This parent is a bit cold

Ling Mo stared out of the window dumbfounded. She has been like this every day since she was hospitalized.

She didn't even know what she was thinking, her eyes were always out of focus, and her thoughts were wandering.Sometimes she feels that her soul is out of her body, that insensitive body does not belong to her, but only belongs to this hopeless world, she wants to leave, leave completely.

Suddenly, she smelled a burst of fragrance, wrapped in a touch of natural air, and the spring breeze outside the window blowing towards her face, she couldn't help but take a deep breath, thinking that the flowers downstairs were blooming, but so what?

All the beauty and goodness in this dimension seem to have nothing to do with me.

"Momo..."

Another familiar voice rang in my ear.

It must be my own auditory hallucinations, just like the repeated dreams in the past eight years.

She always dreamed that Ji Ming called herself, sometimes under the locust tree on campus, sometimes downstairs in the dormitory, sometimes by the lake where they met, sometimes at the school gate, and sometimes in front of her eyes.

Her life is half-dream and half-awake, and day and night are reversed, so it must be an illusion.

Until Ji Ming walked in front of her, Ling Mo didn't dare to believe it, she didn't dare to think about whether it was true or not.

Even if it is so real, she will think negatively first, because there will be no disappointment if there is no expectation, and she will even think of more mournful, even if the person in front of her is really Ji Ming, it's not because she misses herself, not because she can't bear it come by yourself.

Ji Ming held a bouquet of lilies and placed them beside the bed. The faint fragrance of lilies lingered in her nose.The blooming flowers are charming and charming, trying their best to publicize the charm and beauty of flowers.

Ling Mo raised her head, and the moment she saw Ji Ming, her eyes lit up like fireworks rising from the night sky, and then returned to darkness.

The body that sat up slightly was retracted, Ling Mo looked at Ji Ming calmly, unable to say a word, only the dull pain in his heart was the clearest.

Ji Ming's eyes were full of guilt, and when he saw Ling Mo, who was thin and weak, his heart seemed to be torn apart by something.

She turned an optimistic, cheerful and strong girl into a negative, decadent and gloomy girl.

She almost extinguished the only light in her life with her own hands.

"Momo..." Just as Ji Ming was about to say something, her voice choked up. She bit her lower lip lightly, her voice trembling slightly, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"You're wrong?" Ling Mo finally reacted, his eyes focused on Ji Ming's face, "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Ming is stubborn and rarely admits his mistakes in a low-pitched manner. He never did this in school.

Ji Ming swallowed the uncomfortable feeling in his throat, and after stabilizing his emotions, he said: "I shouldn't have misunderstood you without listening to the explanation back then, which made us miss eight years. After reunion, I shouldn't have avoided you. After knowing your intentions, I shouldn't have misunderstood you." It's time to give up on you, I shouldn't just run away from things, I've failed."

"I don't want to hear you say this." Ling Mo turned her head away, her eyes were slightly red, she thought she was numb, but when she heard Ji Ming say these things, she would still react.

What does she mean now?Say goodbye after apologizing?Ling Mo would rather she go more decisively, disappear more completely, let go of all her thoughts, and force herself to forget and let go.

She knows her virtues, as long as Ji Ming's attitude is a little more relaxed, as long as she can see a little hope, hope will be rekindled.

She was afraid.

No matter how strong and resolute she is, she will not be able to withstand the vicious circle of gains and losses, and losses and gains.

She would really be worse off than dead.

"Would you please listen to me?" Ji Ming said expectantly.

Ling Mo didn't speak, she didn't answer, Ji Ming kept looking at her, and didn't speak for a long time.

After a few minutes of stalemate and silence, Ling Mo sighed helplessly, "I really can't do anything about you." Ji Ming was persistent as always, sometimes too serious, sometimes a little silly, "Say it, I'll listen."

How could she bear it?She couldn't bear to reject Ji Ming, and she couldn't speak harsh words to her.

Ji Ming's bravery needs Ling Mo's confidence. When she got an affirmative answer, she took a deep breath and said eloquently: "I was afraid of being beaten when I was a child, and I only learned to avoid and run away. As time goes by, my first reaction when encountering things is to run away." .I dare not face failure and loss, because I have lost too much, and I dare not expect to get it, so when I saw you and Song Yao...I couldn't stand it. At that time, I just wanted to escape. I think as long as I can't see You guys, you won’t be stabbed, I instinctively protect myself, I didn’t think about anything else, and I ignored your feelings, I’m really sorry.”

Every word of Ji Ming is like a sharp knife piercing into the bottom of my heart. What kind of abuse did she suffer to become like this, and how much courage did she muster to say this?

Ling Mo lowered his eyes, held back his tears and said, "I'm sorry for the second time, I don't want to hear the third time."

"You said you waited for me for eight years, so why didn't I miss you for eight years? I don't know why so many people come and go around me, but I just can't pretend to be in my heart. I miss you as much as they want to get close to me." Back to you, but time and reality don't give me a chance, I only dare to pay attention to you secretly, otherwise I wouldn't buy a house near the school, and I wouldn't send Siji to Tianming to go to school."

After Ji Ming finished speaking, she sighed heavily. She has to learn to express. If there is no emotional exchange and in-depth communication between two people, how can they understand each other better?

She was willing to completely open the door of her heart for Ling Mo, but she didn't know if she would have such an opportunity.

Ling Mo looked at her, with a flash of surprise in his eyes, Ji Ming rarely expressed his emotions so straightforwardly, what happened this time?

She had guessed this a long time ago, but when she heard Ji Ming say it herself, she was warmly moved and full of helplessness.

"Then what? Then your first reaction is to give up on me." Ling Mo said angrily.

"Isn't it..."

