a virgin story

I chose table tennis for this year's physical education class. I loved playing it when I was in high school, but I didn't have time. Now I can have fun.Before every physical education class, I excitedly put on my sports clothes and urged my buddies in the dormitory: "Hurry up and tidy up, dawdle!"

The reason why I am impatient is because the school’s gymnasium is charged, a table tennis table is six yuan per hour, and we can play two hours of physical education for free, and we can play for an extra half hour if we go early and return late. This is precious time nah!Speaking of it, many places in the school are really annoying. For example, isn’t the gymnasium just for students, and every time they enter the gym, they have to punch in and pay the fee, exploiting poor students like us!

Every time I play, I feel very relaxed and swing the racket vigorously until I am sweating profusely.I feel great every time I finish playing.After the physical education class that day, I went back to the dormitory, took off my shirt and went to the water room to scrub my body. I couldn't bear the smell of sweat all over my body.When I returned to the dormitory with wet hair, Jiang Yiming suddenly asked me: "How are you playing table tennis?" I was a little dazed, this guy hasn't talked to me like this for a long time.

"Oh...it's okay, hey, it's just for fun."

"I really want to learn, let's go play someday when we're not busy."

My heart jumped a few more times excitedly: "Okay, I can teach you, ha ha."

Jiang Yiming's words really made me very happy, like someone you have a crush on suddenly smiled sweetly at you one day.Hey, it looks like I fit the bill.This guy usually only plays basketball, why does he suddenly want to learn table tennis?

I asked him curiously: "Didn't you always like basketball, why do you want to play table tennis?"

"Basketball is too tiring. Every time I run around, my body can't stand it. I can't bear it after playing for a while."

I nodded somewhat disappointed.What do you expect in your heart, and what reason can you have?Do you expect him to say: Because you play table tennis, I want to play with you too?Thinking about it is disgusting.I feel that I am the kind of person who hopes to get more when God gives some, no matter what, how many people can not be greedy, let alone such a stunner in front of me, how can I not think wildly!

So the next afternoon after class, I took Jiang Yiming to the gymnasium to apply for a monthly card.Why do monthly cards?First, the monthly card is cheap, three yuan per hour, and second, I look forward to playing with this kid often, so that I can spend more time with him.Jiang Yiming looked at me in surprise: "Do it now?" I thought to myself: Damn!It's not pulling you to apply for a marriage certificate, so why make such a fuss!

I smiled and said, "Why, don't you want to play again?"

"No, it's almost time to get off work now."

"There's still an hour left!"

Seeing my determination, I shook my head: "Okay, let's go."

We came to the gymnasium and urged the administrator's aunt to help us get the card. I "shh" in relief and walked out.At this time, Jiang Yiming was full of reluctance: "Come on, let's play for a while." Then I remembered that I only cared about myself, and I breathed a sigh of relief thinking that I could hold this kid in my hand. Guy really wants to play.I looked at my watch, it was almost five o'clock, and there was still half an hour to close the door, so I took off my coat and picked up the racket.To be honest, this guy's skills are not much worse than mine.Then he humbly asked me to teach him how to play yesterday, which made me dare not lose now.Alas, I also blame myself for going back to the dormitory every day to brag about my game skills to everyone. Jiang Yiming probably really believed my bragging words and asked me to teach him how to play.But after thinking about it again: It seems that bragging is really good, no, Jiang Yiming is squinting at me right now, and when he is hot, he even lifts up his clothes to reveal his sexy belly. I am definitely more excited than rubbing Liu Bin The value in the bath!

I swallowed my saliva: "Okay, I'm coming!"

"Let the horses come!"

When the racket was swung, the little ball jumped and bounced on the table, drawing a happy arc in the air.Of course, a ball is just a ball, it's just that my heart is beating with bliss at the moment.

I have very little extracurricular time, and since I played with Jiang Yiming, I have devoted all my attention to table tennis.This guy Li Kang enjoys playing online games every day. He found that I don't watch him play games these days, so he rubbed his tired eyes and asked me: "What are you busy these days?"

"Nonsense, with so many courses, I'm almost exhausted."

"That's what you asked for! I'm asking what are you doing after class?"

"Hey, playing with Jiang Yiming."

