embrace the memory of youth

At noon, I couldn't wait for Lin Qingping to appear as I wished. With that loss, I stepped on the car to the suburbs. Looking back at the community where I lived for nearly a year, it seems that I just arrived yesterday, but I will leave today. Crying, I just feel that the relationship between me and Lin Qingping is too weak, no one can understand that bitter heart.

Arriving at Uncle Jiang's hotel on time in the afternoon, he saw me from a distance, walked quickly to my side and said, "I didn't even say hello when I came here, I should pick you up, how can I support myself like this?"

I smiled at him and said, "Look at Uncle Jiang, what you said is too weak."

"I know that Xiaoyu is a macho in our family, but in the eyes of Uncle Jiang, he will always be a child." He took the bag in my hand and said.

I followed him into the hotel with a faint smile. After a few bumpy rides, I was really hungry. Uncle Jiang cooked delicious food for me. He sat opposite me and stared at me all the time during the meal. It was only later that I noticed his expression.

At night, I asked Uncle Jiang to take me for a walk around. At this time, only I understood that I was looking for the common memory with Lin Qingping. Once his tenderness was like water, once he confessed to me in front of Zhou Yuan, once...

Halfway through the journey, I couldn’t go on anymore, because everything had become a thing of the past, and I couldn’t go back to the past after all. I stopped and said to the taciturn Uncle Jiang next to me, “Uncle Jiang, let’s go back. Going on is nothing more than sprinkling salt on the scars in my heart.” , there are too many memories with him here, all of which are beautiful, but everything is just in the past, my heart aches, I am helpless"

"How about I call Boss Lin and ask him to come over"

I immediately responded "no"

"Xiaoyu, aren't you torturing yourself like this? You obviously miss him very much, why..."

"Oh... I think I will definitely think, after all, I really loved, and I will leave tomorrow, leaving this city that filled me with hope, but shattered my dreams."

Uncle Jiang exclaimed, "Driving you here is saying goodbye to me."

"Yes, but I will miss you too, and I will come to see you when I have time," I said with a faint smile.

"Don't you have any chance at all?"

I said bitterly, "It's natural to get together by fate. I don't want to be too deliberate. Everything is better as fate goes." Uncle Jiang sighed heavily.

Waking up early in the morning, the air is still fresh and refreshing, and the scenery outside the window is still fascinating. Uncle Jiang knew that no matter what he could not stop me, he helped me prepare breakfast early in the morning.

Getting in the car, waving, the simple farewell ceremony, but it took longer than other people, the car started, and he yelled at me, "Come back to see Uncle when you have time."

I nodded hard, and then said to him, "Uncle, go back quickly, remember to miss me", and then his face was blocked by a mountain, so I gave up and sat down.

I turned on the phone that had been silent for a whole day, and there were countless short messages from Guo Xiong. I replied with a few words: I am leaving here, everything is fine; then I quickly turned off the phone, and fell asleep in the car in a daze Yes, I was already at the train station when I woke up.

In the crowd, I saw Guo Xiong looking anxiously among the crowd. I didn't feel moved, but avoided him cruelly. Unexpectedly, I bumped into Zhou Yuan again. I haven't seen him for a few months, and his handsomeness added to his body. A lot, but I quickly smelled the anger emanating from him, he raised his fist and hit me hard on the face, angrily said, "I said, if you dare to hurt my dad, I will never let you go!" over you"

I didn't fight back, of course I really wanted to fight, he was definitely not my opponent, I smiled and said, "I haven't seen you for a few months, but I learned how to be arrogant, now you hit and scold, it's time to let me go right?"

"Why on earth, didn't we promise to go on together?"

"Why, huh..." I said with a bitter smile.

He raised his fist and wanted to hit me, but Guo Xiong stopped him. He stared at Guo Xiong angrily and said, "Is it because of him that I hurt my dad?"

"Zhou Yuan, I thought you wouldn't be the kind of person who took things out of context. I didn't expect you to be so superficial. Let me say it again for the last time. I didn't do anything to apologize to him behind Lin Qingping's back. Believe it or not." The anger suppressed in my heart began to rise, the voice covered his voice, the air froze, the three of us did not speak, passers-by surrounded us, and many people pointed at us.

Zhou Yuan took my hand and said, "Since you say you are innocent, well, let's go back and find my dad to clarify."

I shook him off and said lightly, "I've already slapped his cold ass once, I don't want to trample on my dignity again, you go back and tell him, I will give him two years, and I will never look back after the deadline has passed "

"Where did that tender brother Liu go? Why did you become so ruthless?"

I replied with a bitter smile, "It's not that I've changed, but the situation has changed, because you can't understand the helplessness and frustration of convicting someone I love so much based on a few untrue photos of me who is full of hope for love." Pain, does he know that his sister took out 200 million to threaten me to leave here, does he know that his sister Gu Ren threw me down the mountain and lay in the hospital for a month, does he know how suffocating I am with his cold attitude", As I was talking, I found tears encroaching on my eye sockets. Zhou Yuan was stunned and couldn’t say a word. Guo Xiong didn’t know what to do. There was another few minutes of silence. I said, “I’m really tired. I want to leave this city that made my dreams shattered. If my relationship with him is not enough, I will meet him naturally. If the relationship is over, then each of us will live in peace."

"Why do we still have to separate when we are in love? Isn't this tormenting myself?" Zhou Yuan's voice was much smaller than before, and he subconsciously believed that what I said was true, but so what, the one I most want to see at this time The face still didn't show up. The moment I stepped on the train, I was imagining that if Lin Qingping asked to stay, I would definitely stay without hesitation, but he still didn't show up.

With my only savings, I went all the way north. Every time I went to a place, I would stay near the temple for a few days, because I knew that Lin Qingping had a Buddha in his heart, and I hoped to use the power of the Buddha to eliminate his misunderstanding of me. A month later, I arrived in Beijing as I wished. At this time, it was snowing in the sky, and strange faces passed me by. It made me recall my friends who cared about me in a far away place. Not very refreshing, I knew that I didn't belong here, standing in *** Square, I said goodbye to our great Chairman Mao, and then returned to City B where my dream took off with that satisfaction.