This parent is a bit cold

In the second half of the night, the wind and rain faded away, and the faint light, like a flame of hope in the dark night, shone on those who were once in darkness and fear.

The inn is just like a small boat, carrying four people with their own thoughts.

Gu Ruoqing walked forward in the dark, living with difficulty under the shadows; Cheng Siyan was shrouded in guilt for many years, changing the trajectory of his life; Ji Ming lacked the joy of growing up, resulting in a cold and lonely personality today; Somewhere in the bottom of my heart, it was locked.

In the second half of the night, the inn completely blocked the wind and waves outside, standing quietly like the name of "One Night Clear Boat".

Ling Mo lay on the bed, as if in a nightmare, always frowning and struggling, showing pain on his face.Ji Ming lay on his side, hugging her tightly, thinking of everything Cheng Siyan said, he felt heavy.

She thought that Ling Mo was pampered and lived a carefree, heartless life.Never thought that there was such pain hidden in her heart, and people would subconsciously forget it only when they were grieving?

Losing a loved one is not a temporary pain, but an injury that can never be mentioned.

Ling Mo is in such pain, is he having a nightmare?Did you remember something?

Ji Ming caressed her forehead to wipe off the cold sweat, she leaned against Ling Mo and hugged her tightly.

"Mom..." Ling Mo turned over in a daze and buried herself in Ji Ming's chest.

Maybe it's because it reached a sensitive part, Ji Ming's face suddenly turned red, and the blush spread to her ears and neck, making her feel a little hot.

Restraint, don't have delusional thoughts, Ji Ming kept reminding herself that she squinted her eyes and dared not move her hands.

Perhaps because of the familiar breath, Ling Mo huddled in Ji Ming's arms without defense, and his legs were entangled unconsciously.

The intimacy came back again, and the skin/skin relationship was like a heat wave, coming in wave after wave, trying to drown out Ji Ming's reason.

This kind of throbbing has not been there for a long time. For so many years, her physiology/needs will always remind her how much she misses and longs for.

She was ashamed to face herself like that, ashamed to look directly at her body's longing.

There was only one step between the two in college, and they separated without crossing over.

Saying that you don't need it, you don't want it, is deceiving yourself.

At the age of 30, there is no sexual life, and life is dull and tasteless.

Ji Ming also had dreams and fantasies...

At this time, Ling Mo fell into endless darkness, and the accident of the year reappeared in his dream, with the howling sea breeze in his ears, the dark forest in front of his eyes, the crumbling roof beams above his head, and the concrete floor soaked by rainwater under his feet.

The tragedy happened in the blink of an eye. Before she could see what happened, she was hugged by the rushing mother.The roof collapsed, and Ling Mo's world also collapsed.

When Cheng Siyan pushed aside the gravel from her body and went to look for her mother, she saw the buried body, oozing bright red.

It's just that the rain was too heavy, the blood filled the air, and it dissipated quickly.

She didn't know why she could see the red blood so clearly in such a dark place, as if it flowed into her heart and corroded herself.

"Aunt Qin, Aunt Qin!" Cheng Siyan shouted hysterically, but failed to wake her up.

Ling Mo remembered that Cheng Siyan was so frightened that he tried to hug his mother, but failed.

Cheng Siyan's collapsed crying and panic are still seared in Ling Mo's mind, but she never saw tears and sadness on Cheng Siyan's face again.

After that time, Ling Mo forgot what happened that night.

My mother died unexpectedly. As for how she died, she didn't ask, and no one said.

Until today, memories flooded in like a flood, and Ling Mo could no longer hide them, and could no longer escape.

She should force herself to come out, she should make up for the missing memory and face the pain.

"Momo, Momo..."

It was Ji Ming who was calling her. Ling Mo tried several times but failed. The alternate body of ice and fire caused her unbearable pain. After several struggles, she finally opened her eyes.

"Momo? How do you feel?"

Ling Mo stared blankly at the ceiling for a long time without regaining consciousness. She was recalling the scene in her dream.

"Momo?"

She came back to her senses, her teary eyes were dim, and she recognized the person in front of her: "Ming Ming..."

"I'm here."

"I killed my mother."

Ji Ming shook her head: "No, it was an accident."

"It's not an accident. It's raining. I'm going there to hide from the rain. I dragged Cheng Siyan to run to that dilapidated house. If I go back, or even go to the beach, the roof will not collapse, and my mother won't... "Ling Mo's voice was choked up, and his heart was overwhelmed. After recovering his memory, the stinging scene would always reappear, as if it was yesterday, so profound and so painful.

"It's over, it's all over, let yourself go, Momo, Auntie doesn't want you to be like this."

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault. If I didn't run around with Cheng Siyan, she wouldn't go far. If I wasn't full of curiosity, we wouldn't go to such a dangerous place. It's all me! It's me! "Ling Mo patted his head desperately, almost insane, like a madman, as if he was about to harm himself.

The memory of six years old, like the poison rooted in the blood, is enough to make her life worse than death.

