Qiyue Ruomeng

When I woke up in the morning, I saw an insulated box next to the bed with a note:

"I'm going to school. You can drink this porridge yourself when you wake up. I've already asked you to leave. I'll pick you up after school." It was Nan Ziruo's cursive handwriting.

I hugged the porridge she put on the bed and smiled silly.

"How is it, little girl, are you feeling better?" At this time, a doctor and teacher in a white coat came over and asked me.

"Well, it's much better, thank you teacher." I nodded and smiled.

"Call me Teacher Xiao. That guy Nan Ziruo is really nervous about you. He didn't sleep much last night. I'm afraid that no one will help you pull out the needle after your IV drip." Xiao Yaru fiddled with her long hair and said .

"She and I are roommates plus good friends." I looked at Teacher Xiao and said.

"That guy Nan Ziruo said that he will pick you up after school in the afternoon, you should lie down on the hospital bed first and don't run around, or that guy will settle accounts with me." Xiao Yaru smiled gracefully.

For the first time, I discovered that there is such a seductive woman in school, and she is also very beautiful, like a fairy.But it seems that Mr. Xiao and Nan Ziruo are very familiar.

"You are not allowed to skip meals in the future, you are so skinny, you can't lose weight anymore." Nanzi looked at me fiercely and said if he took me back to the dormitory.

"Okay." I suddenly felt so happy, and then said happily with a smile.

"I hate you, but you still laugh. Today Zuo Xuan came to look for you. I said you went home, but I didn't tell him that you were in the infirmary. I was afraid that you would worry him." Nan Ziruo curled his lips and said.

"Nan Ziruo, I'm sorry that day." Perhaps in Nan Ziruo's heart, Zuo Xuan and I are already together.

"Why say I'm sorry, you're right, I didn't know you two were together at that time, so I should be embarrassed." Nan Ziruo smiled embarrassedly.I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my heart, if I were really with Zuo Xuan, she wouldn't be jealous at all, wouldn't she mind at all.

"Hehe." I didn't say anything, just smiled.

"Qiyue, let me tell you a secret. I only told you because I treat you as my best friend." One night after a week, Nan Zi Ruo Shen said to me mysteriously.

"What?" I asked while holding a cup of hot water.

"I'm in love." Nan Ziruo suddenly said to me excitedly like a child.

When I heard this sentence, the cup in my hand fell to the ground and shattered. At that moment, I heard my heart shattered with the cup in my hand.

"Oh, why are you so careless." Nan Ziruo complained when he saw me squatting down to pick up the broken ceramics, cut off my hand, and then took my hand to help me stop the bleeding.

"Who is it?" I suppressed my tears, looked at her lowering her head and carefully cleaned the wound for me, and said.

"It's Chi Ai from your class." She smiled slightly.

"Don't you still have Xihe in your heart?" I asked cautiously, I was afraid of reminding her of those sad things in the past.

"I heard that she seems to be engaged, she is a rich second generation. After all, these big families get engaged very early, about seventeen or eighteen years old. I don't think I need to protect her anymore, so I have to start looking for my own happiness. I think there is no way to change my sexual orientation, so I found a girlfriend. Chi Ai has been chasing me for a long time, she is a very gentle girl, I like her very much, so I agreed. "Nan Ziruo paused, and then pretended to be indifferent.Maybe her heart is hurting. She has loved someone for more than ten years, and it is not so free and easy to say that she can give up just by giving up.Just like me, I fell in love with her after only getting along with her for less than half a year.

"Oh, that's right. Looks like I'm going to observe this girl carefully tomorrow." I pretended to be relaxed, maybe I don't know anyone in this class except Zuo Xuan.My maverick personality makes it too difficult for me to communicate with others.Nan Ziruo always said that I have a split personality, I am one person in front of her, but I am another person in front of others.But she didn't understand, she was the only one.

"Don't be suddenly enthusiastic, it will scare her. Haha." Nan Ziruo smiled happily.

"This is the start of maintenance." I forced a smile, but tears rolled in my eyes.During the time I met Nan Ziruo, I shed the most tears.But I didn't have the courage to even confess my love.Saying I love her, I'm not qualified compared to Chi Ai.

I didn't sleep well all night, and I went to class after staring at two dark circles in the morning.

"Qiyue, did you not sleep well last night? You look so bad today." When Zuo Xuan saw me coming, he hurried over.

"Hehe, it's okay." I prevaricated.

"Lin Qiyue, can we be friends in the future?" At this time, a pure-looking, typical Dongfang greeted me.

"You are?" I looked at the girl in front of me suspiciously.

"Qiyue, you are so cute. This semester is almost over, and you don't even know my name. My name is Chi Ai." The girl smiled slightly and said very gently.

"Oh, hello." I suddenly thought that the girl in front of me was Nan Ziruo's girlfriend.Really good, with a cheerful and gentle personality, much better than my boring gourd.

"Chi Ai, the door." At this time, Chi Ai's friend Mi Ling pointed to the door of the classroom and signaled.

Nan Ziruo was standing at the door of our class with a lazy look, staring at Chi Ai next to me tenderly.

The crazy jealousy at this moment made me extremely uncomfortable. I really wanted to rush over and tell Nanzi that if I liked her, how much I couldn't do without her.But my cowardice deterred me. I watched Chi Ai walk towards Nan Ziruo gracefully; In Chi Ai's hand.The facts in front of me tell me that I fell out of love without her knowing.