bitter fireworks

I was petrified in place, I never dreamed that Zhichun would come to Guangzhou and stand in front of me.

"Why are you dumb, don't you know him?" The security guard woke me up

"Ah... oh... know, know..." I was incoherent

"That's not over yet, it's really..." Brother Security urged me!

What is coming will always come, and you can't hide even if you want to!I walked towards Zhichun slowly, he seemed to be looking for something in the car, with his back bent towards me.

"Zhichun, is that you?" I asked knowingly, but couldn't find a suitable opening line.

He turned around, looked at me with complicated eyes, and said nothing. I was a little at a loss, and quickly avoided his sharp gaze. I was like a child who had done something bad, and I was uneasy, waiting for the punishment to come at any time .

He held out a piece of letter paper he found in the car in front of me, expressionless.I took the piece of paper, opened it, and I was stunned... It was a letter I wrote to him. At that time, in order to express my view of love for him, I specially copied Shu Ting's "To the Oak Tree"

If I love you-

Not like a climbing lily flower,

Show yourself off by your tall branches;

If I love you-

Never learn from infatuated birds,

repeating monotonous songs for shade;

more than a fountain,

Sending cool solace all year round;

Not only like a dangerous peak,

Increase your height and complement your majesty.

even sunlight,

Even spring rains.

No, these are not enough!

I must be a kapok near you,

Stand with you as the image of the tree.

root, clinging to the ground;

Leaves, touching in the clouds.

every gust of wind,

We all salute each other,

but no one,

understand our words.

You have your copper sticks and iron trunks,

Like a knife, like a sword, like a halberd;

I have my red flowers,

like a heavy sigh,

And like a torch of valor.

We share the cold wave, wind and thunder, thunderbolt;

We share the haze, the haze, and the rainbow.

as if separated forever,

But forever.

This is great love,

Perseverance is here:

Love--

Not only love your majestic body,

I also love where you stand,

the land under your feet.

Now he pays me back with this poem, and I know what that means...

"Don't you want to be in the same boat through thick and thin, and share weal and woe? Why are you carrying it alone when such a big thing happened? What do you think of me? In your heart, I am really inferior to that oak tree?" He said word by word count on me

"I'm sorry, Zhichun, you're fine, but I don't want to be Ling Xiaohua. Although I really want to be the kapok next to you, our environment is too far apart. My foundation is too barren. I can't stand by your side. What's more, your foundation was created by your parents, I can't be humble enough to let you take money from your parents, I really can't do that..." I held the letter paper tightly and said to him.

"Then you must at least tell me, do you know how worried I am? Ever since I found out that you had dropped out of school, I have been so anxious that I have been asking around for news about you. Fortunately, the emperor paid off. Chen Li told me that you are here. I just drove here..." Zhichun said resentfully

"I'm really sorry, you're in the army. I'm afraid you'll come to me after you find out, which will affect your image in the army. You've been driving for so long. Take a rest first. Your eyes are bloodshot..." When I said these words, I didn't know when my tears had slipped down quietly.

Zhichun didn't care about the passing people around him, he hugged me tightly, felt his body temperature again, it was so warm, so down-to-earth, like a drifting boat found its own harbor all of a sudden, feeling at ease in his heart.It took him a long time to let go of me, and wiped away my wandering tears with his thick hands.Said to me affectionately, "You've lost weight..."

I looked at him silently, speechless for a moment...

I just want to just look at him quietly, he is stronger and more mature than before, and his wheat-colored skin looks healthier.He is still so handsome, there is no acne on his face, and there is a little dirt on his face in Chinese characters, probably from driving these days.The beard on the mouth is a bit thick, and he must have not rested or shaved these days.Seeing his exhausted appearance, my heart ached. If it wasn't for me, would he be driving so tired?What should I do if something happens along the way?For the 1000-kilometer road, he drove alone, and I was a little scared when I thought about it.

"Xiaoyong, what are you doing here?" Brother Li came at some time, seeing Zhichun holding my hand, his expression was a little displeased, but it was fleeting, "This is?..." Brother Li continued ask me.

"Oh, Brother Li, this is my classmate and junior! Liu Zhichun..." I immediately introduced him, and at the same time said to Zhichun, "Zhichun, this is our company manager, Li Yang..."

"Hello!" "Hello!" The two of them shook hands and looked at each other.Brother Li still had a somewhat mysterious look in his eyes.

"Brother Li, can you let my buddy rest at your place first, he has been driving for more than a day..." I said to Brother Li

"Okay, come with me, go now..." Brother Li said enthusiastically

"No, thank you, Manager Li, I have a room at the hotel over there, hehe..." Zhichun said politely to Brother Li

"Well, since you have opened the room, my broken place is not so comfortable, so you should have a good rest first! I will treat you tonight. Xiaoyong's brother is my brother. I will clean up the dust for my brother. Xiaoyong, do you want to ask for leave? , I'll go talk to Lao Huang (our supervisor)..." Brother Li is really thoughtful, I really appreciate it!

"Then thank you Brother Li! I'll take my brother there first, let's talk together at night..." I said

Brother Li turned around and went back to the factory, I went to the guard room to register, and then drove to the hotel in Zhichun's car.

"Why did you ask him to treat you, Brother Yong, what does he have to do with you?" Zhichun seemed a little jealous

"Talk to you slowly, go to the hotel to take a shower first, and then talk about it after you have rested." I really feel sorry for Zhichun's appearance, he is so haggard!

When we came to the hotel that Zhichun mentioned, we opened Room 203 directly. Zhichun put away his luggage and didn't even bother to take a shower, so he hugged me and gave me a dizzy deep kiss, which made me fall in the long-awaited love again.

We have been missing each other for too long, how can the sudden reunion keep us from being glued together?

Doing what the two of us long to do, nourishing the sweetness we both share.We are like a raging fire, when we encounter that long-lost dead wood, how can we not burn blazingly and become more and more prosperous?

It's just that I'm a little worried again, how should I tell Zhichun about my relationship with Brother Li?Is Brother Li's dinner tonight a Hongmen Banquet for me?After letting Brother Li give up completely tonight, can we still be brothers?I really don't know... I owe Brother Li too much, I really feel guilty in my heart, if only Brother Li could understand me, alas...