Ji Ming hurriedly clasped her hands, not knowing how to grasp the severity, for fear of strangling her if it was too heavy, and fearing that she would hurt herself if it was light.In desperation, she had no choice but to grab Ling Mo and kiss her deeply.

Ling Mo's wide-eyed eyes shed two lines of hot tears. Surprised, the restlessness finally calmed down, like a receding ocean wave, slowly returning to calm with a shallow moan.

She slowly woke up from the daze, only to feel that Ji Ming was carefully probing her lips, and Ling Mo returned to reality in an instant, like sinking and floating in the sea, finding a life-saving straw and grabbing it desperately, so that she can feel at ease.

She is no longer afraid to face it, nor is she afraid of the past, because Ji Ming is there.

She opened her lips slightly, and was about to welcome Ji Ming's enthusiasm, but a few drops of hot liquid suddenly fell on her cheeks and slid into her mouth, feeling extremely bitter.

Ling Mo opened his eyes, it was Ji Ming's tears.

She stopped, and Ji Ming burst into tears, like a kind of catharsis, but also like a restraint of extreme emotions.

"Ming Ming..." Ling Mo held her face in both hands, wiping away the tears.

Ji Ming pursed her lips and shook her head: "It's okay, I just feel that people always have gains and losses in this life. You lost your aunt, but you still have me. Although I am not perfect and cannot give you the stability and steadiness you want, I will Do your best."

She couldn't think of other ways to comfort Ling Mo, revisiting the lingering past, and reminded Ji Ming of all the past, and tears fell unconsciously.

Ling Mo seemed to sense what she was thinking, and held her hands to his heart: "Ming Ming, do you still remember when I asked you if we were gay?"

"Remember." This question is the wound in her heart.

"Actually, it was because a classmate told me that I and you were gay, and I suddenly became confused. At that time, we dated, hugged and kissed, slept together every day, and did things between lovers. I never thought that we What's the relationship? When I mentioned this question suddenly, I was stunned, I was thinking how could I be like this with girls, what will I do with you in the future, when I think of these, I suddenly get scared. "

Ji Ming frowned, as if she had returned to the situation back then, facing the same question, she still couldn't answer it.

"I know that this question has hurt you, and we didn't point out each other at the time. Our relationship is so natural and natural, I still can't figure it out. At that time, I was playing games with Song Yao and the other boys. In the game, there is that kind of joint fight against monsters. If they win, they will be given the title of husband and wife. Song Yao once sent a message and called his wife once. After I saw it, I canceled the game account. In my opinion, that The two words are really eye-catching, I don't like it, I even hate it." At that time, Ling Mo noticed that Ji Ming might have seen it, and she went to kill everything in time, but unfortunately she didn't have time to explain.

"So it's like this..." Ji Ming replied softly, she thought that Ling Mo agreed to date Song Yao at that time, but it turned out that she was thinking too much.

"Later, we were a little distant for a period of time. In fact, I didn't think it through. I was sure that I liked you, but I didn't dare to think about the future, and I didn't know how to deal with family problems in the future, so I started browsing various forums. , read those documentary posts, and even entered the lesbian group to learn about various things. I thought I was the only abnormal person in the whole world, but later I realized that this group is very large." Ling Mo smiled bitterly: "But when I suddenly realized, I even thought about it. It's too late for the future. I originally wanted to tell you everything on my birthday, tell you my decision, tell you my thoughts, but I didn't expect... I didn't expect..."

"Don't say it, you don't say it, I know now." The more Ji Ming heard, the more uncomfortable she became. After suffering for so many years and missing so long, it turned out that it was just a misunderstanding. She had no face to face Ling Mo. She even He blamed Ling Mo in countless lonely nights.

The real responsible party is actually her.

"Okay, I won't say anymore. Anyway, it's already passed. Eight years is a long time. Fortunately, it's not too late, Ming Ming. Thank you for not choosing marriage in despair. I'm also glad that I persevered." Ling Mo almost gave up. How many times she doubted her persistence.

"We didn't know each other well enough before. You didn't know my growth, and I didn't know the hurt in your heart. Now I know, and you understand too. We..." Ji Ming rubbed the ring on her ring finger. She was wearing The one with the word "Mo" engraved on it was hesitating whether to hand it over to Ling Mo now.

No, there was a voice in my heart.

Too sudden, too fast, too smooth will make Ji Ming feel flustered. She believes that things will go against each other, and she dare not even be overly happy.

"We may still have many difficult difficulties to overcome..." Ling Mo also thought of his family situation. His father is a veteran cadre, and there must be a day of forced marriage. Cheng Siyan also strongly opposed it.

"You mean home?" Ji Ming could always guess what she was thinking.

"Actually, it's not a big problem on your side, it's just my family..."

"Director Ling will definitely not accept it." As long as he thought of Ling Mo's family obstacles, Ji Ming lost all confidence. "Hmph, I need to do it myself to get him done." Ling Mo smiled happily, and looked up at Ji Ming slightly: "Just get Cheng Siyan done."

