This parent is a bit cold
Chapter 46 I'm Not Backing Down Anymore
Ji Ming decided to follow her feelings and trust Cheng Siyan once. She told Ji Huaming everything, and Cheng Siyan didn't hide it, claiming that she knew about it.
She also expressed her attitude that she and Ling Weixiang are not the same.
Ji Ming was very surprised: "Aren't you husband and wife? Why?" In her opinion, because of Ling Mo's mother's departure, this couple with age difference should be a relationship of mutual redemption and mutual healing. At least treat each other as guests.
Cheng Siyan said with a smile: "It's better to say that everyone gets what they need and relieves my guilt."
"Then you should still be a legal husband and wife. After all, Director Ling is here, so he won't ask you to show him off."
"He needs my parents to help him in his official career, and I happen to be facing the age of marriage, with pressure on my stomach and back, and I want to take care of Momo conveniently, so I decided to do it with one fell swoop." Cheng Siyan took a sip of coffee, rare that she didn't want to smoke, Instead of using bitter coffee, only the deep taste can dilute her urge to smoke.
"But this is a matter of your life." Ji Ming couldn't understand Cheng Siyan's decision and action, and the marriage just went on like this?
It's fine if she chooses to marry Ling Jie by marriage. It's true that there is no real husband and wife. Later, she even got a divorce certificate. Each of them is relaxed and free, without interfering with each other, and there are not so many entanglements. They also have the same heart for the child. Less friction.
But Cheng Siyan was different. The background of Cheng Ling's family did not allow her to be so self-willed. Why did she put her whole life into this political marriage with obvious intentions?
"Ling Weixiang and I are not husband and wife."
Ji Ming was surprised again, almost speechless.
"You're right. It's a lifetime thing. I can devote my time and family background, but I have to at least keep something I want to keep, right? I don't have any feelings for him, and I can't really be a husband and wife with him. It’s just that from outsiders’ perspective, we are in harmony with each other, and we are the right family. He wants a decent marriage, and our family wants face, and that’s how it is now.”
"Then you don't..." Ji Ming didn't know how to express his doubts, "You don't have anyone you like? Don't you feel sorry for missing someone?"
Cheng Siyan's smile froze, and when he heard Ji Ming's words, Gu Ruoqing's face appeared in his mind.
what is love?She doesn't understand, she hasn't experienced it, has there been any turmoil in her heart before, so long ago that she has forgotten it, maybe it happened when she was a student, maybe it happened when she was in her 20s, maybe no one really walked into her heart.
These are not important, she will not regret the path she chooses, and never doubt herself.
"Love is the icing on the cake, not a necessity, but money and rights are different. They can give people a sense of security. But I am not a person who likes to be restrained. I made an appointment with Ling Wei. When he retires, he will go to get a divorce certificate and give him a divorce. Let each other be free. Although this certificate has not restrained me, I always feel that there is an invisible thing restraining me in my heart, which makes me uncomfortable."
After these things happened, Cheng Siyan planned to advance the matter. She wanted to deal with Ji Huaming in the near future, and then went to have a showdown with Ling Weixiang. She was impatient and couldn't wait for the old man to retire.
Perhaps without the name of husband and wife, Gu Ruoqing would not be so resistant to herself. Cheng Siyan subconsciously felt that if she did not lose her identity as "Mrs. Ling", she would never be able to get close to Gu Ruoqing.
"Why did Mr. Cheng tell me such a private matter?" This feeling of being trusted made Ji Ming inexplicably at ease.
Cheng Siyan smiled frankly: "It's just a reward for your trust in me. I'm a businessman and I like to reciprocate gifts."
Ji Ming looked at her seriously, and her determination deepened: "Mr. Cheng, I don't want to back down anymore. Please help me this time. I want to eliminate this threat. No matter how difficult it is, I still want to be with Momo."
"Really?"
"Really, it's absolutely true. When we were in Haixi, we almost..." Ji Ming didn't finish speaking, and changed his words: "I was frightened, afraid that she would face the pressure of her family to force her to marry in the future, and I was also afraid of facing her like this Because of my family background, I always put the difficulties ahead, so I’m not as brave as when I was in school. The eight years of misses are all a misunderstanding. The reality is already like this. We have the ability to deal with it, so why run away? I can’t escape the darkness for the rest of my life.”
Cheng Siyan squinted his eyes and said: "You used to be bored for a long time without a fart. You were so decisive before, who gave you an epiphany?"
"Ruoqing."
"she?"
