Mom, I want this cat to be my dad

"This is a goldfish. It swims around in the bathtub. It's for viewing. It's different from the fish we usually eat." Lian Qi held Qin Ying's hand in the flower, bird, fish and flower market, ignoring the weirdness frequently thrown by others. eyes, introduced to her seriously.

"This is a rose, this is a lily..."

Qin Ying is like a newborn child, very interested in everything.Her eyes have seen the light through the operation, and the emptiness before was gone. There is a longing for the unknown and an untouchable pain hidden in the depths.

Lian Qi enthusiastically introduced what she saw to Qin Ying, "This is..."

"I know," Qin Ying suddenly interrupted Lian Qi, with a hint of hurt in her tone: "This is a parrot, I know its cry."

Lian Qi's heart suddenly ached. Looking at the birds in the front booth, she knew that the two of them must have thought of the same person. She took Qin Ying's hand and said softly, "Ying, I'll take you to eat. Come on, let's eat dessert, it's very beautiful and delicious."

Qin Ying looked at the smiling face in front of her and nodded, "Okay."

"Some people say that when you are in a bad mood, eating dessert will make you feel particularly good." Lian Qi forked a small piece of cream cake into Qin Ying's mouth, "Slow down, don't fork it to your mouth."

There was a little cream on Qin Ying's mouth, but she didn't know it, her eyes lit up because of the cake in her mouth: "Then you can't eat cake when you're in a good mood?" She asked suspiciously.

Lian Qi wiped the cream on the corner of her mouth with a tissue, and said with a light smile: "When you are in a good mood, you want to eat cakes, and you have to eat a lot, because you want to make your mood better."

Seeing the smile on Lian Qi's face, Qin Ying also laughed. She turned her head and looked at the bright sunshine outside the window, where there were many elves dancing in the sunlight, she said in her heart: "Lian Qi, I seem to see You said an angel."

Lian Qi once said that when you see an angel, you will see many elves dancing in the sun.

Qin Ying asked: "Then have you ever seen an angel?"

Lian Qi hugged her and said sincerely: "Ying, the day I met you, I saw elves dancing all over the sky."

So Qin Ying knew that she was Lian Qi's angel.

Qin Ying's eyes were healed, and Lian Qi took her to live in a rented room. The house was not big, but it was more than enough for two women. Lian Qi changed from sleeping on the floor to sleeping on the sofa.

The two kept secrets that they thought the other didn't know, and neither of them had the courage to reveal it.

Although working as a waiter in the hotel is hard and tiring, it is still much better than the life in the fishing village before, and Lian Qi will take Qin Ying out for two days of vacation every month, and she can accompany Qin Ying after dinner every night Ying went out for a walk.

Such a life is already very good, isn't it?

When her brother found her, Lian Qi's nerves tensed up again.

"Xiaoqi, you... what is your job now?" Lian Dong looked at Lian Qi who was wearing a hotel waiter uniform in surprise.

Lian Qi made an apologetic gesture to the manager, then pulled Lian Dong outside the door, she wiped her nose and said, "Brother, don't tell your parents about this."

Lian Dong was a little annoyed, "Xiaoqi, although everyone chooses their own life, we are your family after all, don't we have the right to know about your affairs? Do you know that parents spend all day Worried about you? If you need money, you can borrow it from brother and come to work in brother's company, why do you have to be here?"

Lian Qi took a long breath, turned her back, and knocked the back of her head on the marble pillar twice, her eyes widened, "Brother, to tell you the truth, I am not the same Lian Qi I used to be, my name is Lian Qi now. Qi, Angel's Qi, I owe this to someone, she gave her life to me, in exchange for me to help her take care of a woman in my next life, brother, I'm sorry, I can only be unfilial."

There were bloodshot eyes in her eyes, and tears welled up, but she blinked them back quickly.

Lian Dong was stunned: "What do you mean by that? Who gave you your life? Xiaoqi, please tell me clearly."

"Brother, don't worry about this matter. I can only be unfilial to my parents. They still have you to be filial and take care of them. But Ying, I'm the only one. She doesn't understand anything about this world. What? I don't understand, everything in this city is strange and dangerous in her eyes...I can't leave her alone...I can't..." Lian Qi rubbed her tears with her sleeve, She was once regarded as the flower of the journalism department, but now she doesn't pay attention to her own image.

Fate will arrange a life-determining choice for everyone. The right to choose is in one's own hands, but people can't choose according to what they want. Everyone has something to bear, and carrying it may be overwhelming. I can't breathe, but if I don't bear it, I will be guilty for the rest of my life.

"Xiaoqi, you..." Lian Dong looked at the tears on his younger sister's face and the white hairs that appeared on her head at some point, and he suddenly realized that the experience of the younger sister in front of him was far beyond his imagination. It is not how much you experience, but the life and death you experience.

It's a feeling that you can't understand unless you are wandering on the edge of life and death. You can't give up in despair, you can only find life in despair again and again, you can't take that step in the face of the longing light, you can only walk between light and darkness. Standing at the junction of the world, I don't know whether to face the light or the darkness.

Lian Qi stopped her tears, sniffed her nose and lowered her head to laugh, "Brother, be filial to your parents, tell them, just... pretend you never raised my daughter..." The tears that had just stopped were about to move again at this moment, But was quickly suppressed by Lian Qi.

