This parent is a bit cold

Cheng Siyan was suffering from the cold, so Gu Ruo went to get a bowl of ginger tea after cleaning. Seeing how pitiful she was, she wanted to bring it to the bedside.Cheng Siyan was so flattered that he wanted to reach out to take the bowl, but accidentally touched Gu Ruoqing's fingertip when he took the bowl.

The sudden close contact made Gu Ruoqing take a timid step back. They all thought that the other party was holding it steady, but when they let go of their hands, the hot ginger tea bowl fell to the ground.

The splashed water droplets scalded Cheng Siyan's instep, causing a few small red spots.

One ankle was injured and the other was burned. Ji Ming looked at the two of them and shook her head helplessly: "Sit down." She stretched out her hand, and Gu Ruoqing naturally supported her and sat on the side of the bed.

"It's okay for Ji Ming to touch you. If I touch you, it's like pricking you. What's the matter? Give me the iron." Cheng Siyan looked at the back of her foot distressedly. When did she suffer this kind of grievance?

In order to help others in embarrassment and want to care about others, Gu Ruoqing almost kicked her when she was rejected for thousands of miles.

"We have known each other for 30 years and have been together, can we be the same?" Gu Ruoqing's ankles were red and swollen, and he spoke weakly.

Cheng Siyan was inexplicably a little bit worried: "The encounter between people cannot be counted by time, husband and wife don't know each other from the beginning, so don't they become the closest bedside person in the end?"

"Are you trying to talk about the beautiful love between you and Director Ling?" Gu Ruoqing asked back.

"What?" Cheng Siyan didn't make sense of what he said, let alone Ling Weixiang, "It's just a matter of fact."

What kind of love is there between her and Ling Weixiang? It's funny.

"Do you want to hold a debate contest for you?" Ji Ming couldn't help complaining, "Don't move, I'll clean it up and get the medicine box by the way."

"Speak with your mouth, you don't need to move." Cheng Siyan began to slander, Gu Ruoqing rolled her eyes at her, and turned to Ji Ming, "Ah Ming, bring the wine."

"Your feet are like this, don't drink now."

"How can I sleep without drinking?"

While tidying up the pieces, Ji Ming said, "You mean, do you want to share the bed with Mr. Cheng tonight?"

Cheng Siyan raised his brows and smiled, "I don't mind."

"There are so many rooms, I can sleep in another place." Gu Ruoqing glared at Ji Ming, still in the mood to tease himself, it seems that Ling Mo is fine.

"Mr. Gu, do you have to show your disgust on your face?"

"I'm right about things and not people. Don't try to quarrel with me out of nothing."

"You're pissing off things and people, quarreling and rhyming, I admit defeat." Cheng Siyan has seen sharp-tongued people, negotiating with wily and calculating people, but he has never met someone as difficult as Gu Ruoqing. I choked up speechless.

Ji Ming ignored the conversation between the two of them. After cleaning up, she brought the medicine box, first applied Gu Ruoqing with medicine for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis, and then applied scald ointment for Cheng Siyan.

"It's a good thing Mr. Cheng didn't have a large area of ​​burns. Don't touch the water for the next two days. Ruoqing, you haven't walked much recently. If you don't hurt your bones, you will recover soon. If you still have severe pain tomorrow, go to the hospital." Ji Ming After giving some instructions, I was busy making ginger tea again.

The wound was cool, and the pain gradually subsided. Cheng Siyan spun his feet twice, sat on the edge of the bed, and asked with great interest, "Did you teach Ji Ming to be meticulous, or was he born with it?"

"In order to live, you have to know everything." Gu Ruoqing's cold words made the atmosphere drop to freezing point. Cheng Siyan stared at her, moved his mouth and did not speak.

There are more or less hidden pasts in everyone's heart that they don't want to mention, but today, she and Ling Mo's shared experience may not be able to hide it.

Thinking of this, Cheng Siyan's mood fell to the bottom, and the knot in his heart was never untied.She never told anyone about it, even if she told Ling in detail, it was just tacit understanding.

Ling Mo forgot, and she also pretended to forget.

Cheng Siyan would suffer from insomnia every time she experienced such bad weather. Her fear was no less than Ling Mo's, but it took too long and it became a habit.

