If not the fragment

22 Leaving Guangdong

If it weren't for saying goodbye to the assembly line, it would be early winter.If it wasn't for his old mother's poor health that year, he went home.If he hadn't been 19 years old that year, he had seen the life and death of people, and felt the shortness and preciousness of life.Chen Fu and Yao Xiaoyao walked away, but their shadows stayed in Ruofei's heart.

If he hadn't returned to the county first, he planned to stay at the home of Gu Guoxiong and Aunt Xiao for one night.If she hadn't seen Aunt Xiao, whom she hadn't seen for several years, she would have aged a lot.In just a few short years, a beautiful young woman became an old woman, a real old woman.Her temple hair is disheveled, and her clothes are not as neat and fancy as before.Time and family can really change a person's appearance.

If she hadn't given Aunt Xiao the health care products she brought back, Aunt Xiao's face would have blossomed with joy, and the wrinkles on her face would have deepened.Aunt Xiao was still very enthusiastic about cooking for Ruofei, calling Ruofei to eat.Aunt Xiao who got Gu Guoxiong no longer hates Ruofei so much.

Aunt Xiao also said some sad words, saying that she missed Liu Liya and Liu Liping, and wondered whether the two of them had a good or bad life outside.No matter what shameful things their children do, no matter how unconscionable their children are, parents are always concerned about their children and hope that their children are safe.If she didn't understand, Aunt Xiao became old and didn't like to groom herself because she missed her two children.

That night, Gu Guoxiong and Ruofei shared the same bed to relive their old dreams.Gu Guoxiong touched Ruofei's youthful body, feeling extremely excited.

The next day, Gu Guoxiong also gave Ruofei a haircut.Many years later, Gu Guoxiong was careful to give Ruofei another haircut, and he didn't miss any step by step.Gu Guoxiong didn't regard Ruo Fei as right, as a picky customer.

First wash your hair.Wet your hair with warm water, then apply a layer of soap all over your hair.After so many years, Gu Guoxiong still uses soap instead of shampoo, so as not to damage the hair quality of customers.

After the soap was wiped off, Gu Guoxiong started to move his hands on Ruofei's head, kneading, pinching, grasping, pushing and other techniques, and then rinsed off the foam with warm water.The familiar smell of soap brought Ruo Fei back to the good old days many years ago, back to the years of apprenticeship many years ago.

Gu Guoxiong used his own special towel to dry Ruo Fei's hair.He combed Shunliu carefully with a comb, then picked up the electric hair clipper to push away the excess long hair for Ruofei.Gu Guoxiong cut Ruofei's hair very carefully, appreciating it as carefully as if he was caressing a work of art.

Gu Guoxiong still likes to be neat and tidy as before, and the white cloth is not stained.If not, I like this white apron the most, which gives people a particularly beautiful and clean effect.If I hadn't thought about it, maybe what I really liked about Gu Guoxiong was the white apron he used, which was so white and free of distracting thoughts.

Gu Guoxiong also shaved Ruofei, saying that the fluff on his face was too long and too long, and it was time to shave it off.Gu Guoxiong said in Ruofei's ear, "It was I who turned you from a kid into a little man, and now I want to turn you from a little man into a big man again. Shave off the fluff, and you will be a mature man from now on. "

Gu Guoxiong put down the chair and asked Ruofei to lie down.Wipe Ruofei's face with a warm towel to moisten the fluff on his face, and then lather up with soap.This is the first time to shave a person like this, if he is not nervous, he will die.Once this beard is shaved, it means that he will be a big man in the days to come, and he can no longer be young and naive, and it also marks the mature transition from a boy to a man.If it wasn't for the fear of maturity and aging, then in the future, I would not be able to act like a baby in the arms of others, and then I would have to shoulder other responsibilities.

Whether Ruo Fei is willing or not, Gu Guoxiong will shave Ruo Fei's beard off.Gu Guoxiong's cold hand walked gently over Ruofei's face, and Ruofei heard the rustling sound when he raised the knife and dropped it.Ruofei also enjoyed the beauty of being shaved for the first time, from the forehead to the soles of the feet.

Gu Guoxiong, just like when Ruofei was 15 years old, took away Ruofei's first time again, making Ruofei a step up to a man.The shaved Ruofei felt much refreshed and really charming. Gu Guoxiong couldn't help touching Ruofei's face a few more times. Fortunately, there were no outsiders.

