Brothers second and third

Chapter 30

This is the first time my dick and I have had sex in our new home and love is crazy.

After subsiding, hug each other tightly.Kissing the second child's hair, happy and down-to-earth.After lying down for a long time, the second child touched my back and said softly, "Baby, let go, I'm going to take a bath."

I still hugged him: "Don't wash it."

"Stinks of sweat."

"It's okay, I like it."

The second child rested his head on my forehead and stroked my head with one hand: "What's wrong today? It's weird."

"…nothing."

After lying down for a while, I got up and looked at the face of the second child. Under the dim light, the face of the second child was a little blurry, but I was so familiar with every outline.

Kissing his lips lightly, the corners of the second child's mouth raised.The second child sat up and said, "Baby, let's pray to heaven and earth!"

I didn't understand what the second child meant: "What?"

The second child went on to say: "Let God testify to us, we have worshiped heaven and earth, and we will be a real family from now on."

Pray to heaven and earth, the old way.

We are so eager to get married and to be recognized by the society, but we know very well in our hearts that in China we can only be counted as cohabitants forever. Without a red marriage certificate, we will not be recognized by the law.The second child looked at me with a serious expression: "Didn't people in ancient times formally get married after worshiping heaven and earth? Let's worship heaven and earth too!"

This late-night ceremony has deeply engraved traces in my mind.We kowtowed three times to the sky and the moon respectfully.After this birthday, I am 32 years old. On the day of 32 years old, my second child and I declared our love in our own way like children, but at the moment when our heads hit the ground, I was suddenly sad, sad It made me want to cry, looking at the world outside the window, so much light, so broad, but it can't accommodate our simple love.

We cuddled all night.

The next morning, after saying goodbye to my second child, I went to work. When I got to work, I cleaned up the desktop and looked at today’s work schedule. I was about to start work when the phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was my brother’s phone number. .It's so early, brother, what's the matter?

I picked up the phone: "Brother?"

My aunt's voice came from the other end of the phone, and I heard her trembling voice: "De Peng, Auntie asked you something, you have to tell me honestly."

I felt as if something was about to happen, and my heart tightened: "Well, tell me."

The aunt asked: "Do you have no girlfriend?"

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

Aunt's voice was hoarse: "Isn't it?"

I was silent for a while and said, "Yes."

The aunt took a breath and asked, "Have you been with... with men all these years?"

I was silent and didn't speak.

On the phone, the auntie started to cry: "Why, what happened to the old Shan's house..."

I held the phone without moving, and the knife that I had been worrying about was finally cut off.

The elder brother answered the phone: "Little brother, is what they said true?"

I asked him, "Who?"

Brother: "A relative in my hometown, he said that his children saw it with their own eyes, didn't they?"

I suddenly thought of my younger brother who was studying in Harbin, and remembered the last time I took him to dinner with my second child. Thinking of this, I suddenly understood.I can't say anything more.

On the phone, my brother said: "Don't talk about it now, they came to our house early this morning to make trouble."

"What's the trouble? Why are they making trouble?"

"Leave these things alone. I'll talk about them later."

The brother on the other end of the phone hung up the phone in a hurry, but my heart was raised.They have been safe and sound for so many years, and now they go home to make trouble again. There is only one elder brother in the family. The uncle is old, and the auntie cried so sadly just now. There are also young nephews and sister-in-laws in the family.Since the father's incident in the early years, our single family has been squeezed out by the whole family, and now they have found a reason to start troubles. Why do they bully others like this?I couldn't stay any longer, thinking that my family was being wronged, I just wanted to go back immediately, and I would take care of my affairs.

Asked for leave from the boss, hurriedly called the second child, did not tell him the reason, I just said that my aunt was not feeling well, I will go back and have a look.The second child told me not to worry, and to call him when I got back.I didn't care too much and just bought a plane ticket and left.

When I arrived in the city, I took a bus to the road beside the village, walked along the winding path, passed the dry well at the head of the village, and walked quickly all the way. It was evening when I arrived home, and the yard was in a mess.Pushing the door open, uncle and aunt sat on the stool with their heads bowed, their backs were so desolate.I called my uncle and aunt, they looked up at me, my uncle stood up, he came over to look at me, slapped me hard, then he hugged me and cried.Uncle is getting old, his body has become thin and small, listening to the whimper in his throat, my whole heart is broken.My aunt also hugged me and cried, and I was very sad when I hugged them.

My nose was heavy and it was difficult to breathe, so I asked, "Where's brother?"

"In the next room."

I went out and opened the door of the next room. My sister-in-law was bandaging the wound on my eldest brother's head in the back room. My little nephew's eyes were full of fear. I seemed to suddenly see myself when I was a child.I feel my hands shaking.