"Well, when I was about to chat with her and met Ji Huaming again, I suddenly felt that the hurt I had suffered was nothing compared to Ruoqing and Momo. Even though my original family made me so closed now , I have had sunshine before, but what about Ruoqing? If the thorns in her heart are not pulled out, her life will be ruined, and so is Momo. Every time I see her in the surveillance, I feel that she has become bleak , She used to be so dazzling, so optimistic, so loveable to laugh, but now..." Ji Ming choked up as she spoke, Gu Ruoqing and Ling Mo were the ones she cared about the most. what to do?
She has to go forward, withstood all pressures and difficulties.
"Okay." Cheng Siyan was very relieved, "I know your attitude, you just wait for the good news, those who don't give up easily will not have bad luck."
Leaving a leisurely smile, Cheng Siyan left the coffee shop. If nothing else, Ji Huaming will go to jail soon.
Dare to blackmail Ruoqing, dare to bully Ruoqing, dare to invade... Cheng Siyan couldn't think of this word, every time he thought of it, he couldn't breathe.
According to the appointed time, Ji Huaming went to Ji Ming's house to collect the money, and Ji Ming did agree to the appointment, but what was waiting for Ji Huaming was not the money, but the police.
Ji Huaming was arrested on suspicion of gambling, lending, bribery and other crimes.
It was raining this day, Ji Ming looked at the shocked Ji Huaming, the corners of his mouth raised.There is nothing more hating than that pair of handcuffs. It is a pity that when she was a child, domestic violence could not protect her rights, and she was unable to find a way to protect herself. But today, watching this beast being taken away by the police is really satisfying.
Ji Ming's heart has never been more relaxed than at this moment.
Walking in the rain, she didn't know how to feel warm or cold, and she didn't even feel wet when her whole body was wet.
Liberated, completely liberated.
She stopped and looked up at the sky, the raindrops hit her face, and warm tears flowed down her cheeks slowly.
She opened her arms slightly, clenched her fists tightly, and the tight heartstrings were slowly loosening.
She can start over, can she really?
She can go to find Ling Mo again.
is there time?
In the hospital, Ling Mo's favorite variety show was playing. Her eyes were fixed on the TV, and her heart went somewhere.
Today's rain is like a hole in the sky, trying to drown the whole earth. The sound of raging rain, slapping hard on the window sill, disturbed Ling Mo's mind.
She didn't speak for several days, and she felt that she might have aphasia.
"Momo, when you get better, can we go to Provence for a trip as a family?"
Ling Mo turned his head and looked out the window, but did not respond.
"You can go to Rome, you can go to the Maldives, you can go wherever you want, your father couldn't accompany you when you were in school, now that your father has time, he can accompany you all over the world."
Ling Mo was indifferent, these words could not arouse her joy at all.She will never be able to look directly at the father who personally destroyed her happiness, and she doesn't want to say a word.
She didn't know where she was going, she didn't want to do anything, she didn't have much energy to think about anything, and she didn't even have any hope of living.She is a waste, she can't do anything, and she handles emotional matters in a mess.
She seems to really fail at everything, and she doesn't deserve love.
Cheng Siyan stepped forward and said with concern: "You take a break, and I turn off the TV?"
Hearing what Cheng Siyan said, Ling Mo nodded. She felt that even the laughter in variety shows was too loud to make her happy.
Ling Weixiang looked at her helplessly, heartbroken, could the father and daughter never go back?He is not reconciled.
"Come out." Cheng Siyan turned off the TV and walked out of the ward.
Under the corridor outside the ward, Cheng Siyan smoked a cigarette, lit it and took several deep breaths before looking at Ling Weichen.
"Have you applied for early retirement?"
Ling Weixiao smiled: "The news is still so well informed."
"Encountering this kind of trouble, instead of accepting the investigation, it's better to leave decently. At least your political achievements and face are still there. If something bad is really found out, the Lingcheng family will be ashamed. This should be It was my father's advice to you."
"I don't have any desires anymore. I'm getting older and I hope to return to my family and live a good life. I'm also tired."
"I'm afraid it's a bit late." Cheng Siyan said.
"Time will heal Momo's current wounds, and our father and daughter have plenty of time to heal the past."
"You feel good about yourself." Cheng Siyan raised her beautiful eyes slightly, "In that case, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau."
Ling Weixiang's face changed slightly, "It must be like this?"
"must."
"Si Yan, to be honest, I have been with you day and night all these years. I really regard it as my wife, although we don't..." He wanted to touch Cheng Siyan's shoulder, but she quickly avoided him, "Don't even think about it, divorce certificate I'm going to make a deal."
