed or angry, but a little gloating.She kept talking about this to Liu Yun's mother, vividly, until Liu Yun vaguely understood that her father was living with another woman who was pregnant.

Liu Yun still didn't understand these things, she just felt that her aunt's words made her mother sad, so she spit on her aunt to drive her out.

It was a long time later that she understood what it was to have sex, what it was to have a child with an outside woman.

But at that time, her beautiful, weak and surprisingly proud mother... the mother who would hold her and teach her to read poems and recite poems had passed away.

It's like a flower that has passed its flowering period, unable to return to the sky, and falls to its branches exhausted and withered.

Liu Yun's father married that "Wang family woman who got married outside".Where there is a stepmother, there is a stepfather, not to mention that Liu Yun's father didn't like this daughter at first.

Liu Yun had a hard childhood.But she is different from her mother, maybe because of the blood of two generations of native peasants mixed into her body, she has both the intelligence and cunning of the city people, and the full of rustic flavor of resistance to falls and adversity.

Liu Yun said: "When I was young, I was also superstitious, feudal, and patriarchal. I was kind to my brother and thought he would pass on to my ancestors. I think my dad was led by bad women, so I always wanted to catch him. Stepmother's pigtail."

She caught a lot of things, including the bribed fortune teller, this woman was actually introduced to her father by her grandmother, etc. The more she knew, the faster she would wake up.

"I probably can't laugh or cry when I think about it now. But at that time, I was mad. I thought I must go back for revenge. My dad goes to work in the brigade every year. When my dad is away, she goes back to her mother's house. She doesn't behave very well. I followed her when she went back to her mother’s house. When she was having an affair with someone, I beat the broken gong outside, and her adulterer ran out with his pants in his hands. I enjoyed seeing them in a state of distress, and then ran home, looked through the bankbook and left. The family is gone."

"I was 12 years old at that time." Liu Yun drank all the beer in his hand.She jumped out of the bay window.

"Graduated from primary school."

"Well, I got into a car and ran to the city by myself."

Quan Yuan also jumped down from the bay window: "I drank it too."

Liu Yun said: "There is still in the refrigerator, are you hot? Is it because the air conditioner is turned on high, and I just want to drink something cold."

"Fortunately, get drunk."

"Sex after drinking." Liu Yun muttered to himself.She's had several cans already.Quanyuan drank with restraint, and drank two or three cans.

Quan Yuan said, "Huh?"

Liu Yun said, "Nothing."

Quanyuan said: "Drink something else. You drink too much. I have some too."

Liu Yun turned around and stared at Quanyuan.

Quan Yuan said, "Dizzy?"

"Hmm." Liu Yun grabbed Quanyuan's wrist, took a step forward and brought her to the window, and used his other hand to cushion her body to prevent her from falling on the bay window, then bowed his head and kissed Quanyuan.