love on the other side

After an overwhelming moan, Fu Linbo, Lao Ou and I lay powerlessly on the bed.

I closed my eyes tightly to conceal the grievance and irritability in my heart. I can no longer bear this kind of relationship and life.Apart from making love, we didn't have much communication.The former admiration for Fu Linbo disappeared bit by bit.I thought we could get along as equals, I thought our hearts would get closer and closer, but now everything is heading in the opposite direction.He still regards himself as a parent and controls my freedom. Once I was willing to give up my freedom in exchange for his love. Now I hope he respects me.And what he really cares about is Lao Ou, he spends more time with Lao Ou than with me.He started to ignore me, and only thought of me when he was venting his desire, and he was willing to share me with Lao Ou.

Finally, I gave him a hard kick when he took off my clothes again without my permission.At that moment, time stopped.I said:

"Today, right now, I don't want to do it."

Then, I put on my clothes and ran out, leaving him and Old Ou in the room.

After noon, Lao Ou came out and comforted me by saying:

"Everyone has their own value, don't make excessive demands, otherwise it will be very dangerous to you."

"Are you intimidating me? Is my value just to vent to you?"

"You are our love."

"Bastard!" I punched him hard, and this punch was also noticed by Fu Linbo.He shook his head at me.

"You're all bastards!" I yelled, pointing at them both.

In the evening, I made some instant noodles for myself. Just after eating, Fu Linbo rushed into the kitchen and carried me out.I struggled and asked him what to do?He said that he didn't train me well, and he should train me well today.His voice changed completely, becoming murderous and perverted.I was stripped naked and thrown on the bed. He beat me with a whip, and I screamed in pain.He forced me to do it, and I wanted to cry but had no tears.Old Ou curled up on the window sill, showing an unbearable expression.This night, the world was turned upside down, the whole world changed, I couldn't believe it all.What was once happiness is now fear and hatred.The angel finally revealed his true colors as a demon.

When I woke up, I thought everything was a nightmare. Next to me was Fu Linbo, the once gentle and kind Mr. Fu. Now he was lying naked next to me, like a sleeping beast.My mouth was dry for a while, and I licked the corners of my mouth, and there was a fishy smell.There was a tightness in my chest, and I quickly got up and rushed to the bathroom, throwing up loudly.After washing my face with cold water, I looked at myself in the mirror. What is the difference between the little angel and the little prince who used to be a dog now?Is it all worth it for love?Is love so base, so devoid of dignity?The demon sleeping in Fu Linbo's heart was finally awakened by my obedience!

Suddenly, Fu Linbo hugged me tightly from behind, he was vague, as if he hadn't woken up.He said:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Please forgive me, I did this because I cared so much about you and I was afraid of losing you. Please forgive me."

I fell powerlessly into his arms and wept loudly.

It was as if nothing had happened, and we continued to live as three people, but I started looking for work outside.Because, I have a sense of crisis, I rely too much on Fu Linbo and Lao Ou, one day they abandon me, I will die.

Fu Linbo took me to his dinner again, and he said:

"Didn't you say that you want to know about my work? This time is just right, I have invited some friends to discuss cooperation, why don't you go together?"

"Forget it, I can't help even if I go."

"You don't have to do anything, just sit quietly by the side. You can understand first, and talk later if you can help or not."

"OK then."

The lighting in the box is golden and yellow, and there are mirrors on all sides, making the room very spacious and bright.In addition to the large round dining table, there are tea tables and leather sofas in the box, with fruits on them.Before eating, people sit here and chat.Fu Linbo's guests gradually arrived, all of them dressed in suits and leather shoes, looking serious.After everyone arrived, the dishes were served one after another.I followed Mr. Fu's instructions and sat quietly beside him.I quietly observed everyone here, and there was a curly-haired man who always glanced at me. I thought he had seen me somewhere, so I stared at him without hesitation.As a result, he was very embarrassed, so he raised his glass to toast Fu Linbo, saying that he hoped to have the opportunity to cooperate and help Fu Linbo.Mr. Fu expressed his humility and thanked him again and again.

The next day, Fu Linbo and Lao Ou discussed again in the study and even quarreled.I was writing in my study, and when I heard their argument, I got up and went out to see what was going on.The strange thing is that the door of the study room is closed today, deliberately not to let me hear it.Just approaching the study, the old Ou Yizheng's voice came from inside:

"I don't agree! How can you agree to such a condition? What do you think of him?"

Fu Linbo was still very calm, his answer was not clear.

Who are they talking about?

A few days later, when we were having breakfast, Fu Linbo suddenly cared about me and said, "How do you feel recently?" I said it's okay, what's the matter?He couldn't hide anything from me, so he confessed to me:

"Among the customers who had dinner with us that day, there was a man named Mr. He. He wanted to meet you. How about you come and meet him with me tonight?"

"Want to meet me? Which one? The curly one?"

"Yes, how do you know?"

"I felt weird that day, he kept looking at me, I thought he knew me."

"He probably just wanted to make sure."

I felt baffled in my heart, but there was nothing wrong with just going to have another meal with Fu Linbo.

So, in the evening, Lao Ou drove me and Fu Linbo to the banquet.The box is the same as last time, only Mr. He is alone.Because there were fewer people, the box seemed particularly empty.When Mr. He saw us coming, he was very enthusiastic and looked at me seriously.I also gave him a friendly smile.

The dinner was held in a harmonious atmosphere. Fu Linbo talked more than usual, as if trying to maintain the harmony, while Old Ou said nothing.Halfway through the meal, Fu Linbo answered the phone, and then said that he was in a hurry to go away for a while and asked Lao Ou to give him a ride.Mr. He bid them farewell with great satisfaction. As soon as the door was closed, only he and I were left in the box.At this time, I realized that I seemed to be in the game, and the danger was approaching.

Mr. He got straight to the point and said that he liked me very much the first time he saw me. After learning from Fu Linbo that I was gay, he couldn't hold back his desire.He put down the tableware in his hand and rushed towards me.I helplessly shed a tear, the long wandering and loneliness can never end, the destination I thought I had, turned out to be just the beginning of another wandering.

I went back to my residence without saying a word.Lao Ou stood at the door waiting for me to come back, and asked, "How is it? Are you all right?" I said it was all right, and then walked feebly to the room.

I slept until the afternoon, opened my eyes and saw the sun shining brightly in the room, but my heart was pierced, and I covered my face and cried bitterly.The final answer is that Fu Linbo betrayed me. Between me and the business, he chose the latter.