a bear is following me

Chapter 156 3 years

"Xiao Chen, what's the name of this little guy?"

After my love left, I worked hard for a year, trying to get through my most painful period. I thought that time could fade everything away, but every time a familiar picture or a certain sentence appeared, I would still instantly Thinking of him, thinking of the time when I was the happiest, my heart began to ache badly again. This seemed to be a kind of disease, a kind of heart disease that could not be erased for the rest of my life.

"It's called Chen Yubo, it sounds ten thousand times better than Liu Neng! Haha!"

A year later, Xu Qing and I had our own child.How should I put it, she really wants a baby, but I really can't do it with a girl. I admit that I am sometimes selfish. At the beginning, I was so obsessed with Daxiong that I ignored Xu Qing's feelings. In the end, I still lied to her, I lied to him that I was infertile, and then we went to the hospital for IVF, and then we had this baby in my arms.I remember that Big Bear likes children the most. At the beginning, he wanted me to give birth to one. Now I have my own baby, but he will never see him. I named the child, Chen Yubo, Chen Yubo. In two worlds, but I know that at the end of that world, he must be watching me, waiting for me, guarding us, even if we can’t see each other, but my heart and Big Bear will always be together, just like my son’s Same name, Chen Yubo.

The only thing that makes me thankful is that the baby is very cute, fat, and looks nothing like her. It is completely tailored according to my miniature version. At that time, I even thought that if the baby is like her, I will make it The child fell to his death and asked to be reborn, just kidding!If the little bear was like her, would he still be able to meet people?Of course, I'm just thinking about it. If the child is born like her, then I can only accept my fate, but I will still love him, because I always feel that this baby, Big Bear also has a part.By the way, I forgot to mention that the child's nickname is Xiaoxiong, and I also named it. As for why it is called this name, you understand.

After another half a year, because Xu Qing couldn't bear my indifference in some aspects, we divorced. We talked for a long time the night before the divorce, and said a lot of things that surprised me. She said that she had liked him since she was in school. Me, it's just that I was too dazzling at the beginning, she didn't have the courage to say it until she graduated, until his father's career rose steadily, until his status became higher and higher, so she contacted me through one of his father's introducers Dad, he contacted me again. He said that she has been paying attention to me. She knows that I ran away from home and that I went to the city where the university is located. She knows that I am very close to another fat man. Know I'm gay!It's just that she didn't say it out loud, but if she knew, why would she marry me?Is it possible to love someone so persistently?What good am I?Not a big selfish villain!As for why she knows so many things about me, she told me that in the creative company where I work, there is a high school classmate of hers, a person who has liked her for a long time. I remember that on my first day at work, he even toasted me with a glass of wine. Unexpectedly, there was a spy lurking there, and I didn't notice it at all!She said that being able to live with me for so long is already very satisfying. She knows that I don't actually love her. During these days, she also wants to understand that since she loves someone deeply, she shouldn't be so selfish. She is more willing to let her beloved People live happily, hearing this, I feel sore in my heart, that night I couldn't help giving her a deep hug, the only time I really hugged...

The divorce process was very flat, without any quarrels, but my father was angry. He tried to coordinate between us many times, but all failed. Now that nothing can threaten me, he is also helpless. It is a kind of relief for him, but it is a great loss for him, because he lost the strong alliance he once had, but I feel a sense of gloating, but I still feel wronged by Xu Qing. Not pretty, but she is very gentle, and I am especially grateful for her love for me in the past year and a half, but, after all, I am not from the same way. In my heart, I can only treat her as a younger sister. I feel that I am not a human being. Apart from deep guilt, I have nothing to repay, I can only say to her deeply at the moment of separation, I am sorry.

The child was awarded to me. This is what we discussed before the divorce, because the little bear is very important to me. Although it can be seen that Xu Qing also loves him very much, I have to thank her again. She is such a kind person. She Give me the child, give me all of her, and I am still a sinner.

Three years later, I came to this city again with my little bear to see the friends who are still here, recalling the stories that happened here, sighing and feeling sad.Of course, every year on March [-]th, I will come back to see the park that I have been to with Big Bear, the tree that I planted together, and live a happy life together.

A lot of things have happened here this year, but I have never told them about the divorce, because they will definitely ask non-stop, and I don't bother to explain.Xiaoyu finally agreed to be with Xinyuan, Xinyuan also quit his previous job, left the Yichuang company we had worked together, and joined Xiaoyu's company, and Xiaoyu was promoted this year as expected As a department manager, Xinyuan must be very happy to work under Xiaoyu.But the thing that surprised me the most was that Grandpa Xiaoyu came together with Brother Liu's mother. I have to marvel at Xiaoyu's magic. In order to find a wife for his grandfather, he really worked hard.And I heard from Brother Liu that although the two are six or seven years apart, their relationship seems to be very good. It’s the feeling that they met very late. Brother Liu’s mother moved to Grandpa Xiaoyu’s house, and Brother Liu also moved back to himself. Home, he said he rented out the room I lived in to someone else, and now I am sitting in the living room of Brother Liu’s house, the middle-aged man who just left for something, is a very clean and handsome person, Brother Liu did not forget to introduce After a while, it was his tenant, but based on my judgment and reasoning, how could there be a third person willing to rent such a rotten house besides me and Daxiong, and when I left, I found out that that person His eyes and expression are simply too abnormal. I remember that when I was walking in the neighborhood that year, I felt a little strange why Brother Liu knew so much about this circle. Today I finally understood, and I finally got the evidence. If you think about it with your feet, you can understand what's going on, but when I think about it, I lived under the same roof as a bandit leader, and there was no accident. I'm really lucky!

After leaving Brother Liu’s house, I took the little bear to the park full of memories. In a daze, I saw a figure in the distance, wearing the hat on the sweater, and was hurrying away. In a trance, I even felt That person is Big Bear, as if back to my first interview, he once again followed me all the way here.Then I shook my head helplessly, feeling that this was the biggest joke in the world. It turned out that I missed someone so much that it would really make me hallucinate...

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