"Then Mr. Cheng...?"

"She made it clear that she would not support me being with you."

Cheng Siyan's words still ring in his ears, and Ling Mo remembers them clearly.

"Oh." Ji Ming bowed her head in discouragement, she really couldn't be too happy, the wedding dress in her cupboard and the ring in her hand couldn't be given away yet.

Seeing her frustrated, Ling Mo suddenly picked her chin lightly and kissed her suddenly.

Ji Ming's body trembled slightly, and she became nervous inexplicably. Ling Mo didn't give her a chance to react, and quickly invaded the pussy, quickly occupying her with fiery enthusiasm.

I have never seen Ling Mo more charming and charming than at this moment, like a weak beauty recovering from a serious illness, like a flower waiting to be nourished by rain and dew.After a moment of passionate kissing, she had a ruddy complexion, hooked Ji Ming's neck, and said vaguely: "You said that I lost my mother but had you, but I never really had you."

Ji Ming's heart was pounding like a deer, beating wildly "thump-thump-thump-thump-thump", every word, every word and even every expression of Ling Mo had a provocative meaning.

"You don't really own me either." Ling Mo and Ji Ming were close at hand, teasing her nerves with every breath.

"No, it's not the right time..."

Ling Mo's hand moved irregularly, and Ji Ming blocked it eagerly.

"You do not want it?"

"No, Momo, calm down..." Ji Ming felt that something was wrong with Ling Mo at this time.

Impulse can be indulged, but what about afterwards?

One problem can evolve into countless problems.

Ji Ming doesn't want to cause trouble, even if he wants to get back together, it's not the best time yet.What's more, Ling Mo tonight is weak-willed and unwell. If something really happens, what will she become, a person who sneaks in?

But Ling Mo waited for this moment for too long, she asked: "Are you not mentally prepared yet?"

Ji Ming nodded.

"We've been separated for so many years, don't you think so?" Ling Mo clearly sensed Ji Ming's reaction, and his body was often more honest than his mouth.

Ji Ming nodded, then shook his head.

How could she not want to.

Ling Mo was laughed at by her, so she could only restrain herself. If Ji Ming didn't want to, she couldn't bear to force her.

"Okay, I was impulsive, so hug me and sleep, okay?"

"Yeah." Ji Ming was still hot, and nodded sullenly. If she continued to do this, she would feel a burden in her heart. If possible, I hope she and Ling Mo can be upright and experience the most beautiful things in the world without pressure.Ling Mo took several deep breaths to calm down the fire, but...it's time to take a bath.

Room 203

Gu Ruoqing turned the pages of the book calmly, while Cheng Siyan focused on the phone, and no one felt sleepy.

One refrained from drinking, and the other refrained from smoking.

They were all suffocated, they didn't break the rules, and they both wanted to relieve their hunger while the other party was asleep.

It never occurred to me that neither of the two of them fell asleep, they just worked like this, sneaking glances at each other from time to time.

"Mr. Gu, you know about the relationship between Ji Ming and Momo, right?" Cheng Siyan lay on the bed with his legs crossed, relaxed and at ease. The wide neckline of his pajamas revealed a sexy part that attracted people's attention.

Gu Ruoqing raised his eyelids, happened to catch a glimpse of her exposed skin, and hurriedly moved away.

"I know." She replied lightly. She didn't know why, she used to have no distractions, but now her peripheral vision always shifts.

Cheng Siyan rested his chin on her and stared at her unscrupulously. Gu Ruoqing was an attractive beauty, with an irresistible charm in his gestures.

After appreciating for a moment, Cheng Siyan smiled and asked, "You don't object to them?"

"There's nothing to object to, as long as they like each other." Gu Ruoqing continued to flip through the book.

"What kind of future can two women have, not to mention that there is no legal protection. People's hearts are very fragile, especially in love. These years, they seem to care about each other. In fact, whether it is love or obsession, maybe they themselves don't know. "

"They don't know it themselves, you know?"

"I don't know, but I don't believe in forever, and I won't support Momo being with a woman. If she reunites with Ji Ming and wants to come out, as a parent, I will be the first to object." Cheng Siyan's objection made her Gu Ruoqing was a little surprised, "You are very strange, what age are you still wearing colored glasses to look at the sexuality of relationships?"

"She can be a DINK without getting married, but she can't join the gay circle. I can accept all kinds of forms in this society, but when it comes to my own children, I will only oppose it."

Gu Ruoqing closed the book, he couldn't explain it, and said seriously: "Do you think it's a crime for a woman to fall in love with a woman?"

"It's not guilty. If you don't accept it, you don't accept it." Why Cheng Siyan objected, she had her own reasons. She didn't even want to think about those unpleasant experiences.

"So you're homophobic." After saying this, Gu Ruoqing smiled meaningfully.

"What's wrong with homophobia, why are you laughing?"

Gu Ruoqing frowned, with a hint of provocation, and said with a smile: "Homophobia means deep closet."

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