When did she learn to smoke, in fact, after that incident...

"Mr. Cheng is suffering from the cold, so drinking ginger tea is useless. I made some Radix Banlangen, and Ruoqing can drink ginger tea." Ji Ming sent the things to the two of them separately, and confessed: "It's not very hot, but it can't Take a big gulp."

"Your mouth is soft, Mr. Ji is asking for something from me?" Cheng Siyan could see clearly, Ji Ming would stare into his eyes from time to time, if he didn't want to ask what was the matter.

Gu Ruoqing held the ginger tea and remained silent, pretending to be outside the situation.

"Momo has a little fever and has already fallen asleep. I was sweating tonight, and I might be fine tomorrow. I don't know if what I want to ask is appropriate. If Mr. Cheng is in trouble, forget it." Ji Ming doesn't like to pry into other people's privacy, but I was too worried about Ling Mo and wanted to try to understand.

Cheng Siyan didn't speak, just took a sip of Banlangen lightly, frowned and said, "It would be great if people's heartache can be cured by medicine."

Ji Ming and Gu Ruoqing looked at each other, ready to be the audience.

After the windshield was pulled down, the sound of the wind outside the window became quieter, and even the waves became weak, as if an angry beast suddenly became docile.

The air conditioner made the room as warm as spring, and Cheng Siyan leaned against the bed, opened his mind, and memories flooded in.

"Ling Cheng and his family are family friends. My father is Ling Weixiang's master, so I have been very close to Momo since I was a child. She has nothing to say to me, and I dote on her very much. We are as close as sisters. Every year At that time, Aunt Qin, Ling Mo's mother, would always take us on trips." Speaking of Ling Mo's mother, Qin Ya, Cheng Siyan sighed a lot.

"She is an adventurer who likes hiking, mountain climbing, skydiving and even extreme sports. That year, she had a whim and wanted to go to Qigu Island to experience wilderness survival. That island is a natural island. A developer once wanted to build it into a scenic spot, but in the end the funds The chain was broken, and it became an unfinished project.

There are some remaining buildings on the island, which are very similar to the jungle adventures in cartoons. When I heard about it, I insisted on following.Ling Weixiang was worried, so he went with him. He is a conservative person, knowing that the weather there is not good, so he made a lot of preparations. "

"I didn't expect that someone like Director Ling would support his wife in doing these risky things." Ji Ming said.

Cheng Siyan couldn't help laughing: "You don't know that Ling Weixiang loves Aunt Qin so much, he can indulge her temper, tolerate everything about her, even go with her even if she leaves her job, but what's the use?"

"An accident happened?" Ji Ming asked cautiously.

"Well... I took advantage of Ling Weixiang and Aunt Qin setting up a tent to go out to find something novel, and Momo followed. I was 18 that year, and Momo was only 6 years old. I was full of curiosity about all the things I hadn't seen before. , I also like to explain everything about nature to Momo. On that day, there was a strong wind and we lost our way. I was very anxious, seeing the night coming and the rain falling again, so I found an unfinished house to hide.”

Cheng Siyan seldom expressed his emotions, but when he told about the past, he always breathed heavily from time to time, and his voice became hoarse.Gu Ruoqing found that when she mentioned her husband, she always called her husband by his first name, but she always addressed Ling Mo's mother respectfully.

Very subtle strange and familiar feeling.

"Later..." Cheng Siyan closed his eyes, and subconsciously wanted to smoke the electronic cigarette, but Gu Ruoqing still endured it.

"Later, the wind got stronger and stronger, and there were no lights in the dilapidated house. Momo and I became more and more afraid. At that time, I didn't bring my mobile phone, and even if I did, there might be no signal. When I was desperate, Aunt Qin asked Coming over, we heard her voice and it was like grabbing at straws, but the wind was too strong, and she was having a hard time walking towards us."

Cheng Siyan's voice became smaller and smaller, his body curled up unconsciously, his hands hugged his legs, and he was in a state of self-protection. Gu Ruoqing was surprised, he didn't expect Cheng Siyan to have this side.

