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After returning from the trip, Song Yuan was hit hard.

I often see the talk of an affair and a one-night stand on social networks, as if it is particularly easy to sleep with the person you like.With one eye wave and one hook, you can find a corner where there is no one at that moment, and carry out a great harmony of life very casually.

But why doesn't it work on him?Could it be that he hasn't tried hard enough?

Song Yuan carried out reflection and review, and finally came to a conclusion——

Jiang Jiaming didn't chirp.

It may be large, but it is only for decoration.Flashy and unrealistic, but not useful, but actually has no [哗——] ability.

She came to this conclusion bitterly, but because it was not convincing, Song Yuan continued to become depressed again.

No matter how you think about it, you will still fall into the logic of "I am not attractive" that has been set long ago.

Judging from the temptation during this period, Song Yuan felt that Jiang Jiaming should not dislike her closeness. Even if he had a girlfriend before, there is still the possibility of being turned away.But after so long, Jiang Jiaming has never made a move. How many times he blatantly throws himself into his arms and sends out obvious signals that adults understand, but Jiang Jiaming has not been shaken.It just means-

I really have no charm at all.

Falling in love is hard.

The consequence of inattentiveness is that the shaving cuts the skin, leaving a gash and a little blood.Although it is harmless, the blemish on the chin will be magnified infinitely in the eyes, no matter how you look at it, it is not pleasing to the eye.

An already overwhelming Monday took a darker turn.

The wound on Song Yuan's face was immediately noticed by Jiang Jiaming when Song Yuan got into the car, "What's going on?"

Concerned about it, Jiang Jiaming leaned over to check, but before his finger touched Song Yuan's chin, Song Yuan dodged it.

Not only Jiang Jiaming was in a daze, but even Song Yuan was also stunned.Song Yuan is very innocent, and he doesn't know why he subconsciously avoids Jiang Jiaming's touch.Perhaps, he longed for intimacy many times, but even if he became more intimate, it was always fruitless... This made him feel frustrated about being intimate with Jiang Jiaming.Invisibly, intimacy and frustration are connected with an equal sign.

Song Yuan hurriedly found a reason to subconsciously avoid: "Don't touch it, it will hurt if you touch it."

"I'm sorry, I just..." Jiang Jiaming immediately stopped, sat back in the driver's seat in a polite manner, and put some distance away from Song Yuan, "Is your injury okay?"

"It's okay, I just accidentally scratched it."

Jiang Jiaming skillfully started the car, but the scene of Song Yuan avoiding him kept replaying in his mind...

It seemed to scare him again.

In Jiang Jiaming's heart, Song Yuan is similar to a fluffy wild animal.It is extremely easy to be frightened, and once frightened, it will erect its fur to intimidate—of course, it will be drawn at a considerable distance.He dared to make demonstrative threats only when he was far away, and he was about to cry when he was close.

It's not that Jiang Jiaming didn't feel Song Yuan's change.At the end of the excursion, Song Yuan always avoided looking at him on the way back.This made Jiang Jiaming immediately realize that Song Yuan's change must have something to do with him, because he did something that scared Song Yuan.

That must be... that thing.

In the middle of the night, Jiang Jiaming woke up suddenly and saw Song Yuan sleeping beside him.Song Yuan curled up to sleep is very cute, she looks a little like a little hedgehog.The little hedgehog is cute, but after watching it for a long time, there will be some adverse reactions-in other words, it can also be called a normal physiological phenomenon.

Although the instinct of the body makes him want to get closer and move forward, as long as he gets closer, there will be a warm and soft touch.If you indulge a little more, you should be able to have a lingering companionship.

Although the beautiful night made people's consciousness not sober, but Jiang Jiaming thought that Song Yuan's foot was still sprained and hurting, and his chaotic mind regained clarity.He rolled over and got out of bed, tucked in the quilt for Song Yuan, covered her with a down jacket, went to the bathroom, and returned to his own bed.

Jiang Jiaming always felt that it was a little sinful to have any thoughts about Song Yuan, as if he had been abducted.After all, Song Yuan's innocence is outrageous, especially emotionally.Lu Yang's good-looking appearance and sweet-mouthed flamboyance can fool Song Yuan around.

But if Song Yuan is innocent, sometimes she will make some unexpected seductive actions.If it were someone else, Jiang Jiaming would think it was a sexual hint, but if it was Song Yuan, it would be different.At the graduation party, Song Yuan once felt insulted and cried because of the "jerking off" incident.Years later, Song Yuan was still brooding over this, and for a period of time regarded him as an imaginary enemy, believing that he was a pervert with problems.

In this way, it is impossible for Song Yuan to make a sexually suggestive invitation to him.

No matter what he said, Jiang Jiaming still felt that trust should be gradually rebuilt and Song Yuan should not be scared away.

Originally, the situation was very optimistic. At Jin Yiheng's wedding, Jiang Jiaming discovered that Song Yuan should have a good impression of him.In the following days, Song Yuan also became more dependent on him.As long as he can prove to Song Yuan that he is a decent person and not some messy pervert, Song Yuan should be able to truly accept him after he is cleared of his charges.

However, things backfired.That night, the thoughts of following instinct or protecting Song Yuan collided. Jiang Jiaming was not sure whether Song Yuan had noticed his physiological reaction. If he really accidentally bumped into Song Yuan, it would be quite embarrassing.Song Yuan's dodging eyes the next day is undoubtedly conclusive evidence, and Jiang Jiaming has already confirmed this matter seven or eight points in his heart.

And Song Yuan's evasion just now confirmed this matter [-]%.

But there is no way to explain this kind of thing. After all, it is an attempt to be full of eroticism on Song Yuan's body.Although there has been such an attempt since the beginning of following Gledeer's account, thinking is one thing, but practice is another.

No matter how you say it, at least I still have to apologize for what happened just now.He touched Song Yuan's chin not because of any shameful things, but because of concern.

"I'm sorry just now. I have no other meaning."

"……fine."

There was no dialogue during the whole process, and the atmosphere was frozen. Jiang Jiaming ignored him and didn't even look at him. He only talked to him when he was almost at work, and apologized.Song Yuan was caught off guard by the unfamiliarity and politeness, and felt a little sore for some reason.But anything involving Jiang Jiaming will always make him extra sensitive.Love really makes people weak.

"Don't say polite words to me."

Jiang Jiaming paused, "...I'm sorry."

Unexpectedly, it had the opposite effect, Song Yuan glared at Jiang Jiaming, Jiang Jiaming realized that he was afraid of being polite, so he shut up and didn't speak.Song Yuan felt even more uncomfortable, reflecting on whether her stare was too vicious.

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