Li Kang looked at me as if he had seen a ghost, and then flattened his mouth.The next day, this guy stopped fighting and killing in front of the computer, and followed me after class.

I squinted at him and said, "Why are you following me?"

He said confidently: "Play ball!"

Whoops, I'm going!This guy is really ignorant, he didn't see that I was pursuing lifelong happiness.I rejected him bluntly: "No!"

"I'm not playing with you, I'm playing with Jiang Yiming." The girl turned her head away like a child after she finished speaking.

Just when Jiang Yiming squeezed through the crowd, Li Kang dragged Jiang Yiming straight to the gymnasium. Instead, it seemed that I had become a light bulb.I stared at Li Kang all the way, and I pretended not to see him in a daze!Forget it, let him be a light bulb.After we swiped our card to enter, Li Kang took my place and fought with Jiang Yiming in full swing.Ya's skills are not bad, but the gesture of holding the racket is still ugly, holding the racket like chicken feet, the more awkward it looks.What's more unexpected is that from this day on, Li Kang has become a veritable light bulb, every time he plays golf, he has to plug it in, which makes me want to hit my head with a racket.

If it continues like this, I feel that life is really wonderful. Although there is a light bulb like Li Kang, I still feel very happy.It's a pity that the good days didn't last for a few days, and they ended in a hurry.

I don't know when, Jiang Yiming started chatting on the phone again.A few days later, we saw him strolling in the square holding hands with a girl.I've seen that girl before, she's from Jiang Yiming's hometown, she looks very reserved, she has a unique feeling.In the evening, during the sleeping meeting, the brothers in the dormitory began to interrogate Jiang Yiming.

Wu Bao asked: "Be honest, what does that girl have to do with you?"

Jiang Yiming replied: "My fellow, hehe."

Liu Bin also joined in the fun: "You fellow is enthusiastic enough, I'm holding your hand in case you get lost, haha..."

Everyone was laughing and making noise, but my heart was cold and cold.

I have read Sanmao's words: Love is not a necessity, without it, the heart is desolate, desolate days are sad, and it is not only love that is sad?

My love withers before it blossoms.Yes, it’s not just about love, I’m sad, maybe only I know it in my heart, I can’t tell others about my sadness, I can only hide it in my heart, but there is unstoppable loneliness in my eyes, But how inexplicable it seems to others.Love is a forbidden area for me. I can't take half a step, and I can't even think about it. The final outcome is clear at a glance, and the process becomes meaningless.Let yourself live happily in other people's world every day, and let him be barren in your own world.I shouldn't have fantasies about Jiang Yiming, but I can't help but let myself fall into it.

Jiang Yiming called me to play as usual, and I was sweating profusely every time I played as usual.Once I used too much force, and the racket hit the table and flew towards Jiang Yiming's forehead. He hurriedly lowered his head, and the racket scraped his scalp and flew to the wall behind him.This guy looked at me in shock: "You murdered your own husband!" I was heartlessly happy when I heard this, and hurried over to see if he was injured.We were about to continue playing when his cell phone rang.The girl's voice came from the phone.Jiang Yiming threw down his racket, put on his coat with a smile, said "goodbye" to me, and was about to leave.I was inexplicably irritable, threw the racket in my hand directly on the table and left first.Jiang Yiming gave me a strange look and continued to call.

After returning to the dormitory after class the next day, I saw Jiang Yiming was reading a magazine and walked over: "Let's go, let's go play." Maybe he was a little tired from class, so he didn't take his eyes off the magazine and answered me: "I won't go today, I'm a little tired "But today I just had a cramp in my head: Damn, you asked me to play ball, how did I ever shirk it?Are you tired when I tell you to play?

I continued to smile and said, "Let's go, just play for a while."

He looked up at me and smiled apologetically: "I'm really tired today, I don't really want to go."

I couldn't help but go up and hold his arm, and my face became ugly: "Are you going?"

He also darkened his face: "I can't even say it!"

The clenched fist of my right hand was still not willing to punch him in the face, even though his eyes looked at me with disgust at the moment.At this moment, Tang Lin opened the door and came in. Seeing the posture of the two of us, he asked, "What's the matter?" I let go of my hand, tried to calm myself down, and walked out of the dormitory angrily.I don't even know why I'm angry.The moment I walked out of the dormitory, I felt like a loser and couldn't hold my head up.