Lian Dong gritted his teeth tightly, "Xiaoqi, brother loves you..." After saying this, the man in his 30s stood in front of the marble pillar at the entrance of the hotel and shed tears.

Tears rolled down from his wide-open eye sockets, hit the polished marble surface, and splashed small sprays.

"Brother, I'm fine, I'm really fine, you go back quickly, I should go to work, otherwise the manager will deduct my money." After Lian Qi finished speaking, she walked into the hotel without looking back.

She didn't dare to turn her head, she was afraid that her brother would see her crying, she couldn't cry, she could only let herself hold on.

Strongly supporting the sky between her and Qin Ying.

When Lian Dong was walking towards the parking lot while wiping his tears, he bumped into a woman. He looked up and saw that it was a beautiful woman, and quickly wiped his face with his hands and said, "I'm sorry."

Qin Ying looked at the sad man crying in front of him, took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it over, then staggered away and walked away.

"Ying, why are you here?" Lian Qi was really surprised when she saw Qin Ying coming, and at the same time secretly rejoiced that her brother had just left and she had just washed her face.

Sitting in the waiting area, Qin Ying smiled and said, "I'm free at home, so I just want to come here and wait for you to get off work."

"Okay, then sit there for a while, and read these magazines when you're bored." Seeing Qin Ying like this, it's impossible for Lian Qi not to be moved.

Along with it, her enthusiasm for work that afternoon has risen by more than one level.

The two of them had dinner outside at night. During the meal, Lian Qi felt that Qin Ying had something to say to her, but when she asked, Qin Ying shook his head and said it was okay.

After eating, the two were walking on the Huayuan Street in the suburbs. Qin Ying suddenly said, "I also want to find a job."

Lian Qi was taken aback: "Why? Aren't we doing well now?"

Qin Ying shook her head and said, "I can't stay at home all the time, I want to see the outside world, and I don't want to be your burden."

"Who said you are a burden?" Lian Qi's face flushed, "Ying, you have never been my burden, do you know that?"

Qin Ying sighed lightly: "But I can't be under your protection for the rest of my life, can I?"

Lian Qi began to feel fear in her heart, Ying she...does she know something?

"Ying, you... are you..." Lian Qi's lips trembled, but she still couldn't ask.

Qin Ying looked up at the sky, and said in a faint voice, "Lian Qi...she should be watching you and me from the sky now, right?"

In a word, Lian Qi couldn't help sobbing softly, and then burst into tears. It turned out that Ying really knew everything.

Qin Ying didn't cry, she had a warm smile on her face, and she raised her hand to touch the sky, "I can feel that she is talking to me, she once told me that she wants to help those she can help, she A good person, so she must be in heaven, right?"

"Yes..." Lian Qi choked up her voice, but her tone was extremely firm.

Qin Ying stretched out her hand and gently wiped the tears on Lian Qi's face, with complicated emotions in her eyes.

This was Qin Ying's first intimate contact with her, and Lian Qi cried even louder.

If everything could be done again, would they still accept this arrangement?

"Lian Qi, thank you for taking care of me all the time. Is the girl from that day your ex-girlfriend?" Qin Ying looked at Lian Qi with a smile, and this was the first time she called Lian Qi by her name.

Lian Qi cried uncontrollably, and finally squatted on the ground, holding her knees with her hands, like a child.

"Now I can take care of myself, and you can find your own life. Your life shouldn't rest on me." Qin Ying's tone was gentle, but what she said made Lian Qi terrified.

She is used to living around Qin Ying. If Qin Ying leaves now, how will her life continue?

"No...don't..." Lian Qi stood up and held Qin Ying's hand, crying and shaking her head: "Ying, my life can only rest on your body, don't drive me away...Leaving you, I I don't know how to continue my life, Ying..."

Qin Ying raised her head and forced the tears back into her eyes. She asked in a low voice, "Have you made up your mind? You will only suffer if you follow me. I'm just a dragger. I can't help you with anything, and you will continue to suffer." , you are still young, you shouldn't be like this..."

"Ying," Lian Qi interrupted Qin Ying, her face was full of tears, but her expression was very serious: "In my eyes, you have never been an oil bottle, and my future life has been put on you. Your body, the rest of my life, I live only for you, without you, I can't find the direction of life."

Qin Ying's hands trembled twice, she raised her hand to hold Lian Qi's hand, and said softly: "Since you choose to stay, then you can stay, but you should go home and have a look sometime, parents always It is to be filial."

Lian Qi was surprised: "You know Ying?"

"I saw you talking to that man in the afternoon, he looks very similar to you, I guessed it." Qin Ying looked at Lian Qi with gradually clear eyes.

Lian Qi was moved, Qin Ying had been in the dark all this time, now that she could see it, she was naturally very sensitive to such things.

"Okay," Lian Qi nodded in response: "Then when I go home to visit my parents, you go back with me."

Qin Ying shook her head subconsciously: "I...I won't go..."

"Come with me. Mom cooks delicious food, much better than mine. And Dad, he looks very strict, but he is afraid of Mom. As for Brother, he is as afraid of his wife as Dad. Hehe... Ying, come with me, let my parents see, there are people who are more beautiful than her daughter." When Lian Qi talked about her parents, her face was filled with happiness.

Qin Ying looked fascinated at the smile on Lian Qi's face when she talked about her parents, and couldn't help but respond: "Okay."