a bear is following me

"Come on, let's make a toast to our new leader, Mr. Chen!"

"cheers!"

"Dry!"

"Dry!"

"..."

After the wedding, Xu Qing and I went abroad for a trip, saying it was a honeymoon, but I prefer to see it as a relaxation, but I feel that it has no effect at all, and the lingering sadness seems to have never stopped, and What kind of scenery, as long as it is reflected in my eyes, will lose its color and become black and white.

Because of the relationship between me and Xu Qing, my father successfully won a new big project through Xu Qing's father's secret operation, and the fox finally showed his tail. He really regarded his son as his son for the sake of profit. Chess piece, isn't this a kind of irony, it makes me see human nature more clearly, and even if I didn't expect it, I won't be too disappointed anymore, because everything he has done to me since I was a child has made me used to it .

But what I didn't expect was that when I came back from the trip, I received a call from my father who suddenly asked me to be the president of the new project company. Reasonably, a son-in-law of a provincial government leader's worth can be so bad?What's more, the company also has part of the shares of my so-called father-in-law. Even if I am only in my 20s, even if I don't know anything, so what?In their view, I am just a puppet, used to put on a show, and the real right to speak lies with my father-in-law and my father, or in other words, I am just a bird in a cage for people to watch That's all.

Today is my first day in office, and it is natural for me to attend the evening banquet, but this time, no one dares to talk to me, and no one dares to make me drink, but I really miss the time when I was always drunk Days, because none of these people in front of me is not hypocritical in my opinion. Not only do I not like to hear those flattering words, but it makes me feel sick.

I drank a lot of wine because of my mood, and the secretary Yu who was next to me whispered in my ear that I couldn't drink any more.And this brother Yu is not so much my secretary, but rather an eyeliner arranged by my dad. On the one hand, he taught me the principles of work and human relations, and on the other hand, he monitored all the movements of the new company. His true identity is actually the general manager of a region within the group. Such overqualification shows the importance of this new company and his father's foresight.

Stubbornly, I drank another glass. I can't remember how much I drank at this time. I only know that alcohol is really a good thing. It can numb myself, so I can gain short-term freedom, float without sorrow, and at the same time numb others.Looking at the grinning faces on the table, the smiles even made me feel a little hideous, and would I become like that too.I really don't like drinking with this group of people, I always feel that something is missing...

"Is Chen Wen?"

"What's the matter? Xiaoyu, do you want to come over and have a drink?"

On the noisy wine table, Xiaoyu suddenly called, and it took me a long time to hear it. After leaving my seat, I walked to a quiet place and answered the phone.And this phone call, what Xiaoyu said next, seemed to sentence me to death, as if it had dug out my heart, as if it had taken away my motivation to live, as if I had been tied to the train track, One section after another passed over me, and these "as if" were no match for Xiaoyu's words, and they couldn't accurately describe my mood at this moment. The past passed before my eyes again like a movie, which is ridiculous this time I actually forgot that there were tears in the corners of my eyes, and the tears that flowed down had already been dried by the wind.Can you say idiot to me again, can you give me another brain slap, can you hug me again, can you kiss me again, I can't bear such a result, even my only spiritual sustenance has been lost i lost it, i...

"Chen Wen, Xiong Bo, my cousin... died..."

(Double update tonight~)