bitter fireworks

Lying on the bed with Zhichun, I couldn't fall asleep. Looking at him in a deep sleep, he was peaceful and quiet, his small mouth was slightly pursed from time to time, and the dimples on his face appeared from time to time, a long-lost feeling emerged spontaneously , Is this the life I dream of, holding my hand and growing old together?

God has always arranged it in the dark, it is not us ordinary people who can control, open a door for you but close another door at the same time, let us always explore and sigh on the unknown road...

Zhichun didn't wake up until after 5:[-] in the afternoon. When he woke up, he hugged me sideways and kissed me mischievously, feeling his enthusiasm, and I also cooperated with all my strength.After a while of making out, we started getting dressed.

"Brother Yong, what happened to Li Yang?" Zhichun asked while getting dressed.

"The buddy I met here treats me very well, just like kissing a big brother. Thanks to his care, I have survived this period of time. He is really a real person..." I glanced at his expression, it doesn't matter Talk slowly.

"Oh... but I always feel that he looks at you strangely," he continued

"Don't guess, he and I are pure, don't tarnish the flowers of the future..." I said angrily

"Hmm... Aren't I worried about him fertilizing the flowers? I don't like such a good gardener!" Zhichun refused to let go.

"Don't worry, I only have you in my heart, and I don't care if the other person is Pan An Songyu, so you can rest assured!" I said, and my eyes fell on his face

The kid suddenly opened up, his frowning eyebrows stretched, and he kept smirking.

But my heart is up and down, Bodhisattva bless you, Brother Li, don't make any moths tonight, my young heart really can't stand it.

"Brother Yong, quit your job! Go back with me, work in my factory, and stay with me, okay?" Zhichun said pleadingly

"Tell me to go back and make fireworks. Don't be kidding. I've been studying for so many years. Besides, it's too dangerous to make fireworks!" I refused

"Who asked you to make fireworks? You can manage the factory with me, run business, and socialize on a daily basis!" He still did not give up.

"Don't talk about this, let's go quickly, Brother Li must be waiting!" I changed the subject

"Tch...whether you agree or not, anyway, I'm here, either you go back with me, or I'll stay with you!" He was still nagging

"Now I know why everyone is afraid of being a soldier..." I deliberately paused

"Why?" He hugged me from behind and asked coquettishly next to my ear

I pushed his hand away and said as I fled: "Xiucai met Bing, I can't explain why! Haha..."

"You deserve a beating! I have graduated from high school, so it's okay to be a scholar..." He closed the door and ran after me

When he came to the company, Brother Li was really waiting there.I walked over and said apologetically, "Brother Li, I'm sorry to keep you waiting!"

"I just got off work, it's okay, Brother Liu, come here, let's have a few drinks together!" Brother Li said hello to Zhichun while speaking.

"Manager Li, thank you then." Zhichun was still so polite.

When we came to our favorite Hunan restaurant, Brother Li handed me the menu. I ordered a fish head with chopped pepper and braised pork, and then passed it to Zhichun. Zhichun ordered beer duck and chicken feet with fried pepper. Brother Li sipped With a smile on his lips, he said, "You really have a good understanding. Brother Liu ordered Xiaoyong's favorite food, hehe..." In fact, what I ordered was also Zhichun's favorite food, but we had a tacit understanding. I didn't expect Brother Li But he saw through it at a glance.Brother Li also ordered a shredded cabbage and a soup, and then said to the waiter, "Serve these dishes first, and then order a beer..." The waiter took the menu and walked away.

Watching Li Ge and Zhichun chatting, saying some official polite words to each other, I also made a few words from time to time.The atmosphere is neither harmonious nor awkward...

Before long, the dishes were served, and so was the beer.The three of them ate and drank, pushing and changing glasses, and when the wine was full, they talked too much.Zhichun stood up, raised his glass and said to Brother Li: "Manager Li, thank you for your hospitality, and thank you for taking care of Brother Yong during this time. We will go home tomorrow, and I will toast you on behalf of Brother Yong... ..." After finishing speaking, he drank it in one gulp.

My God, when did I promise you to go home?You are too domineering, you cut it first and then play it without my consent.I'm angry, but I can't take his face off, just bear it.Brother Li was also in a daze, unable to speak for a long time, apart from surprise and sourness, it took a while to finish the glass of wine unnaturally, I know what this glass of wine is, it means parting, leaving , reluctance and loneliness.

"Brother Li, I haven't decided yet. I'm discussing it. Besides, it's not in such a hurry. You have to approve your resignation and wait for your salary. What do you think, besides, I'm still hesitating..." I want to ease Brother Li's words. mood.

"Why are you hesitating? Anyway, I'm here, we have to go together, or stay together!" Zhichun got excited after drinking, and even got into the fight.

I know that Li Ge has too much helplessness and too much sadness. We have been together for the past few months. We usually sing and laugh together. The sea and the sky are very warm and beautiful. Now I say that I will leave tomorrow. Changing anyone is hard to let go.Feelings are accumulated day by day. It must be difficult to accept a sudden change in the life you are used to.But I really can't help it, I've been thinking "we're dating day by day, but wandering again and again, he never confessed, and I never refused", now it's time to face it, but it's so embarrassing, I really don't know What can I do.

"Then think about it yourself, I can't refer to opinions..." Brother Li looked at me very confusedly, "I'll go to the bathroom, you can continue to drink." After speaking, Brother Li left.

I don't want to talk about Zhichun, it's useless to talk about it now, I don't care if he's drunk or crazy.

