Mom, I want this cat to be my dad

After Lian Qi left, Lian Qi played her role by Qin Ying's side, but she didn't know if Qin Ying knew that she was not Lian Qi anymore?

"Ying, shall I comb your hair?" Lian Qi has been away for three months, and Lian Qi has perfectly copied Lian Qi from her memory.

only……

Qin Ying shook her head lightly, her face was still facing the door, where there was the hot and humid wind blowing from the sea, she had been standing like this for three months.

Every day except when eating and sleeping, Qin Ying stood by the door, holding on to the dilapidated door, and facing the outside, standing for a whole day.

Maybe she knows I'm not Lian Qi?She is waiting for Lian Qi to come back, right?Lian Qi thought silently while holding the comb.

It always costs money for two people to eat, and Lian Qi's savings cannot be moved. It is for Qin Ying's eyesight, and the money she brought... was used to bury Lian Qi. For the livelihood of the two of them, Lian Qi I go to work in a small factory not far from the fishing village every day, and the monthly salary is more than enough for two women, so the money in those shoe boxes gradually increased, but Lian Qi knew that it was not enough, So she ran to find another job, doing two tiring jobs by herself, and took care of Qin Ying after returning home.

During that time, Lian Qi's already thin body lost weight, and the people in the fishing village couldn't help feeling sorry for Lian Qi.

At night, after Lian Qi took care of Qin Ying to lie down, she fell asleep on the floor in the main room. She couldn't sleep on the same bed with Qin Ying, and she was worried that she would sleep alone in the main room, so she could only sleep in the main room. Hit the floor.

Leizhou was damp, so she put a layer of plastic sheet under the quilt, and then spread a layer of quilt, she just lay down on it, and then covered the quilt.

She had already forgotten the prosperity of city b, her parents and family, her friends and lover, even her name, and she was a woman.There is only one thought in her mind, that is to make more money, make more money.

What is suffering?What is tired?The setbacks I encountered in city b before are nothing.Human beings are busy running back and forth in the society, and those high-level rhetoric are just gorgeous and false vanity. We have only one purpose, and that is the most basic instinct of biology-survival.

In order to survive, human beings can be as humble as the dust, or as tall as a mountain.

Hearing the sound of breathing in her ear quickly calmed down, Qin Ying sighed softly in the dark, lifted the quilt and got up and got out of bed, the night had no effect on her, and hearing the sound, she walked to Lian Qi's bed, and she squatted down , reached out and gently touched Lian Qi's face.

In the darkness, no one could see Qin Ying's expression.

After carefully groping for the outline of Lian Qi, she got up and went back to the bed to lie down, face up, looking at the unnecessary void with eyes that she had never seen bright.

Life is one great sorrow.

Images that can only appear in four-dimensional space float in her mind, and everything she touches revolves three-dimensionally, without her parents in it, and she has forgotten who her parents are, but she remembers Lian Qi, who gave A woman who has given her sunshine, and also gave her family affection and love.

Those who walk in the light will never know the value of sunshine. Only those who have experienced darkness can regard sunshine as their lifelong belief.

What's more, Qin Ying who has been staying in the dark?

"Lian Qi...I will definitely take good care of her for you...I swear..." Lian Qi repeated the pain of that day again and again in her dream, her bed was wet with tears, she babbled in her sleep.

Qin Ying turned to the outside, embraced it with her right hand, passed through the air and landed on the cool quilt, where Lian Qi used to sleep.

And what Lian Qi likes the most is that Qin Ying can sleep with her waist.

If everything happens is an irreversible fate, then give me a good dream.

Lian Qi is getting busier and busier, and she has to squeeze out even the little bit of energy she has left. She doesn't dare to complain about life, so she can only accept fate.

Spring goes to autumn, and winter knocks on the door of the New Year. On New Year’s Eve, Lian Qi learned from her neighbors to make some dumplings, stuffed with meat, and bought some red paper, and wrote a couplet by herself: Spring is full of flowers in the world Tuyan, Fulin Courtyard is always safe in all seasons.Horizontal batch: safe and sound every year.

She put dumplings in Qin Ying's bowl, and promised: "Ying, I will definitely take you to heal your eyes. I don't want you to miss this beautiful scenery."

Qin Ying's expression of lowering her head became gloomy, her lips trembled silently, and she traced out two words: Lian Qi.

Any mark left by God on your life will not let you forget easily.

Lian Qi's lifeless way of toiling also cost her. When she was working in a small factory, she shook twice and fainted.

The small factory was full of acquaintances from the fishing village, so they rushed Lian Qi to the clinic.

The doctor in the health center adjusted the saline solution and hung the bottle. Just when she was about to pierce the needle into Lian Qi's arm, Lian Qi suddenly opened her eyes. Seeing the doctor's posture, she untied the rubber tube and said to the doctor : "I'm fine, no need for infusion."