Gu Guoxiong took Ruofei to the old street, the south of the city, the north of the city, the old Ximen, the park and other places.Along the route I walked many years ago, if I hadn't returned to the time when I was 15 years old, the good feeling would still be there.

Gu Guoxiong still likes to wear tunic suits.It's just that the color has changed to a lighter color.Light-colored clothes make Gu Guoxiong more energetic, and can also conceal some of his age.

The number of new buildings in Longquan County has increased a lot, the streets are much cleaner than before, and there are many more shops and shopping malls.Ruofei followed Gu Guoxiong into the shopping mall where he used to buy clothes, and bought a coat and a pair of leather shoes for Gu Guoxiong.In the past, Gu Guoxiong bought it for Ruofei, but now it's changed, and it's replaced by Ruofei for Gu Guoxiong.

When trying on clothes to sell, she was still the same salesman in the past. She said to Gu Guoxiong with great envy, "Master Gu, my son is back from working and earning money, so he should be happy."

Gu Guoxiong's face was full of happiness, he couldn't close his mouth with a smile, and said, "That's right, that's right, it's good to have a son. Look at the little ones a few years ago, but now they are so tall, they will surpass me."

Walking out of the shopping mall, if he hadn't really compared his height with Gu Guoxiong.Yes, it would be great if he could grow a little longer, so that he could be as tall as Gu Guoxiong, and he would be a tall man by then.

Back to the place where I grew up, everything has become strange under the dilution of time.Seeing the vicissitudes of the faces of the old father and mother, and seeing the faces of the neighbors, each of them has changed a lot.

The holly tree in front of the door was planted by Ruo Fei when he was eight years old, and he planted it by himself.After so many years, the holly tree has grown very well and has surpassed Ruofei's height.Another seven days like this, the holly tree will grow into a towering tree, with branches and leaves.

If it weren't for sitting on the hillside and lamenting quietly that the old father and mother are getting old so fast, they would be hobbled, deaf and dazzled in a blink of an eye.They are almost the same as the grandparents of Xiao Fuzi next door who are the same age.But if he didn't know, the two old people were his parents, the parents who raised him up.

A few years later, the mountains are still those mountains, and the village is still that village.It's just that the characters have changed a lot.People who were once young are no longer young, and the kid who used to run around in crotch pants is no longer a kid.Before you know it, a baby grows into a man.If it can be done step by step, the man will have a baby again, and so on and on, and life will continue to move forward like this.

If you don't sit on the hillside and look at the winding and slow-flowing river in the village, it seems that you have built yourself into a small boat and put it in the water, going down the water without purpose.

Ruofei's nephews are getting naughtier one by one.Their father and Ruofei's elder brothers have grown old along with them.Yes, they are all middle-aged.Even the youngest brother and Ruofei are ten years apart, how can they not grow old?

When the old mother saw that Ruofei had returned, her condition improved rapidly.After all, the old mother still misses Ruofei, and misses her so much that she becomes sick. She hasn't seen Ruofei for many years, thinking that he will never come back.Now seeing the youngest son, the old mother has a smile on her face, and she is much more relieved.

19-year-old Ruofei has grown into a big boy.Under the polishing of the years, those astringent childishness also disappeared without a trace.If he hadn't woken up early in the morning, he would have already started to shave himself. The shaved face gradually showed the appearance of a mature boy, with delicate and tender skin and fashionable dress, which was very attractive.When the relatives of the seven aunts and eight aunts saw Ruofei's return, they all came to introduce the girl to Ruofei.One by one, the threshold would have been stepped on, if they hadn't chosen to decline.The seven aunts and eight aunts were all disappointed to go back. Without exception, they said, don't be so picky, when you get older, you won't be able to pick.If not, he could only smile bitterly at their backs.

The family also asked Ruofei if it was time to find a woman.If you don't shake your head, it's still early.If he hadn't really wanted to tell his family, he would marry a man in the future and live with him for the rest of his life.But if he didn't say it, he knew he couldn't say it.In fact, if it weren't for it, why don't you want to find a woman you like, marry and have children, and then spend your life together peacefully like the men in the village.But if he hadn't been reconciled to this in his heart, he would feel very empty and not at all solid enough.I clearly love a man, but giving love to a woman is as uncomfortable as losing my soul.No, unless you strengthen your will.