"Brother Yong, Manager Li doesn't seem happy!" This kid came again

"Don't talk nonsense. He invited us to dinner with good intentions, but you always doubt him. What's the matter with you?" I questioned him angrily.

"Forget it, you are mine anyway, so don't think about it, come on, let's have a drink!"

"Fuck you, how embarrassing it is for people to see!" I rejected this guy

Brother Li came in again, had a few more drinks with us, and then the dinner was over.I deliberately ran ahead and came to the front desk to pay the bill. The proprietress said that I had already paid the bill.It turned out that Brother Li bought the bill while he was going to the bathroom just now. Alas, how to pay back the favor owed to Brother Li, I was entangled again!

Saying goodbye to Brother Li, Zhichun and I came to the hotel.After taking a shower, I didn't feel like going to sleep, so I turned on the hotel computer and started surfing the Internet.Damn... what does this computer store?Almost all of them are porn, all of them are European, American and Japanese. I close these pages, open QQ, and start chatting.

"Brother Yong, I haven't added your QQ yet, come on, add it" Zhichun said as he grabbed the mouse, looked at my number and added it.

"You don't have many people here..." I laughed at him

"Tch, I just applied for it not long ago. I used to have no internet in the army. Besides, this thing has only become popular in the past two years! You have a lot of friends, don't play it for me..." He started talking about me

"It's all just nonsense, how can the Internet be real, don't worry about it!" I said

"Then are you going back or not? I will do what I say. If you don't go back, I will find a job here to accompany you!" He asked this question again

"I thought you bought the ticket, you just said you would go back tomorrow" I said sarcastically

"Then I book the ticket now, you promise to go back?" He suddenly became excited

"Since you are so persistent, Chinese New Year is coming soon, and I also want to go back to see my mother, so I will listen to you!" I told the truth.Although I owe Brother Li a lot, no one can grasp the fate of life. Fate comes and goes like water, and flowers bloom and fall for another spring. I hope Brother Li can find someone who likes each other. I am just a passerby of him. At some point, it might remind him of it, and there was a little ripple in his heart.

"Great! I'm going to book tickets now, let's book the day after tomorrow!" Zhi Chunle blossomed and ran away dancing

"It's up to you, anyway, it's okay for me to quit my job with Li Ge covering me, soon..." I made this kid happier, and he will work harder when he gets out of bed to serve me!

Zhichun went out, and I continued to surf the Internet.Brother Li was also online, so I greeted him and told him about my resignation.Brother Li said no problem, and asked me to submit a letter of resignation to Lao Huang, and he will take care of the personnel department.

After a while, Brother Li sent another message, opened it, and read, "Xiaoyong, there is something I have always wanted to tell you, but I have never had the courage. You are leaving. If you don't tell me, I will regret it for the rest of my life." !"

I had a premonition of what Brother Li was going to say, but I still typed out a line of words, "Who is with whom, our brothers, if you have anything to say, just say it."

"Actually, from the first time I saw you, I was fascinated by you. I never thought that I would be so obsessed. To be honest, you look too much like my first love. I'm sorry, maybe you can't accept it all at once. I made you a shadow, but after getting in touch with you, I found that I fell in love with you even more hopelessly, you are pure, cute and kind..." Brother Li typed another line

I'm like his first love, I'm the shadow of his first love, hehe, this world is too funny, two comrades, unexpectedly encounter this kind of situation.

"Then where is he now?" I'm still curious about the person who looks like me

"He is in another world, he looks at me in heaven every day, and comforts me in his dreams." Brother Li's words are a bit sad

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..." I comforted him.

"It's okay, it's been so many years, for him, I will live a good life, don't you blame me?" Brother Li continued to send messages

"Brother, as you are such a good person, there will definitely be someone better than me who will love you in the future. Really, you see, I can arrange it freely in the dark. I am so like him and I have fate to know you. Isn't that just Did God specially arrange for you not to give up?" I continued

"Oh...God is indeed caring, but it's just fooling me and sarcasm me. I die and walk away. I feel like I am the lone star of the gods. All the people who are good to me and the people I love are away from me. And go" Li Ge continued to be sad

"Brother, I'm sorry, you also knew that I was in this circle, but I never entered this circle. I already have someone I love, and I love him with all my heart. He loves me too, you know what I said who is it?" I said

"From the first time I saw Liu Zhichun, I knew that I was hopeless. He is too good, and you two are in love with each other. You are really a perfect match. You should cherish it!"

"Thank you, I will! You also take care of yourself! No matter what time you are, you are my dearest big brother!" I sent him a message affectionately, with tears streaming down my face

"Xiaoyong, do you know? In my eyes, only my first love is the best and the most handsome. No one can compare..." Brother Li's message came again

"Brother, maybe beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I'm not that good, I think I'm ugly..." I said my point of view

"Xiaoyong, can you promise me to give you a good hug?"

I can't say no, "Well, good! I'll come to your office tomorrow."

"Is he asleep?" Brother Li asked Zhichun.

"I'm going to buy a ticket..." I said

"Then go to bed early, see you tomorrow" Li Ge's message

"Well, 88" I texted back

After quitting QQ, I had mixed feelings in my heart. I really failed Brother Li's love.And this undoubtedly made his heart worse again, what should I do?I really don't want to make brother Li sad, he treats me so well, if I don't show up, he still lives his life peacefully, now I let him get hurt again, recalling his old love again, I really shouldn't Get to know him, then we won't have intersection, let alone make him sad!

Zhichun came back, and the night of passion began again...