Before she finished speaking, Ling Mo interrupted her: "Stop saying sorry, I don't want to hear you say these three words."

Ji Ming looked at her with her mouth shut, and nodded slowly.

"Go on."

"My father, Ji Huaming, is the shadow of Ruoqing and I. I didn't expect, I really didn't expect that the person who revived him and became a threat again would be..." Ji Ming hesitated for a few seconds, Ling Mo smiled self-deprecatingly: "I didn't expect it to be my dad, did I?"

"So you know it too?"

"How do you think I got hurt?"

"Could it be..." Ji Ming couldn't believe it, and didn't dare to guess the process casually.

Ling Mo smiled wryly, "It's nothing, you can continue talking."

"I should have thought that Mr. Cheng knew that you should also be like a mirror. I was self-righteous and thought that compromise and leaving was the best way to deal with it. I just don't want to repeat the past. I am really tired of facing him. He can't fight now. Me, I don't care, but I can't ignore my mother, Ruoqing, and even Siji, each of them is very important to me..."

"Am I not important? They are important so they can abandon me?"

"That was not what I meant."

"But you made such a choice." Ling Mo's eyes were full of disappointment, tears were soaked in the red eye sockets, as long as the eyelids were slightly closed, they would fall. "Ji Ming, do you know what it feels like to be abandoned for the second time? Do you know how painful it is to be abandoned by someone you like?"

Ji Ming clenched her fists tightly, and she nodded heavily, "I know, I know!" She said it twice, Ling Mo's rhetorical question back then made her feel abandoned, and that feeling was really painful.

"You don't know! You don't know what it's like to be pushed away by a personal rejection."

"right..."

"Shut up!" Ling Mo raised the volume, Ji Ming didn't dare to say any more words of apology, she sat on the side of the bed and looked at Ling Mo quietly.

"Don't cry..." Ji Ming's mute voice seemed to be crying, her tears were swallowed hard in her stomach, it was very hard to endure, but she had to endure.

She gently wiped the tears off Ling Mo's face, "I've already solved the problem. No matter what I have to face in the future, whether it's coming out of the closet or Chief Ling's objection, I won't back down. Can you give me another chance? ?”

Ling Mo couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she came to ask for reunion?Really?She lowered her head, closed her eyes tightly, pinched her thigh secretly, and felt the pain before she dared to believe it.

Is the thing she wished for finally coming true?

A little sudden, a little surprise...

Ji Ming stared at Ling Mo terrified, not knowing whether she agreed or not, and whether she would be forgiven, after finally breaking through all obstacles, what if she was rejected?

"You, can you say it again?" Ling Mo still bowed his head and closed his eyes.

"I said can you give me another chance?"

"What chance?" She asked Ji Ming to make it clear and say that sentence completely.

Ji Ming was nervous and shy, unconsciously clutching the ring on her ring finger. With a thought, she took off the ring and handed it to Ling Mo, "Look at this?"

Only then did Ling Mo slowly open his eyes, it was the wedding ring that Ji Ming often wore.

"how?"

"Look what's here?" Ji Ming pointed the lettering on the inner circle to Ling Mo, "Your name is engraved here."

Ling Mo was dumbfounded, she rubbed her eyes, and stared at the tiny lettering, which was indeed "Mo".

"Your wedding ring...why is my name engraved on it?"

"I bought a pair, engraved our names respectively, and wear them in rotation." Ji Ming burned her face as she spoke. Although she was a little ashamed, she decided to finish her sentence, "There are more people wearing your name, and the ring finger Isn't it the closest to the heart? So..."

No, she couldn't go on anymore, and she still felt ashamed by the overly explicit expression.

Before she finished speaking, Ji Ming's face turned red like a tomato, and Ling Mo couldn't hide her smile. She held the ring in her palm and asked deliberately: "So what? Don't you want to finish the sentence?"

"You, you should know what I want to say." Ji Ming felt that his meaning was already obvious, and Ling Mo could understand it 100%.

But Ling Mo pretended to be stupid: "I don't know."

"You pretended."

"What am I pretending to be? Installing surveillance in your mind? If I have this ability, will I still be secretly sad here?"

"You..." Ji Ming was helpless, her mouth moved, she struggled for a few seconds, then raised her head and said seriously: "Stay with me."

This time it was Ling Mo's turn to blush, and his heart started beating wildly, like a deer scurrying around, flustered and nervous mixed with joy and excitement.

Before she could answer, Ji Ming said again: "I have always loved you deeply and never changed. I want to be with you and always be together. Are you willing? Momo."

The unexpected confession made Ling Mo speechless, her smiling eyes were hidden like bright warm sun, with flickering light, the corners of her brows, eyes and mouth were full of smiles, she nodded, and said arrogantly: "You look like Propose, Mr. Ji."

"Shouldn't you take wedding photos before proposing?"

"what?"

"I've also prepared the wedding dress, do you want to shoot together?"

Ling Mo was so shocked that she couldn't speak again, and after a long time, she asked, "Is the wardrobe in the study room prepared for me?"

Ji Ming took the ring from Ling Mo's hand and put it on for her: "Look, our fingers are about the same size, and your clothes are half a size smaller than mine. There is no second person in this world who would make me like this. When quitting, all I think about are you, and all I prepare are paired things, I have been dreaming about this day, let's realize it together, okay?"

Ling Mo held Ji Ming's face in his hands, and stared at her affectionately: "You have always rejected me, when did I reject you, how could I refuse you."

Ji Ming's heart warmed, she took Ling Mo into her arms, and kissed her deeply.

She has never been so proactive and bold. At this moment, they only have each other.

The author has something to say: The main drama will end soon, and after the end, there will be a special episode of my aunt and stepmother