"If I don't agree to accept it, what can you do?"
Cheng Siyan was neither angry nor annoyed, but just sneered: "Ling Weixiang, my guilt towards your wife has completely disappeared under your self-righteous desire to control, and my affection and care for your daughter have nothing to do with you and your wife. Don't provoke me, I don't have that much patience."
"Si Yan, I really want to..."
"I just said you don't even think about it." Cheng Siyan said firmly.
"Okay, then I'll procrastinate and see who can afford it." Ling Weixiang was aroused by Cheng Siyan's pathological desire to win and conquer, so he decided to break the contract and possess her.
How could Cheng Siyan let herself suffer, not to mention that Ling Weixiang's reaction was already in her expectation.
She sneered: "I knew you would do this. You asked for it yourself. Don't blame me."
Before the words were finished, two uniformed policemen came, and one of them said politely, "Is this Director Ling?"
Ling Weixiang didn't change his face, he was already panicking, the surprise in his eyes flashed, and his eyes fell on Cheng Siyan.
"What is it?" He smiled.
"There is something I want to ask you to go back and cooperate with the investigation." The policeman respected him.
"Okay, no problem." He tried to maintain the demeanor of a leading cadre, "Please wait for me."
"Okay." The two policemen stepped aside and waited.
Ling Weixiang's face changed suddenly: "Cheng Siyan, you are so cruel, you can just mess with Ji Huaming, even me, don't tell me you really don't even care about Ling Lao's face?"
"I live for myself, not for anyone's face." She raised an unfathomable smile, slightly lowered her head and said close to Ling Weixiang's ear: "At any time, don't think highly of yourself or look down on others, I gave you a chance gone."
"You..." Ling Weixiang was too angry to speak.
When he was taken away, he ran into Ji Ming who came to visit, and the two looked at each other indifferently.
Cheng Siyan stood at the door of the ward, looking at Ling Weixiang coldly, no one could touch her bottom line.
"President Cheng..."
"Momo is inside, go in by yourself, I'll smoke a cigarette." Cheng Siyan returned to the corridor, looking at the mist, thinking of Gu Ruoqing, she took out her mobile phone, wanted to say something, but finally resisted the impulse idea.
The author has something to say: I'm back!Sometimes vacations are more tiring than going to work. Recently, I have indulged myself more. It is time to calm down and write more. Sorry, I have been waiting for a long time.
She also expressed her attitude that she and Ling Weixiang are not the same.
Ji Ming was very surprised: "Aren't you husband and wife? Why?" In her opinion, because of Ling Mo's mother's departure, this couple with age difference should be a relationship of mutual redemption and mutual healing. At least treat each other as guests.
Cheng Siyan said with a smile: "It's better to say that everyone gets what they need and relieves my guilt."
"Then you should still be a legal husband and wife. After all, Director Ling is here, so he won't ask you to show him off."
"He needs my parents to help him in his official career, and I happen to be facing the age of marriage, with pressure on my stomach and back, and I want to take care of Momo conveniently, so I decided to do it with one fell swoop." Cheng Siyan took a sip of coffee, rare that she didn't want to smoke, Instead of using bitter coffee, only the deep taste can dilute her urge to smoke.
"But this is a matter of your life." Ji Ming couldn't understand Cheng Siyan's decision and action, and the marriage just went on like this?
It's fine if she chooses to marry Ling Jie by marriage. It's true that there is no real husband and wife. Later, she even got a divorce certificate. Each of them is relaxed and free, without interfering with each other, and there are not so many entanglements. They also have the same heart for the child. Less friction.
But Cheng Siyan was different. The background of Cheng Ling's family did not allow her to be so self-willed. Why did she put her whole life into this political marriage with obvious intentions?
"Ling Weixiang and I are not husband and wife."
Ji Ming was surprised again, almost speechless.
"You're right. It's a lifetime thing. I can devote my time and family background, but I have to at least keep something I want to keep, right? I don't have any feelings for him, and I can't really be a husband and wife with him. It’s just that from outsiders’ perspective, we are in harmony with each other, and we are the right family. He wants a decent marriage, and our family wants face, and that’s how it is now.”
"Then you don't..." Ji Ming didn't know how to express his doubts, "You don't have anyone you like? Don't you feel sorry for missing someone?"
Cheng Siyan's smile froze, and when he heard Ji Ming's words, Gu Ruoqing's face appeared in his mind.
what is love?She doesn't understand, she hasn't experienced it, has there been any turmoil in her heart before, so long ago that she has forgotten it, maybe it happened when she was a student, maybe it happened when she was in her 20s, maybe no one really walked into her heart.