The room was quiet and silent, and no one interrupted Cheng Siyan. Her eyes were full of sorrow, and she could imagine how suffocating it would be for what happened next.

"Although the wind was strong, I still heard a strange creaking sound. I didn't pay attention to what it was. I just felt scared. I just wanted Aunt Qin to come and take us away quickly. But...Aunt Qin smiled at us, but the time is too late In a few seconds, she suddenly rushed towards us..." Cheng Siyan's eyes were red, and he kept rubbing his forehead to relieve the tension: "She... opened her arms to us, and then I couldn't see anything, only heard a cry Loud noises, like trees breaking, like beams collapsing, like life passing away..."

After saying the last sentence, Cheng Siyan's heart ached like a knife. It had been many years, and he hadn't thought about it completely.

Both Ji Ming and Gu Ruoqing could guess what the result would be.

Qin Ya gave her life for the two children and ended her own life.At that time, she was hit on the back of the head, bleeding profusely. When Ling Mo got up from her mother's arms, she only saw blood and blood. Even though Cheng Siyan covered her eyes in time, she still left this horrified scene in her dusty memory. .

If Cheng Siyan hadn't wandered around at the beginning, if he hadn't taken Ling Mo out with him, if he had walked back when he found the weather was bad, if he hadn't been so impulsive, if he had listened to Aunt Qin and not to go far...

But if one of them happens, there will be no subsequent tragedy.

Cheng Siyan ruined this family, destroyed Ling Mo's childhood, and made Ling Weixiang lose his true love.However, after this incident, no one blamed her, only she suffered from suffering every day, living in dire straits.

It was also after this incident that Cheng Siyan became infected with smoke.

Over the years, she has cared for Ling Mo in her own way, helped Ling Weixiang to the top, even took care of the elders of the Ling family, and secretly helped Qin Ya's parents.

Only in this way can she feel better.

She paid for the guilt she couldn't get rid of, and for her self-willedness.

She lived like a redemption.

Therefore, she is not qualified to love, and can only use cigarettes as a companion for many years, and use money to give herself a sense of security.

At this moment, Cheng Siyan needed cigarettes very much. She had nothing to rely on, so she could only mediate by herself.

She endured so much that she wished she could run out and accept the baptism of wind and rain.

Whenever there is a thunderstorm, especially a typhoon, she and Ling Mo suffer a lot.Although Ling Mo chose to forget, his subconscious fear of the weather has never been eliminated.

"I always thought that Momo was afraid of thunder, but it turned out that he was afraid of the wind..." Ji Ming felt pain in her heart, she turned and walked out of the room, wanting to go back to Ling Mo immediately, to be with her, to take care of her, to hold her forever. In the palm of your hand, never get lost again.

Cheng Siyan lay down powerlessly, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Gu Ruoqing caught a glimpse of the cigarette in her hand, resisted not lighting it, and said, "Smoke it if you want." She couldn't say comforting words. She understood the pain of exposing scars better than anyone else. Love recalled his misfortune.

She got up and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Cheng Siyan, "I don't smoke, don't leave."

"Doesn't it hurt you to hold it in?" It should be unbearable to be addicted to cigarettes.

"Uncomfortable, it's even more uncomfortable for me if you leave."

Gu Ruoqing's heart skipped a beat for no reason.

Cheng Siyan also felt that what he said was inappropriate, so he explained: "I mean, I will be afraid if no one is with me at night."

"It's impossible for me to sleep in the same bed as someone else." Gu Ruoqing was still indifferent, getting close to people, especially physical contact, was impossible in this life.

"Isn't there a standard room next door? You see, I'm so miserable today, why can't I feel sorry for you? Anyway, I'm also a guest, so I bear the pain..."

Gu Ruoqing leaned on the wall and left without listening to Cheng Siyan's misfortune. Cheng Siyan snorted coldly. Sure enough, only smoke is a good partner. He has a cold heart and has nothing to rely on.

"203 is a standard room, you can come if you want, but smoking is not allowed." Gu Ruoqing's voice came from the corridor, and Cheng Siyan suddenly raised his head, smiling like a flower.

"coming!"

The author has something to say: Prepare for a little sweetness in the next chapter, life is too bitter, um...