love on the other side

After confirming that there was no car catching up, Fu Hong directed the driver to take us to a small clinic.The doctor helped me take out the bullet in my arm, bandaged the wound, and turned around to tell Fu Hong that there was nothing serious. Only then did Fu Hong relax from his nervousness.He came to me slowly and stared at me, his eyes did not know whether it was pity or pity.I half-closed my eyes, and thanked Fu Hong weakly.

"Don't worry, I'm here. You have a good rest." Fu Hong said, covering me with a quilt.Then he sat down on the chair beside the bed and remained silent.

I turned my head away and looked at the desk lamp on the table. The light was so dazzling that I had to close my eyes, and at the same time a tear fell on the quilt.I don't understand why Fu Linbo did all this to me. All the past, like a movie, reappeared in my mind one scene after another: his hand stretched out on the train, he told me about the life of the army in the dining car, and we lived together. Fishing and picnics by the lake, we read the school introduction together, he helped me suck the blood from the fishbone on my finger, and the first contact on the bench in the park, his gentle and shy smile, his beard covered Scumbag cheeks... Could it be that everything is a lie?Is it all a lie to me?What role am I in his heart?I thought about it, and fell asleep at some point.

Early the next morning, there was the sound of a car rumbling outside. Fu Hong vigilantly opened a corner of the curtain and found several suspicious figures walking towards the clinic.Fu Hong quickly woke me up:

"It seems to be someone sent by my father, we must leave here immediately!"

He quickly helped me put on my clothes, and then pulled out my suitcase from under the bed. We hurried to the small door in the backyard of the clinic, only to find that someone was already guarding the small door.At the main entrance, several people hurriedly walked. It seemed that we were about to be taken back by Mr. Fu!

Fu Hong pulled me out through the side door of the corridor and entered a small room, the bay window of which faced the private house next to it.Fu Hong sent me out of the window, threw the suitcase to me, and then jumped out of the bay window.We escaped from the clinic under the cover of the thatched shed in front of the residents' houses.

A broken bicycle, Fu Hong drove me to the train station.

"Fu Hong, where are you taking me?"

"Let's go take the train and find a hidden place to hide."

"Will your dad find us?"

"I don't know. Judging by the posture of those people today, he won't let us go easily."

"Is that his man?"

"Maybe my mother found it. Either way, they want to take us back."

"Why are you here?"

"I'll tell you later!"

Fu Hong bought two train tickets, and we boarded a train with no destination just like when I left my hometown at the age of 17.

The scenery outside the car window is passing by, and the sunlight divides the trees on the hillside into two sides, one side is bright and the other side is dark. Is this the norm in the world?The weather was very nice, but I felt chills in my heart. Thinking about the past with Fu Linbo, it was a dream after all.I leaned feebly on the car window, Fu Hong advised me not to think about the past, and his father's behavior was also unexpected.

"Do you know everything, Fu Hong?"

"I already know that the photo my mother got was actually taken by me!"

"What?" I was taken aback. "You took it? When did you take it?"

"You know? When I went to school abroad, I met a lot of people, and I saw a lot of things that I didn't see in China. Homosexuality is a topic of debate among them, and this issue should be taken seriously. But here, we can only Talking about it in the dead of night, even ashamed to mention it, can only hint to each other, homosexuality can only exist in the form of jokes. When I first came across this topic, I was very painful because it destroyed my deep-rooted traditional thinking. At this point, you started writing to me, and I was taken aback by your openness. I can't wait to get back to you, I have so much to say to you."

A couple on the opposite side looked at Fu Hong and me with strange eyes, as if seeing two wolves on a train.When our eyes met theirs, they quickly averted their eyes and kissed each other, but the eyes of the men were still peeking at us.

"What do you want to say to me?"

"I want to be with you!"

Fu Hong said these words decisively, and the couple on the opposite side bit each other's lips at the same time.

"Oh, what's going on, you bit my lip!" said the woman angrily.

"It's not my fault..." The man felt aggrieved.

To be honest, I was taken aback too.I do have a crush on Fu Hong. His burly figure, sunny face, and big-brother-like mind have also moved me. This is one of the reasons why I wrote to Fu Hong.All my filth and innocence, I just want someone to see.However, the sudden confession still seemed abrupt, and I still haven't recovered from Fu Linbo, his father.However, my surprise was calm, I just said "ah" without answering.

"Since you stopped writing to me, I have panicked. Lost your news, I am full of you, and I wonder what happened to you every day. I dare not write to you, I am afraid that I will I can't restrain my feelings. I am afraid that the letter will fall into the hands of others, so that we may face the end before we even started. But not hearing from you has brought me great suffering. In the end, I really had no choice but to muster up the courage to fight Call Fu Ming and ask him to find out your whereabouts for me."

"Fu Ming?"

"Yes, he helped me find you."

"But, I haven't seen him for a long time."

"He found you with a strange man, and I thought at the time, that must be the old Ou you mentioned in your letter."

"I had a very happy time with Lao Ou, but I don't want to talk about it anymore. It's so far away!"

"Yes, he said that you are very close, so I..."

"I asked when you took the picture!" I felt impatient, really angry inside.

"After that, I came back, and I searched all over the city for your whereabouts. Finally, one time, in a cafe, I saw you, my father, and a strange man together. I finally found you, but I didn't expect, You're with my father! You're with him! I can't imagine."

Fu Hong's tone seemed to be condemning me, as if I had done a sinful thing.The couple on the opposite side opened their eyes big and round, pretending to eavesdrop on our conversation nonchalantly.Fu Hong was so excited that he didn't notice the people around him at all.

"I don't blame you," Fu Hong explained, "I'm disappointed in Fu Linbo, he betrayed my mother, he deceived all of us, he suddenly became so strange, a completely different person!"

"Don't blame him, he can only hide his true self."

"You still speak for him! He thinks that he can hide his eyes from being with you by pretending to be his father, but he has hurt you enough!"

"And you took our picture?"

Suddenly, Fu Hong showed a sly smile, and he said: "When you two are lingering, you will never know that there is a camera on the roof!"

It was because of his smile that my chest was filled with anger. With a "slap", I slapped Fu Hong.At this moment, in front of Fu Hong, I feel naked, naked, embarrassing and embarrassing.Obviously I have forgotten that I have confessed my heart in those letters to Fu Hong.So, in fact, I have nothing to embarrass and embarrass.But words are words after all, and those who assume that Fu Hong is the true confession of God do not expect a response, so it doesn't matter.When this situation is really faced, shame will burst out.

When the people on the train heard the slap, they all stole curious glances, but what they saw were two men sitting side by side, silent and unrelated to each other.