These are not important, she will not regret the path she chooses, and never doubt herself.
"Love is the icing on the cake, not a necessity, but money and rights are different. They can give people a sense of security. But I am not a person who likes to be restrained. I made an appointment with Ling Wei. When he retires, he will go to get a divorce certificate and give him a divorce. Let each other be free. Although this certificate has not restrained me, I always feel that there is an invisible thing restraining me in my heart, which makes me uncomfortable."
After these things happened, Cheng Siyan planned to advance the matter. She wanted to deal with Ji Huaming in the near future, and then went to have a showdown with Ling Weixiang. She was impatient and couldn't wait for the old man to retire.
Perhaps without the name of husband and wife, Gu Ruoqing would not be so resistant to herself. Cheng Siyan subconsciously felt that if she did not lose her identity as "Mrs. Ling", she would never be able to get close to Gu Ruoqing.
"Why did Mr. Cheng tell me such a private matter?" This feeling of being trusted made Ji Ming inexplicably at ease.
Cheng Siyan smiled frankly: "It's just a reward for your trust in me. I'm a businessman and I like to reciprocate gifts."
Ji Ming looked at her seriously, and her determination deepened: "Mr. Cheng, I don't want to back down anymore. Please help me this time. I want to eliminate this threat. No matter how difficult it is, I still want to be with Momo."
"Really?"
"Really, it's absolutely true. When we were in Haixi, we almost..." Ji Ming didn't finish speaking, and changed his words: "I was frightened, afraid that she would face the pressure of her family to force her to marry in the future, and I was also afraid of facing her like this Because of my family background, I always put the difficulties ahead, so I’m not as brave as when I was in school. The eight years of misses are all a misunderstanding. The reality is already like this. We have the ability to deal with it, so why run away? I can’t escape the darkness for the rest of my life.”
Cheng Siyan squinted his eyes and said: "You used to be bored for a long time without a fart. You were so decisive before, who gave you an epiphany?"
"Ruoqing."
"she?"
"Well, when I was about to chat with her and met Ji Huaming again, I suddenly felt that the hurt I had suffered was nothing compared to Ruoqing and Momo. Even though my original family made me so closed now , I have had sunshine before, but what about Ruoqing? If the thorns in her heart are not pulled out, her life will be ruined, and so is Momo. Every time I see her in the surveillance, I feel that she has become bleak , She used to be so dazzling, so optimistic, so loveable to laugh, but now..." Ji Ming choked up as she spoke, Gu Ruoqing and Ling Mo were the ones she cared about the most. what to do?
She has to go forward, withstood all pressures and difficulties.
"Okay." Cheng Siyan was very relieved, "I know your attitude, you just wait for the good news, those who don't give up easily will not have bad luck."
Leaving a leisurely smile, Cheng Siyan left the coffee shop. If nothing else, Ji Huaming will go to jail soon.
Dare to blackmail Ruoqing, dare to bully Ruoqing, dare to invade... Cheng Siyan couldn't think of this word, every time he thought of it, he couldn't breathe.
According to the appointed time, Ji Huaming went to Ji Ming's house to collect the money, and Ji Ming did agree to the appointment, but what was waiting for Ji Huaming was not the money, but the police.
Ji Huaming was arrested on suspicion of gambling, lending, bribery and other crimes.
It was raining this day, Ji Ming looked at the shocked Ji Huaming, the corners of his mouth raised.There is nothing more hating than that pair of handcuffs. It is a pity that when she was a child, domestic violence could not protect her rights, and she was unable to find a way to protect herself. But today, watching this beast being taken away by the police is really satisfying.
Ji Ming's heart has never been more relaxed than at this moment.
Walking in the rain, she didn't know how to feel warm or cold, and she didn't even feel wet when her whole body was wet.
Liberated, completely liberated.
She stopped and looked up at the sky, the raindrops hit her face, and warm tears flowed down her cheeks slowly.
She opened her arms slightly, clenched her fists tightly, and the tight heartstrings were slowly loosening.
She can start over, can she really?
She can go to find Ling Mo again.
is there time?
In the hospital, Ling Mo's favorite variety show was playing. Her eyes were fixed on the TV, and her heart went somewhere.
Today's rain is like a hole in the sky, trying to drown the whole earth. The sound of raging rain, slapping hard on the window sill, disturbed Ling Mo's mind.
She didn't speak for several days, and she felt that she might have aphasia.