My sister-in-law raised her head to see me, and wiped her face quickly: "De Peng is back?"

I gritted my teeth and asked, "How did it hurt?"

The eldest brother raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot: "I'm fine."

Seeing me coming home, my sister-in-law hurriedly led my little nephew to the kitchen to cook, leaving only my eldest brother and me in the house.The elder brother sat on the bed and looked at me: "De Peng, you...how could you be like this?"

I took a deep breath and didn't speak.My eldest brother and I just sat there, silent.

During dinner at night, none of the family spoke, and the atmosphere was quiet and uncomfortable.After a long time, the uncle sighed: "Old Shan's family..."

People in my family soon found out about my return, and they came to my house to make noise again. The result of the noise was to move the ancestral grave. The ancestral grave of this single family was moved out alone, and my uncle's hands kept shaking.I will sue the relative who injured my elder brother to court. Anyway, there is no relative relationship to speak of, so let's break up completely!Because I have to stay at home for a long time to solve these things, I called my boss to ask for a long vacation. Seeing that I usually work hard, the boss agreed.The second child also called to ask what happened, do you want him to come over?I said no.Didn't tell him anything else, except that I might have to stay a long time before going back.

After coming out, everyone in our family was silent.In this small village, my story spread like the air, and people kept saying: Is the seed of a murderer good?After hearing this, I don't want to fight anymore, I'm too tired.My uncle and aunt's health is getting worse and worse. I see tears in their old eyes, and my heart hurts.On the day when we moved the ancestral grave, my uncle knelt on the ground and said he was not filial, my brother cried, I slapped myself hard twice, and the people around me just looked at our sadness like that.

Sometimes I think again, am I just a burden to my family when I am alive?I can't give them a better life, but I want them to endure the ridicule of others.

After finishing the family affairs, I will go back to Harbin. My uncle and aunt's health has become worse after these days of tossing.When I was leaving, my aunt came to see me off at the entrance of the village. Her eyes were a little dull, and she watched me leave step by step. I had gone a long way. When I looked back, she was still there, standing there, I felt His heart was beaten severely.They don't understand why a good person doesn't marry and have children normally, but lives with a man.Uncles and aunts have endured for so many years, finally waiting for me and my elder brother to become adults, and also provided for me to go to graduate school. I have always been their pride, but now I suddenly become the object of others' ridicule. Uncles and aunts are heartbroken, right? !

When I returned to Harbin, I didn't tell my second child about the family affairs. I didn't want him to carry the burden for me anymore. His own burden was already heavy enough.

When I returned to Harbin, I was always silent. Sometimes watching TV, I thought of my uncles and aunts, brothers and sisters-in-law at home, and thought of them living under the guidance of others, and my heart began to feel sad again.The second child also saw that I was worried, and he would ask me what was wrong, but I just told him that I was worried about the old man's health.

At the end of January 2011, before the Lunar New Year, my brother called me and said he wanted me to go home because I had something to do.I suddenly felt very nervous, and hurriedly bought a ticket to go home, but when I entered the door, I got bad news. My aunt had left and had an acute cerebral hemorrhage before I could be sent to the hospital.

Over the years, I have experienced all kinds of sufferings, always thinking that everything will pass and everything will be fine, but the reality is that nothing has changed.Kneeling at the door, it feels like the whole sky is dark.

When I was in my twenties, when there were sad things, I endured it, and cried out when I couldn't help it.Now in my 30s, sad things, endured, couldn't help it, gritted my teeth and carried it.

On the day of my aunt's funeral, the weather was cold, and my brother was only 34 years old, and his hair had a layer of gray hair overnight.The drummer who played that day kept ringing in my head. When I passed by the entrance of the village, I looked back, as if my aunt was there, and she was there.

My aunt is gone, and my uncle is getting older.My brother quit his job in the town, and my sister-in-law was raising the family alone. Once I saw my sister-in-law crying secretly in the kitchen.I took out the 2 yuan from my bank card and quietly put it in the closet at home.The aunt left, and the house became empty.My brother drank too much at night, he said, little brother, our mother is gone, then his eyes were red and he buried himself in his arms, his back convulsed.When I drink too much, my elder brother will force me to go home. The honest elder brother swears, and he says you can go home and stay for me!Go home and marry a daughter-in-law, can we live a good life?Seeing my elder brother's sad face made me feel very uncomfortable.

The aunt left, and the uncle talked even less.He sat in the yard watching the sky during the day, and it lasted the whole morning. I was afraid that he would be cold, so I wrapped him with a quilt, but he ignored me and didn't talk.Only when the little nephew ran up to him did he reach out and touch his nephew's face.