"It's getting late, let's make an appointment first, and wait a year or two to get married. I'm in my 60s, and I'm at the age where I can leave." Ruofei's old father said earnestly.He wanted to pave the way for Ruo Fei while he was still alive.If he hadn't shaken his head vigorously, his mother would have thought that he had a woman outside, so she wouldn't be so far-fetched.

Gu Guoxiong also asked Ruofei if it was time to find a woman.If it weren't for bowing your head and being speechless.If it weren't for the fact that he didn't want to answer such topics as Gu Guoxiong.It's boring, knowing his hobbies and still asking.Gu Guoxiong sincerely hopes that if he doesn't marry a wife, that is his long-term plan.It's unrealistic for two men to live together.Anyway, Gu Guoxiong would not believe that two pure men can live a long life together.Even if the two men have the guts, the people around, relatives, friends and classmates will despise them to death with their eyes.

Gu Guoxiong hopes that if he can't get married, at least he can have a woman as a shield for him.Once you have a wife, you can find another man by yourself, so that the family and love will not be left in vain.If it wasn't for scolding Gu Guoxiong, it was committing crimes and ruining women.

If it wasn't for cursing Gu Guoxiong, Chen Fu's figure and smiling face appeared in his mind again.Chen Fu is just like what Gu Guoxiong said, a man who has a wife and is reluctant to let go of the most primitive love in his heart.Ruofei couldn't help but think of Chen Fu being hacked to death, trembling all over, hugging Gu Guoxiong tightly.

Gu Guoxiong said, "What kind of woman is ruined, this is how life is. Do you believe that there are really two men who live together and never get married? It's strange not to make people die laughing."

If it weren't for Gu Guoxiong's words, he would be speechless.Just because he didn't look at it doesn't mean he didn't have it. There are so many people in the world, there must be two men living together.

If it weren't for looking at Gu Guoxiong, Gu Guoxiong would also be old, and a man who is almost 50 years old will not be able to withstand the harshness of the weather.Gu Lizhen, the daughter of Gu Guoxiong's hometown who played with Ruofei, also went out to work.The eldest daughter's children are also several years old, and the second daughter is discussing marriage.

The child belonging to Gu Guoxiong is still a daughter.It is neither like Gu Guoxiong nor Aunt Xiao, but there is still an aura between the brows.She already knows how to call Ruofei uncle, and knows how to pick and choose.If it wasn't for holding her, he bought two sets of clothes at the children's clothing store in Laoximen.Walking on the streets of Laoximen, familiar storefronts, familiar streets, familiar Ma Tiaoshi alleys, the past is circling and singing above Ruofei's head.If he hadn't woken up suddenly, he would have left the old Ximen for many years.

Gu Guoxiong was in a dilemma, and he was still running a barber shop in the county with a sad face.If it weren't for the original junior sisters who also opened several barber shops, they would find ways to compete for customers in the same area, making business even more difficult.

If it weren't for the old mother's health getting better, if it wasn't for thinking of leaving the mountain village again.From being unaccustomed to being forced to accept it, he has fallen in love with life in a big city.I like the unfamiliar faces that I meet every day in big cities, and I like the freedom of no one in big cities.If you don't start to be obsessed with the city, you also want to get lost in the city and can't find your way home.

There are still two months to celebrate the new year, if it is not decided to leave.On the day before leaving, if it wasn't for Gu Guoxiong to cut his hair and shave him again.If he didn't really enjoy the process of shaving, the taste would be so wonderful, his whole body would feel light and comfortable.No wonder those old men like to find Gu Guoxiong to shave, just to enjoy the beauty.It's a pity that the young barbers can't shave that kind of beauty. It is estimated that the beauty will disappear with the passage of time.

If it wasn't for talking to Gu Guoxiong in bed at night, with the lights on.Gu Guoxiong said, "Then you can open your own barber shop instead of going to a factory to build an assembly line. I will help you open it, which is considered my investment."

Ruofei turned his head and looked at Gu Guoxiong's wrinkled face and said, "I've forgotten that craft. I'm used to living in a big city, where I can see different people."

Gu Guoxiong stretched out his hand to scratch his nose, "I hate me, so I lost all my skills. I hate that I am old and unattractive." Gu Guoxiong also lamented the rush of time, and left before he could say hello.I am also a man who is about to turn fifty years old, and the charm of the past is fading.