The money for one infusion was three days before meals for her and Ying. Lian Qi had read some medical books in college, and she knew that her body was just hypoglycemia. Qi bought a few pieces of apple candy at the small shop at the head of the village, peeled off the candy wrapper and put the blue candy into her mouth. She sat on the lime steps at the door of the small shop and panted deeply.

How long has it been since I had such a taste?Is it God's punishment?Lian Qi looked up at the sky, and there were clusters of white clouds arranged in the sky. You can hardly see the sky of this color in City B, right?

Lian Qi subconsciously wanted to touch the camera to take a picture of the sky, but all she could touch was mud. She bowed her head for 2 minutes, took a deep breath and laughed, and sat on the steps for a while before she lifted her foot to go home go.

"Qin Ying, Lian Qi fainted in the factory just now, but don't worry, Mrs. Zhang and the others have already sent Lian Qi to the clinic, and they will probably be back after the injection." The neighbor next door said to Qin Ying.

Qin Ying was stunned for a moment, and quickly asked, "Is it serious? Is she awake now?"

"I don't know. I wasn't awake when I came here. During this time, Lian Qi has really lost weight, skinny and skinny. It makes me feel distressed." The neighbor left after speaking.

Qin Ying groped for the door and slowly stepped over the threshold. There was a stick made of thick straight branches at the door, and she walked forward while sweeping the ground.

As soon as Lian Qi entered the house, she saw Qin Ying walking out, she hurriedly said, "Ying, where are you going?"

Qin Ying's body froze for an instant, and she slowly turned her head towards Lian Qi, her lips trembling, but finally she didn't speak, turned around and walked back, testing with the wooden stick in her hand, and slowly stepped into the threshold.

Lian Qi was already used to this, she peeled the apple candy in her hand and put it in the bowl in front of Qin Ying, "Ying, this is the apple candy I just bought, try it."

Qin Ying didn't respond, just lowered her head.Lian Qi picked up a piece of candy, knelt down and brought it to Qin Ying's mouth, and said softly, "It's delicious, try it."

Qin Ying didn't spit it out, but opened her mouth obediently and ate it.

Only then did Lian Qi smile: "Then you sit here and wait for me for a while, and the meal will be ready soon." Too many misfortunes have happened in this family, and she is not willing to face this place with a crying face.

The sound of cooking sounded in the kitchen after a while, and soon the smell of food wafted in.

Qin Ying raised her head, her empty eyes followed the wind and landed on the door, she remained motionless.

After a while, Lian Qi walked in with the noodles, and said with a smile: "Ying, it's time to eat." Then she put the noodles in front of Qin Ying, handed the chopsticks to her hand, and they bowed their heads to eat.

Usually when eating, Lian Qi is the one who talks, she tells some jokes and some interesting things outside, she is afraid that Qin Ying will be too boring.

After eating, Lian Qi began to tidy up the room busyly, listening to the sound of tidying up beside her ear, Qin Ying slowly turned her head, her voice was extremely small: "Lian Qi?"

"Hey," Lian Qi replied habitually, after answering, she remembered that she was at home, and the broom in her hand fell to the ground, and she turned her head and stared at Qin Ying firmly.

After receiving Lian Qi's response, Qin Ying's hands gradually trembled, and then she covered her face with her hands and burst into tears.

Pain is like the aroma of wine, the deeper it is hidden, the more intense it will be.

Lian Qi knelt on the ground with a thud, she didn't know who she was kneeling on, tears kept falling like broken beads.

It's not that she doesn't feel pain anymore, it's that she has no time to go to pain, and can only taste the bone-eating pain in her dreams at midnight.

That afternoon, Qin Ying's cries attracted all the neighbors. They pointed at the two of them, but no one dared to come forward to comfort them.

In the end, it was Qin Ying who stopped crying, she wiped her tears with her sleeve and said to Lian Qi: "Lian Qi, I'm thirsty."

Lian Qi hurriedly got up to pour water for Qin Ying, but her tears kept flowing out. Qin Ying was willing to talk to her, and he finally did it.

After that, Qin Ying could clearly feel that Lian Qi laughed a lot more, and she also laughed with her, but there was always a hint of sadness in her smile.

Although Qin Ying is willing to talk to her, Lian Qi still sleeps on the floor on the floor, never daring to have arrogance to Qin Ying.

"Ying, I have already quit my job in the factory, and I have packed all my things. Tomorrow, let's go to the big hospital to treat your eyes." After dinner at night, Lian Qi said to Qin Ying.

Qin Ying nodded: "OK."

At night, Lian Qi lay on the floor and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. She stared at the dark air in front of her. Those memories that she had forcibly forgotten came back to her mind little by little. The prosperity of city B, the smiles of her parents, family, friends, and Her girlfriend and children who had broken up... But thinking about it, she remembered the day Lian Qi died, and Qin Ying's crying.

Lian Qi, you must have returned to my body, right?

If this is the case, then let the two of us give Ying happiness together, shall we?