"Momo, when you get better, can we go to Provence for a trip as a family?"
Ling Mo turned his head and looked out the window, but did not respond.
"You can go to Rome, you can go to the Maldives, you can go wherever you want, your father couldn't accompany you when you were in school, now that your father has time, he can accompany you all over the world."
Ling Mo was indifferent, these words could not arouse her joy at all.She will never be able to look directly at the father who personally destroyed her happiness, and she doesn't want to say a word.
She didn't know where she was going, she didn't want to do anything, she didn't have much energy to think about anything, and she didn't even have any hope of living.She is a waste, she can't do anything, and she handles emotional matters in a mess.
She seems to really fail at everything, and she doesn't deserve love.
Cheng Siyan stepped forward and said with concern: "You take a break, and I turn off the TV?"
Hearing what Cheng Siyan said, Ling Mo nodded. She felt that even the laughter in variety shows was too loud to make her happy.
Ling Weixiang looked at her helplessly, heartbroken, could the father and daughter never go back?He is not reconciled.
"Come out." Cheng Siyan turned off the TV and walked out of the ward.
Under the corridor outside the ward, Cheng Siyan smoked a cigarette, lit it and took several deep breaths before looking at Ling Weichen.
"Have you applied for early retirement?"
Ling Weixiao smiled: "The news is still so well informed."
"Encountering this kind of trouble, instead of accepting the investigation, it's better to leave decently. At least your political achievements and face are still there. If something bad is really found out, the Lingcheng family will be ashamed. This should be It was my father's advice to you."
"I don't have any desires anymore. I'm getting older and I hope to return to my family and live a good life. I'm also tired."
"I'm afraid it's a bit late." Cheng Siyan said.
"Time will heal Momo's current wounds, and our father and daughter have plenty of time to heal the past."
"You feel good about yourself." Cheng Siyan raised her beautiful eyes slightly, "In that case, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau."
Ling Weixiang's face changed slightly, "It must be like this?"
"must."
"Si Yan, to be honest, I have been with you day and night all these years. I really regard it as my wife, although we don't..." He wanted to touch Cheng Siyan's shoulder, but she quickly avoided him, "Don't even think about it, divorce certificate I'm going to make a deal."
"If I don't agree to accept it, what can you do?"
Cheng Siyan was neither angry nor annoyed, but just sneered: "Ling Weixiang, my guilt towards your wife has completely disappeared under your self-righteous desire to control, and my affection and care for your daughter have nothing to do with you and your wife. Don't provoke me, I don't have that much patience."
"Si Yan, I really want to..."
"I just said you don't even think about it." Cheng Siyan said firmly.
"Okay, then I'll procrastinate and see who can afford it." Ling Weixiang was aroused by Cheng Siyan's pathological desire to win and conquer, so he decided to break the contract and possess her.
How could Cheng Siyan let herself suffer, not to mention that Ling Weixiang's reaction was already in her expectation.
She sneered: "I knew you would do this. You asked for it yourself. Don't blame me."
Before the words were finished, two uniformed policemen came, and one of them said politely, "Is this Director Ling?"
Ling Weixiang didn't change his face, he was already panicking, the surprise in his eyes flashed, and his eyes fell on Cheng Siyan.
"What is it?" He smiled.
"There is something I want to ask you to go back and cooperate with the investigation." The policeman respected him.
"Okay, no problem." He tried to maintain the demeanor of a leading cadre, "Please wait for me."
"Okay." The two policemen stepped aside and waited.
Ling Weixiang's face changed suddenly: "Cheng Siyan, you are so cruel, you can just mess with Ji Huaming, even me, don't tell me you really don't even care about Ling Lao's face?"
"I live for myself, not for anyone's face." She raised an unfathomable smile, slightly lowered her head and said close to Ling Weixiang's ear: "At any time, don't think highly of yourself or look down on others, I gave you a chance gone."
"You..." Ling Weixiang was too angry to speak.
When he was taken away, he ran into Ji Ming who came to visit, and the two looked at each other indifferently.
Cheng Siyan stood at the door of the ward, looking at Ling Weixiang coldly, no one could touch her bottom line.
"President Cheng..."
"Momo is inside, go in by yourself, I'll smoke a cigarette." Cheng Siyan returned to the corridor, looking at the mist, thinking of Gu Ruoqing, she took out her mobile phone, wanted to say something, but finally resisted the impulse idea.
The author has something to say: I'm back!Sometimes vacations are more tiring than going to work. Recently, I have indulged myself more. It is time to calm down and write more. Sorry, I have been waiting for a long time.
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