Gu Guoxiong turned Ruofei around, looked at his face and said, "I will give you a set of outfits when you go out this time, and if you miss me in the future, you can help others with a haircut, and you won't forget your skills. You can do it in difficult times." Go back to your old job and earn a living."

Ruofei also stared at Gu Guoxiong's face, saw the look of anticipation on Gu Guoxiong's face, and his heart was caught, he knew that Gu Guoxiong still loved him.Ruo Fei smiled and said, "Okay, from now on, I will specially cut and shave handsome guys, and treat them as you."

Gu Guoxiong frowned, and said, "It doesn't matter if you are handsome or not, as long as you are happy, as long as you have me as a master in your heart, I will be satisfied."

Ruofei said, "Why are you master again, isn't it my father? I am your godson."

Gu Guoxiong smiled and said, "Yes, yes, he is my own son, my good son, and my old friend."

If not to say no more, snuggle into his warm bosom.Feel safe like a child.Gu Guoxiong tremblingly caressed Ruofei's still youthful body.A sense of sadness welled up in Gu Guoxiong's heart after nearly 50 years, and he was really old.Gu Guoxiong kissed Ruofei's lips, poked his tongue in to suck Ruofei's sweet juice, and the two rolled together again, hugging each other.

"Then you go outside and find an unmarried man to live with." Gu Guoxiong whispered in Ruofei's ear after the tenderness, "I'm old and you are still young, and there are still many ways to go." Gu Guoxiong Knowing that it is unnecessary to say this.Even if he doesn't say it, he has no right to ask Ruo Fei not to find someone else. He is a man with two women, which is very unfair to Ruo Fei.

"Look for it, how do you look for it? It's your fault if you laugh to death." Ruofei bit Gu Guoxiong's ear angrily.He cried out in pain.Not only Gu Guoxiong's ear hurts, but Ruo's heart hurts even more.Indeed, the outside world is very slim if not for it.I don't know where to find someone similar to walking in.Every mature man who is in a hurry is a passer-by, who has not stopped and watched in Ruofei's world.Only one Chen Fu got close to Ruo Fei, but Chen Fu was not the man Ruo Fei liked, it was just a kind of accommodating.And just such a Chen Fu also went to heaven.

That night, when Ruofei and Gu Guoxiong were whispering tenderly in bed, Aunt Xiao, who got up to go to the bathroom, heard their rustling in the room, and eavesdropped on the door with her curious ears. into her ears.She got goosebumps all over her body when she heard it.Finally, he accidentally touched the door with his hand, and the sound sounded in the silence of the night, very loud and harsh.Immediately afterwards, there was another loud noise of closing the door. Those two noises frightened Ruofei and Gu Guoxiong, and the two quickly stopped and hid in the bed, not daring to move.It took a long, long time after the two sounds, Gu Guoxiong regained his power, and fought against Ruofei again.

In the morning, if I hadn't seen Aunt Xiao.If she didn't understand, the sound last night must belong to her.If he was not full of anxiety, he knew that this place was no longer suitable for him to come back.If he didn't know, Gu Guoxiong wasn't his, didn't belong to him.Belonging to Aunt Xiao and her daughter.

Gu Guoxiong went to send Ruofei, together with a set of haircut outfits, brand new.Walking through the alley of the old Ximen, if it weren't for the fact that he really wanted to throw himself into Gu Guoxiong's arms and cry aloud.But if he didn't do this, he couldn't let Gu Guoxiong see his fragility.He is already a grown man, a man who stands upright, and a big man who needs to shave frequently.A man must be strong, even if he is superficially strong, he must pretend to be decent.

Gu Guoxiong wore the coat and leather shoes that he bought if he didn't, looking very foreign.If it wasn't obvious, Gu Guoxiong still liked the clothes he bought.If it weren't for the fact that Gu Guoxiong could wear new clothes and shoes, it would be all love.

Same as last time, Gu Guoxiong told Ruofei to take good care of himself and supplement nutrition to himself.Life is short, you can treat anything badly, but you can't treat yourself badly.

If it weren't for nodding, it would be a promise to Gu Guoxiong.When I got in the car and looked back, if I hadn't seen the teardrops hanging on the face of Gu Guoxiong who was standing in the wind...